LOGINThis is wrong.
I know it with every step I take through the winding gravel path, heels crunching against earth, palms damp at my sides.
The villa rises out of the hillside like something out of a dream—or a warning. Secluded, expensive and ancient. Thick stone walls and ivy curling up around the windows, lanterns flickering like they’re waiting for someone.
Like he’s waiting.
The night air is warm, too quiet, and the scent of jasmine clings to it heady and distracting. I feel it winding around my senses, softening my thoughts, fogging my judgment.
My phone is in my back pocket. All it would take is one call. A single breath, and I could bring everything down on him.
But I don’t. Instead, I walk up the steps.
The iron door is already ajar, like a welcome message. Or bait, depending on how foolish I turn out to be by the end of the night.
I push it open slowly.
Inside, it’s quiet. The foyer is dimly lit, with expensive art and tall windows thrown open to the midnight breeze. Somewhere in the back, I hear music playing—something low and orchestral.
“Lucien?” I call, my voice barely above a whisper.
I move deeper inside when I don’t get a response, every step echoing against the stone floor. My breath is shallow now, nerves singing, heart pounding behind my ribs like a warning drum.
Then I hear a faint rustle and a creek from upstairs. I look up and he’s standing at the landing.
Lucien Moretti.
Barefoot. Shirt half-unbuttoned. Sleeves rolled to the elbows. His hands by his sides, fingers tapping against his thigh. His dress pants are loose, yet I can tell just how tight his calf muscles are.
And his eyes? They land on me with slow, unmistakable intent. “I was starting to think you wouldn’t come,” he says.
“You sent me an invite,” I say, unable to keep the bite from my tone. “I thought you were smart,” I add. “But I should’ve known you’re like every other man who thinks he’s an irresistible catch.”
Lucien chuckles and his eyes—the green in them—sparkle with mischief. “Now, now, Miss Serrano,” he admonishes gently, like I’m a child, “we both know that if I thought that, it wouldn’t be a brag.”
He’s right. And I hate that he is. I hate that I can barely feel the rage I’m supposed to have for him, rather there’s a pool gathering in my stomach and the pulse between my thighs is racing with need.
With lust.
He walks up to me while I stand in place, suddenly frozen. Hints of sandalwood, mingling with the jasmine that accompanied me into the building and something earthy, dances around my senses.
“But pride doesn’t mean I’m stupid, Maya.” His tone softens as he says my name and his gaze drops to my mouth again. “I knew you would come alone. Just like I felt it from the moment I laid eyes on you…that you were mine.”
Some other person and I would’ve wiped the arrogance from their lips.
But him…for some reason, I feel helpless. Vulnerable.
His thumb reaches for my face, grazing my cheek. I inhale sharply as I take a step back. “Don’t,” I say, even though my voice comes out with an audible crack. “Don’t touch me.”
“Why?” He asks. “Because I’m the last person you should desire? Because your body betrays your mind?” Lucien laughs. “One night, Agent Serrano. That’s all I’m asking.”
His shoulders rise and fall, his hands spread open. My thoughts scatter, filling my mind with a fantasy of places I would beg to have him touch.
His hands…palming my breasts, teasing my nipples. His mouth on mine, trailing down my throat until I can’t breathe. His fingers memorizing every inch of my skin until it burns for him.
My legs, around his firm thighs as he makes—
“No,” I shake my head firmly, pushing the image away. My jaw twitches as I tilt my chin in defiance. “You’re an arrogant piece-of-shit, Lucien Moretti.” I reach for my phone, pulling it out. “I’m calling for backup now and you’re going to prison, where you belong.”
He stares at me for a full minute, while the threat hangs between us. It should rattle him, even a little but it feels like I’m the one struggling with control.
“Before or after I bury my head between your thighs and make you come?”
My brain stutters.
What? The word echoes in my head, but my mouth forgets how to form it.
His eyes drag over me, slow and sure, like he’s peeling back layers no one’s been allowed to touch. “I bet it’s been a while,” he murmurs, each word like velvet laced with gunpowder. “Since anyone’s touched you the way you need. Since anyone’s wanted your body the way I do.”
He’s close now. I take a reflexive step back, my heart punching against my ribs.
“So tell me, Agent,” he adds, voice soft and wicked, “when’s the last time someone had you fisting the sheets and begging to be used?”
I feel it slam into me—rage and lust and panic all wrapped into one electric current.
“Say it with your words,” Lucien dares, “that you’d rather walk away. And I’ll let you go.”
I should. God—it’s at the tip of my tongue to tell him off. My phone is dangling from my fingers, Kendall’s number on speeddial. I’m a federal agent and I’ve never doubted myself before.
That’s why I know that I’m about to make the biggest mistake of my life.
***
He’s still asleep when I wake up the next morning.
One arm draped across my waist, the other curled under the pillow. His chest rises and falls in slow, even breaths, his face turned toward mine—peaceful in a way that doesn’t suit a man like Lucien Moretti.
His hair’s tousled, a dark mess that still smells faintly of me.
Of where he spent the better part of the night—buried between my thighs, in places I didn’t even know existed until his mouth found them.
I stare for a moment too long, then blink it away. No softness or second thoughts.
Carefully, I begin to shift, wriggling out from under his arm like it’s just another extraction assignment. I move with the kind of precision only years of training can teach—scooping up my bra from beneath the bed, finding my blouse half-tangled in the leg of a chair.
At the door, I halt when he stirs slightly, lips parting with a faint exhale. But after a second, he settles again, still blissfully unaware that this was never supposed to happen.
Outside, I flag the first taxi I see, breath clouding the window as I rattle off the address to Kendall’s apartment—the hideout, the fallback plan. The life I’m supposed to be living.
As the cab pulls away, I glance down at myself. I smooth my hair, tug my shirt into place and wipe last night’s lipstick off with the back of my hand.
It never happened.
I repeat the words to myself, again and again, even as the taxi weaves through narrow streets and onto the highway. The city passes in a blur of noise and morning haze, and I press my palm to the cool glass, willing my pulse to slow.
By the time we pull up to the old, nondescript apartment building on the edge of the industrial district, I’ve rehearsed my excuse. I take the stairs two at a time, ready to deflect, spin, lie—whatever it takes.
But I barely make it to the top before I run straight into Kendall. He’s halfway into his jacket, hair rumpled, tie crooked and definitely not calm.
“Maya!” he barks, startled and impatient all at once. “Where the hell have you been?”
“I—” I start, but he cuts me off with a sharp wave of his hand.
“Never mind. No time. Grab your bag—we just got a tip-off. Lucien Moretti’s been located. The police have him in custody as we speak.”
“What?” My jaw drops. The air goes out of my lungs like a kicked door.
“An hour ago—” I murmur, more to myself than to him. “He was…sleeping.”
Kendall doesn’t hear me. He’s already halfway down the stairs, shouting for backup.
I stand frozen, my thoughts in chaos. Lucien Moretti. Arrested. To think that I was in his bed just an hour ago.
I should be relieved that they’ve finally caught him, but all I can think about is how he made love to me last night and the last words he said before I fell asleep-
“You’ll never forget me, amore mia. As long as you live.”
Maya “Antonio,” I say, pulling his name through my teeth. When he glances over his shoulder and flashes a bright, easy smile my way, my stomach revolts so violently that I almost turn around and leave.The coffee shop is warm and polished, with gold lighting and marble tabletops, the scent of espresso clinging to the air. The tables are filled with people murmuring over quiet conversations. It feels civilized and refined, even though it’s rush hour. Antonio, on the other hand, does not.I walk toward him anyway, counting my every step, and slide into the chair across from him. The leather is smooth beneath my palms as I settle in. I keep my back straight and my expression neutral.“Jenna,” he says smoothly, as if the name tastes pleasant in his mouth. “How have you been?”The concern in his voice would almost sound real to someone who did not know better.“It’s funny that you’re concerned,” I reply evenly, folding my hands on the table. “It didn’t seem like you cared much after the
I walk out of my father’s house ten minutes later—without telling him what I’d planned to say in the first place My phone buzzes as I get into my car, and a tiny smile tugs on my face when I see who’s calling. “I wasn’t sure if you’d forgotten I exist,” Jamie says. “I was going to call you,” I tell him. “Where are you?”He chuckles. “I can be anywhere you want me to be. Your apartment? I’m an hour away.”My thoughts go back to a different place—smaller, cozier, with a room that looks like a closet threw up in it. A place that has everything I could ever ask for. “Sure,” I reply. “I’ll meet you there.”Jamie’s outside the apartment building when I pull up, leaning against the wall with his arms folded. He gives me a cheeky smile when I notice him, pushing off the wall with a shrug.”Turns out I was closer. Your dad’s?” He asks before I can say anything, then points to my face. “The scowl between your brows. It’s a signature look whenever you’re around any of your family members.”
Lucien The smell of sickness clings to the air the moment I step through the front door of my father’s house—thick, stale, and heavy with antiseptic. It settles at the back of my throat.I exhale impatiently and move quickly down the corridor, shoving my hands into my pockets. The faster I finish this, the faster I can leave.His nurse greets me with a quiet nod as I stop outside his bedroom, slipping past me and closing the door softly behind her to give us privacy.The room is bathed in semi-darkness. Only the bedside lamps are on, and their muted glow stretches across the bed and the curtains like hovering ghosts. Ghosts of death? I wouldn’t be surprised if they've been here for a long time, trying and failing to take him. He clears his throat.The sound is wet, dragging, and loud. It scrapes through the silence and turns my stomach.“You were here this morning, Lucien,” he says, with a thin, weak voice. “I didn’t think you’d be back so soon.”He doesn’t add “without your broth
“Go?” I echo, shaking my head, because nothing about what he’s doing makes any sense. “What happened? Where are you going?”When he rushes out again, I toss the sheet aside and jump off my bed, heading after him. I catch him as he sprints through the living room, buttoning up his shirt mid-run. “Lucien!” I yell without thinking. He stops abruptly and turns back around.“God—” he groans, dragging both hands down his face like he’s trying to physically reset himself. He almost stumbles in his haste as he strides toward me, shaking his head.I barely have time to react. I flinch when he reaches out, expecting another vague gesture, but instead his hand cups my jaw, firm and warm. His other arm slides around my waist, pulling me flush against him before I can gather my thoughts.And then he kisses me.His mouth crashes onto mine, urgent and unrestrained, all the restraint from earlier snapping at once. The kiss is wet, heavy, demanding—his tongue sweeping past my parted lips before I ca
My head goes blank. I haven’t slept with anyone else but him in over five years. And each time we’ve done it, it’s been his place or his office. I wasn’t planning on returning to the dating world any time soon, so I can’t say for certain. “Celia.” A lightbulb in my head comes on. “She might have. Although “ my face heats up quickly, “I don’t think I want her to know that we have sex.”Lucien’s chuckle rumbles through the air. He kisses my forehead and spares one for my mouth. “I think she has an idea already.”I shoot upright in seconds, pushing him off. “Did you tell her?”He shakes his head, getting off the bed. He leans over at the edge, bracing on his palms. “Nope. But she asked me if my intentions for you were good and noble. She also threatened that if I ever hurt you, she was going to come for me.”“Celia,” I groan. “What?” He smiles, while my eyes narrow at him. “I like the fact that someone is that passionate about you. Keeps me on my toes, so I don’t make a mistake.”“N
Maya Use me. “I—”I don’t know what to say. I’ve never had anyone tell me to use them…or offer to walk away from everything they’ve ever known for my sake. A part of me wants to cling to it, to jump on the offer of having someone like Lucien Moretti be at my beck and call. My own Superman. But I know better. I didn’t go through the past five years to jump at anything that remotely looks or feels good. I gently withdraw my hand from his loose grip. “Go,” I whisper, unable to trust my voice. Any higher and he’ll hear the longing in them. The desperation for something I never knew I wanted. “Go home, Lucien,” I say softly. “It’s late. I’m sure you have meetings and other things in the morning.”I know how stubborn and demanding he can be, so it doesn’t surprise me when he doesn’t move an inch. “I’ll go,” he says. “After you tell me why you’re turning me down.”“My father, yes,” he continues before I can open my mouth. “My fiancée too. I’m aware of all the variables. I also know







