Looking at the area surrounding our house, I sat in the roof of are simple and humble home. Looking up in the sky I raise my hands…
It is as if I am a dog being caged… it’s like… the world is a big ocean yet… I am here… wandering in a small and shallow pond…
I am Emric Damen. Born as the eldest son of an honorable alpha who protected our back and lead the wolves to its most golden era, I am well aware of how heavy my responsibility is. I know too well that compared to other wolves, I am someone who is special. Although that reputation of being blessed means that I must show that how worthy I am to be my father's son.He is a great leader, he led a whole army and make unity among all his men. A good leader is someone who just does not order his people around but also guides them and fights with them through thick or things, that is his character. He was the one who carve braveness in every wolf who’s some are now 'Primordial'.
Strong, Dominant, Charismatic, Confident, and have a strong will...I always doubt that all of those characteristics are something that is present in me.
"Son, I am proud to say that the day would come and you will be the one to lead all the Primordials of our pack"Primordials are the most powerful werewolves in existence and no werewolf can match their power, they possess some abilities that normal werewolves don't. Their abilities are at their peak during a full moon. Heightened Senses -Primordials have extremely enhanced, keen senses of hearing, sight, smell, and taste and I will not deny the obvious fact that my father is the strongest among all of the Primordials in our pack.
They always say that I am strong and that to any other wolves in my age, they are nothing compared to me. They always say that it was me who will be the next one to follow the step of my father's legacy. At first, I feel proud of myself whenever they praised me. As a little cub, getting praise and acknowledgment is something that boost my confidence. I am high and mighty just like my father, I'm not a failure will be a disgrace to my family. That is just a small wishful thinking I had when I was just a kid. I never knew that this world is not full of happiness. 12 years of age, that is when I first realized that my status is something I would never wish to have."Ha aha, Ilha Nalu, Esh Nerev Avesle Su. Elphe Sidi Umblehu Resavantesu"
[Ahh, hail goddess, she never leaves us. help these humble servants]
I was standing beside my mother who was bearing a small little cub in her womb. We thought that it was just an ordinary day to hear the words of the elder who can talk to the goddess of the moon. Little did we know that the path of the young me will soon be changed by her words.
She was so happy that her gums can be seen. Raising both of her hands, string fiddle circlet jade reflects the radiance of the moonlight that is brightly shining in the night sky. Everyone in the pack knew that it was a good revelation she saw.
"There's a young pair of wolves will change the path of our wolvendom. The alpha will be born with great talent, mind, and strength that surpasses the others. He is young yet his power is something even the Primordials will acknowledge"With the words of the old lady, I can feel many pairs of eyes looking in my direction. It was overwhelming but at the same time it was weird, why didn't I feel any fright. It was as if they are doing something so natural to me."Wah!""Mom!""Dad!"You can hear how little cubs shout with full of fear. they clung to their mother and father to ease their fear and calm down."Stop! Enough. A mere child can't withstand that's sharp and powerful glares of yours"I hear how my mother confidently shout those words. Even if she is bearing my siblings, a pregnant female wolf... she looks so strong to me. Just like a powerful alpha like my father, I respect and awe my mother. With that, I can feel that the pressure that is flowing in my direction slowly becomes faint.The smile of the old lady started to get bigger as she's there for me and the other girl not far from my direction.
"And the Luna is someone full of elegance, kind heart, having the attribute of hot and cold, and her mind will not be easy to trick for her abilities is not far on what the alpha has.''I look at the girl that the old lady staring at, she is indeed pretty but I think she's frail... someone who is weak.
There is no hint of surprise when your eyes met mine. Our eyes are locked with each other as we hear the words of our parents and other elders."They are the said fated pair. Thee one that is blessed by the goddess of the moon. they are the pair that the prophecy talks about!''"This is such a wonderful thing to hear.""It was written in the old prophecies of the elders. Who would have thought that I can see it and witness it with my own eyes! The prophets never lied. Wonderful! Very wonderful! We shall have a feast and celebrate this blessing we have received""For the prosperity of the wolvendom""All hail to the goddess of the moon"I can clearly remember how the three stars are shining brightly up above the sky. It was the only thing I am staring at the whole moment after my parents and her parents agreed to make a contract and write our fate.
As the wind blows and makes the Erhelena tree create an artificial fall, the elders of the wolvendom declare that as we turn at the age of 22, we will be bonded to become one and when that fated do come true, we will bring a wonderful change in our pack. Indeed, that marriage is between...
" I and... Lhana"Lhana and I were raised together. It was because we are obligated to obey the instructions and rules of the elders. We are the fated wolves who will bring great changes in our pack. That is also why we are forced to play together, train together, and learn new things together. Due to those strict regulations our parents and elders created, it is not impossible that we both find each other as an 'annoying little wolf who makes my life complicated.' "Do not think that I wanted this to happen" "The same goes to you" As a childhood friend we are somehow distance to each other. I even wonder whether there is a time that I accompanied her but my own will. "And what is the name of our sacred tree" "Erhelena" "Very good Emric" That compliment is something I take as a simple good morning or what so ever. "Can you tell me who is the goddess we are worshipping" Goddess of Moon... It was the goddess of moon who is the reason why Lhana and I are experiencing things as this. The term
It has a thick wood box who is hiding under the thick roots of the tree. I do wonder how it was placed there. Going back in my normal form, my fur disappeared and was replaced with somewhat hairy skin. The roots were completely removed, it was me who did it. Lhana pick the wooden box whose covered with dirt. I quickly dress up using the clothes I have. I make sure that I am hiding behind the thick bush when I transformed. "What was inside?" I asked Lhana to know what she got in that box. "I haven't opened it yet" After I finished putting in my clothes I went back on where Lhana is. Sitting as she bend her knees, she looks at me. "I cleaned the box, how was it" "That's... fine" "Yeah" The box she is holding is so different compared to the box I remembered in my mind. It was... clean. Absolutely clean as if it wasn't filled with dirt a while ago. "How-" "Water and towel. I used your water. Sorry about that" "No worries, it's fine" That is why I somehow hate that girl.
I look at her as I bring my hand to reach hers. She didn't hold it and crossed her arms. "Emric, I am not a baby you need to protect. We promised to each other to not be the burden, right?" A promise to not be a burden to each other? Did we have a promise like that? I... don't remember. "In our third meeting, you said it to me. To not be a burden for you. Remember?" Ah... that day. 'Emric, the elders asked me something about you and Cressida. Do you know your responsibility?' My father asked me that question. It was as if I am some old warrior, or a king who needs to take care of his people... this blessing of the moon... this prophecy ... 'You are born different. Take hold of that responsibility you had' It was the day I lose my belief in the goddess of the moon. So many burdens to carry... So many tasks to accomplish... Don't they know? I am but a simple child who just wants to live like any other normal kid. I want nothing but a simple life that every normal kid has. '
I can’t help but feel bothered about what she said. It is true that I speak ill to her before. Still, it is not that I feel bad saying those words. It is just like what my mother always told me… I shall hold responsibility for everything I say and everything I do…I saw Lhana pick up a piece of rock. She clenches it tightly as she smiled. I wonder what will she do about that rock. To my surprise, the rock fly in the air till it hit the old and shaky bridge. Tak, Tak, Tak That sound can be heard all over the woods. I look at her with questioning eyes. Why did she do that? I do wonder. And before I even have a chance to ask her those questions, the sound of the bridge falling apart while making creek sound can be heard echoing all over the woods. That is something that I expected to happen the moment I hear the sound of the stone hitting the platform of the fragile wood bridge. And soon after. it collapses leaving nothing but an empty grip between two rock forms. Clappi
Lhana shouted. I place my hand on my forehead. I told her to be careful! Yet... this... girl... "Oopsie" She giggled as she sat on the ground. There was a soil that is not sturdy enough to handle her weights which is why she got out of balance and fall. Should I help her? But I think she would just hate me for doing so. Thinking that I am accepting the fact that she is a burden to me. That I need to move to my own accord just to help her. I didn't move and just watch her stand up. Luckily it wasn't the pond that is named to be invisible. I thought she would fall and find it. Still, there is no use for that since it is probably a millennium or centuries ago. The said lake or pond maybe now gone. "Hah, Luckily I landed very nicely" She mumbled. I sometimes wonder if it is really her. When we just first met, she looks at me as if I make her hair go bald or something. That I took something important to her. The second time we met she seems to be neutral. As if I am a
As soon as the most started to dissipate the place, we finally saw a figure of a person who seems to have very long and pointed ears. It was as if he or she is something they called as... "Elf?" We both asked in unison. The voice seems so powerful. Is it the same person as the one who created this ritual stone? Suddenly, I feel as if something cold is covering my feet. Looking in the ground I saw how water with a luminous color started to circulate in my feet. I look at Lhana, even she is mesmerized by the water. "Who are y-- you???" I asked in surprise as I saw a small elf. Not an elf. A very small elf. It was as if she... is some kind of a flying mosquito. Well, that is an exaggeration but... he is tiny. I look at the wide rock wall. The very same spot where I saw that figure just a while ago. Indeed. This... Small elf is really the owner of that shadow. "Wow, what a cute little fella" "Who did you call as cute and littl!- ehem- who dare call me as cute and little? Thou
As soon as the little elf came back her consciousness, she saw the two of us being back in our normal form. Thankfully, Lhana brought clothes with her that I didn’t even notice where she hides it. But because of her, we now have clothes to wear. Still, I am not sure why she brought a shirt that is so much big that it fits me. I wonder if it was Ailard's... I just shook my head and looked back at the elf. She was so confused about who we are. Now I remember that she haven’t seen us in this form since we transform to our wolf form the moment, she appeared in front of us. "Who are you?" She asked while holding his head. Maybe she got some headache after falling and being unconscious. I just look at her and Lhana was the one who answered all her questions. I am just sitting here while laying my back in the stone wall as they talk to each other. As much as I wanted to be in their conversation I didn't try to since I might have shredded her into pieces if so. I look at
Early in the morning we went outside and made our way in the direction of the invisible lake to travel in the surroundings of the forbidden wall. Thankfully my father didn’t questioned us since it is one of their plan that we must be together always to have our bond stronger. I let them think that we make all these things because we’re finding the treasure pieces so that our wish can be granted by the elders. "Are you ready to went out again?" Lhana asked me which I didn’t replied. I just pushed bithe big round rock that I place to hid the hole connecting to the outside of the forbidden wall. To be honest, this is not just the forbidden wall in this village. I find out that all the forbidden walls sets around in this area is not similar to each other. Why did I say so? that is because the one that was in the other part of this village was a fence and in this area... the f