FAZER LOGIN*LEONARDO* I stood by the window and watched Jamin get into the car. The second it pulled away, something in my chest tore sideways. The weakness hit so hard I had to sit down, fingers locked together until the joints ached. My hands were still unsteady from the crash and the panic that came after it.I did the right thing.He would be fine… he would be free.****************** “I told him the card was mine, but he still wouldn’t take it,” Gary reported after dropping him off. I hadn’t meant a single word I said to Jamin tonight. I needed him to hate me. If he hated me, he would forget me faster and move on with his life.I already knew he wouldn’t take the other card either.It didn’t matter. He would figure something out. He was a strong kid. I exhaled hard. My chest still felt tight, like the air never fully reached the bottom of my lungs.Gary stepped closer. “Mr Madrigal…” “Get out.”With a sigh, he left. I stayed where I was, stari
OVER A MONTH EARLIER…*LEONARDO* “Hello, brother.”That irritating voice. I glanced back and saw Julius standing a few steps away, hands in his pockets like this was casual. I wasn’t in the mood for his pointless games. My only thought was getting home. I ignored him and reached for the door handle. “Rushing home to Jamin, are we?”My hand stopped on the metal.That name did not belong in his mouth. I turned slowly. The parking lot suddenly felt quieter. My pulse started climbing before I fully understood why. Julius smiled. “I’ve thought about so many ways to do this. Should I snatch him from school myself? Should I let others handle it? In the end, I decided I needed to see your face first. More than anything, I’ve always enjoyed watching you break.” “You…” “What? Did I hit a nerve?” His eyes brightened. “Look how low you’ve fallen. You actually love someone. Did you forget? You don’t deserve any of that.” My thoughts scattered hard.
Andrew leaned down, close enough that Jamin’s breath brushed his mouth. He wanted to close the last inch. His body was already tight with need, hard and impatient… he just wanted… he needed…He stopped, taking a long breath in and a longer one out. Rushing this would ruin everything. Jamin’s heart was still somewhere else. The fact that he felt safe enough to fall asleep here was already progress. Forcing anything now would only push him away. Andrew straightened, jaw tight, and walked to the bathroom. He took care of the need himself, moaning out Jamin’s name, forehead pressed to the cool tile when it was over.Soon, he told himself.Very soon, Jamin would be completely his.****************************************** *JAMIN* It was Friday night and we were at an arcade. The private karaoke room was loud and warm. Everyone else was already deep into the playlist… fast songs, shouted choruses, the kind of music that was supposed to leave no space f
*JAMIN* “Stand up. I didn’t bring you to the beach just so you could lie in the sand,” Andrew said. More like dragged me here. And I preferred lying down. “Come on. Let’s do something else. We can walk along the water, get something cold to drink, maybe try those paddle boards over there.” I sighed and kept my eyes on the sky. “What do you think Mister’s doing right now?”Andrew face-palmed himself. “Oh God.” “I wonder if he thinks about me at all.” “He doesn’t,” Andrew said flatly, dropping down beside me. “He’s probably with his dozens of playthings.” The thought of other people touching Mister made my skin crawl. “But some things were only for me and him,” I said quietly. “Would he do those things with them too? Let them hug him whenever they wanted?” “Yep.” “Let them call him by his name?” “Absolutely.” “Bring them to his house? Share the same room with them?” “Yeah.” Andrew’s voice stayed even. “I’m sorry,
*JAMIN* “Jamin!” Layla and the others ran up to me the moment Andrew and I walked into the lecture hall.They looked so worried.Please don’t ask me what happened. “We… we kept our notes updated and compiled everything into one document.” Layla said carefully. “All the courses… I sent it to you. Did you get it?” “I’ll check. Thanks,” I murmured.They didn’t ask anything else. They just sat around me and talked about normal things. Sometimes they cracked jokes that might have been funny if I wasn’t so empty inside. **************** “It’s game night at my place,” Andrew said. “You should come.” “No. I need to look for a job today.” “You can’t work right now.” “I can. I’m broke, and I can’t keep letting you drive me to school.” “I’m not complaining.” “I…” “Jamin, you just started your medication. The doctor said you need plenty of rest. How about this… after the follow-up appointment, if you’re better, then you can work.” I
*JAMIN*Andrew grabbed my arm. “Let me give you a ride home.” “No, I don’t need…” He was already pulling me toward the parking lot. I didn’t have the strength to struggle, so I let myself be steered into the passenger seat and stared out the window the whole way back. When he pulled up in front of the building, I opened the door before the engine fully stopped. “Thanks for the ride.” “Remember to take your meds,” he called after me.*************** The second the apartment door closed behind me, I dropped the pharmacy bag on the bed and reached for my phone. The doctor’s words floated back… no alcohol for now.I scoffed under my breath.How was I supposed to survive this? My fingers were already moving through the delivery app before the thought finished forming. I placed the order, set the phone down, and sat on the floor with my back against the bed, waiting for the only thing that still made the hours bearable.********* The doorb
*LEONARDO* Jamin scurried back a bit and hurriedly explained, still on his knees. “I…I…it’s been awhile since my last master and I haven’t done it with anyone ever since. So my skills are a bit lacking…”I shut my eyes briefly in frustration. I had no time to teach anyone anything rig
*LEONARDO* My new pet checks all my boxes. Sure I knew some of these submissives on the apps were mainly into this because of the money and I don’t mind playing at all.But for my moral code, one must be a masochist to be with me. I needed them to be able to take all the pain I give. H
*JAMIN* The mister?Mister what?Should I ask what his name was?I suddenly couldn’t find my voice. Calmly, he pulled out a chair and sat down opposite to me. “Let’s eat first.” He began and pressed a button. Two waitresses came around. “What will you like to eat, Jam
*JAMIN* “Have you seen Caesar lately?” My co-worker, Frank asked as we both lifted bottles crates from a truck and into the warehouse. “No.”Then again, I really haven’t seen him in months. Caesar used to work some part time gigs with Frank and I. “I had found it suspicio




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