Masuk
Samantha’s POV
“Son of a bitch!” I cursed, my voice cutting through the stillness of the hallway like a whip. I stood just outside the locker rooms, gripping the edge of the bench like it was the only thing keeping me from collapsing. Actually, it was. The words in the voicemail still rang in my head, Logan’s withdrawn from the competition. He’s signed with Tasha Lin. Just like that, my season was over. No warning. No apology. Just betrayal, cold and clean. My skates were still laced tightly on my feet, but the ice felt like a distant memory. After everything. After the rehearsals, the brutal early mornings, the bloodied ankles, the trust I’d built, gone in a single message. My chest rose and fell in short, shallow breaths. This wasn’t just a bad day. This was career-ending. Without a partner, I couldn’t compete. And without competition, I couldn’t rank. And without a ranking… well, I was done. Finished. Erased. “He’s leaving you for Tasha Lin.” The words echoed again in my ears. Spoken so casually. So heartlessly. As if it were just another change in the schedule. I stared at the text on my phone from Coach Linette, the one I hadn’t wanted to believe. The one I thought had to be a misunderstanding. But it wasn’t. Logan had really done it. I had known something felt off with him these past few weeks. He’d been distant, arriving late to practice, brushing off my attempts at learning or choreographing new lifts. But I never imagined he’d leave me, the night before Nationals, no less, to skate with someone else. And not just anyone. Tasha. Fast, flashy, media-trained Tasha. My fingers trembled as I locked my phone. “This is the end,” I whispered to myself. “My season is over.” Everything we’d rehearsed. Every drop of sweat and time spent building synchronicity. Tossed aside. Just like that. My jaw clenched as heat rose to my eyes. I wouldn’t cry. Not here. Not where anyone could see. Footsteps echoed down the corridor, and I didn’t have to turn to know who it was. No one walked like Graham, my manager of five years, always two steps ahead of my emotions, even when I wished he wasn’t. “I figured I’d find you here,” he said, stopping beside me. “You okay?” I didn’t answer. He already knew the answer. How could I be okay when my career just ended. I wanted to laugh at my situation, but I feared that Graham would think I was mad and admit me into a psychiatric hospital instead. Graham let out a soft sigh. “I heard what happened. I know it’s bad timing. But I might have… something.” He muttered, staring at me. I turned to him, eyes sharp. “Something?” I murmured. He hesitated, before taking the seat next to me. “There’s a skater… big name… who just lost his partner. Injury. His agency’s looking for a temporary replacement. I know someone who knows someone, and if I push the right buttons, I can get you a meeting.” Graham told me. I blinked, staring at him like he’d just suggested I jump into a volcano. “A replacement?” I echoed, the word bitter on my tongue. If there was ever a cue for laughter, it was now, because the idea that I, Samantha Meadows, would sign up to be someone’s backup act was almost laughable. After everything I’d worked for, after being abandoned by my own partner, the thought of stepping in as a convenient stand-in for another skater’s real partner felt like swallowing glass. Graham sighed. “It’s not ideal, Samantha. But it’s a door. And let’s be honest, you need one.” He said. My spine stiffened. Just because I needed a partner didn’t mean I had to scramble for breadcrumbs. The word replacement tasted like insult, like desperation dressed up as opportunity. I hadn’t poured years of sweat, bruises, and breathless sacrifices into this sport just to be someone’s second choice, someone’s temporary fix until the real thing came back. Graham continued in a low voice before I could tell him my opinion about what he was suggesting. “You know how it is. You miss this season, and sponsors start pulling out. You miss the next, and you’re ‘that girl who couldn’t recover.’ I’ve seen it happen. You’re twenty-three. The window’s already tight.” Reality dawned on me with cruel clarity that I was desperate, and I hated that Graham was right. Twenty-three wasn’t exactly my prime in the unforgiving world of competitive figure skating. My body could give out at any moment; the constant strain, the silent injuries I ignored, the sharp sting in my knee that lingered longer after every routine, it was all catching up. And if I let this opportunity slip, there might not be another. No sponsors, no spotlight, no second chances. Just fading into obscurity while the world moved on without me. My silence gave him room to press. “I can get us a meeting with the agency. But I need to know you’re fully in. That you won’t walk out of the room because you don’t like the guy or the terms. If we go, you’re committing. Even if it’s uncomfortable. Even if it stings.” Graham said, eyeing me closely. I stared at the wall in front of me, a small crack running through the paint. Like me. Just one more pressure away from breaking. I’d given everything to this sport. Skating wasn’t just a dream, it was my identity. My beginning and end. And if I let this moment pass, there might not be another. “I’m in,” I said hoarsely. “Set it up.” Graham gave a single nod, something unspoken passing between us, then stepped away to make the call. I sank back onto the bench, pressing my palms against my thighs to stop them from shaking. The echo of my own agreement still rang in my ears, I’m in. It didn’t feel triumphant. It felt like surrender. Temporary or not, I was stepping into unknown territory, tying my name to someone else’s rhythm, someone else’s shadow. I closed my eyes briefly, forcing down the lump in my throat. This was the only shot I had left, and even if it tasted bitter, I’d take it. Because sitting on the sidelines, forgotten and fading, wasn’t an option. Not yet. Not without a fight. Graham returned a few minutes later, his phone still in hand. “We’re on,” he said. “Meeting’s in two hours. Westview arena.” My stomach dipped. Of course it’s Westview. I stood, nodding stiffly. “Let’s go.”Samantha’s POVI looked at him, really looked at him, and suddenly so many things made sense. The tension. The sharp words. The way his eyes lingered when he thought I was not looking.“You were protecting yourself,” I whispered.“And you,” he said. “From me.”Silence settled between us again, thicker now, but not uncomfortable. Heavy with all the years we had not spoken like this.I wrapped my arms around myself, feeling suddenly exposed. “I spent years rebuilding myself after that night,” I said softly. “Thinking I was not enough. Thinking I had imagined what we had.”His expression tightened. “I am so sorry.”“I know,” I said. And I did.The fountain continued its steady rhythm, water rising and falling like a heartbeat.Anthony reached out slowly, hesitating for a fraction of a second before his hand covered mine where it rested on the bench.I did not pull away.“I cannot change what happened,” he said. “But I can tell you this now. You were never weak. You were never a mistake.
Samantha’s POVThe cold crept in slowly, the kind that did not announce itself right away but settled into your bones when you stopped moving. I hugged my arms around myself, staring at the fountain as water arced and fell in perfect rhythm, glowing under the lights like liquid glass.My mind was not quiet. It had not been quiet since Anthony spoke.Eight years.Eight years of carrying something sharp inside my chest, something I thought was truth, something that shaped every decision I made after that night. Every wall I built. Every distance I forced between us. Every time I told myself I was fine, that I was over it, that I was stronger now.And now he was telling me it had all been wrong.I let out a shaky breath.Before I could say anything, I felt warmth settle around my shoulders. I startled slightly, then realized Anthony had taken off his jacket and draped it over me. It still carried his heat, faintly scented with his cologne and something unmistakably him.“You are cold,”
Anthony’s POVI had not planned to say it out loud.The words slipped out because the silence after the kiss was too full, too honest to hide behind. My mouth moved before my fear could stop it.“I have been wanting to do that for eight years,” I said softly.Her reaction was immediate. Not anger. Not relief. Something messier.She scoffed, a shaky sound that did not match the way her fingers were still curled into my jacket. “You would not have been wanting to do this if you had not messed everything up back then.”The words landed hard in my chest.For a moment, I only looked at her. At the woman I had carried with me in every quiet hour, every flight, every hotel room where sleep would not come. The woman who had haunted me without knowing it.“Samantha,” I said carefully. “You misunderstood.”Her brows pulled together, defensive instinct rising like a wall. “I did not.”“You did.”She shook her head. “I heard you.”The certainty in her voice hurt more than anger would have. I took
Anthony’s POV The words settled between us, fragile and honest. I heard her inhale sharply, a quiet sound she probably did not realize she made. It tightened something in my chest.I finally looked at her then.Her eyes were wide, reflecting the lights from the fountain, her lips parted just slightly as if she had been caught mid-thought. For a second, she looked exactly like she had eight years ago, surprised by something she had not expected to hear.“I do not understand,” she said quietly.And that was the truth, I realized. She really did not. Neither did I. That was the problem.I had spent eight years convincing myself that what I felt for Samantha was gone. Buried under competition, resentment, pride, and time. I told myself it had burned out the day she walked away without looking back. I told myself it was easier that way.But lately, I noticed her everywhere.The way my focus shifted when she entered a room. The way my chest tightened when she looked tired. The way my body
Anthony’s POVWe did not go far.That was the first thing I noticed as we slipped out through the quieter side exit, leaving the noise and lights behind. The music from the ballroom faded into a distant hum, replaced by the soft night air and the low murmur of the city beyond the venue. Paris at night felt different when you were not performing for it. Quieter. More honest.The last time I had been here, I barely remembered the streets. Everything had blurred together into airports, practice rinks, hotel corridors, and endless schedules taped to the inside of my head. I had seen Paris through tinted car windows and reflected stage lights, never through my own tired eyes. There had been no time to slow down, no space to breathe. Every hour had been accounted for, every step measured by what came next.And Celeste had not helped.She had loved the attention. Thrived on it, really. Every gala, every after party, every public appearance turned into a performance of its own. She floate
Samantha’s POVThe Paris team arrived at our table. They approached together, their presence warm and polite, and I sat up straighter.Camille spoke first, a bright smile on her lips. “Hello again. We wanted to check if you both settled in well. I hope everything was resolved.”“Yes,” I said softly. “Thank you again for helping us earlier.”She waved a hand. “It was the least we could do. The event should treat all athletes well. Not only the favorites.”Her eyes flicked toward Anthony when she said that. Slowly. Intentionally.He smiled back at her. And my stomach twisted again.Camille was beautiful, elegant, and one of the most well known skaters in Europe. Tall, graceful, with dark curls pinned into a perfect updo. Her partner, Julien, stood beside her, equally charming in a classic black suit.“You look refreshing tonight,” Julien said courteously.“Ah, but not as striking as your partner,” Camille added smoothly, her smile turning warmer in a way that was no longer subtle. “Anth







