"Here, beautiful," the bartender says, getting my attention. I open my purse to hand him some money, but he shakes his head. "He already paid for this," he says, pointing to the end of the bar.
A man is standing there with a flirtatious smile. He's black and covered in tattoos. I'm too far away to make out the color of his eyes, but he's hot. I raise my glass in gratitude and smile encouragingly back.
I came here looking for a connection. Someone to blow my mind and make me forget all the stress from work. I need to relieve the tension and fast. Luckily, he seems like the right man for the job.
But if he wants something, he can come up to me and say it. I stay at the bar longer than I should, sipping my drink and trying my best not to look at him.
He must be tired of waiting, because after a few minutes, I feel a presence behind me. I turn around and see a tattooed guy. Some girls might be a little intimidated or scared by his menacing build. But his look is just right for me.
I've always been drawn to tattooed bad boy types. I suppose a little danger is my business. Probably because I've lived my whole life in bubble wrap and been treated like fragile glass.
"Hey, beautiful," his voice is a low, deep purr. If I were a weaker girl, I'd melt at the sound.
"Hi," I say with a big smile. "Thanks for the drink."
"You're welcome," he says, his brown eyes shining. "What's your name?"
"Elena. And you?"
"Cal."
"Nice to meet you, Cal.”
He sits down on the chair next to me and continues asking me about myself for the next few minutes. I respect that. Most guys would immediately ask if I wanted to leave and find someplace private. But he's calm, patient.
“I came here with a couple of friends,” I tell him, pointing behind me.
I have no idea where my coworkers are. I think they split up, each finding their interests to pass the time. We usually come to places like this together, but by the end of the night, we’re separated. Still, at least he knows I’m not alone. In case he’s a serial killer.
“I hope these friends don’t mind me stealing you for the night?” Cal asks cheekily.
I raise an eyebrow.
“Oh? And how do you plan to do that? I'm too big to fit in your pockets.”
"I can think of another place where you'd be perfect." his voice is filled with sexual charm.
Well, that's all I can do to play hard to get. I put my hand on his shoulder, looking up at him.
"Come on, let's get out of here. You can steal me as much as you want."
I'm already thinking of places where I'd happily let this guy pin me, starting with the wall in his apartment. I never take men to my place. I like to live recklessly, but I take certain precautions.
Cal's patience is wearing thin as soon as we leave the club. I giggle as he pulls me toward the wall on the side of the club. One arm is behind my head, the other is down to my waist. My heart is pounding in my chest.
This is so stupid, the rational voice in my head repeats.
His gaze falls on the green cashmere dress hugging my torso, slides down my black stockinged legs before settling on my black heels. When he looks back at my green ones, he's seething with desire and heat.
I lift my chin, feeling the heat prickling my skin.
“Are you going to kiss me or not?”
He smirks.
“I knew I’d get lucky today.”
Then his lips are on mine. He’s not the best kisser, but he makes up for it with his hands. I moan softly as one of them slides behind me and squeezes my ass.
He squeezes me and moans as I dig my nails into his neck in response. I part my lips to give him access to my mouth, but before his tongue can slip in, my phone rings.
I let out a frustrated sigh. Cal pulls away, his eyes glazing over.
“I’m so sorry,” I tell him, digging through my purse for my phone.
It’s my brother. Fuck. I have to answer this.
Tony is a notoriously anxious person, and there’s a good chance that if I don’t pick up, he’ll be on the next plane to Boston. It’s not like he hasn’t done that before. I still remember the embarrassment of him showing up in the middle of a study session my freshman year, looking for me.
He wasn’t alone, because he never goes anywhere without his annoying friends. Which means three tall, hulking guys have come to my house to interrupt us because my phone’s battery is dead and I forgot to charge it.
I give Cal an apologetic smile before stepping away from the wall to answer the phone.
“Tony, I was busy with something,” I say, slightly annoyed.
He’s having the worst time.
“What?” he asks suspiciously.
“Working,” I lie. He doesn’t need to know what I was doing. “I have a long list of files I need to go through before work tomorrow.”
“It’s Friday,” he says dully. “What’s all the background noise if you’re working?”
“Tony, tell me why you called,” I say, demanding that he back off from this line of questioning.
He pauses for a few seconds. Almost immediately, I understand that something is wrong.
“You need to take a vacation from work. Go home.”
It's my turn to be suspicious.
"What? Why? And why are you talking so sadly?"
"Ricardo is dead."
Something cracked in my chest.
"What?" I ask in a whisper.
After my mother passed away, I had two fathers in my life. Ricardo was one of them. To most people, he was the ferocious and ruthless Don of the De Luca family. But to me, he was a man who was always patient and kind.
RomanHe chuckles before clapping me on the back and walking over to one of the groups, showing a guy how to choke someone from behind. The rest of the practice is a blur. I'm heading home when I get a text.“We need to talk.”It's not from Elena this time, it's from her best friend. I drop my phone, completely ignoring the message, but it rings again. And again."For heaven's sake," I groan, reaching for my phone. I pull over to the side of the road, stopping the car to read Kiara's texts.“I'm being fucking serious right now, Roman. I need to talk to you.”“Get here right now. I'm at a coffee shop on Ocean Avenue.”I grit my teeth as I consider her request. I'm sure she wants to talk to me about Elena's crazy statement. And while I'd be fine not being a part of the conversation, I can't ignore it forever. Something's going on, and I'm pretty damn sure I'm going to find out what it is.“I'm on my way.”I answer, start the car, and head to Brooklyn.Kiara was sitting in a booth when I
RomanThe next morning, when I wake up, there's only one thought running through my head.Fuck. I might have a baby.That's what prompts me to call Elena. She picks up on the second ring."We need to talk," I say.I swear if I have to hear or say those four words one more time, It's been used more than I'd like in the last seventy-two hours.“Where?”“I'm not coming to the apartment. I'll meet you at the bar your brother took you to a few years ago.”I'm sure she remembers the place I'm talking about. However, she doesn't answer right away.“Okay. Judging by the place you've chosen, I'm guessing you're still not ready to meet her.”No need to ask which "she" she's talking about.“No. Just you.”“Okay. I'll see you at seven.”She hangs up, and I continue my day, dreading our meeting. I've had no problem getting into gunfights and stabbings, but talking to a woman about a baby is the only thing that really scares me. I get to the bar ten minutes early and sit down to wait for her. Lucki
He chuckles before clapping me on the back and walking over to one of the groups, showing a guy how to choke someone from behind. The rest of the practice is a blur. I'm heading home when I get a text.“We need to talk.”It's not from Elena this time, it's from her best friend. I drop my phone, completely ignoring the message, but it rings again. And again."For heaven's sake," I groan, reaching for my phone. I pull over to the side of the road, stopping the car to read Kiara's texts.“I'm being fucking serious right now, Roman. I need to talk to you.”“Get here right now. I'm at a coffee shop on Ocean Avenue.”I grit my teeth as I consider her request. I'm sure she wants to talk to me about Elena's crazy statement. And while I'd be fine not being a part of the conversation, I can't ignore it forever. Something's going on, and I'm pretty damn sure I'm going to find out what it is.“I'm on my way.”I answer, start the car, and head to Brooklyn.Kiara was sitting in a booth when I arriv
“Roman, we have a child together.” I’m pregnant… or at least I… I was,” I stutter, my heart pounding in my chest.I planned to tell him calmly, but I think I’ll have to do this.Roman tenses. His eyes study my face for a second before he laughs.“Very funny, wolf,” he says, running a hand through his hair.“No, Roman, I’m serious. I had a baby.”His dark brown eyes land on me.“Funny,” he says calmly.I groan internally, rising to my feet. I begin to pace in front of him. He watches calmly, the worry etched into his face.“We had sex last year.”“I remember,” he says, crossing his arms over his chest again. “What do you think?”“I mean, it led to the baby. I was pregnant. And then I gave birth.”Roman blinks. Slowly. It would be funny if I weren’t so scared.“That’s why I moved to London for a year,” I explain softly. “I was pregnant, and I had to hide it from you, from everyone. And I’m so sorry I did that. I was trying to do the right thing. I thought it might help if I stayed away
Elena“What’s wrong?”I shake my head.“Roman, I’m going to ask you some questions, and I need you to answer me honestly. Could you do that?”His expression is thoughtful as he watches me. I catch a hint of worry in his dark eyes. And maybe some suspicion. Then I realized that the last time I asked him questions, we were fucking in his car. That’s what led to this nonsense. For some reason, I smile."Don't worry, I promise not to climb on you or do anything bad.""Climb on me?" Roman says dryly, rolling his eyes. "Okay, ask your questions.""Okay. First question: why? Do you hate me?”He scoffs. “I don’t hate you, Elena.”“You’ve hated me since I was a teenager. Roman, you couldn’t stand me. You made me feel like shit for wanting to pursue my dreams. We had sex, and it meant nothing to you. You treated me like trash,” I say through clenched teeth.I didn’t call him here to complain, but Cassie is going to make us have a good relationship whether we like it or not. And I’d rather it be
Elena.I take up our entire living room, pausing only to check my phone every few minutes. From her place on the couch, Kiara sighs. She’s holding a fast-asleep Cassie in her arms, her soft breathing calming me slightly.“Elena, I guarantee your pace won’t make Roman get here any faster.”“I’d rather he didn’t come at all,” I say.She shoots me a disapproving look.“You should tell him. Better late than never. And it’s already late.”I groan, sitting down next to her. Cassie wiggles in my arms before falling back asleep. For a three-month-old, she’s a pretty good sleeper, and I’m glad she is.We hired a nanny the first month after she was born because Kiara and I were running around trying to get everything ready for our move to abroad. The nanny couldn’t stop talking about what a sweet baby she was. Sure, she’s not sleeping through the night yet, but she barely cries and eats without much fuss.When I try to take her away from Kiara, she shakes her head, moving out of reach.“Uh, I’m