"Just get your bags out first. Our garage elevator is tiny and we're going to be forever shuttling bags."
I resented that he was helping me. Resented that I was flustered enough to have been accepting said help. And I resented having a disheveled look about me at all of this happening. Flinn got out, tossed all six of my suitcases and duffel bags onto the sidewalk, and stopped a burly A****n delivery guy and got him to shift the lane so he could push my car into the building's parking lot. They both pushed the trunk, rolling it into the garage underneath. I put Gravity onto a suitcase, her legs hooked over the handle, and dropped her iPad, covered in a butterfly-shaped sleeve, into her hands. I put her kitty-ear headphones on her ears. Her face lit up as she saw Caitie's Classroom. Then I went and fetched my broken phone from the pavement. With a mix of mortification and humiliation, I watched Flinn and the delivery guy work. When the car was wedged into the garage, Flinn once more came out from behind the lobby. He looked even more together than before, one silky hank of sandy hair dislodged from his man bun and drifting above his eye. His cheekbones were covered in pink marring. I almost felt guilty as he approached us. I began to open my mouth to tell him thank you. "Why is the child holding a penis?" He flicked his eyes to Gravity, who hugged Mr. Mushroom on the suitcase while she fixed her eyes intently on her show. The child. He spoke of her as if she were a fixable problem. "It's not a penis. It's Mr. Mushroom," I corrected loftily. He gave me a flat look punctuated with a half-moon smirk that threatened to light my panties aflame. Despite my aversion to him now, I'd always had a thing for Flinn Coltridge. A happy-to-get-on-all-fours-for-you-at-a-moment's-notice kind of thing. Which obviously didn't help matters. "It's a long story, okay?" I picked up my daughter again, cradling her head in the crook of my neck. "Thanks for the help, though. You can resume being New York's favorite fuckboy." I mouthed the last word under my breath so Grav wouldn't hear it, shooing him away with my hand. "Am I shaming you for being a sex worker?" He raised a thick eyebrow, one color deeper than his hair. "No. I'm shaming you for being a douchebag." "Why? History says it's your go-to taste in men." He brusquely laughed. 1–10 to the home team. My ex, Tucker, was certainly a walking, talking condom advert. "You know, Flinn." I rested my hip on an enormous suitcase, drawing on all the acting skills in the world to be calm and untroubled. "There aren't quite enough synonyms in the English language to say how much I hate you." This was not opposite of my wanting him. I wanted three Valiums and all of a mango key lime cheesecake too and still remembered they could kill me. "Flattered." He put a hand on his chest, bowing low theatrically. "I believe there isn't a word for what I feel for you, but it's somewhere between disdain and utter boredom." "Indifferent," I filled in generously. He snapped his fingers and pointed at me. "See? And everyone thinks you're just a pretty face. Klaus Casablanca, a walking dictionary, ladies and gents." "All I took away from this is that you think I'm very pretty, and while I agree with you, you stand no chance. I'm done with dating losers." "That's a bit of a dilemma, sweetheart." "Why?" "I seriously doubt anyone other than a loser would have you.". Just as I was going to punch my brother's best friend on my first hour in Manhattan, we were blocked by a literal cowboy. He was approaching, accompanied by another suited guy, waving at us. "Howdy, Coltridge." The man was as misplaced in New York as a Disney princess at a BDSM club, his Western hat and fancy shirt, cowboy boots, and worn denim. He gulped at the sight of us-the suitcases, Gravity, me, and Flinn-and his wide-set mouth broke into a beaming smile. He looked to be about early sixties and in fine fettle. A thick gold ring sparkled on his wedding finger. "Cole," Flinn replied with a careless grin, but I saw him clear his throat. "You're early." "The early bird catches the worm." The man winked, holding back a few feet from us and rubbing his longhorn buckle. "Well, ain't that something? Flinn Coltridge, I had no idea you were a taken man. With a kid, no less. That surely gives you brownie points in my book." What? I opened my mouth to tell him that he would not be able to find any lost love between Flinn and me, even if he used a microscope, when I heard the latter laugh in good spirits. "Never judge a book by its cover, Bruce." To my horror, his arm wrapped around my shoulder too. I was a statue, my eyes consuming my whole face. What in the world was going on here? "And who do we have here?" Bruce fawned over Gravity, who dangled her feet off the suitcase, clutching Mr. Mushroom. At least she was holding the stuffie so tightly that it couldn't be seen. "That's Gravity." Flinn brushed aside the way I pushed his touch away, easily removing his arm from my shoulder and lifting my daughter up, cradling her in his chest. He smiled down at her. Gravity's eyes stayed obliviously glued to the screen. "A.k.a. the light of my life." "You're living in the Dark Ages then, I guess," I growled under my breath, folding my arms over my chest. Flinn glared at me. "Bruce Marshall." The man held out his hand with a friendly smile. "Pleased to meet you, ma'am. And you are?" "Not a ma'am." I struggled free and shook his hand in mine. "And nor Mrs. Coltridge, thank God." Bruce Marshall's smile disappeared, and Flinn inserted himself between us, barking a laugh. "She means not yet," he clarified. "But as you can see, we can't wait to marry." Bruce's gaze dropped to my ringless fingers. "I ain't seeing no ring." What was Flinn doing? More to the point, why was he doing it? Flinn gave him a casual whack on the back. "Don't spoil all my surprises, Brucey boy. She wanted something else than I gave her. She's a hard woman to please." "No," I drawled. "You just suck in bed." Bruce's eyes ping-ponged between me and my daughter. I caught his judgment then. Even though I knew there was nothing wrong with having a child out of marriage-especially since I was the one who was dumped-I still felt exposed and naked. "Gravity's not mine," Flinn moved swiftly to explain, pulling her away from me. "Though she feels like mine in every way that matters." What a mountain of hooey. Flinn disapproved of children and, as a consequence, always stood on the opposite side of the room when Gravity and Rosemary were around. Even Gravity gave him a "do I know you, sir?" glare. Bruce moved to give his friendly, approving smile to Flinn, nodding slowly. "Didn't figure you'd be the kind of man who'd offer to do extra work if he doesn't have to.". "Very well, there is much that you still have no idea about me and my nature," Flinn said in an enigmatic manner. Asshole not only dumped on me, but was also making sure he rode back and forth several times, which left skid marks on my body. Why was he rolling around with his teeth?Bruce stumbled back to the door. He grasped the handle in his hand and opened the door but didn't go through it, glancing casually over his shoulder at me. "I expect you back in the office Monday morning at six thirty, Coltridge. Until then, you're going to get your head outta your ass, head on up to Maine, and beg Lil Miss to take you back.".KLAUSI erred.That much had been obvious to me even prior to depositing Sam in front of my mother's house.It no longer felt like it belonged to me. That Pete's New York apartment never did. I understood, as I killed the engine on the car Flinn had cobbled together from parts when we still hated each other, that home wasn't a place; it was a mentality. And I'd only been able to tap into it when I was around the impossibly handsome, infuriating, charming man upstairs."Mommy." Gravity kicked the back of the passenger seat with the new shoes Flinn had bought for her. Ombre rainbow boots. It was ninety degrees out, and she'd worn them with a yello
Hey, Bruce will be here in any minute. I'm gonna run on out. You'll be okay, Flinn."I was leaned against my kitchen island, pouting like a bitch, anything but okay. "How do you know?" I growled.Pete gazed at me in wonder. "I don't. It's just asshole crap people say, you know." He shrugged. "But most likely, you'll survive."."I don't think you survive your sister.""Dating her, I hear she's a mess too. Maybe it's not finished?"Hold up, what? My head swung up.The asshole was already pulling on the door handle, off he went. "Ciao, assface." He saluted. "See you later.""Wait, wait." I jumped up, stalked after him. He slunk out, and I crashed right into Bruce Marshall's body.Yay fucking me.Even his sad ass face, huge cowboy hat, and ridiculous buckle couldn't dampen my mood.Klaus was having a bad day? Great news. Maybe I still had a chance."Howdy, partner." He tipped his hat down.I felt a wave of nausea again. I wasn't tipsy this time, but sicked out by the coming conversation.
“You’re walking out on this?”"I have to, Flinn. It's not safe anymore. Too risked. You shattered me, but you won't shatter me. I have to do this. For myself. For my daughter. I have to get out.""I love you, and you're leaving me, just like them," he breathed.Them. His parents. Hurting him destroyed me, but I knew he'd bounce back if he saw it."No, Flinn. I'm turning my back on myself. You can do better than what I could provide for you. I will not let you settle on a woman who would never be able to give you her heart fully.""Even if I'll settle for less?" His eyes darkened."Especially if you do," I said gently. "You deserve the type of love that you are willing to give."He intended to protest, but I shut him up with a smash of my mouth against his. The kiss that followed put me somewhere in between heaven and hell, in an agony of bodily pleasure and a tearing heartache. His lips grabbed mine greedily, tongue colliding with my own, and the very next moment, he was on top of me
"I know you did everything to make it here." The words ripped from my throat with massive effort, my stomach twisting. I didn't want to do this, say goodbye when every hello made my heart falter. But neither did I know how to release control over my heart without losing my mind. "And I'm not angry about it.". Even so…I wish you hadn't given that jerk Shane what he wanted. My face twisted."Fuck the corporation, Klaus. He can have everything. He could steal the penthouse, the shirt on my back. I rode all this way in a tornado, against all reason, against all odds, to tell you something very important.""And what might that be?""I love you."The words struck me so forcefully they knocked me keel over, as if an iron fist to the gut. When I was a kid, I used to fantasize about hearing those words. Tucker uttered them so rarely, and only when we were in bed.But now?Now I was shit-scared.Flinn wouldn't hurt me the way Tucker hurt me—he'd destroy what was left of me.And even worse, he'd
My fists began to beat him in no rhythm or rhyme, cascading onto his jaw, his neck, his forehead, his cheeks, and his temples like a waterfall of fury. The walls, floor, my face were slick with blood and yet, I was not able to cease. Bones cracking and blood splashing comprised the din in my ears. I was past being able to hear the voices begging me to desist. Wails of gravity. Sirens and police and wails of fear. My sole focus was him. Tucker. The crap father who'd shoved me towards an awareness of my own truth.That you could be a violent parent and never be present at all in your child's life.That, in fact, your absence was the greatest cruelty.Tucker is not my dad, but he was all that I hated in human beings who could not be responsible.Tucker's blood burned my eyes and seared my face before two large policemen could drag me back from him. By the time they did, he'd been lying unconscious for an eternity, so I had no way of knowing if he was dead or alive. Honestly, I didn't car
The word resounded so thunderously that it filled the automobile, the block, the goddamn universe. Shane's personal driver flinched, the car jerking violently to one side before resuming its course on the road.I dug my fingers into my thigh to prevent screaming, bile surging the back of my throat. That initial reaction was partly because I realized that Klaus was in worse shape now and partly, I saw with dread, because I'd grown so attached to the little stinker."Kidnapped again?" I snarled."He, he, he, he…" Cal stuttered, gasping, her breathing shallow and rapid and out of synch, wheezing every time she tried to take in oxygen. "He just materialized. I-I-I thought you were back. I thought you had a key and knew it."White noise in the background was unmistakably a crowded Manhattan street. People chattering, laughing, sipping drinks, and horns blaring. She was walking in circles around the room. Not a good sign."He burst in. I struggled with him. I tried to shove him. I swear, Fl