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~~66~
Today was just so boring and arid. Lucas had left for school, warning the servants and guards that they make sure I didn't go anywhere and most especially I mustn't be hurt.
It was afternoon and I just finished having a little chit-chat talk with Veera who came to tidy up Lucas's room after I was done with my therapy session, I laid my back on Lucas's bed spreading my arms and legs wide as I stared at the ceiling while I grasp the pillow in my hands and brought it closer to my nose as I inhaled his sharp scent.
'I can't believe I'm missing him already...' I thought with a sigh as I dropped the pillow on the bed and focused my gaze on the ceiling.
I wanted to leave this fucking room, or do something...Me just sitting like this won't help my situation at all.
Closing my legs together, I sat up on the bed and looked around his room, I gazed at the brown shelf resting at the corner of his room wh
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