Mag-log inFather Julian’s POV
I woke up on Friday morning with a skip in my step. I went through my routine humming hymns, a delightful smile on my face. I had taken great care in preparing my robe that day for confession. I sat in the booth, only half-listening to the others ramble about the sins they had committed since their last confession, while I waited to hear that one voice. It was an average day, to be honest. Someone confessed to lusting over his brother’s wife; another lady had conceived the thought of killing her husband over life insurance fraud. Just the same old, boring sins. The time stipulated for confession was drawing to an end, and I had almost given up on hearing that sweet voice, when the wind carried her vanilla scent across the room. I sat upright. “Hello, Daddy!” she greeted excitedly. I could imagine the big smile on her face. I dramatically cleared my throat to hide the excitement in my voice. “It’s Father…” “Something tells me you like it when I call you Daddy…” I went silent. Maybe I should deny it, I thought, but somehow I felt daring today. I hadn't a care in the world. There was no rosary to ground me, nothing to bring me back to my senses. “Hmm…” “So Daddy it is!” she exclaimed. “So, where did we stop?” she asked, as if this were a soap opera. “Hello, Candy.” She mumbled through the prayers, exchanging "Father" for "Daddy." I should have corrected her, but quite frankly, I wanted to skip the unnecessary formalities and get to the best part. Her confession. “A lot has happened this past week. Many really sinful things, Daddy. It would make your whole face turn red. The men really do get nastier, and I get sluttier…” I shifted in my seat. “But of all the things that happened, only one of them has lingered on my mind.” The hair on the back of my neck stood up. I had spent all the days leading to Friday wondering if she had recognized me at the club. It had taken a long time and a lot of thinking to reach the conclusion that she couldn't have. Candy was a highly sought-after woman; I couldn’t possibly be the only man who had come to see her. She had a charm that lured every man. I couldn’t possibly matter that much to her... could I? I had brushed the thought away while I nursed a new idea: I could encourage Candy to always come to confession so I could hear her talk, and as often as possible, I would sneak out to Sin’s Delight to see her. She never had to know we were one and the same. “What is it, Sister Candy?” There was a small pause. “It was a dance I had with a patron on Saturday night.” All the alarms in my head went off. It couldn’t possibly be me. “I was just about to do my set. It was a short one, I wasn’t really feeling up to it that night, and then I saw him sitting in the crowd. I didn’t realize at first what drew me to him…” I sat impossibly still, scared that if I moved an inch, I would give myself away. “Later, I knew why. In the crowd of men with lust-filled eyes, hollering at the women, he was silent. His eyes followed me the whole time. He looked really cute and innocent…” she giggled. “He seemed oddly out of place, like it was his first time there.” I had to say something. “Do you typically notice all your patrons?” “No, not always. Sometimes they stick out, and he did. I could bet anything it was his first time at a strip club, or any kind of club for that matter.” “Hmm. What sin did you commit?” “I lied,” she said with a chuckle. “I mean, among other things, of course. I told him the private dance was on the house, but it wasn’t really. I did it because I wanted to.” My back turned rigid. The delusional part of my mind kept telling me she couldn’t possibly be recounting our encounter. It had to be someone else, right? There was a high chance she had offered a private dance to another man, claiming it was on the house even if it wasn't. Right? “My body reacted instantly. My nipples turned hard; my pussy was soaking wet…” “Language, Candy,” I interjected in a strained voice. “What would you have me call it? Vagina?” I coughed. “Cat? Kitty cat?” I didn’t answer. “Kitty cat it is! It was soaking wet. When I took off my panties later that day, my wetness was everywhere.” I adjusted my leg in the cramped room to make room for the growing bulge in my pants. “Oh, you should have seen how hard he was when I got into my dance, Daddy. I touched him, I typically don’t, but it was tempting. He was so huge, Daddy…” The tips of my ears burned hot. I let out a huge exhale as I reached underneath my robe to stroke myself through my pants. “When I touched him, I thought about having his cock inside my kitty cat…” She giggled again. “Kitty cat is such a ridiculous name, Daddy. I thought about his hard cock fucking my juicy, wet pussy. I would have fucked him if he hadn’t run off.” I froze mid-stroke. This was clearly about me, which left only one question: did she know? “Did you know this man, Candy?” There was a slight hesitation. “No.” I sighed in relief. “Why did you have such a strong feeling toward this man you do not know?” “I don’t know, Daddy. I guess that’s why I am here–to confess my sins. Maybe I can get some understanding. Maybe I can get some light,” she answered. “Oh, Father, the thoughts I had about this man... they were really, really dirty. I took off my bra and showed off my tits to him. He seemed to really like it. His eyes glazed over; I was going to bury his face in them until he was out of breath…” I sucked in a deep breath. I didn’t know when it happened, but my zipper had come undone and I had slipped my hand inside my briefs. Caution had been blown completely to the wind. I didn’t care where I was, or that I had returned to a habit I’d struggled to let go of for years. All I knew was that I was painfully hard and I had to rub one off to Candy telling me, in that sweet voice, all the naughty things she wanted to do to me. At least it would help with the disappointment of running before she could do them. “And then I was going to suck his cock. I really like big cocks, Daddy. I hadn’t seen his yet, but I knew it was big. I would have sucked him while I fingered my wet pussy.” A low grunt slipped out of my mouth as my strokes became faster. “Are you okay, Daddy?” she asked, concern in her voice. I took a moment to catch my breath. “Yes.” And then she rambled on. She was going to make me cum all over her breasts and then let me lick it off. She really liked having her breasts sucked on. She was going to "feed me her breasts", those were her exact words. Meanwhile, I sat with my legs outstretched, my robe pulled up, and my dick out. I rubbed my pre-cum over the head, but it wasn’t enough lubrication. Without a second thought, I grabbed the jar of holy oil I had carried with me to bless, uncorked it with one hand, and poured it directly over myself. My eyes rolled to the back of my head. Candy didn’t stop talking. I came hard into my hands right as she described how fast she was going to ride me. My breathing was ragged, my head completely disoriented, when I finally asked, “Are you done confessing your sins for the week, Candy?” “Yes, Daddy. But there’s one left.” “What is it?” Silence followed. My heart pounded against my ribs. “I lied to you, Daddy. I knew exactly who that man was.”Carter’s POVMy hand was still on the metal locker door, pinning him. The silence that followed was deafening; it was like the world around us had gone quiet. I could feel the rapid thump of his heart beating against his ribs, mirroring the heavy pounding in my own chest.My eyes drifted down to his lips. They were still slightly swollen, parted just enough for his shallow breaths to hit my neck. I wanted to lean in. I wanted to finish what we started earlier.Liam didn’t blink. He stared at me for ten agonizing, endless seconds. The defiance in his eyes slowly crumbled, leaving behind something raw and completely exhausted.“I’m gay, Carter,” he whispered.My breath caught in my throat. I didn’t even have time to process it before the heavy metal door of the locker room swung open.“Yo! Liam, did you see that pass?” Bryce’s loud, obnoxious voice boomed down the hallway. The spell broke instantly.Liam didn't hesitate. He used my moment of shock to duck right under my arm. He p
Carter’s POVIt took me a solid five minutes just to get off the concrete. The throbbing ache in my groin made my stomach turn, but the fire burning in my chest was worse. I dragged myself up, leaning heavily against the brick wall, my breath coming in ragged gasps as I forced myself to walk back to the locker room.When I pulled the heavy metal door open, the loud sound hit me. The team was already inside, there was the rushing noise of running showers, boys yelling at each other over the music, and the sound of wet towels being strung over the locker doors. It was the exact background noise we’d lived in for years.My eyes instantly cut through the crowd, tracking down the one person I needed to see.Liam was at his locker at the very end of the row. He was already bare-chested, his broad shoulders glistening with a mix of sweat and water from where he’d tried to wash his face at the sink. His skin was still flushed a violent pink from our fight, his chest
“Carter! Carter!” Coach yelled, but I ignored him. Training was over for me and Liam today.“Hey! What the hell—” Liam stumbled, trying to yank his arm back, but I didn't let go.The boys behind us were hollering and cheering, thinking it was just a typical captain fight, but I kept walking until I dragged him all the way back into the locker room hallway, a quiet corner away from prying eyes.The second we were inside and alone, I shoved him back, my palm slamming hard against the brick wall right next to his head. The impact echoed loudly.“Are you okay?!” I breathed, my chest heaving against my shoulder pads, my face inches from his.“What the fuck do you think, Carter?” Liam spat, his voice trembling with a mixture of rage and shock. He ripped his wrist out of my grip. “I just got dragged off my own field like a piece of trash in front of the entire team!”“Don’t say that,” I interjected, my voice dropping. “Don’t say that.”“Then what am I sup
Carter’s POVI was drowning, and the worst part was that I’d jumped into the water myself.One week. One week of total radio silence from the only person who actually knew me. I’d called Liam a dozen times. Every single call went straight to voicemail. When I finally swallowed my pride and texted a massive paragraph trying to apologize, all I got back was a single word: Okay.I sat at our usual lunch table, staring blankly at my plastic tray while the rest of the guys argued about some college game. My head was a violent, chaotic mess. I wasn't in denial anymore. I couldn't be. You don't lunge at your best friend, pin him to a wall, and kiss him until your knees go weak if you're completely straight. I had gotten rock hard just holding him. I liked the taste of his mouth. I was bi, or gay, or whatever the hell label fit—I didn't care. I just knew I was crashing out because the thought of losing Liam was physically making me sick.He can’t be gay, I kept tel
Liam’s POVThe sky didn't just open up; it completely dumped on us the second Carter’s truck engine stopped in the driveway.“Go, go, go!” I yelled, playfully shoving Carter’s shoulder as we bolted out of the car, sprinting toward the porch.“Move your fat ass, Liam!” Carter bellowed back, bursting into a loud laugh echoing over the thunder. He gave me a hard shove back to get ahead of me, but the wet grass gave way. My foot slipped on the wet turf, and I violently lost my balance, my arms flailing as I stumbled backward.Instinct took over Carter. The second he saw me slip, his laugh cut short. He lunged forward, his face instantly twisting into pure worry as he rushed toward me, his hands grabbing my forearms to steady me before I could hit the ground.“Whoa, you good? You alright?” he yelled over the downpour, his voice frantic as he held onto me, his thumbs digging into my skin. He didn't pull away once I was stable. Instead, he stayed right there, scann
Carter’s POV“Oh my god, Carter, stop being so absentminded and pass the bowl already!” Stacy yelled, flicking her fingers in my face. I didn’t realize she had been trying to catch my attention the whole time.I blinked, pulling myself out of my head, and reached for the popcorn on the coffee table. “My bad.”“Like, seriously. You’ve been a zombie all day.” She snatched the bowl from my hands, tossing her head so her blonde ponytail whipped across my face. She didn’t even look at me as she turned her perfectly wide smile toward the other side of the couch. “Anyway, Mira! You have got to tell Liam about that thing you did with your hair for the pep rally. It was literally so cute, right, Liam?”Liam sat on the opposite end of the couch, looking massive and entirely out of place in the cramped space. “Yeah,” he answered, clearing his throat. “It looked great, Mira.”He didn't look at Mira, though. He looked at the TV screen. And then, for a split second, h
Candy’s POVFather Julian wasn’t ready, or at least, he still thought he wasn’t. I left him after that electrifying kiss we shared, even though every inch of my body was screaming for him to keep touching me.He didn’t know it yet, but he was playing a losing game. There were a lot of things he di
Father Julian’s POVI bolted out of the confession booth and didn’t see Candy again. It was hard, but I had fixed my rosary. I went to confession, and though I withheld the specific details of my sins, I confessed them. I said my prayers more often than I ever had before. I also avoided the booth;
Father Julian’s POVSaturday night. It was embarrassing to admit how hard it was to find Candy’s workplace. I should have quit then; I should have quit after driving to the seventh club and asking patrons if they knew a "Candy." I shouldn’t have gotten out at the eighth spot, fueled by the fear tha
Father Julian’s POV“Father, forgive me, for I have sinned…”I furrowed my brows in confusion, glancing at the wooden divider, even though the small holes in the screen were too narrow to offer a clear view of who sat on the other side.“Is that how they usually begin?” the voice asked. It was hi







