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Tatiana. It is said that the most innocent-looking ones are the naughtiest. I didn’t believe it until I asked Elyn to teach me some tips. The things she taught me… goddess, I kept blushing and giggling all the time when she was talking. She had brought a large cucumber and used it to show me how to do a blowjob. It was hard and I never thought I could do it but when I was with Roy and he was gazing at me with unmasked hunger and desire, the urge to please him overcame me… the bulge in the front of his pants tempted me… I just had to have a taste and it was just like I imagined. He tasted good and I ate him with gusto. My mouth ended up sore but it was worth it. The look of pure pleasure on his face filled me with pride. I did that... I made him feel good. Initially, I had a mental picture of what I wanted my first time to be like. A mating ceremony… public marking and then making love in a romantic environment while professing our love for each other over and over again. But a
Tatiana. His words ring in my head. I feel like I’m developing a headache. How was I so ignorant of what was going on in the world around me thinking life was perfect? Guilt threatens to overcome me. I had been living a life that wasn’t meant to be mine. Happy and carefree while Roy had to give up his birthright to save me and I thought my father was a good man. He was a hero to me… someone who took care of the whole Kingdom. But turns out he was a villain to others. “Of course, I later found out he just tricked me. With the way he took very good care of you, I don’t think he meant it when he threatened me. He just wanted me to give up and hand the throne over to him. So don’t hate your father just because of that… he may be my enemy but he’s still your father. This is what makes being with you hard… If I were to kill your father. Would you hate me?” Roy says and I gulp, trying to swallow the lump in my throat. He’s right. Even though I’ve heard the side of his story and learnt
Roy. I had finally told her what I wanted to apart from the most important part and I couldn't find the right moment to tell her she might get pregnant. I don’t know what happened but I ended up knotting her twice. Which was strange, my pull-out game is always on point. When she asked if there was another way for me to get the throne without bloodshed, I wanted to tell her about the seer's words. About how the birth of an heir with her will lead to the rise of a new King. Although, what I do not know is if this prophecy only applies to me. I’ve been thinking. The rogues that came for her when I just took her with me… the intruder... They all wanted the princess. Could there be someone who knows about the prophecy and is trying to get the Princess so that they could get her pregnant and become king? Blood boils within me at the thought. I can’t let anyone else have her… I don't want to lose her. Prince Ezran came to tell me that somehow, his father’s new wife has been killed and
Roy. I run after her but she’s a blur in front of me, running faster than normal. My brows meet in confusion as I wonder how she knew. Only Simone knew… shit. I knew she would make trouble for me. I’m sure she wasn’t kind with the way she delivered the information. Explains why Tatiana is so pissed off at me and it's my fault for not being completely honest. ‘What the fuck did you say to her?’ I snarl through the mindlink, asking Simone, my heart pounding. ‘A-alpha… I didn’t say anything. I just told her about the heir thing. I thought she knew…’ Anger bubbles up within me knowing she did it on purpose. ‘I’ll deal with you later.’ I cut off the link and use my nose to follow Tatiana’s scent. We were doing well. Why didn’t I fucking tell her about the damned prophecy earlier? It’s not like I still wanted to go through with my initial plans. I don’t mind having pups with her but not to use her to get the throne… I want to start a family with her, to grow old with her… raise our
Tatiana. A few hours prior… I look up at Lyson in horror. “It’s not me. I didn’t kill these Lycans.” I say firmly, my heart pounding even though I’m not guilty. Lyson smiles faintly. His long hair is pulled into a bun and his pale blue eyes flicker with a strange emotion that makes me frown. “I believe you.” He sticks out his hand to me and helps me up. I feel relieved as I stand to my feet, not knowing what to do with my blood-stained hands. I gasp when a piece of my tunic is ripped off and I frown at Lyson but he hands it over to me. “Here. Wipe with this.” He offers helpfully and I smile, taking the cloth and wiping my hands. “What do you think happened? Have you told Roy?” He raises his eyebrow at me. “You’re on first-name basis now?” I blush, looking down at my fingers as I struggle to remove the sticky liquid. “It just turned out that way.” He shrugs and shakes his head. “The Alpha won’t believe you. Not with the warning from your father. He will think you have
Roy. I find myself in town staring at Lillith's store. I feel like my very reason to breathe has been taken away from me. If I knew I would end up like this, I would have avoided Tatiana the moment I felt my feelings for her getting stronger. I would have held back as much as possible until they went away… knowing she was bound to belong to another. But I know I'm just saying… it's not like I didn't try. I tried hard to ignore the pull, the urge to claim her was just so strong that I found myself unable to stay away. I couldn't lie to myself anymore. I wanted her to be my Queen. Mine. Someone I could spend the rest of my life with. My soulmate… I had high hopes that we could be together forever. Sadly, it seems I'm not allowed to have a soulmate because of what I am. A freak of nature… a curse. Maybe I don't even have a soul. Tatiana will probably meet her mate at the stupid ball filled with lustful Alphas. The bastard will claim her… kiss her sweet, soft lips, sink his te
Tatiana. "My Princess, you've received flowers again." A cold shiver runs down my spine when Joane enters my room and says this. I look at her through the mirror from where I'm seated at the vanity table, my heart sinking when I see the purple posies I've been receiving since I came back here. "Joane, I told you to throw or burn these things when they get delivered," I say, lightly scolding her and she pouts, looking down at the flowers. "They are so pretty. I couldn't bear to throw them." I sigh, shaking my head. For some reason, the sight of these flowers makes goosebumps appear on my skin. It reminds me of that chilling note I found on my bedside table three days ago. Until now, I don't know who sent it and no one saw anyone enter the castle. I don't feel safe here and I miss Roy. My heart squeezes painfully at the thought of him. I've been waiting for him to magically show up in front of me but he's nowhere to be seen. I'm kind of disappointed. Am I not that importa
Roy. I was enraged. My pack consisted of about two hundred Lycans, some of which had found love right here in isolation and started a family. Now they were all left out in the cold because of the fire caused by an unknown enemy. Thankfully, there were no casualties apart from a few injuries here and there. I now understood why Lillith gave me so many crystal balls. I had to travel back and forth several times to get new supplies to create a temporary shelter. Just a few big tents to accommodate everyone until they are able to move into separate tents. I’ve decided to just create a permanent settlement here. We shall build a very large packhouse to accommodate everyone, a market, and a training center. If Tatiana meets her mate, they will rule together. That means I can’t have my revenge because it will mean hurting her and I can't have that. I can't do anything to hurt her. How can one cause harm to their own soul? It's not possible. That's what she is to me... she's my soul.