Zanaya's POV
"My daughter is really pretty." my Dad said teary-eyed as he looked at me as he and Mom assist me on my way to the altar.
I'm wearing a simple white dress paired with peach-colored sandals. My hair is curled nicely while a beautiful flower crown adorns my head.
Today, I, Zanaya Devon will be getting married at 19, a secret garden wedding in our backyard.
Pregnant? No.
In love? Fuck No! Definitely not.
With who? Seth fucking Devon.
Sounds familiar? Well, yeah. He's that Seth Devon of SHADOW, one of the world's most famous boy band member.
And me? I'm just Zanaya Devon, soon to debut in BP Entertainment's rookie group WHISTLE but here I am, being forced to be married to a jerk like him.
A long sigh escaped my lips. I never knew how things had escalated into this.
Apparently, both of our grandparents were friends and it turns out, they promised that they will have their grandchildren get married to each other so they can be a family. It sounds selfish and old fashion really but our grandparents are the boss of our family. Even my mom and dad can't do anything about it.
On my end, hands down, I cannot oppose my grandfather, but he, I was kinda hoping he can do something about it but I guess not because here I am, five minutes until my single life would be over.
I mean, if he's actually a good person, I guess I wouldn't mind because I might fall in love with him eventually but do you know what he told me the first time we saw each other?
*flashback
"Are you behind this?" he asked me a little arrogantly when both our family had left us alone in a room so we can talk and learn things about each other.
I looked at him. He's wearing a black sweater and ripped pants paired with black combat shoes.
To be honest, I was a little ecstatic when I first saw him in person. Who wouldn't? Jesus, that's fucking Seth Devon! He's like so hot and almost every female idol loves him. On stage, he's oozing with charisma and he's one of those idols that many admire and look up to. And surprisingly, we share the same last name too!
I had been a trainee for so long and of course, I'm not immune to his good looks and talent. But I guess I was in for a good surprise. It hasn't even lasted for good all five minutes but here he is, staring rudely at me as if wanting to strangle my head off.
"What do you mean? Are you insinuating that I pulled some strings so I can marry you? Is that what I think you mean?"
He smirked. He freaking smirked at me.
"I know you. I heard you're one of those girls who'd soon be debuting under BP Entertainment," he said a matter of fact.
"Yeah, and so?" I asked him, my arms crossed over my chest not believing where this conversation is heading.
"What, did you plan this so your group can hit it off immediately? Coz I'm telling you, being an idol requires hard work and I won't allow someone like you to use me like that"
My mouth hangs wide open, a loud gasp escaping loudly.
Did he just say that I'm about to use his group and him to be popular? I mean, I know they're famous and all, like internationally famous, but that was a low blow.
"Is that what really what you think?" I asked in disbelief. Somehow, I was still wishing that he'd say that he's just joking and everything would be fine but the sarcastic grin plastered on his face proves otherwise.
"I can't believe this," I muttered not for him to hear but for myself. Deep inside, I was still trying to give him the benefit of the doubt. Who knows, he may have had a bad day.
Then I heard him chuckle. Not that usual cute laugh that you often hear on their SHADOW Vlog videos but that kind of sarcastic and unpleasing to the ears.
"Stop pretending to be some kind of innocent girl because that won't work on me." he stared at me blankly.
Okay, so I'm taking back what I said. Who cares if he's having a bad day? Because right now, it's not just my day will be ruined, but possibly my future as well.
"Well then, Mr. I-know-it-all" I looked at him, my hands on my waist. "Why don't you go out this room and tell both our families that you're against this fucking marriage so we can both go our separate ways? Because honestly speaking, being in a room with you is seriously suffocating." I angrily said as I sit back on my chair not even looking at his direction.
Seeing him now makes my blood boil.
Who does he think he is for him to say things like that? I know he's famous but so what? I and my girls have trained years so we can finally debut so what right does he have to say things like that?
"If I could, I obviously wouldn't be staying in a room with you right now, stupid."
My eyes widen.
It's confirmed. This guy in front of me isn't the same person everybody thought he is.
He's just one of those jerks in dramas that I really really hate.
"Well sorry for being stupid but since you're the one with "brains" among us two, why don't you think something so we can both avoid this stupid marriage?" I told him as I quote the brainy part. I was sure he was offended because of his face frown.
Serves him right.
And then the door sprung open and both of our grandfathers came in which made us both automatically stand, side by side.
I almost grimaced when I saw how both of them smiled at us as if happy to see us together but I resist, afraid that I might upset them.
As much as I hate to be in a room with Seth Devon, I don't want my grandfather to be sad nor upset. My heart won't be able to handle that.
"Look at our grandkids, I'm so excited." his grandfather exclaimed.
I was startled when I felt Seth's hand on my shoulder, pulling me closer to him. My head snapped to his direction, unsure what he's up to but he isn't even looking.
Our grandparents then chuckled, perhaps amused by what they're seeing and I was confused as hell as I saw Seth smiling broadly. Then I heard him whisper.
"Are you just gonna be looking at me or you're going to smile like we're doing great because I'm sure you don't want both of them to be sad, huh?"
So I had to smile, not even sure if it reaches my eyes.
Why do I have this feeling that we would be stuck into something that will bring hell into my peaceful life?
I sigh internally as I try to smile. I hope this road ahead of me wouldn't go any wrong that it has been.
*end of flashback
I stare at the man two meters in front of me. Standing on a white loose polo shirt and black pants, is the devil himself, his gray hair attracting too much attention.
Apparently, both of us can't really go against our family so now we're here, in Australia, having our secret wedding.
It would be a huge scandal if the press and the fans found out about this so we had to be careful. It's not only his fans that would go mental but my debut might go downhill of this gets known to the people.
His agency knows what's happening but only his president because his grandfather had talked to him directly, the same as my grandfather so my boss knew about my wedding.
He initially opposed it but I guess my grandfather had some kind of weird convincing powers because yeah, I'm still getting married. But only our presidents knew about it, not even his members and mine are aware of our wedding.
We agreed that it should stay like that.
We both talked to our families that we'll proceed with the wedding but only our family should know because Seth is an artist and I'd soon debut.
I guess they understood as long as we get married.
To be honest, I'm not really comfortable about this because I haven't even started my career but I would be lying to people and to my members who had been there with me for years.
I must admit that he's still gorgeously pretty for a man but my mind keeps reminding me that he's a jerk and that I shouldn't fall for him.
No Zanaya. Don't ever fall for Seth Devon. He's bad news. Real bad news.
"Hey, Zaya!!!" I was startled when Cali hit me softly on the arms. I guess I was out for too long. I did not even notice that my mind was wandering to what happened a year ago. I was sure it feels like it happened just a week ago, especially after I saw how serious he looked at me earlier.
"Are you sure you're okay?" she asked worriedly. Now, all three of them looking at me with a concerned look on their eyes.
I just smiled.
They love me as much as I love them. They're almost my sister.
I promise that whatever my situation is will stay a secret, not for me for them, for the people who care for me.
Besides, it has been a year since we've gotten married. My family stays in Australia while his' stays in the province.
Seth was on tour and I'd been busy with our preparations for the debut so our family doesn't mind.
Both of our family's agreed that we handle our relationship on our own and since we're not really in favor of being together, we just pretend that nothing happens and I guess we have the silent agreement of showing our family that we're doing good.
I mean, everything's all good, right?
I crossed my finger on my right hand while my left hand unconsciously went up and touch the ring hanging on my necklace, my wedding ring.
Everything will be alright, Zanaya. You have nothing to worry about.
Zanaya's POV"And the winner is..." I held Tokyo's hand tighter as we wait for the announcement for the winner. It was our first nomination and our performance had just ended. Both of our songs are nominated for the top 1.To be honest, we were not really expecting to win. Performing on stage is more than enough. We know we have to work really hard to achieve success in this field. But of course, deep inside, I'd feel like it will be such an honor if we do.Right?"WHISTLE's Hope!" my heart jumped a little when I heard the MC's announced our group's name.My mind went blank even after the MC had given us our trophy and a bouquet of flowers.This is so insane. I mean, we just debuted thirteen days ago and now, we already have our first crown.
Zanaya's POVCalifornia: Are you sure you're okay going alone?Cali worriedly asks me via text message perhaps still hoping that I will change my mind.Before I went out of the house earlier, Cali had tried everything she could to talk me out of this while Tokyo and Max hug each other behind her.It is the first time that I would ever go out without them, and without them knowing why and where I would go.But since it's something that even our boss knew, they can't do anything about it."Hey, if this is something weird, you know you can tell us right?" Max said."We are worried about you. Why can't you tell us what's happening?" Tokyo asked.I smiled at them. "It's a family matter and I am grateful enough that our boss understood."I each gave them a hug. "Don't worry about me.
Zanaya's POV"You sure you're okay?" Max asked me while she feels my forehead.We have a performance later in Serene Music but I'm not feeling really well.But of course, I can't let this little cold and slight fever get in the way. We worked hard for this.We're now promoting Full Circle Album."It's okay. I can do this." I cheered while looking at the three girls who's all staring at me worriedly.We're now dressed in our performance outfit."Here, drink this." our manager gave me a medicine which I took and quickly drink."You're on in ten."One of the producers came into our room to inform us so the girls and I all stood up to get ready. Then, we went our way to the studio where we will be recording.Once we arrive, we occupied the empty seats on the audience that are allotted for art
Seth's POV"Is it necessary for you to pick her up bridal style dude?" Mono scolded me.I understand what he's pointing out. Some people might see us and get the wrong idea."She's a rookie. Imagine the hate that she'll get once people see the two of you." Raze added.We're now back at our dorm. Sky and I had to follow because the boys had gone first."Raze, stop scolding Seth. Zanaya was really sick. She immediately passed out once her back touches the couch." I looked at Sky,a little grateful for backing me up.I heard Demo sigh."We understand. We're just worried not only for you Seth but for the girl as well. Remember,in our industry, it's always the girl that gets the most hate when people found out that you're dating.""But we're not dating," I told them. Well, except that we're actually married. I told myself.
Zaya's POVMy eyes squinted a little when I heard the door on my room squeaked, suggesting that someone came in. Too exhausted and eyes too tired, I did not even bother checking who it is. Well, it's probably just one of the girls. I and the girls were supposed to do a Video live this evening but my body isn't really cooperating right now.After Snow and the girls had woken me up earlier from my short slumber, we quickly made our way back to the dorm so I can take a rest. I can barely even remember how I was able to get in the house because I was damn sure I was stone-cold and knocked-out on the van earlier.If I weren't actually sleeping on the couch on a music show, I swear I wouldn't even move an inch. A small smile tugged at the corner of my lips when I remember how peacefully I have been sleeping earlier.I was dreaming about my husband. Yeah, my jerk of a husband, Seth Devon.
Seth's POVI wiped the invisible sweat on my hands to the side of my pants,a little uneasy with all six pairs of orbits staring straight at me."Okay,so you're telling us that you meet up with your high school friend and you ended up sleeping over?" Raze asked,his arms across his chest.I nodded a little vigorously."And that the highschool friend was a boy?" Mono grilled.Again, I nodded.I scold myself for being a little careless.After I called Zaya's Mom, I went to their dorm and brought some of her favorite food.Imagine how shocked Cali is when she opened the door and found me.I had to explain that Zaya's and my family are close and that her mom had sent me to bring her stuff.Though a little skeptical,I was glad that she allowed me to come in.A smile
Zanaya's POVI flinched a little after Seth had slammed his arms on the wall,enclosing my body between his, tightly holding my wrist ensuring that I won't escape."What are you doing?" I asked him a little scared of his sudden outburst.Our recording in Senere Musics just ended and I was about to go back to where the girls are after I came out of the restroom when I felt a pair of strong hands pulled me harshly and slammed me on the wall.I felt a surge of pain on my back but I soon pushed that thought because standing in front of me is my husband,Seth Devon,eyes fuming in anger.For the first time, I felt scared of him. We never had any confrontation like this before."Who do you think you are?" he asked me,his eyes boring deeply into mine."What are you talking about?" I'm not sure what he's getting mad about. We never real
Zanaya's POVIt's okay Zaya,you can definitely do this. You've practiced so hard for this. I told to myself as I prepare in backstage.I was on a variety show where I need to sing and people would have to guess who I am. I am truly grateful to our CEO for allowing me to do this and I don't really want to put this chance a waste.And then I remembered how Seth happened to be one of the panelists outside.He didn't really know it was me right?Not once did he ever complimented my singing and I bet he was a little disappointed that I won that round.But the way that he looked at my direction earlier feels like he was able to see through my mask. To be honest,I never even thought about getting past the first stage but I was glad and thankful. But them again,I was never used to getting on stage alone. For five years,