It was almost dark when Mia arrived in Manila. If she hadn't been stuck in traffic, maybe she wouldn't have taken this long on the road. Outside the old house, Mia remained standing while quietly observing it.
A long time has passed but she still feels a small pinch in her heart as she looks up at what is actually a big house standing in front of her.
That's when Mia took action and pushed open the rusty gate of the house. She knows that tomorrow many of her neighbors will ask why her sudden return. And what happened to her?
That was when a bitter smile broke on her lips.
The way she looks right now, maybe no one will ask. Maybe they will just gossip about her. Those judgmental ones who knew her since she was a little girl.
That's right.
Because ever since Nana Rosita got sick and she was forced to cling to a knife to get and provide money for her treatment. And as far as she remembers, none of the people around her understood why she has to do such things except the late old foster mother.
That's when Mia took out the key and opened the big door of the old house.
Naturally like how she expected, dusty and full spider webs everywhere. But because she left all pieces of furniture covered with a white cloth, she knew that she would not have much difficulty in wiping the antiques in that house.
Tomorrow she will start cleaning. What she will do now is arrange where she will sleep because she wants to rest. Now she suddenly felt tiredness along with the pain in her body caused by the bruises that she got from Bernie’s beating.
Mia just lit a candle and started arranging where she would sleep.
Tomorrow she has to go to the electricity company. It was difficult to move in the dark especially when she has no one with her. Then she will start looking for a job. She needs to earn money, even if she is alone. What was already given to her by Nanny Ising will be used up and it will be more difficult if she waits for that to happen.
*****
THE NEXT DAY as she expected Mia was showered with many questions and rumors from her neighbors.
And because she was naturally quiet, she preferred to just smile instead of answering them.
In the variety store of Mrs. Ramos is where she bought her breakfast that day. Coffee and biscuits.
Those are okay to fill her stomach. She needs to spend her money wisely since she doesn't have a job in sight yet. The truth is that she actually plans to go to Pegasus later.
That was the nightclub where she used to work as a waitress.
Maybe even after a long time, the owner will still recognize her. She wants to go in there and apply if she could be a dishwasher or a waitress. Just like what she used to do before. But not as others think. She was really just a waitress. And Bernie was the only man she was with. In fact, she was the only man she gave herself to and nothing else.
And since the work at Pegasus is at night, she also asks Mrs. Ramos if she knows someone who is looking for a house cleaner and laundress to recommend her.
She can clean and do laundry in the morning especially if it's her day off from the club.
Because the woman asked her about her situation, and since she wanted her help, Mia decided to just tell her the truth. What really happened to her and why she returned to Manila after such a long time?
It was late afternoon when Mia finished taking care of everything that she needed to fix. She was somehow lucky because Rosanna, the club owner accepted her. When she remembered the conversation she had with her, Mia smiled.
"Is that so? Oh, I’m so sorry to hear about that. Don’t worry, I'll give you a job. I told you when you left here, didn't I? That I see you as my own daughter so you can come back here anytime you want," she said holding her hand, and then she gently squeezed it afterward.
"Hush now, stop crying already. You are home. At least here even if there are those gossipy and judgmental people, in the end, they will still help you because they saw how you grew up. We will not leave you. Just do not go back to that demon ex-partner of yours!” her friend Dahlia who is now a club manager.
"Anyway, what type of job do you want? Do you want to become a waitress again? Just like then, you can't be tabled by anyone. Not unless you want," said Rosanna in her calm tone.
Mia nodded then took a tissue from the box and wiped her tears. "Yes sis, I’m okay with that kind of setup," she answered and then smiled.
*****
A week later and here she is. At least she is getting used to living alone.
Just like she said she didn't open her cellphone until she bought a new sim card.
That's why after making the purchase, she immediately called the cellphone number Nanny Ising has given to her. To assure the old woman that she was okay. She also thanked her for the help. Because if it wasn't for her, she would probably still be there in Bernie's house, waiting for him to come home.
What she knows is that he will be out of town for two weeks.
And she also knows that he will be with the woman he got pregnant with. Well, if the reason that the man told her is true which actually was the source of their argument. Until that reached the point where Bernie hurt her again, physically.
Mia quickly shook her head to get that memory out of her mind.
Within a week of her stay here, she could say that she had almost forgotten Bernie. Maybe that will be more complete when she starts her work at Pegasus.
Rosanna told her that she had to heal the bruises on her body, arms, and face before she could start working. And she understands why. She knows that such a job requires you to always be beautiful and presentable to people.
"It's good that you are here, I have been waiting for you because of some good news," Mrs. Ramos one night when she bought a kilo of rice, two pieces of salted eggs, and a tomato at her store.
"Yeah? What is that?" she asked the woman.
In the aura of her face, it looked like the woman was going to tell her indeed good news, which is why she immediately felt excited.
"I've found you a house to clean. Do you remember Erik, your former classmate in elementary who lives over there in that house with the green gate?" Mrs. Ramos started.
Mia was immediately stunned by what she heard. "Is it really, Erik?" she asked again.
Mrs. Ramos nodded. "Yes, it's a pity you didn’t catch up with him. He was here earlier and just bought coffee. I don't think he's asleep yet, go. After all, it's a Sunday tomorrow he might ask you to do his laundry and clean up. For sure he will pay you nicely since he has a great job," the woman advised her.
Hearing that, Mia thought that Mrs. Ramos has a point.
If Erik asks her to clean and do his laundry tomorrow, while she waits for her bruises to heal, she will have income.
"All right, I'll go see him now," she said, handing over the change from the woman before she crossed the road to go to Erik's house.
That's when Mia felt a strange emotion in her chest.
Erik, her first love.
Her first and last dance in high school.
Only now will they meet again because just a few days after their graduation, the young man left with his family to live in Canada.
Outside the green gate, Mia pressed the doorbell.
It wasn't long before she heard the wooden door of the house open. Then the footsteps that were approaching her. And soon the gate finally opened, and a very handsome man appeared before her eyes whom she had never seen for a long time.
"Mia?" he asked in surprise while staring at her face.
She hesitated at the smile that tore from her lips. "Long time no see," she thought of answering instead.
Erik sent her to the living room so they could continue the conversation there. After sitting down, the young man continued to the kitchen. It didn't take long because he came back with a glass of cold orange juice and a plate of buttered cookies."My workmate made it. Try it, delicious," he offered her, referring to the cookies on the plate.Mia nodded then took one with a smile. "Yeah, you are right, it’s delicious," she said suddenly feeling hungry so when she finished it she took another one."I'm sorry if it's late at night that you're forced to come here just to talk to me. Mrs. Ramos told me about you a while ago. I didn't even know you were coming," Erik explained. She even caught him glancing at the bag of rice, salted egg, and tomato by her side.Mia laughed softly at that. "I'm the one who should be apologizing to you. The truth is that I really need to find an extra income. They told me that in the job I'm going to enter, I need to heal these bruises and wounds on my face
JUST like what Erik said, they had a good meal because he took her to an expensive buffet restaurant. At first, she was well, shy because she was wearing simple walking shorts and a t-shirt. But when the young man told her that her outfit was okay, she didn't protest anymore."Thank you for the delicious dinner," she said when Erik dropped her off right in front of her house.He nodded. "Alright then, see you tomorrow? Shall I pick you up, so you don't have to walk?" the young man asked.Mia laughed softly. "Of course, you don’t have to do that. Our houses are only an alley away, I'll just walk," she said as she was about to get out of the car but was stopped when the young man spoke again."Huh, didn't you leave the rice and salted eggs you brought earlier at home? I'll just go here, then I'll bring you some hot pandesal and liver spread. Can you make us a coffee?" Erik to her.Mia couldn't understand what kind of feelings caressed her heart because of Erik's words. But no matter wha
"NANA, I have good news for you," when Mia caught up with her mother Rosita who was busy watering the ornamental plants in their yard. Just like before, the girl pushed the iron gate and kissed her mother’s hand when she got close to her. “I knew it already. Your classmate told me about it,” replied Rosita as she stares at her with so much affection. Mia's beautiful eyebrows met. "Classmate? Who is that classmate you’re talking about?" she asked in surprise. "That handsome boy? Son of Fidel and Aurora?" answered her mother. That's when Mia fully understood what her mother meant. And at the same time, she quickly felt a thrill that she couldn't stop because of the beautiful smile that broke her lips. "Ah, are you talking about Erik?" even though she already knew that was what her mother Rosita was referring to, she still felt good about saying that. "Yes," she said, returning the hose and accompanying her to the terrace of the house. "Very handsome boy. You know sweetie, if you
"I'm leaving, Nana," Mia said goodbye to her mother one morning when she was about to go to school.Her mother Rosita nodded. "Take care, okay?" she said kissing her forehead.Mia just smiled then nodded and then went out the gate. She hadn't gone far when she heard loud footsteps of someone running and knew it was heading in her direction. When she heard him call her name, her chest immediately trembled.That's when Mia reluctantly turned around, with a shy smile tearing her lips."Erik," she said shyly as her classmate started to walk with her."Can I walk along with you?" he asked, still slightly out of breath because of the running he did.She laughed softly then nodded. "Sure, no problem," she said and then returned from being silent afterward.As they walked together, Mia didn’t say anything.She is shy. That was the truth, but after all, she had so much that she wanted to tell Erik. Only that she is not close with the young man."You're really quiet," Erik decided to break the
PRESENT DAY...She prepared coffee for them just like what they agreed on last night.Mia didn't know if she was just excited about the breakfast she and Erik were going to share. Add to that the fact that he was the one that set this up so she just can’t help but feel the thrill in her chest.She even found it difficult to sleep because of the thought of what happened between the two of them that were not given the chance to do during their younger years.Mia doesn't want to think about the painful and sad things she went through before. Because being happy is really one of the reasons why she ran away from her ex-partner. That was right because she wanted to be happy.She thinks it was past six in the morning when she heard consecutive knocks on the gate so she hurried to go there."Good morning!" Erik greeted her cheerfully, then raised the bag he was carrying that she knew was full of pandesal."Good morning," she answered with a smile then opened the gate wide for the young man t
EXACTLY at the time, Erik said when he came to pick her up. Ignoring her neighbors who were watching her, Mia got into the young man's car."So, I put my faith in you, okay?" Erik said as she fastened her seatbelt.Mia's eyebrows met at Erik's words because of surprise. "W-What?" she asked confused.Erik laughed softly. "You're the girl, so you know more than me about fixing and decorating a house. So please take care of everything when we get to the mall," he said and started the car engine afterward.Mia couldn't understand what kind of emotion like a bird's wing caressed her heart because of Erik's words. But in spite of that, she couldn't stop smiling sweetly as well."Okay, if that's what you want," was all she replied."Maybe it's better if we eat first before we start shopping. What do you think?" it was Erik when they were in the parking lot of the mall.Mia saw the young man glance at the watch he was wearing and then turned to her. "Where do you want to eat?" he asked her ag
Despite the rapid pounding of Mia's chest, she decided to distance herself from Erik. She even thought that the young man seemed to realize what he had done so he laughed softly.He went towards her and then stared at her. Their eyes locked for a few moments. After that, she didn't expect what Erik did next. She just breathes hard when he winked at her, face-to-face, which caused her entire face to feel the heat of her sudden blush.The young lady tactfully averted her eyes from Erik and then returned her gaze to the photo album she was browsing.The truth is, her attention was not there but on her companion who she felt moved closer to her again so she automatically moved away from him.Mia didn't know if Erik was just tripping her. Because he kept on coming closer to her while she was constantly moving away from him. It wasn't until the end that she noticed that she had nowhere to go because she was already on the armrest of the long and antique narra chair."Why do you keep on movi
"Never have I experienced being completely happy with him. Do you know that he cheated on me for five years? He lay his hand on me. He never gives me money. What he always tells me is that I don't need money in my wallet because he feeds and clothes me. I never once thought he was that bad. He's different compared to the attitude he showed when we were in high school," Mia continued telling the story while her head remained bowed.Erik just listens quietly. He didn't know if he couldn't think of anything, so his brain wasn't working at that moment. Or maybe it's like he's just having a hard time accepting that that's the truth."That's why I'm quiet is because, for me, I don't need to reveal to others what I'm really going through. Do you know that life has not been fair to me since childhood?” at the end of what she said, the smile that broke Mia's lips was bitter and at the same time she was wiping away her tears."I was only happy when I was with Nana Rosita. Because only with her