SebastianI am sweating even though I tried to remain calm, cool and collected. I wasn't if I am honest, expecting the American girl to say yes. She looks challenging and maybe this is part of her attraction. Not to mention her beautiful face that was illuminated further by the rays of the sun shining down on her. Now I am excited to take her to the restaurant tonight. I know she will love it. Everybody falls in love with Casa Amor. First I need to have the difficult conversation with my father and why I will not be going to Malaga to sort out these issues on the new hotel. I do have someone I can send in my place. There is nothing that is going to come between me and the American girl. She is someone I would give everything up for. To feel her lips on mine, hold her in my arms and watch the stars with at night. She makes me feel something I have never felt before. I can't put my finger on it but it is real. My heart was pounding when I stood close to her and my stomach fluttered inc
AvaI wish it was already two o'clock. I really need to speak to Zoe. My stomach hasn't stopped fluttering since he was so close to me. My pulse began racing and I felt my mouth getting drier by the milli-second. I could smell his citrus fragrance and wanted to pull him into me. I am alarmed at how I can have the mind of a hussy when I've literally only been ditched by Mark a few short weeks ago. If I were over him then why does my heart still ache? Am I hurting because part of me feels like a failure for not being able to preserve a relationship? Or is it hurting because I truly loved him more than life itself? Or is it because he has hooked up with Charlotte already? No. That just makes me angry with Mark. Even though I want to hate him, I can't. How do you suddenly hate someone after having practically grown up with them and having lived with them? I poured my heart and soul into my relationship, I tried. I really tried. Yes I know I travelled a lot but Mark would always be by my
AvaI flop myself down on my bed enjoying the air conditioned room and stare up at the ceiling. I've taken so many photos today but the heat is too much. I came in about half an hour ago. I have a few hours left until our dinner at seven thirty. According to my mobile it's only half past three. What I need is a nice cold shower but honestly the sun completely zapped me. I know I shouldn't have been out in the afternoon sun for so long but I couldn't help it.Soaking up the people and atmosphere in the hub of Santa Fe was exhilarating. Soon I will look at my photos and choose some to upload. If I don't laze around too much I may even be able to piece a decent vlog together before I go out.The pit of my stomach feels weird. I cannot tell if it is excitement or nerves at the prospect of having dinner with him tonight. That reminds me I still need to decide on something to wear I am not going to give him the wrong impression, also I need to make it perfectly clear this is a one off thing
Sebastian I am nervous. I have never been nervous to go on a date with a woman before. Not ever in my life. Yet I am. The amber liquid swirls around in my crystal glass, brandy is needed to calm my nerves. Whilst I try to ascertain exactly why I have a fluttering sensation in my stomach I knock my brandy back in one, just to take the edge off. Even the mountain views from my wrap around balcony do nothing to pacify me.She doesn't know anything about my life, who I really am and the secret I have. The same secret I have managed to keep from everyone except my parents. I try to dismiss it but it's difficult to do. It is such a huge part of my life that at some point I am going to have to let it out. I am considering pouring myself another drink but check the time. It's already nearly half past seven so I need to make my way downstairs to my car and driver. My heart begins to race at the thought of seeing the American girl again, it flutters at the thought of spending a few hours with
AvaWell what can I say? I am angry. Why? Because he is so damn irresistible and I don't want to fight with my emotions all night over dinner and small talk to someone I am beginning to think is hotter than I can handle. I still feel emotionally wrecked after Mark ditched me even though I have already gone over this. He has been respectful so far in the car, and at least I can breathe somewhat easier knowing he hasn't got a girlfriend or wife tucked conveniently away. That makes me exhale. I am most definitely not the kind of girl who dates an attached man. I would rather slit my own throat. Dramatic? Well knowing Marc has moved Charlotte in kind of gives me the upper hand on knowing how damn hard and upsetting that is. It cuts me through my body like a knife slicing through butter. It. Really. Fucking. Hurts. To stop the tears from welling up in my eyes I take Pedro's hand as he assists me in getting out of the car. He is a short stocky man in his early sixties I would say and has a
Ava He is flirting with me. How dare he? I am so annoyed at him and myself. Annoyed for being so attracted to him, knowing I am not going to do anything about it and him for flirting with me. He knows he is having an impact on me, surely he does. It's pretty hard to disguise since I know I am blushing. The look in his eyes filled with desire make my nipples tingle. At this rate I will be tearing my own clothes off after dinner and delving my fingers straight into my moist pussy. I imagine what it would be like to have my legs wrapped around his neck, his face buried deep between me and licking and teasing me. I groan. Shit. It wasn't silent.I glance into his eyes and see his pupils are delated. His lips look even fuller than before as he takes a long slow slip from his champagne flute. I wish I was the liquid as it flows into his mouth and down his neck. Now I'm just teasing myself mercilessly and getting even hotter. We haven't even had our main course yet."Don't flirt with me."
Sebastian The cold water, practically freezing water is washing all of me as my skin burns with fire for her. So intense is the feeling I want to throw myself into an ice bath. Dinner went better than I expected. Ava seemed to chill after she brought herself to orgasm. That caused a massive stir in my dick and I wanted to pull her towards me and pin her to the table. The intensity of my passion was overwhelming. I have no idea how I managed to keep smiling and stay calm. It was enough to bring any red blooded man to his knees. As I stand in the shower I think to the warm glow as her face flushed. I knew she had played with herself and brought herself to climax under the table. It was obvious. Even though she had denied it. There was no mistaking the way her head fell back slightly and that tell tale rush of blood from her chest up into her neck and face, well let's just say it was a dead giveaway.I'm solid at the thought of it yet I want to deny myself because I am saving myself fo
Ava"Oh my God, Zoe I can't believe that I brought myself to orgasm right there in front of him and at the frigging table." I can hear my bestie in fits of laughter. I know she is having a huge laugh at my expense who wouldn't?"Ava, Ava, Ava. That has got to be the best thing you have told me since that dipshite Mark ditched you. Honestly girl it's the best. I bet after being on some kind of extended non-sex kick, you came like a gushing waterfall." She continues to laugh. It is making me smile a bit only because her laugh is so cute. Zoe snorts when she laughs and sounds like a piglet. It is so adorable. Only my orgasm in front of Sebastian at dinner is so not funny. Not. Funny. "Something like that." I mutter as I lay back on the bed, my feet dangling to the floor. This bed is so comfortable I wish I could ship it back home to my bedroom in the house I share with Zoe. Which reminds me, I really ought to start thinking about getting myself a place. For now though I am enjoying Zoe'