LOGINJADE
I run the hand dryer over my hair, but it’s useless. The thing barely blows warm air. My reflection in the bathroom mirror is a mess—flushed cheeks, wet strands sticking to my neck, and eyes still burning from the sight of Derek Yamanaka sitting in his fancy car like he owns the world.
I stomp downstairs. Dry clothes. Damp hair. Bad mood.
Marcus is on the couch, scrolling through his phone like nothing happened.
“What did you want to tell me that couldn’t wait until I showered?” I ask, yanking the hand dryer cord toward an outlet.
He looks up. “I’m going to med school.”
I freeze for half a second, then smile. “That’s good news. When?”
“Sunday, actually.”
I stop trying to plug in the dryer. Turn to face him fully.“Sunday as in… the day after tomorrow?”
He nods. “Yeah.”
“Congratulations.” I mean it. I do. But something in his voice makes my stomach tighten.
He sets his phone down. “I’ve been thinking about how you’ll be alone. And since our family is still in Europe, and I’m your only family here…” He pauses. “You’d be lonely.”
“I’ll be fine.” I cross my arms. “I’m capable of taking care of myself.”
“I know you are.” He stands up. Comes closer. “But just in case, I asked Derek for a favor. And he agreed to watch over you.”
The hand dryer slips from my fingers. Clatters to the floor.
What the fuck?
“No.” The word comes out sharp. “No. I’m not a baby. I’m a grown adult. I can take care of myself. I don’t need a babysitter.”
Marcus holds up both hands. “I don’t doubt that. It’s just aprecaution.”
“A precaution?” My voice climbs. “You asked Derek? The guy who was mean to me my whole childhood? The guy who just called me bean sprout an hour ago?”
“He’s changed.”
“Like hell he has.”
“Jade—”
“Don’t ‘Jade’ me.” I look around for something—anything—to throw. My hand finds a vase on the side table. I don’t think. I just grab it and hurl it across the room.
“Are you kidding me?” I scream.
The vase sails past Marcus’s shoulder. Toward the front door.
The door opens.
The vase misses Derek’s head by inches. Shatters against the wall behind him.
Jesus.
He doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t blink. Just stands there in the doorway, dry now, looking at me with those cold eyes.
Marcus’s eyes dart between us. His voice is calm. Too calm.
“It’s not babysitting,” he says. “It’s common watching.”
DEREK
She glares at Marcus first. Then her eyes swing to me. Burning. Like she wants to set me on fire with just a look.
I lean against the doorframe. Cross my arms. “Don’t stop on my account. Please. Continue proving Marcus’s point.”
Her face twists. “Shut up and go fuck yourself.”
Then she storms upstairs. Stomps so hard I think the walls might crack.
Marcus watches her go. Then he looks at me. “You have your work cut out for you.”
“No shit.”
He rubs the back of his neck. “I trust you. That’s why I asked. I know Jade can be a handful, but she’ll adjust. And I can’t trust anyone else with her because…” He pauses.“Well. You’re the only one who won’t—”
“Fuck her?”
Marcus nods. “Yeah.”
I keep my face blank. “I’m not interested in her.”
“I know.” He almost smiles. “You hate her. So on that regard, you can protect her for me.”
I push off the doorframe. Shove my hands in my pockets.“That’s the only reason I’m here.”
“I leave Sunday,” he says.
“Of course.”
We stop talking. Just stand there. The silence fills the room like water. It’s always like this with us. Two quiet people. Makes people wonder how we ever hold a conversation.
I look at the broken vase pieces on the floor. “How was your fuck date?”
Marcus snorts. “Ehh.”
Then he laughs. A short, tired sound.
I don’t laugh. I’m thinking about upstairs. About what she’s doing right now.
Probably destroying something else.
So much for grown adult.
JADE
I pace my room, phone pressed to my ear. The cord tangles around my fingers. I don’t care.
“—and then he tells me to get out. Like I’m some kind of dog. ‘Get out.’ That’s it. No ‘nice to see you.’ No ‘sorry about the rain.’ Just get out.” I kick a pillow across the floor.“And now Marcus wants him to be my ‘watcher.’ Like I’m a toddler who needs a babysitter.”
Nina’s voice crackles through the speaker. “Okay, okay. It can’t be that bad. Maybe it’s a blessing in disguise.”
“Nothing about Derek Yamanaka is a blessing.” I stop pacing. Stare at my wall. “If anything, it’s a curse.”
Lauren laughs. Quiet. The way she always does. “You say that now. Give it a week.”
“A week? I won’t last a day.”
Nina tries again. I can hear her shifting, probably settling into her couch. “Look at the bright side. This shows Marcus isn’t a complete ass. Even though he’s leaving you with a complete ass.” She pauses. “That’s beside the point. It shows he really cares about you.”
I sigh. Drop onto my bed. “I’m not apologizing for breaking his vase. Or for almost killing Derek with it. They both deserve it.”
“Fair,” Lauren says.
“More than fair,” Nina adds.
Lauren speaks again, her voice thoughtful. “But no matter what Derek does, he can’t watch you 24/7. He probably lives far away. You’ll see him maybe twice a week at most. It won’t be that bad.”
I push off the bed. Walk to the window. Time to close the curtains and pretend the world doesn’t exist.
My hand touches the fabric.
Then I see him.
Walking across the street. Toward the building next door. The one with the new penthouse I noticed last week.
He disappears inside.
What the fuck?
I didn’t realize I said it out loud until Nina asks, “What?”
Lauren too: “What happened?”
I don’t answer. I just stand there. Staring at the building. At the windows. At the lights turning on in the top floor.
The penthouse opposite mine.
“No,” I whisper. “No. No. No.”
“Jade, you’re scaring me,” Nina says. “What’s going on?”
I grip the phone tighter. My voice comes out flat. Dead.
“Lauren is a fucking witch.”
“Huh?” Lauren sounds confused.
“She jinxed me.” I watch the shadows move behind his window. “He lives just opposite me.”
Nina starts laughing. Loud. Uncontrollable. The kind of laugh that makes me want to throw my phone across the room.
I want to scream. I want to cry.
Fuck no.
I hang up eventually, but sleep doesn’t come easy. I lie there running through every version of Derek I’ve ever known — the boy who used to steal the last slice of pizza and blame it on the dog we didn’t have, the teenager who went quiet and sharp-edged the year his parents’ marriage fell apart, the man in the car today who looked at me like I was an inconvenience he’d been assigned rather than a person he used to know.
I think about the version of him from before Japan, the one who used to actually smile, rare and lopsided, right before he said something designed to make me furious. I wonder, staring at my ceiling, how much of that boy is still in there somewhere, buried under the ice his father apparently packed him in like cargo. I decide it doesn’t matter. I decide I don’t care. I fall asleep somewhere around two in the morning still deciding it, which should probably have told me something about how convinced I actually was.
I tell her about my mother for the first time on a quiet Sunday, unprompted, apropos of nothing except that she asks, gently, why I still flinch sometimes at raised voices, and I decide, for once, not to deflect.“Her name was Elena,” I say. “She was American. My father met her at a conference in New York when he was twenty-six, and by every account I’ve ever heard, it was fast and real and nothing like the arrangement he tried to make for me. They were happy, for a while. I remember being happy, before everything.”“What happened?”“He happened, eventually. The company grew. He started treating home like an extension of the business — measuring my mother’s worth in how well she represented the family at events, measuring mine in grades and discipline instead of anything softer. She tried to fight it for years. I remember them arguing at night, through the walls, her voice getting smaller every year instead of louder, until one day it just stopped entirely. She packed one suitcase. Le
JADEThere’s a version of happiness nobody prepares you for — the boring kind. The kind that doesn’t look like anything in the movies, no grand gestures, no music swelling, just a Tuesday where Derek makes eggs badly on purpose because he knows it makes me laugh, burning them slightly every single time despite having access to a stove worth more than a used car, and I finish editing my senior thesis project on the couch with my feet in his lap while he reads quarterly reports and occasionally reads a sentence out loud just to hear himself say something ridiculous like “shareholder value” in the same voice he uses to call me bean sprout.I finish my degree that semester. Graduate with honors I only half believe I earned, given how much of the last year I spent distracted by a six-foot-three problem in a tailored suit who used to call me names across a rainy parking lot. Derek comes to the ceremony. Sits in the third row next to Nina and Lauren, because Marcus’s seat stays empty, an abs
JADEThe penthouse doesn’t feel like mine for the first two weeks. I keep waiting for someone to tell me I don’t belong here, in these rooms with their floor-to-ceiling windows and their furniture that costs more than my degree, in this bed that used to be just his and is somehow now also, unbelievably, a little bit mine.I bring over exactly four boxes. Clothes, my camera equipment, a shelf of film theory textbooks Derek makes fun of and then reads anyway when he thinks I’m not looking, and a framed photo of Marcus and me at sixteen that I can’t decide whether to put out or hide in a drawer.I put it out. Derek doesn’t say anything about it. He just moves it once, very slightly, so the afternoon light doesn’t wash it out, and I love him a little more for noticing that without being told.The first week is strange in small, specific ways. I don’t know where he keeps the coffee filters. He doesn’t know I hate the smell of his sandalwood soap in large doses, that it gives me a headache
ADEThe week between Marcus walking out and me actually, officially moving my boxes across the street is the strangest week of my life, a limbo neither of us has a name for yet.I go back to the house once, alone, while Derek is at work, just to collect the rest of my things, and the house feels wrong in a way I don’t have words for — too quiet, too still, like it’s holding its breath waiting for someone to come back and fill it the way it used to be filled. I find myself standing in the kitchen for a long time, hand on the counter where Marcus used to lean while scrolling his phone every morning, and I let myself cry there, once, hard, before packing the rest of my boxes and locking the door behind me for what feels, even then, like the last time this house will ever really be mine.I try calling him twice that week. Both times it rings through to voicemail, his old recorded greeting still cheerful in a way that doesn’t match where we currently stand — hey, it’s Marcus, leave a messa
JADEShe narrows her eyes at me, then at the pantry, then at the two mugs on the counter, one of which is very clearly not one I own, dark and heavy and expensive-looking in a way nothing in this kitchen has ever been. “Whose mug is that?”“Mine. New one. I bought it.”“You bought a mug that says ‘World’s Okayest CEO’ on it.”I look down. I hadn’t noticed the mug had writing on it. I make a mental note to murder Derek later for buying novelty mugs with his own face practically printed on them and leaving them where witnesses can find them.“It was a gag gift,” I say. “From Lauren. She thought it was funny.”Nina stares at me for a long, excruciating moment, and I can see her doing the math — the mug, the smell, the pantry door that doesn’t sit quite flush against the frame — and just when I’m certain I’m caught, she shrugs, decides whatever she’s thinking isn’t worth the argument it would take to prove it, and grabs a granola bar from the counter instead.“Weird morning,” she says. “A
DEREKThe second call from Harold comes on a night Jade is asleep in my bed, her hair fanned across my pillow, one hand curled loosely against my chest like even unconscious she’s decided this is where she belongs.I take the call in the hallway so it doesn’t wake her.“I’ve sent the preliminary contract to your email,” Harold says. “The Kobayashi-Yamanaka joint venture. Your signature is required by the end of the quarter.”“I told you, I haven’t agreed —”“The business terms are separate from the marriage terms, but they are not unrelated, and you know that.” A pause, and I can picture him exactly, standing at the window of his Kyoto estate with his hands clasped behind his back like a man posing for a portrait of disappointment. “I am asking you, as your father, to come home and finish what your mother’s leaving started. You owe this family stability. You owe me that much.”“I don’t owe you anything for what happened after Mom left.”“You owe me for everything I built to make sure







