Dirty Position

Sitting, talking to Georgina, the conversation finally turns to Jackson and me.

“I didn’t mean it disrespectfully. I care what you think, of course, I do, but it is mine and Jackson’s life.” I hug her, feeling awful for how I spoke to her before.

“No, I am just jealous.” Her words are quiet.

Wow, why would she be jealous?

“You and Jackson are so close, so connected. You talk so openly about sex, life and everything. He knows what you want and need. Liam and I are more routine, the same thing every day. Reading up on it all, it is something I would love to have, but Liam, I doubt he is the sort to do it. Even just a small bit would be nice. Sex is kind of boring at the minute.”

I look at her, shocked. Is she bored of Liam already?

“What exactly is it that you want, Georgina?  Have you ever spoken to him about it?” The first part reminds me of Jackson, the playroom, when I stand there naked and blindfolded, his words in my head. ‘Wh