Mag-log inThe flash of cameras had long ago become something I learned to endure.
Photographers lined the entrance of the studio like soldiers preparing for battle, their cameras already raised before my car had even come to a complete stop. The moment the door opened, bright white lights exploded in every direction. “Bella! Over here!” “Miss Smith, look this way!” “Bella, give us a smile!” The voices overlapped in excited chaos, each photographer fighting for a moment of my attention. In this world they knew me as Belvania or Bella Smith, the name my agency had chosen as my stage identity. I stepped out of the car slowly, allowing Bethany enough time to smooth the fabric of the cream-colored coat resting over my shoulders. My heels touched the pavement with practiced elegance as I lifted my chin slightly, offering the cameras the composed smile they expected. It was a performance. Every movement, every glance and every step. Modeling had taught me how to move like someone the world admired. Inside, however, I often felt like an actress playing a role I did not entirely understand. Bethany leaned closer to me as we walked toward the studio entrance. “After the fitting today we have a press interview scheduled at two o’clock,” she reminded me quietly while scrolling through the tablet in her hands. “Your uncle also called this morning. He wants confirmation that security will stay with you the entire day.” Of course he did. Michael always confirmed that. “I understand,” I replied gently. Two large security guards followed several steps behind us as we entered the building. Their presence had become so normal that sometimes I forgot most people lived without someone watching them every moment of the day. Inside, the studio was alive with activity. Stylists hurried between rooms carrying fabrics and accessories, while assistants rushed past with makeup kits and racks of clothing. The scent of perfume, hairspray, and freshly brewed coffee lingered in the air. “Miss Smith!” a designer called the moment he spotted me. “You are finally here.” I greeted him politely before allowing the staff to guide me toward the fitting area. Within minutes I stood on a small platform surrounded by mirrors while several stylists adjusted the red gown prepared for the Milan show. The fabric was breathtaking. Deep crimson silk flowed smoothly to the floor like liquid light, elegant yet simple in its design. It was not revealing or provocative. Instead, it carried the quiet power of something timeless. The designer stepped back to admire the final result. “Magnificent,” he murmured. Someone adjusted the lights. Another photographer raised his camera. “Miss Smith, could you look toward the window?” I turned slightly as instructed. The city stretched beyond the glass in a blur of steel towers and soft sunlight. For a brief moment everything felt strangely distant. The noise. The lights. The voices. All of it seemed to fade as a quiet unease settled in my chest. The strange feeling returned again, it was the same feeling that has been appearing more often lately as though something unseen was shifting just beyond the edges of my world. Watching and waiting. “Bella?” The designer’s voice broke through my thoughts. “Yes?” “Are you feeling well?” I blinked and forced a small smile. “Yes, of course.” But the feeling remained, even after the fitting ended, after the interview and after the photographers finally allowed me to leave the building. By the time evening arrived, exhaustion had begun settling heavily into my body. Bethany closed the car door after I climbed inside. “You handled the interview beautifully,” she said with a satisfied smile. “The Milan show is going to be extraordinary.” I nodded politely. Outside the window, the city lights began glowing as evening slowly replaced the fading afternoon sky. Traffic moved steadily through the streets while people hurried along the sidewalks, each one absorbed in their own lives. Everything looked normal. It was peaceful and safe but yet that strange feeling refused to disappear. My gaze drifted toward the dark reflection staring back at me in the car window. Sometimes I wondered if the memories I had lost were trying to return. Because I could see small fragments appear in my dreams, there was rain, the roar of an engine, the feeling of strong arms wrapped around my waist and eyes, it was cold and intense eyes watching me as though I were something important and something worth protecting or perhaps something worth destroying. A quiet shiver ran down my spine. For reasons I could not explain, the world suddenly felt as though it were preparing for something inevitable and dangerous. Then I frowned in surprise when the car slowed to a stop in front of a place I did not recognize. Wait… This was not our hotel. “What?” I asked the woman who sat beside me. Bethany turned her head toward me. “Remember, you have dinner with Mr. Carlo Nostra,” she reminded me calmly. I sighed… Of course. Apparently my exhaustion meant nothing for them. Slowly I stepped out of the car after it stopped and before I could fully look around, a man approached with a confident smile already spread across his face. “Finally,” he said. “I thought you were not going to come, Bella.” He appeared to be in his early thirties, dressed in an expensive suit that suggested wealth and confidence yet something about the way he looked at me felt… wrong. I notice how his eyes lingered far too long. Not on my face but lower and make a faint discomfort settle in my chest. “Hello, mister Nostra” I greeted him politely. “Please, just Castro,” he said smoothly, gesturing toward the restaurant entrance. “Come inside.” I forced a polite smile and allowed him to guide me toward the elegant restaurant. Before stepping inside, I glanced back to see Bethany was gone. That the car had already disappeared into the traffic made me suppress the urge to sigh. Whatever this dinner was meant to be… It was clearly not my choice. —-----------------------------The next morning arrived with a quiet heaviness that lingered in my chest the moment I opened my eyes, as though the weight of everything I had learned—and everything I still did not understand—had followed me into sleep and refused to leave. For several minutes, I remained lying still, staring at the ceiling as my thoughts slowly gathered themselves into something sharper, something more focused. There was no more room for hesitation, no more space for doubt because I needed the truth and there was only one person who could give it to me, James Lewis. I reached for my phone, my fingers hovering over his contact for a brief moment as a quiet tension settled in my chest. Calling him felt like crossing a line I could not uncross, like stepping into something that would change everything I thought I knew about my life. Still—I pressed the call button. The line barely rang before he answered. “Miss Smith?” His voice came through immediately, laced with concern that sounded far
We landed in Paris beneath a sky softened by pale gray clouds, the kind that seemed to blur the sharp edges of the city and give everything a quiet, distant beauty that most people would have found enchanting. For many, arriving in Paris would have meant excitement, romance, and wonder but for me, it meant work, another schedule and another role to perform. The days that followed passed in a continuous rhythm of flashing cameras, carefully arranged fittings, long hours beneath artificial lighting, and conversations that revolved endlessly around perfection, presentation, and image. I moved through it all with the practiced ease that had become second nature to me, smiling when required, speaking when necessary, and carrying myself with the calm confidence expected of someone known to the world as Bella Smith. And yet, despite everything, my mind was never truly present. It remained elsewhere… Caught in a moment that refused to release me. Milan. The restaurant. The gun. And
The soft vibration of my phone against my palm pulled me away from the restless thoughts circling endlessly in my mind, and when I lowered my gaze to the screen, the name displayed there made something inside my chest tighten almost instantly. Michael. Of course it was him. For a brief moment, I considered ignoring the call entirely, letting it ring until it stopped so I could pretend that I did not have the energy to deal with him, but I already knew that avoiding him would only delay the inevitable. With a quiet exhale, I answered. “Yes, Uncle,” I said, forcing my voice to remain steady despite the tension slowly building inside me. “I heard what happened,” he said without hesitation, his tone carrying a carefully measured concern that felt almost too controlled to be genuine. “Are you alright?” I leaned back slightly in my seat, letting my gaze drift across the wide airport terminal stretching out before me. The space was filled with movement, with travelers walking i
The moment Carlo spoke his name, everything changed. It was subtle at first, but I could feel the shift in the air. A quiet ripple moving through the restaurant that only those paying close attention would notice but I could feel it. The space around us tightened, as if something invisible had wrapped itself around the room, pulling everything into a fragile, dangerous stillness. People were staring, not openly, not boldly but carefully and cautiously. It was the kind of glances people gave when they sensed danger but did not want to be seen acknowledging it. Conversations softened into murmurs, the soft clinking of cutlery slowed, even the waiters moved differently now, their steps more careful, their eyes lowered, as if instinctively trying to avoid drawing attention. They knew or at least… they felt that something was wrong and whatever was happening at this table was not ordinary. And somehow, I was at the center of it. Ugh… I sat frozen in my chair, my fingers resti
For several long seconds, he did not answer my question. Instead, he simply stared at me. It wasn’t casual, nor polite but with an intensity that made the air between us feel heavier with every passing moment. It was unsettling… The kind of stare that did not just look at you, but seemed to see through you, as though searching for something buried beneath the surface. I shifted slightly in my seat, my fingers tightening unconsciously around the fork in my hand. “What…?” I began, unable to hold his gaze without speaking. “Your eyes…” His voice cut through my words smoothly, low and steady, forcing me into silence before I could even finish my sentence. I froze… My eyes? I blinked, confused, waiting for him to continue. “They remind me of someone,” he said after a brief pause, his gaze never leaving mine. “A young kid.” The words hung strangely between us. A young kid…? For reasons I could not explain, something inside my chest tightened and I did not understand
Ring… Ring… Ring… The sharp sound of my phone cut through the quiet of the room, echoing far too loudly for my already aching head. Ring… Ring… Ring… “Ugh..” I groaned softly and shifted deeper into the soft mattress, pulling the pillow over my head in a desperate attempt to block out the noise. Ring… Ring… Ring… Why is it still ringing? The sound drilled into my skull, making the dull throbbing behind my eyes even worse. I squeezed my eyes shut and buried my face deeper into the pillow. Just… five more minutes but the ringing did not stop. It continued relentlessly, vibrating against the wooden surface of the bedside table like a reminder that the world outside my bed refused to give me peace. Then I heard the door open then soft footsteps followed. Bethany… I did not need to look to know it was her. The faint scent of her perfume reached me as she crossed the room, and a moment later the ringing stopped. “Hello?” Her voice was calm, professional. I stayed sti







