LOGINJADEThe week before everything falls apart is, ironically, one of the best weeks we’ve ever had.Derek takes an actual vacation day — the first one I’ve ever witnessed, an event so rare Priya sends me a congratulatory text like I’ve accomplished something medically impossible — and we spend it doing nothing, genuinely nothing, sleeping until ten, eating pancakes at noon, watching three terrible movies back to back on the couch while he provides increasingly unhinged commentary on plot holes that I’m fairly sure he’s inventing just to make me laugh.That night we end up on the balcony with a bottle of wine, city lights spread out below us, and he’s quieter than usual, watching me instead of the skyline, in a way that makes my chest go warm and a little nervous at the same time.“What?” I ask, when he’s been silent for too long.“Nothing.” He shakes his head, smiles, something private moving behind his eyes. “I’m just happy.”“That’s a very un-Derek thing to say out loud.”“I’ve become
JADEIt’s a small thing. It’s always small things that crack a foundation before the whole wall comes down.His phone buzzes on the counter while he’s in the shower, and I glance at it out of habit more than suspicion — we’ve never had rules about phones, never needed them — and the screen shows a missed call from a number with a country code I don’t recognize, and underneath it, a single line of preview text in a language I can’t read.I don’t open it. I’m not the kind of person who goes through someone’s phone. But I remember it — the country code, the unfamiliar characters — and later that night, at dinner, I ask, as casually as I can manage, “Who called you from overseas today?”Something moves behind his eyes. Fast. Gone almost before I catch it. “Work,” he says. “A supplier issue in Osaka.”“You didn’t call them back.”“I will.”“You always call back same-day. You’re annoyingly responsive about work stuff.” I try to keep my voice light, but I hear the edge creeping in anyway. “I
JADEMarcus comes to New York for a conference in November — three days, a hotel near the hospital district, and a schedule so packed Nina has to threaten actual bodily harm to pin down a single dinner.He doesn’t come to the penthouse. I don’t push it. We meet instead at a diner halfway between everyone’s lives, neutral territory, the kind of place with vinyl booths and coffee that’s been sitting too long, and for the first twenty minutes it’s stiff and careful in a way that makes my chest ache with how much I miss the version of us that used to talk over each other constantly.Then Nina shows up twenty minutes late, blaming traffic in a tone that convinces no one, and slides into the booth directly across from Marcus like she planned it, which she absolutely did.“You’re late,” Marcus says.“You’re insufferable,” Nina says. “Different problems entirely.”“I ordered you the salad you hate just to watch you suffer through it.”“I’m sending it back. Waiter!” She’s already flagging some
MARCUSNobody asks me what those eight months were actually like, and I don’t volunteer it, because admitting the truth feels like admitting I was as lost as everyone else in this whole mess, just quieter about it.I told myself I was angry about the betrayal — Derek, my best friend since we were seven years old, sleeping with my sister behind my back for months. That part was true. But underneath it, if I’m honest with myself in the specific way three a.m. hospital call rooms tend to force honesty out of a person, I was angrier that I hadn’t seen it coming. I’d spent years being the one who protected Jade, the one who kept the world’s rougher edges away from her, and somewhere in the middle of my own exhausting rotation schedule, I’d missed the entire thing happening two feet in front of me.It wasn’t really about the rule. It was about being unnecessary. About realizing that Jade didn’t need my permission or my protection anymore, that she’d built an entire life, a whole relationshi
LAURENNobody asks about me much, which has always suited me fine. I’m the quiet one, the one who watches instead of talks, the one who’s spent four years documenting everyone else’s chaos instead of generating any of my own. It isn’t a complaint. I like the view from behind a camera. You see things people don’t know they’re showing you.I see Jade fall in love with Derek months before she’d admit it to herself — the specific way her whole body used to angle toward wherever he was in a room, even mid-argument, even while insisting she hated him. I see Marcus’s face the day he found out, the exact moment something in him broke that had nothing to do with rules and everything to do with feeling replaced. I see Nina and Marcus circling each other for years, mistaking hostility for indifference, when anyone holding a camera long enough could tell you it was never indifference at all.What people don’t see, because I’ve never given them a reason to look, is that I’ve been quietly in love w
JADENina brings news about Marcus the way you’d defuse a bomb — carefully, slowly, watching my face the whole time.“He asked about you,” she says, over coffee, not quite meeting my eyes. “Not directly. He asked me how you were doing in one of our —” she makes a face ” — arguments. Which is what we call our conversations now, apparently, because God forbid either of us admit we actually like talking to each other.”“What did you tell him?”“I told him you graduated with honors and you’re happy.” A pause. “He didn’t say anything for a long time. Then he said, and I quote, ‘good,’ in the most Marcus tone imaginable, and changed the subject to something about his rotation schedule. But Jade — he asked. That’s the part that matters. He didn’t have to ask.”“That’s it? Good?”“That’s it.” Nina reaches across the table, squeezes my hand. “It’s something, Jade. He’s not still spitting fire about it. That’s progress, even if it doesn’t feel like it from where you’re sitting.”I want to belie







