Chapter 8: ZAK

"Come on Zakira go to sleep." Fucking kid always knows when I'm trying to nail her mother. She was sound asleep when we left Con's place after dinner, but as soon as I put her little ass in her crib and went after her mom, she came wide-awake. Now we have baby number two on the way and I'm afraid I'm never gonna have a chance to steal pussy ever again in my life.

Fucking Ty has her spoilt with his shit so she expects everybody else to do the same. The fuck I know about nursery rhymes and shit? And where the fuck did that asshole learn them? My damn house looks like a daycare with the amount of shit he keeps ordering her online, and I don't think that shit's gonna change once his kid comes along, so I don't even have that to look forward to.

I walked the floor humming some made up shit while she patted my cheeks and babbled away. "Yes I know; daddy hears you." Was it fucked up that I wanted my little girl to go to sleep so that I could go fuck her mom? I felt guilty as hell for even thinking it, so I sniffed her hair and held her closer. "Daddy loves you baby, never forget that."

Vanessa came up from behind and wrapped her arms around us. I turned my head so I could give my girl a kiss on the head before turning my attention back to the other female in my life. I was proud that my baby put her head on my shoulder instead of reaching out to her mom. She trusts me now, and that shit, more than anything else in my life makes me feel like king of the world.

"You want me to take her?" She made funny faces at the baby as we both ran our hands up and down her back. "No I've got her." I didn't think about the fact that I had to leave soon to go on patrol with my brothers, or the missed opportunity to take my woman to bed. I just enjoyed the fuck out of my little blessing.

When I look at the two of them I feel like my heart would explode. I sometimes wonder, when I have a minute to think, how I'd ever got this lucky. It's like providence, the way my brothers and I found our mates without even trying it seemed like. If not for the shit that I had to leave my family and go out into the night to deal with, I would be sublimely happy. I earned that shit and no motherfucker was gonna take it from me.

I walked the floor with my daughter until she fell asleep on my chest, her little ear pressed against my heart. I kissed her sweet smelling hair and returned her to her crib then stood there looking down at my little miracle with a full heart.

"Daddy's gonna keep you safe no matter what princess." I waited around long enough to make sure she was gonna stay down, then turned on the nightlight that her uncle Ty had got for her room before leaving. Fucker bought her a special-ops nightlight. Shit was brighter than the bulbs in the rest of the house. He's such an ass.

I found her mother waiting up for me in bed with a book. "She asleep?" She put her book aside.

"Yeah." I leaned over and caged her in. "Gimme your mouth babe." She tilted her head back so I could give her the kiss I'd been dying to since we came in the house.

It's been months and I still feel that kick in the gut when I walk in a room and she's there. After the hell we'd been through I hope that shit never ends. I have so much lost time to make up for, not to mention what I have to do to make her forget my treatment of her when she came home.

"I love you baby." I looked into her eyes, her eyes always tell me where her head is. I know when she's having an off day by the look in her eyes. All I saw looking back at me was lust and need.

Her hand came up to touch my cheek. "I love you too, what's wrong?" She had a worried look on her face as she asked and I turned my head to kiss her palm. "Something has to be wrong for me to tell you I love you?"

"No. It's just that look you gave me."

"No look babe, just making sure my woman's okay." I checked my watch, I had about twenty minutes before I had to go meet the others; that should be enough time to break one off.

"This is gonna be quick babe." The good thing is her body was always ready to accept mine. One pass of my fingers through the heat of her pussy told me she was wet. Probably reading some nasty shit in her book.

I made my way down her body to tease her with my mouth because what's a fuck without eating the pussy first? When her clit came out of hiding I knew it was time to feed her so I slid up and in.

I left her legs spread flat on the bed as I deep stroked into her. I had to contort my body to reach her tits and though the shit might put a crick in my neck I love sucking on her plump flesh when I'm fucking. Her milk hit my tongue and sent a message straight to my dick.

I pulled back on the hammering I wanted to inflict on her when I remembered that she was ripening with my kid. My hand came down to cover the place where he slept and I said a prayer of thanks that this time I was here to experience it all.

Her spasms and tightening around me alerted me to her climax and I drew harder on her nipple as she pulled the seed from my cock. I had to cover her mouth with my hand so that her screams didn't wake the baby, even as I growled around her flesh that was caught between my teeth.

Leaning up on my arms so as not to squash her, I pushed the sweaty hair back from her face and smiled before taking her lips in a fiery kiss. The feel of her hands on my overheated flesh sucked one last drop of sperm from the end of my dick before I pulled out.

I flopped down next to her on the bed, both of us winded as she rolled into my arms. "You have to leave don't you?" I took her hand and brought it to my lips. It fucked with my head that of all the women, no matter how much we tried to hide, she'd know there was something at play.

She's a soldier, same as me. As much as I bemoan the fact and could wish it otherwise those are the facts. Still, I will shield her as much as I can. "Yeah, but there's nothing to worry about." She dropped it because I'd told her before to leave this shit alone. She'd already got her ass in trouble for getting in the middle once already, and I'm sure she didn't want that shit to happen again.

But lately the girls have been getting restless and I knew that because of her training, because of who she is, she wouldn't let them get into trouble without trying to help. I can only hope that my brothers had better control of their women than they did in the past. Meaning yesterday. Fucking women are hardheaded as fuck.

"Get some sleep babe I won't be long." I left her in our bed hoping that she would be able to, but knowing she'd wait up for me. Because unlike the others, she knew that her man leaving her to go out into the night was more dangerous than he was letting on.