My fiancée

[HAZEL'S POV]

From the moment we stepped down Nikolai's private jet until this very moment in the elevator, I waited.

I waited patiently to strike – to finish what I started.

When I picked up that knife after eating breakfast, I decided today was the day I'll end it all.

Last time, I hesitated to put a bullet in his head. This time I won't hesitate.

Throughout last night, I asked myself why I held back. Why didn't I pull that fucking trigger?

Looking back, it would have been easier. A bullet would be more than enough to end this monster's life.

Somehow, he had brainwashed me not to harm him. That was the only explanation I could come up with.

I promised myself today, I won't hesitate. I'll wait for my chance and strike him down when next we were alone.

My chance came as soon as we were inside the elevator. My nerves was at it's breaking point and for a moment, I did hesitate – again.

Then I remembered the bodies of my family laying in a pool of their blood.

I remembered the b