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I run the hand dryer over my hair, but it’s useless. The thing barely blows warm air. My reflection in the bathroom mirror is a mess—flushed cheeks, wet strands sticking to my neck, and eyes still burning from the sight of Derek Yamanaka sitting in his fancy car like he owns the world.
I stomp downstairs. Dry clothes. Damp hair. Bad mood.
Marcus is on the couch, scrolling through his phone like nothing happened.
“What did you want to tell me that couldn’t wait until I showered?” I ask, yanking the hand dryer cord toward an outlet.
He looks up. “I’m going to med school.”
I freeze for half a second, then smile. “That’s good news. When?”
“Sunday, actually.”
I stop trying to plug in the dryer. Turn to face him fully.“Sunday as in… the day after tomorrow?”
He nods. “Yeah.”
“Congratulations.” I mean it. I do. But something in his voice makes my stomach tighten.
He sets his phone down. “I’ve been thinking about how you’ll be alone. And since our family is still in Europe, and I’m your only family here…” He pauses. “You’d be lonely.”
“I’ll be fine.” I cross my arms. “I’m capable of taking care of myself.”
“I know you are.” He stands up. Comes closer. “But just in case, I asked Derek for a favor. And he agreed to watch over you.”
The hand dryer slips from my fingers. Clatters to the floor.
What the fuck?
“No.” The word comes out sharp. “No. I’m not a baby. I’m a grown adult. I can take care of myself. I don’t need a babysitter.”
Marcus holds up both hands. “I don’t doubt that. It’s just aprecaution.”
“A precaution?” My voice climbs. “You asked Derek? The guy who was mean to me my whole childhood? The guy who just called me bean sprout an hour ago?”
“He’s changed.”
“Like hell he has.”
“Jade—”
“Don’t ‘Jade’ me.” I look around for something—anything—to throw. My hand finds a vase on the side table. I don’t think. I just grab it and hurl it across the room.
“Are you kidding me?” I scream.
The vase sails past Marcus’s shoulder. Toward the front door.
The door opens.
The vase misses Derek’s head by inches. Shatters against the wall behind him.
Jesus.
He doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t blink. Just stands there in the doorway, dry now, looking at me with those cold eyes.
Marcus’s eyes dart between us. His voice is calm. Too calm.
“It’s not babysitting,” he says. “It’s common watching.”
DEREK
She glares at Marcus first. Then her eyes swing to me. Burning. Like she wants to set me on fire with just a look.
I lean against the doorframe. Cross my arms. “Don’t stop on my account. Please. Continue proving Marcus’s point.”
Her face twists. “Shut up and go fuck yourself.”
Then she storms upstairs. Stomps so hard I think the walls might crack.
Marcus watches her go. Then he looks at me. “You have your work cut out for you.”
“No shit.”
He rubs the back of his neck. “I trust you. That’s why I asked. I know Jade can be a handful, but she’ll adjust. And I can’t trust anyone else with her because…” He pauses.“Well. You’re the only one who won’t—”
“Fuck her?”
Marcus nods. “Yeah.”
I keep my face blank. “I’m not interested in her.”
“I know.” He almost smiles. “You hate her. So on that regard, you can protect her for me.”
I push off the doorframe. Shove my hands in my pockets.“That’s the only reason I’m here.”
“I leave Sunday,” he says.
“Of course.”
We stop talking. Just stand there. The silence fills the room like water. It’s always like this with us. Two quiet people. Makes people wonder how we ever hold a conversation.
I look at the broken vase pieces on the floor. “How was your fuck date?”
Marcus snorts. “Ehh.”
Then he laughs. A short, tired sound.
I don’t laugh. I’m thinking about upstairs. About what she’s doing right now.
Probably destroying something else.
So much for grown adult.
JADE
I pace my room, phone pressed to my ear. The cord tangles around my fingers. I don’t care.
“—and then he tells me to get out. Like I’m some kind of dog. ‘Get out.’ That’s it. No ‘nice to see you.’ No ‘sorry about the rain.’ Just get out.” I kick a pillow across the floor.“And now Marcus wants him to be my ‘watcher.’ Like I’m a toddler who needs a babysitter.”
Nina’s voice crackles through the speaker. “Okay, okay. It can’t be that bad. Maybe it’s a blessing in disguise.”
“Nothing about Derek Yamanaka is a blessing.” I stop pacing. Stare at my wall. “If anything, it’s a curse.”
Lauren laughs. Quiet. The way she always does. “You say that now. Give it a week.”
“A week? I won’t last a day.”
Nina tries again. I can hear her shifting, probably settling into her couch. “Look at the bright side. This shows Marcus isn’t a complete ass. Even though he’s leaving you with a complete ass.” She pauses. “That’s beside the point. It shows he really cares about you.”
I sigh. Drop onto my bed. “I’m not apologizing for breaking his vase. Or for almost killing Derek with it. They both deserve it.”
“Fair,” Lauren says.
“More than fair,” Nina adds.
Lauren speaks again, her voice thoughtful. “But no matter what Derek does, he can’t watch you 24/7. He probably lives far away. You’ll see him maybe twice a week at most. It won’t be that bad.”
I push off the bed. Walk to the window. Time to close the curtains and pretend the world doesn’t exist.
My hand touches the fabric.
Then I see him.
Walking across the street. Toward the building next door. The one with the new penthouse I noticed last week.
He disappears inside.
What the fuck?
I didn’t realize I said it out loud until Nina asks, “What?”
Lauren too: “What happened?”
I don’t answer. I just stand there. Staring at the building. At the windows. At the lights turning on in the top floor.
The penthouse opposite mine.
“No,” I whisper. “No. No. No.”
“Jade, you’re scaring me,” Nina says. “What’s going on?”
I grip the phone tighter. My voice comes out flat. Dead.
“Lauren is a fucking witch.”
“Huh?” Lauren sounds confused.
“She jinxed me.” I watch the shadows move behind his window. “He lives just opposite me.”
Nina starts laughing. Loud. Uncontrollable. The kind of laugh that makes me want to throw my phone across the room.
I want to scream. I want to cry.
Fuck no.
I hang up eventually, but sleep doesn’t come easy. I lie there running through every version of Derek I’ve ever known — the boy who used to steal the last slice of pizza and blame it on the dog we didn’t have, the teenager who went quiet and sharp-edged the year his parents’ marriage fell apart, the man in the car today who looked at me like I was an inconvenience he’d been assigned rather than a person he used to know.
I think about the version of him from before Japan, the one who used to actually smile, rare and lopsided, right before he said something designed to make me furious. I wonder, staring at my ceiling, how much of that boy is still in there somewhere, buried under the ice his father apparently packed him in like cargo. I decide it doesn’t matter. I decide I don’t care. I fall asleep somewhere around two in the morning still deciding it, which should probably have told me something about how convinced I actually was.
JADEThe week before everything falls apart is, ironically, one of the best weeks we’ve ever had.Derek takes an actual vacation day — the first one I’ve ever witnessed, an event so rare Priya sends me a congratulatory text like I’ve accomplished something medically impossible — and we spend it doing nothing, genuinely nothing, sleeping until ten, eating pancakes at noon, watching three terrible movies back to back on the couch while he provides increasingly unhinged commentary on plot holes that I’m fairly sure he’s inventing just to make me laugh.That night we end up on the balcony with a bottle of wine, city lights spread out below us, and he’s quieter than usual, watching me instead of the skyline, in a way that makes my chest go warm and a little nervous at the same time.“What?” I ask, when he’s been silent for too long.“Nothing.” He shakes his head, smiles, something private moving behind his eyes. “I’m just happy.”“That’s a very un-Derek thing to say out loud.”“I’ve become
JADEIt’s a small thing. It’s always small things that crack a foundation before the whole wall comes down.His phone buzzes on the counter while he’s in the shower, and I glance at it out of habit more than suspicion — we’ve never had rules about phones, never needed them — and the screen shows a missed call from a number with a country code I don’t recognize, and underneath it, a single line of preview text in a language I can’t read.I don’t open it. I’m not the kind of person who goes through someone’s phone. But I remember it — the country code, the unfamiliar characters — and later that night, at dinner, I ask, as casually as I can manage, “Who called you from overseas today?”Something moves behind his eyes. Fast. Gone almost before I catch it. “Work,” he says. “A supplier issue in Osaka.”“You didn’t call them back.”“I will.”“You always call back same-day. You’re annoyingly responsive about work stuff.” I try to keep my voice light, but I hear the edge creeping in anyway. “I
JADEMarcus comes to New York for a conference in November — three days, a hotel near the hospital district, and a schedule so packed Nina has to threaten actual bodily harm to pin down a single dinner.He doesn’t come to the penthouse. I don’t push it. We meet instead at a diner halfway between everyone’s lives, neutral territory, the kind of place with vinyl booths and coffee that’s been sitting too long, and for the first twenty minutes it’s stiff and careful in a way that makes my chest ache with how much I miss the version of us that used to talk over each other constantly.Then Nina shows up twenty minutes late, blaming traffic in a tone that convinces no one, and slides into the booth directly across from Marcus like she planned it, which she absolutely did.“You’re late,” Marcus says.“You’re insufferable,” Nina says. “Different problems entirely.”“I ordered you the salad you hate just to watch you suffer through it.”“I’m sending it back. Waiter!” She’s already flagging some
MARCUSNobody asks me what those eight months were actually like, and I don’t volunteer it, because admitting the truth feels like admitting I was as lost as everyone else in this whole mess, just quieter about it.I told myself I was angry about the betrayal — Derek, my best friend since we were seven years old, sleeping with my sister behind my back for months. That part was true. But underneath it, if I’m honest with myself in the specific way three a.m. hospital call rooms tend to force honesty out of a person, I was angrier that I hadn’t seen it coming. I’d spent years being the one who protected Jade, the one who kept the world’s rougher edges away from her, and somewhere in the middle of my own exhausting rotation schedule, I’d missed the entire thing happening two feet in front of me.It wasn’t really about the rule. It was about being unnecessary. About realizing that Jade didn’t need my permission or my protection anymore, that she’d built an entire life, a whole relationshi
LAURENNobody asks about me much, which has always suited me fine. I’m the quiet one, the one who watches instead of talks, the one who’s spent four years documenting everyone else’s chaos instead of generating any of my own. It isn’t a complaint. I like the view from behind a camera. You see things people don’t know they’re showing you.I see Jade fall in love with Derek months before she’d admit it to herself — the specific way her whole body used to angle toward wherever he was in a room, even mid-argument, even while insisting she hated him. I see Marcus’s face the day he found out, the exact moment something in him broke that had nothing to do with rules and everything to do with feeling replaced. I see Nina and Marcus circling each other for years, mistaking hostility for indifference, when anyone holding a camera long enough could tell you it was never indifference at all.What people don’t see, because I’ve never given them a reason to look, is that I’ve been quietly in love w
JADENina brings news about Marcus the way you’d defuse a bomb — carefully, slowly, watching my face the whole time.“He asked about you,” she says, over coffee, not quite meeting my eyes. “Not directly. He asked me how you were doing in one of our —” she makes a face ” — arguments. Which is what we call our conversations now, apparently, because God forbid either of us admit we actually like talking to each other.”“What did you tell him?”“I told him you graduated with honors and you’re happy.” A pause. “He didn’t say anything for a long time. Then he said, and I quote, ‘good,’ in the most Marcus tone imaginable, and changed the subject to something about his rotation schedule. But Jade — he asked. That’s the part that matters. He didn’t have to ask.”“That’s it? Good?”“That’s it.” Nina reaches across the table, squeezes my hand. “It’s something, Jade. He’s not still spitting fire about it. That’s progress, even if it doesn’t feel like it from where you’re sitting.”I want to belie







