CHAPTER FIVE

- Hazel -

I couldn't move even if I wanted to. My knees are weak and his fingers are doing things to my body. Making me imagine sinful things.

"I'm waiting." The deep baritone of Killians voice sent jolts of electricity down my spine. He's so close to me that I can barely breathe nor think.

"Tell me how good I looked." I panted, trying to keep my dignity. I don't have it. I wanted this but now that he's making a move, it feels different.

"Is that an order?" Killian asked, spreading my pussy lips for him. His finger circled my clit, forcing my head to rest on his chest. This is torture. The good kind.

"Please." I begged. With his hands touching me like that, it's hard to speak properly.

"I can't hear you." Killian said, kissing my neck. I titled my neck to the side to allow him. His lips feel so good on my skin.

"Please tell me how good I looked. How much you wanted me." My words came out as a whimper amidst moans. Killian chuckled, pulling the robe down my shoulder to reveal my boob to him. My cheeks burned with embarrassment as my chest was bare, exposing my tits to him. My nipples are painfully hard.

Killians lips enveloped my left boob, sucking hard like his life depended on it. I felt his teeth and gasped. That hurt.

"Did I tell you I wanted you, Hazel?"

I almost didn't hear him. It's difficult to keep my mind divided between pleasure and reality.

"Don't you?" My heart pumped violently against my rib cage. His answer could either crush me or feed my desire.

"Of course I did." Killian said and just that little compliment got my heart dancing. Can I really call that a compliment though? I can't help but not ignore the past tense yet I'm going insane for him. "I wanted to fuck you so much." He said and my wetness doubled. Killian exhaled. His fingers moved freely around my clit. "Fuck, you're so wet for me, Hazel. It makes me want to do dirty things to you." I felt a finger slip in, fucking my hole. I whimpered. This feels so good. So damn good. "I want to mark you. Make your body sore with my love bites." Killian said and dipped another finger in. "Let you play and beg for my dick like a slut. Do you want my dick, Hazel?" A third finger plunged in, he was fucking me with his fingers faster this time.

"Yes!" I screamed, breathlessly.

"Tell me how much you do." Is he being serious? Asking me that right now? I can barely think, talk less of talk. My moans got louder. My body quivered and I knew I was close. Killian stopped fingering, stopping my release. I just realized how powerless I am. He has the power to do that.

"I want your cock." I moaned and he thrust his fingers in, hitting my spot this time. His hand was so deep inside me and that made my eyes roll.

"That's not good enough." How is he doing this without batting an eye? How can he be so composed? I locked eyes with him and noticed his amusement. He enjoys toying with me. So vain! But I enjoy when he toys with me too.

I trailed my eyes down his body and gasped when I felt a poke on my stomach. He's hard. He's just as affected as I am. A smirked formed on my face. I don't think he knows who he's dealing with. Just like him, I know how to have and enjoy sex. I just need his fingers out of me first.

"Don't touch me." I breath. If Killian is a gentleman, then he won't force himself on me. I'm obviously at a disadvantage here but from the short time we spent together, I could tell he's not just in about his pleasure, but mine as well. Hesitantly, he took his hand off me and took a step back.

"Allow me to demonstrate how much I want you." I said, falling on my knees. He is tall. So tall but I can handle this. "May I?" I asked, looking up at him. Killian laughed and walked to his bed. He unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his pants. He didn't take his zipper down nor anything else.

Killians's body dropped on the bed and he spread his legs wide with a grin. "Crawl."

I obeyed. Till now, I had no idea I would love being degraded.

I pressed my tits against his hardness, rubbing my body on his. Killian groaned, looking up at the ceiling. His reaction to my touch pleased me but I haven't even started. I took his belt off with my teeth and unzipped his pants without taking my eyes off him.

He's smitten. I love this so much.

I moved back and pressed my back on the floor, spreading my pussy wide for him and dipped my fingers in. Spreading my wetness all over.

I miss his fingers already.

All the while I touched myself, I kept my eyes on his.

Killian looked frustrated. Clenching his fists on the bed. He can't touch me. Just that made me confident. I took my dripping hand out of my core and slid it into his pants. A stiffened groan left his lips as I fisted his dick.

Oh my God. He's huge. Very huge and thick.

His pants don't do justice to his size.

"Love what you feel?" Killian asked. I didn't realise my eyes bulged.

"Don't get ahead of yourself, daddy."

Feeling him like this heightened my need. I want him in me. But not until I show him my tongue game.

I bit my lip to stop myself from moaning while taking his pants off. Then his underwear. Throbbing hard in front of me is his big, fat, veiny cock glistening with my pussy juice. Killian's legs are strong and thick. He certainly never missed leg day.

My lips went apart as I leaned forward, raising my head above him. I folded my lips around my teeth and stuck my tongue out. I gagged when my mouth enveloped his cock. His cock filled my mouth. I knew the whole thing wouldn't be able to fit in my throat fully so twisted both of my hands around his length, swinging up and down slowly at first. Killian groaned at the feel. "Fuck!" I heard him whisper as I mouth fucked him, sliding his dick in and out of my throat. I almost couldn't breathe and pulled out but the moment I gasped a little bit of air, a hand fisted my neck and pushed my head back down.

Killian forced my head up and down his cock roughly. The force brazed my lips but I didn't complain, trying to match his rhythm with my mouth. At some point, he stopped rough handling me when my lips clapped his thighs, feeding my throat with his dick. I gagged.

I'm actually enjoying this. It's strange but I am. I matched his pace with my hands and just when he pulled my head back, I flung his torso back and licked the tip of his cock. It's throbbing. Seeing how hard he is pleased me. "I'm in charge." I purred, wiping the end of my mouth with a lazy finger.

Killian panted, completely intrigued. That made me grin. Suddenly, I got flash backs of Tristan and Ivy.

This was the quickest way to drain my spirit. I thought this was going to be the best rebound sex of the century but I still can't get Tristan out of my mind.

Barely. When Killian's hands were on me, I forgot I knew someone who bore the name Tristan.

Do I really want to do this? I looked up at Killian and that changed my thoughts.

Am I sure I don't want to do this?

"What's wrong?" Killian asked, bending lower to face me. His hand held my chin. My chest heaved while locking eyes with this patient, handsome man. I glanced around. I'm alone with him in his room. In his house.

"I-" I started. No. Nothing is wrong.

"Are we moving too fast?" Killians soft words went deep. He's worried about me? I stared at his eyes, glistening with desire. Behind that lustfully gaze is care.

Fuck this. I didn't come here to reminisce. My lips formed a wry smile. "Taking my time to soak in your essence." I breath.

Killian chuckled. He brought his lips to my ears. That made my body stir.

"You're a bad liar." He whispered. Oh.. "I won't touch you if you don't want me to." He said, moving his face away from me. His hand drifted off my chin to my neck.

My breath hitched as his finger stroked my skin. Gentle gasps evaded my lips. Who would've thought that hands on skin felt this divine? I closed my eyes when he pushed the robe down my arm even more. I felt a strange feeling of need. He wanted me but was holding himself. "Even though I want to fuck you, very hard." Killian added. That made my eyes open and I looked at him.

His restraint is hanging by a thread and I know. I love the way he looks at me.

"So damn much." Killian whispered. "Fuck!"

I stared down at his cock. He's still hard and his eyes are on me. That made me feel wild again. I took a deep breath in. Fuck Tristan! He's old news. Of course it's bound to hurt, but I shouldn't care.

If someone I don't know could read me this easily, then my ex is just an ass.

I watched Killian stand and walk to the door. He didn't put on his pants. I hiccuped watching him walk around with his boner. A grin formed on his face. Killian shut his door then walked to his closet. My eyes are glued to him. I can't see what he's doing but my guess is he's getting clothes.

Is this over? I stood up. No it's not!

My wetness rolled down my thighs a little bit. I untied the robe. It fell down my arm to my elbow and exposed the center of my body. Killian turned. He is holding a tie. Oh?

He stood there perplexed. A smirk replaced his gaze.

"I'm not a liar." I said and let the robe fall down. It dangled around my feet and I kicked it away, falling back on the bed. With my eyes on his, I shifted back and spread my legs wide enough.

Now that's an invitation. Tonight went like I least expected it to. I'm glad I could keep his interest this long.

Killian raised a brow. "I need you to know one thing." He said, unbuttoning his shirt. "If I start," His shirt dropped to the ground. He's walking to me. "Nothing will make me stop."

Standing in front of me is the naked body of Killian. I squirmed, adoring his body. He looks way better than I pictured him. I want that body to ride on top of me. Over and over again.

"Grey." I said sticking my tongue out. "If it gets too much, I'll scream the word 'grey'."

"Perfect." Killian growled, getting on top of me. He caressed the back of my feet with his tie.

My legs quivered as his tie went up my leg.

That tickled. I bit my lower lip.

Killian tapped my pussy with the tie causing me to gasp. He moved his hand up. The tie circled my nipples then slid up my neck.

"Hands." He chorused and I held my hands out to him. He held both of them up my face and tied them. Killian stretched my hand above my head and tied them to his bed stand.

I tried to move my arm and gasped. It's tight. Awfully tight.

"Oh no you don't." Killian tsked, moving his lips around my neck. Firing kisses around my neck. I mewled. His fingers played with my nipples. That made my eyes roll.

He had done this before but this time it felt new. It made me feel alive. My lips parted on their own, moaning words that I'm sure don't exist.

"You're beautiful." Killian said. Kissing my torso while moving back. He licked my left boob masterly and slowly then proceeded to place a kiss on my stomach. His head stopped just in front of my pussy and I looked down to stare at him. His dark eyes was on my face the entire time.

This has to be the sexiest stare ever.

"I am?" I panted, feeling his hot breath fan my core. Killian bent lower and licked my clit. My head dived into his soft pillows.

"Let me show you just how beautiful you are." Killian said. With that, his tongue dived into my hole. My legs quivered and almost clapped his head. Killian gripped my thighs, holding them apart. I felt his hair brush my skin as he mouth fucked me.

This feels so divine.

I love his tongue. I love feeling his breath between my legs. I love how he is relentless with his tongue. The euphoria is intense and I squirmed, tugging my hand forward. I let out a suppressed moan, embarrassed by my outburst.

"Don't be shy." Killian said huskily and I heard a slurp. "You taste so fucking good." He kept his tongue on me.

My pussy walls clenched. I'm close.

"You didn't think I'll let you come that easily, did you?" Killian chuckled in my pussy, taking his mouth away. The vibration caused by his voice made me melt. My knees are weak. Killian kissed my pussy.

Who is this man? He's barely touching me yet all my hormones are reacting to his every touch.

Killian crawled on top of me, trapping me between his legs. Seeing that hot body on top of mine gave me butterflies.

I turned my head away, dying from embarassment. I'm naked in front of this man. Tied to his bed and he's giving me the best near orgasms I've ever had.

"You're beautiful when you're shy." He muttered.

I wanted to say something but his hand beat me to it. He's finger-fucking me. Again. My thoughts are all over the place but I do have one question.

Do I really not get to do anything to him tonight? I couldn't even react verbally to his tease because my body was busy getting tainted.

I let out a gasp. "This is unfair." I managed to say.

"What is?"

"I don't get to touch you."

"Let's say you could." Killian slipped a finger in. "Would you be able to move?" He dipped another finger in. "Can you even speak right now?"

My eyes widened when I felt his fourth finger go in. I groaned. I don't want to be loud but I can't help it. I pressed my head on the blanket, biting his sheets.

Killian leered over me. "I thought so." He said and forced me to face him. His lips enclosed mine and I moaned in his mouth. "Fuck, Hazel, what are you doing to me?" Killian moaned.

He moaned....

Oh my God.

Killian loosened the knot without taking his lips off mine and my hands went free. He took his fingers out of my hole and licked them like it was the tastiest thing he'd tasted all day.

My hands threaded his hair and ran around his strong arms immediately. "I'm going in." Killian said and kissed me. I don't want to do anything to break the kiss so I didn't say a word. Twining my arm around his neck, pulling him to me.

With a sharp push, Killian plunged in, making me gasp with bulging eyes. I broke our kiss by force. This isn't my first time but it hurt a little.

I can't believe he fit everything in. Not to talk about how well his cock fills my pussy. There's no space. Thank God I'm wet.

"You bastard." I gasped, frowning a little. Killian pulled his length in and out of me gently at first, allowing me ease up to him.

What is this vanilla? It's not what I expected but it's certainly something I craved.

He sealed my lips with a short kiss. I tasted myself in his mouth. "Does cursing make you feel better you little slut?!" Killian thrusted in harder. And harder. Getting deeper each second. I never thought he could be any deeper but this is... this is ecstasy.

I dug my fingers into his back. He hissed.

I felt Killian's fingers circle my clit as he plunged in. His mouth was all over me and his free hand groped my tits. Twisting and turning my nipple.

I moaned louder. The pleasure was too extreme to be silent.

Killian dipped his tongue in my mouth, taking his hand off my tits. I felt him grip my ass and raise my hip.

My head sunk into the mattress. "Fuck! I'm close." I whispered.

"Do you want to come?" Killian asked. I tried to look at him.

He's not thinking of stopping my release again, is he?.....

I tried to speak but nothing came out. "Don't stop!" I whisper-screamed, shutting my eyes.

Killian fucked me faster. My body vibrated underneath his. My pants, moans and gasped were louder and my pussy walls clenched around his dick. Killian groaned. Holding my hips higher.

He's slamming so deep into me. I can't-

I mewled louder. "Look at me, Hazel." Killian ordered.

I tried to. But I couldn't. My near orgasm is the only thing ringing in my head.

"Hazel." His voice hardened and I felt a hand hold my neck. He squeezed, cutting my air flow. That added to my pleasure. I bit my lower lip, scratching his back. Killian's pace didn't change but he slammed into me harder this time.

My eyes bulged. All night, he didn't say anything sweet or cringe to me and I liked that. I like that he's not someone I know.

I forced my eyes to stay open and on his. He stroked my lower lip with his thumb and stuck it in my mouth. I sucked, biting mid way. Most times, my teeth quivered on his finger.

I let out a scream. My body sunk into the bed as I climaxed. That was so good.

Killian gently thrusted in then out of me. I'm so sensitive. Even that makes me shake. I looked down at him amidst pants and he kissed me, getting out of me. "Open your mouth." Killian ordered and I did.

He spun me around. My head faced his legs and with a blink of an eye, Killian forced his dick into my mouth and pressed my nose, blocking my air flow. I felt his dick throb in my throat as he comed inside my mouth. I swallowed as fast as I could, trying not to gag or spill.

I gagged and tapped his thighs, begging him to let me breathe.

"Just a little more." Killian said and groaned. He came inside my mouth and pulled out. He stroked his cock on top of my face. My face was wet with his come.

"You're so rough with me." I pinched my throat with my index finger and thumb. Killian kissed me.

"Don't hate me." He whispered and my cheeks burned. Face cheeks, not ass cheeks.

Killian got off from the bed. I admired his ass with a content grin. That's when I noticed something. He's still hard.

He jumped back on the bed and laid by my side, hugging me. I heard a vibration and before I knew it, I sunk into his chest, panting.

"You didn't think we were done, did you?"