EMILY
“Excuse me! Are you all right?” he asked me.
I answered nothing to that crazy man who ran through such crowded places without paying attention. I glared at him and refused the hand he held out to help me up. Just wanted to sink into the ground in shame and slap him for embarrassing me. Everyone looked at me like an actor playing a role. Only it was an uncomfortable role for me and funny for them. My underwear got scattered everywhere, like it was on display.
I stood up and instead of getting angrier and angrier, his athletic body and glowing face caught my attention. His blue eyes looked at me so intently, sending a shiver down my spine. He was a tall man with hair like the color of gold. Through his tight white shirt, I could see his well-defined chest and powerful arms. He looked at me more closely and asked, worried.
“Emily Smith?”
“Yes,” I replied.
He studied me from head to toe for a few seconds, then stopped his gaze at my generous cleavage. I could have sworn he knew me from somewhere, except I was sure we’d never met before. Then he said in embarrassment when he saw me glaring at him.
“Come with me. I’m sorry I’m late and that I hit you.” He paused for a moment, then continued. “I’m Mike Parker. I’m hired by Mrs. Olivia to take you to your residence.”
I arched my eyebrows even more and glared at him. I froze, “Parker?” That was Kevin’s name, too. I took a few steps back. My heart was pounding harder. A sharp pain twisted my stomach, causing me to curl up. I gathered my courage and asked him.
“Parker?”
“I’m not related to that person,” he quickly replied.
“How do you know what I wanted to ask you?”
“The same question Mrs. Olivia asked me. As soon as I told her my name, she jumped on me.”
“That’s all right then,” I told him.
I gathered up my clothes from the floor, relieved that I wouldn’t be related to any relative of that big traitor. At one point, our eyes met, and we stayed like that for a few seconds. He had a piercing gaze with eyes of perfect sea blue that now looked at me even more intently. Surprisingly, I was responding to him with the same intensity, though I didn’t want to. I had to admit, though; he was an attractive man. It was just that those beautiful eyes lacked that sparkle, love. I’d rather say it flooded them with a deep sadness mixed with hatred.
But I got convinced that behind this quick characterization I gave him was a cocky man who imagined that all women would fall at his feet. I wondered to myself how I got that strong shiver when I saw his face. Eventually, I blamed it all on everything that happened and the hormones that were probably playing tricks on me.
He picked up my bag and carried it to the car. I followed him silently and thoughtfully. Something attracted me to him, but at the same time I felt a dread I couldn’t describe. I still felt a cold sweat on my spine from the coincidence of the two of their names and kept wondering if he was lying. At the car, he proved me wrong about him and instead of the cocky macho man; he was actually a simple, respectful one as he opened the front door for me. Also, he put the luggage in the trunk of his red, convertible, off-road car. He drove nicely and responsibly, even though I wished I was driving myself. The presence of any man around me made me nervous, but his persona provoked some conflicting feelings. One minute I would have said I got attracted to him, but the next I felt he annoyed the hell out of me and I couldn’t wait to get away from him. Plus, his insistent glances at my body made me nervous. I had to admit, though, that I too was attracted to the perfection of his body. I just couldn’t trust the kindness and seriousness of men, especially one as handsome as him.
Who was this man and how could he afford to cause such havoc in my already twisted and ravaged life?
The walk home seemed long and tedious. All I wanted was to get there as soon as possible and land straight on the beach.
A big smile of joy came over my face when I saw the car had stopped. I almost jumped out of my seat. I was more impatient than a child would be as I wanted to see what the new land, I was in looked like. What it could offer me that would allow me to forget the immense pain that had overwhelmed me and reduced me to silence. How could it help me overcome it all?
“Leave the luggage in the yard. Thank you so much!” I told him and walked away around the house, heading excitedly towards the place I loved most in the world. I wasn’t interested in seeing what the house looked like. Only one thing I wanted to see, and that was to see if I was close to the sea.
A few seconds later, I felt my breath catch and emotions flood over me. I had the impression that I had entered paradise. Everything was divine! The backyard overlooked the beach. There was a tastefully and decently furnished wooden terrace. From there, I could see the beautiful blue sea and the beach with its shining sand.
I kicked off my sandals and stepped timidly as I felt my feet sink into the soft sand. There was an endless expanse of blue and white foam in the picture. I looked into the distance, where the sea met the sky and the sun greeted me and embraced me with its warm arms. A sea bird appeared from the open sea, ready to introduce me to this land that seemed to have come out of a fairy tale. The sand tickled my feet as I walked through it. I felt the sun’s rays getting hotter. It drew me to the sand glistening in the distance and I also liked to see my nails, which were blood red and shone like expensive jewels.
I slowly approached the calm sea. I had the impression that it too was enjoying my presence there, through the waves that came to shore and greeted me in their own unique way. It was as if it was introducing me to a divine dance known only to itself. I shyly approached the shore. A shiver ran through me as an icy wave first touched my feet. But I remained still as I watched the spectacle. I could gently feel the waves burn my feet. The water grew warmer and more inviting. I looked down. Its clarity and underwater richness amazed me. It was a perfect blue. Like the clear sky. The whole bottom of the sea looked like a mirror and painted me a beautiful portrait.
Time seemed to have stopped its flight, my thoughts dozed and my longing seemed to be carried away by the foaming waves of the sea. It was just me, the sand, the sea, all away from the pain and sigh that tore my heart. A glimmer of hope flickered in the depths of my heart. Had I found the place where I could forget the past and dream of a better future?
EMILY I looked around and saw that I was alone. Just me and the beautiful nature. I got convinced the driver who brought me here had left. A swim in the sea was what I needed. I stripped off my clothes and plunged naked into the sea, that comforted me with its foaming waves. I loved swimming naked. On all the holidays I spent with Kevin in the beginning, we only went to deserted beaches where we swam naked. We were having fun and just loving each other. Or at least that’s what I wanted to believe, that we loved each other. After a while Susan started coming with us and the fun wasn’t the same. Now, after a long time, I swam and let go of all the craziness and suffering I had been through. I swam and felt the venom I had built up in my soul being taken by the waves of the sea and carried far out into the open blue. I felt that this was the place where I could rise from the ashes and build a future just for me as I dreamed it and could finally do whatever I wanted without
EMILYI turned my attention to the glass door that led directly out onto the terrace of the house. I quickly grabbed something on and ran to inspect the outside of the house as well. As I stepped out onto a huge patio, I realized it had a sofa and two bamboo armchairs, a bar stocked with all kinds of drinks I’d never seen before. On the left side of the terrace was a huge, lighted swimming pool, a few sun chairs, and canopies. At the front, if you went down a few steps, you would go straight to the beach. The right side took me out onto a green lawn that embraced the pathway leading from the house to the exit, then stretched merrily for dozens of yards. Colorful flowers spilled from every planter, set on ornaments that were more and more exquisite. In the middle of the lawn was a hot tub surrounded by bushy trees.I felt like I was in a fairy tale of princes and princesses. It was like I had escaped the harsh reality and found myself in a paradise full of flowers and joy.I was tire
MIKEOh, my goodness! What did I do wrong? I’d been working with her for a year, the very person I hated so much. She seemed like a madwoman. She was the typical woman with money who had the world at her feet and thought even she could buy life. I refused to think about what my father’s hard-earned fortune was being spent on. Yet when I first saw her, for a second, I felt as if the world beyond had merged with our world and she held me in her arms again and kissed me with that mad passion that only she had. God, how I missed her caresses, her tenderness and gentleness. She was so pure, fragile on the surface, but stronger than anyone could have imagined. After all these years, I still missed her purity and kindness. How was it possible that she was so much like her? I was sure she was that woman. When I was in a coma, my brother called her name. I couldn’t explain how I could hear everything that was being said around me, but I could hear the doctors saying that they didn’t give me
MIKE“I know nothing about what you’re saying. Yesterday morning I was in my house, in my living room, and in the evening I was here. Olivia packed my bag. I personally don’t even know what’s in it.”“Well, you need nothing. Everything you need is here. She had me furnish the house with everything you need. I even hired a fashion designer to make you a bunch of fancy outfits. But you’ve also got regular, casual clothes. You find everything you need in the dressing room.” “And who paid for all this?”“POOF! I don’t know, honestly. You know what sponsor you have!” I found myself speaking out loud, but in my mind I already knew who I meant. “Kevin, from Dad’s work, of course!”“Don’t be a jerk! You know nothing about me to dare insinuate such things!” she yelled at me. I honestly should have restrained myself, but I couldn’t. It was eating me up to think that my brother was making a mockery of our father’s work, but in the end, he left him at the helm of the firm.Filled with nerves she
EMILYAfter Mike left, I retired to my office to see the new piece of equipment Olivia had gifted me with. It was a brand new laptop. A brand recognized as the best. I’ve been wanting a computer like that for a long time. I could write my novels with it, but I could also set up my covers, my advertising materials. Any new novel needed a bit of promotion. A brief story about the subject of the book, set up spectacularly, attracted thousands of readers. I loved doing everything on my own and not depending on others. At first, I was working with a graphic designer, but we never got along. Either I didn’t know how to explain or he found it hard to understand the feelings my work was supposed to express. I sat down at the computer with a mad desire to write. When I saw myself in front of it, alone, my mind froze, giving place to a great emptiness, as if someone had come in and wiped out all the ideas I’d had a moment before. I sat hoping that I had still got out at least a few ideas th
MIKEI was glad to think that Emily wanted that understanding between us. It was in my best interest to be friends with her to find out the truth that was nagging me. Plus, an entire year of us getting along like cat and mouse was beyond me. I wasn’t willing to have put up with all the fuss, even though I had an interest and a moral duty to Olivia. I couldn’t understand why Olivia asked me to keep an eye on her as long as I could. What business was it of mine, and why should I have played babysitter? She seemed more normal to me than I was. I still had that nightmare that I couldn’t sleep or live peacefully. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t get over it. I knew I should have listened to my friends and forgiven myself, but I was still convinced it was my fault. If I’d listened to what she said and stayed home, I’d only suffer like a fool. Clearly, it was my fault and now I was bearing the consequences. I still wished I could have gotten rid of those nightmares that were drying
MIKE She no longer had the strength to answer me, so she nodded. I lifted her in my arms, pressing her body to mine. She had a lovely perfume on her face, and at the touch of our bodies a strong electric shock jolted all my senses as if lightning had struck me. The scent of her skin was lovely. She was light as a doll and exquisite as a flower. I walked as lightly as I could out of a desire to hold her in my arms as long as possible. I didn’t know what was happening to me. Since Mary died, I’ve never felt this way about any woman. There was something stronger than my reason, screaming and scolding me for those feelings and that thrill that pushed me more and more to kiss and ravish her, trying to remind me of my mad desire for revenge. It was no use trying to remind myself that the woman in my arms was my enemy, for my heart acted on its own and clung more and more to the gentleness Emily had shown since we first met. If I told anyone that this wonderful woman had once left me on
MIKEAfter all this time, I felt the desire to spend hours talking to a woman again. Until now, I had found various reasons to stay away from them and now the one I considered an enemy came and confused me, as she knew best. Look how I was looking for various reasons to stay around her as long as possible. We discussed more and more interesting things. One never got bored talking to her, as she wasn’t the type to stray from the subject. She didn’t brag that she knew it all, and she didn’t just talk crap to brag that she was smart. She told me she didn’t trust people anymore because they betrayed her in the ugliest way possible, but she couldn’t tell me the details. Although she tried, she couldn’t. Each time it bathed her face in tears and sobs prevented her from speaking. This woman managed in one month what those around me have not managed in two years. With her help, I forgot I was sitting talking to the enemy I wished I had taken revenge on. With her charms, she made me have