LOGINI woke up no less confused the next day. It was Friday, and as a senior in high school, I had to get moving early. It wasn’t until I began to go through my normal routine that the reality of what had happened began to hit me.
My mother had given me a handjob. The thought of it alone was enough to make my head feel hot. I pulled my clothes on and glanced out into the hallway, feeling a little mortified at the prospect of having to face her again on my way to the bathroom. I was embarrassed and ashamed, but not because of her. She was gorgeous, one of the most physically stunning women in the neighborhood. I remembered what I told her about my friends, the thing they would say, and realized that I had just done one of those very things. I was embarrassed because of something deeper than that. My very first sexual experience had finally happened, and it had been with my smoking hot, bombshell of a mother. It was hard to know whether I should be happy or filled with regret. I wouldn’t be able to brag to anyone about this. Hell, my life would be over if I accidentally let it slip to even my closest friends. The food downstairs smelled good. I tried to set my face into a neutral expression as I made my way into the kitchen. My mom was there, of course, along with my dad, who was sitting in his usual spot at the table. I smiled at him and did my best to avoid mom’s eyes. “Good morning, Todd.” He spoke to me but continued reading the newspaper he held in front of him. “Morning, dad,” I said. As I took my spot at the table, I could feel my mom’s eyes burning into me. I couldn’t face her, couldn’t turn my gaze to meet hers. It felt as though if I did, anything could happen. “Good morning, sweetie,” she said, in a light, singsong, motherly voice. “I’m making banana bread for breakfast. It should be out of the oven in just a minute or two.” “Er... that’s great, mom,” I mumbled. “So how did last night go?” asked my dad. The question made my heart skip a beat, and my mouth drop open. I slowly turned towards him, shaking my head back and forth slightly. How could he have known? “You know, the astronomy assignment?” he continued. “I was stuck working late in my cubicle, but I heard that the weather was pretty nice for observations.” “Oh... uh, right.” I breathed a sigh of relief. “It went great, uh, mom helped me pick out some of the planets.” I turned to look at my mom, forgetting myself for a moment. She was wearing a flirty summer dress that her butt threatened to poke out of in back, with a pink apron on over it. Her boobs pushed against the fabric, as though they refused to ever be anything other than the center of attention. “Yeah, I did give him some help, dear,” said mom. “I gave Todd all the help he needed. We were up pretty late, and it was so hard.” She was smiling at me as she spoke, her eyes full of something that I didn’t recognize. I swallowed hard and hoped my dad wouldn’t pick up on it. “That’s great,” he said. “Well, I might be coming home late again tonight, so hopefully you can give him some more help.” I didn’t know whether to be anxious or excited. Mom kept smiling the same way she always smiled, like a sweet, doting mother. I could see something more in it, though, and it made my cock begin to harden as quickly as if she’d been naked. “Oh yes, I’d love to give him some more help tonight,” said mom. She pulled the banana bread out of the oven, set it on the stove, and then walked over to the table and sat down on the same side as me. My body felt hot, and my heart pounded in my chest. “Uh... mom, I uh...” I wasn’t sure whether what to say, how to keep up with the ruse. It all felt so terribly strange, and along with the intense, forbidden arousal came a heavy guilt. “I’m sure you could use my help again, couldn’t you?” Mom leaned a little closer to me as she spoke, pushing her breasts so that they were against my shoulder. My dad was still reading his morning paper, totally oblivious to what was happening in front of him. “I, I guess...” I stammered. “I’ll give you whatever help you need, sweetie.” Mom’s hand began to run up my thigh, and I almost jumped out of my chair. “I’ll help you all night long.” Her fingers came to a rest on my hard cock. What the hell was she doing? I shook my head at her, confused and scared of the possibility of dad looking up. She just smiled and began to rub my cock like it was a genie’s bottle, and she was ready to make a wish. “That’s good, dear,” said dad. “Sorry again for having to work so much. Hopefully, I can make it home a little earlier and help out too.” “Oh, I’m sure Todd won’t mind if it’s just me and him.” Mom had unzipped my jeans and was slowly working my cock out through the flap of my boxers. “Will you, Todd?” “N-no, of course not, mom.” I was sure that my dad was going to notice. My breathing was heavy, and my thoughts were being pulled into dark, depraved territory. “It will just be your mommy out with you tonight, doing whatever it takes to help you, honey.” Mom still spoke in a conversational tone, but her meaning was like fire in my ears. “I’ll give you all the help you need, and make the assignment fun for you.” She was jerking me off right there at the kitchen table. I couldn’t believe it. The sensation was so intense and so pleasurable, and this time, it made me ache for something more. Her hand was soft and gentle underneath the table, pumping up and down with a motherly touch. I stared over at her. She looked hotter and sexier than I’d ever seen her before, more gorgeous and tempting than any woman that I’d ever seen. A tiny smile adorned her face, and she licked her lips as she began to pump my cock faster. She was my mom, and she was giving me a handjob right in front of my dad. “Say Todd...” Dad spoke up, and then dropped the newspaper down and looked at me. I froze, and my mom’s hand stopped moving. He couldn’t see what was happening under the table. To him, it just looked like her hand was on my leg, but I was still sure that the look of my face was going to give us away. “Yeah, dad?” I asked, trying to mask the fear in my voice. “How’s your skateboard holding up?” He glanced down at the newspaper and then smiled at me. “Oh...uh...” I felt mom’s hand slowly began to move again. “It’s actually a longboard, dad.” “What’s the difference?” It was so hard to think. I didn’t understand what mom was doing, why she felt so much like torturing me with her touch. But at the same time, it felt phenomenally good, almost like being in on a conspiracy of pleasure. “Well, it’s a lot longer,” I said. “It feels different to ride. It’s a lot harder to ride, too, right mom?” My mother had tried to ride my longboard when I’d first gotten it about a year ago. Remembering the way she had clumsily climbed onto it and wiggled back and forth trying to keep her balance, her butt swaying, and her boobs jiggling, made my cock ache with desire. “Oh yes, it’s so hard,” said mom. “So very hard. But I want to ride it as soon as I can. Would that be okay, Todd? If your mother went for a ride?” “Yeah, definitely mom,” I said, my breath quickening, along with her hand’s pace. “I want you to ride it as soon as you can. You can ride it tonight, I’ll let you ride it for a long while.” My dad wasn’t listening and lifted the newspaper up again. Mom was jerking faster, and I couldn’t stop myself from leaning towards her and grabbing one of her boobs. She pulled my cock against her leg as she jerked me off even faster, as though she was trying to pull my cock right into her pussy. “I’ll ride it until I can’t ride anymore,” whispered mom. “You’ll see just how well your mom can ride when she really gets into it.” That was it for me. My cock began to explode, playing white hot strings of cum onto my mom’s apron and flooding me with orgasmic pleasure. I moved in my chair, causing it to scrape on the floor slightly. Luckily, my dad didn’t look up from his paper. “Oh, honey, you should get going,” said mom. “You can’t be late, you’re a senior, you have to set a good example.” “Oh, uh, yeah, of course, mom. “ I forced myself to return to reality. Mom had wiped my cock clean on her apron, and I quickly tucked it away and made myself decent. “I’ll give you some banana bread for the road,” she said. “I’m looking forward to tonight.” I nodded, and intense guilt began to form in the pit of my stomach. Just what the hell was I doing? What were the both of us doing? “Don’t give your mom any trouble, Todd,” said dad. “Remember, she’s the boss. Whatever she says, goes.” I nodded, and then started towards the door. Mom passed me a slice of banana bread as I went by her and gave me a secretive smile. Maybe dad was right. She was my mother, and I had to listen to her. I had to do what she told me, as her son. Even if it meant fucking her. Even if it meant getting her pregnant. A shiver of anticipation shot through my body. I felt dirty admitting it to myself, but I was looking forward to that night.I really can’t get over how much I enjoy giving this blowjob. It’s an entirely new experience for me, to be so into it. I mean, sure, I know how to fake like it’s the most delicious and wonderful thing because I know that guys love that kind of enthusiasm.All of my enthusiasm right now is absolutely sincere, though, and it’s such a strange thing to think about this blowjob as its own reward, like if all that happens is this blowjob, I’ll be completely happy about it. It’s strange. I mean, I guess I understand that oral sex is inherently intimate but this is like an entirely different world.And then things change.I think I’m so lost in moving my mouth up and down on Jackson’s cock that I’m really not paying any attention to anything other than my lips, my tongue, and his dick. I almost don’t understand that Jackson is moving me until I’m already on the bed. I finally take my mouth off and turn to look at him but my body swings around.I’m over him.And his tongue gets to my pussy.T
Yeah, yeah. I know you want to get to the part where I have sex with Jackson but it’s important that I go through things how they happen. I’ll be quick, though. See, that spanking is a really significant thing because it changes everything for me. I mean, sure, some of that has to do with the simple fact that I now understand there are consequences but that’s not the sum total. I mean, I also can just stop at any time.But suddenly, I want to succeed. I mean, not just the way I always want to succeed. I want to succeed because I want to be a better person. All through high school, everything is easy for me. Nothing really challenges me until my junior year in college and even then, I can manage that easily until I turn twenty-one and decide I enjoy partying more than studying. So, until I’m twenty-one, I don’t really have to work hard to succeed.But now, I’m learning how good it feels to work hard.I know you want me to cut to the chase. I know. Be a little patient, for fuck’s sake!
What the hell am I supposed to expect from a spanking?I can honestly say I never receive one, not one. Oh, maybe as a child I get a swat on my ass when Mom says, “I said it’s bedtime,” but never more than one swat at a time. I mean, even then, they’re not really spanks so much as a vague threat that there can be spanks. I mean, they don’t even hurt.It takes one spank from Jackson to make me realize this is not going to be easy.His hand impacts with my ass cheeks and I gasp from the intensity of the pain that washes over me. It’s really unbelievable. I mean that literally. It takes a moment for me to process it as something that’s really happening. It’s like the pain from the spanking reverberates over my ass cheeks and then all along my thighs and my waist.It’s just the first spank and it already hurts like hell!It’s like my mind stops.And then the second spank hits and the sting of the first spank feels far less powerful than the second. I don’t know if it’s just that his hand
I get my first spanking a week later.Yeah, Daddy doesn’t mess around.Don’t get me wrong, I earn it. Also, it’s very clear that if I mess up, he gets to punish me, and that includes spanking. We go over everything when I get back from college. There are basically three prongs to the law my stepfather lays down.School.Home.Work.All three of them are part of the help he gives and it’s his way or the highway. Since I’m retaking courses already failed, he knows the syllabi and the materials. By the time the semester starts, I’m supposed to be ahead. He has a study schedule for me as well as a homework assignment and project schedule. In terms of home, I have chores that he just never enforces before. Finally, I am required to get a part-time job. It turns out my scholarship isn’t lost yet. I need three semesters on academic probation for that to happen and this new one upcoming is the third so my tuition and books are still covered.But he wants me to learn responsibility.In fact, h
My stepfather finds me crying on the couch five and a half months before he fucks me.I say that because I want to make it clear that he never takes advantage of me. I guess I also need to point out that I’m not a child. I’m twenty-two years old and he’s not doing anything gross or illegal. I think maybe I need to also point out that he’s not really my stepfather. I mean, he’s more my mother’s husband than my stepfather. They marry when I’m sixteen and the only authority he ever takes with me is when he teaches me to drive and tells me what to do or not to do in reference to that.So, the man I fuck has no real father-like relationship with me and I’m not his daughter. I’m his wife’s daughter.Now, let’s get to the wife part. He fucks me during a trial separation. That comes about because my mother gets a chance to work for her company at their Australia location for a year. He doesn’t want her to go. She wants him to go with her. Of course, if he does that, he’ll have to quit his job
The next day I sat in the confessional waiting for him wearing a short skirt with no panties. I brought the lube like he’d asked. The anticipation of what he planned to do to me had me rubbing my thighs together. Again, for the fourth day in a row I was wet. I couldn’t help myself. Father Michaels had done things to me no man had ever done. Touched me in ways no other man had ever touched me. And commanded me in ways no other man commanded me. I liked it. I wanted it. I needed it.He arrived a few minutes early. Parishioners would start arriving at two and it was one forty-five. He pulled his cock out immediately, letting me suck him. As I massaged his ball sack and had his cock deep in my throat the first parishioner came in for confession. I heard the door on the other side of the booth open and close and then the man’s voice. A rush of excitement ran through me and I savored each suck, lick, and caress, knowing Father Michaels would have to use real finesse to hear confession while







