My breath caught as I looked at the glass he broke through. I knew without a doubt it wasn't glass now, the layers that refused to hold together were spread around on the ground, sporting a dark midnight black. The wall was as thick as my leg, at least that I can tell.
Nathan's eyes landed on mine immediately and I once again tried to imagine what I looked like.
He didn't care, apparently, and ran to me in just a few steps. I instinctively opened my arms and welcomed him, ignoring my limb's protesting at the movement.
My fingers barely touched Nathan's hard, furry shoulders when my body jolted and the pain started to fade from my body.
I yanked my hands back, as I realized the pain might be shifting to him instead. Nathan froze and studied me when he noticed my reaction.
Am I hurting you?
Nathan shook his head and advanced again, this time not stopping until he was standing over me. I reached my hand out again and gripped his fur, relishing in the sudden relief he caused my body to experience.
All the tears from my eyes evacuated as my body realized it wasn't in pain anymore.
He moved his body so he can stand next to me, then sat patiently next to me. Even with me sitting up too, he was still twice the size of me. His body could easily swallow mine whole, especially with how quickly I was losing body mass.
Nathan's rough, wet tongue licked the side of my face. I laughed lightly as I grabbed hold of his neck and tucked my head.
I looked up at him, studying his demeanor. His mood was much lighter and I could see the relief deep in his soft chocolate eyes.
I scoot over as Nathan laid down and I rested my head on his back, my head sinking deep in his warm fur. I curled my fingers around his rough fur and delighted in the heat of it. My body curled on itself and I felt myself relax.
For a few brief moments, I forgot everything that was happening. I fell in love with this moment we had together.
I sighed in contentment and favored this moment.
All the bad stuff that has happened fell away and all I focused on was him. That we were both here. We were okay. And as long as that was a constant, thing would be okay.
A small 'pfft' ruined my thoughts and I sat up suddenly, remembering where we were. Nathan roared and backed away from me, making deep noises under his breath as he ran from my side. As soon as he left my side, I felt cold again and hugged my body.
Nathan was bucking and he spasmed on the ground, looking possessed. I thought I caused him the pain, but then I noticed a small dart on the side of his leg and gasped. They drugged him, just like they had to me.
I jumped up, going to tear the dart out when I started to feel a pain in my leg as it spread up my thigh.
They shot me too!
I hissed and grabbed my leg, trying to stop the pain from spreading any farther. I gripped my leg, cutting off the circulation.
But it kept spreading as if my efforts were nothing. It was then I noticed I didn't have a dart in my leg.
Where was the pain coming from?
I thought back to when we were trying to escape. When Nathan get hurt, I felt it too. But back in the woods from that night, he got hurt and I didn't feel that. And I don't think he felt my pain. It seems to only be when we were close together.
I pulled my eyebrows together in confusion before I forgot all logic and another wave spread through me.
I let out a small whimper as the pain spread to my stomach and twirled around to my back. The cramps invaded my chest again and continued up my neck, invading any last part of my body.
I fell to the ground, no longer able to support myself. The pain started working the other way, down my calf and into my foot before circling around and shooting down my other leg.
It felt as though every cell of my body was on fire when the world turned dark.
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The electricity that poured through my body seemed unbearable. The energy tried so hard to break out of my blood. It thrashed and swam, shooting up and down my limbs, but in the end, all it did was cause me more pain.
I bucked my back against the hard mattress and pulled my arms in their restrains in protest, but nothing made a difference.
Nathan's wolf raged on the screen in front of me, but then my focus went in and out and his furry body turned into a blur. I felt the edges of my vision start to blacken from all the pain that was tearing through my limbs.
“Sir, she is going to black out again.”
I heard a grumble. “Fine. That's enough for today.”
I felt a prickle on my arm before more pressure and flinched at the next wave of pain that would soon undoubtedly rush through me.
To my astonishment, the pain started to lessen and vacate my limbs. Slowly, I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding as the electricity started to leave my veins. I slumped against the table slowly, relishing in the newfound relief.
Ever since Nathan and I were put together in that room, Nathan hasn't left his cell again. I think they were scared he was going to break through the thick barrier and tear them to shreds.
And they now knew he had that capability. And I know he would kill them if he was given the opportunity.
Not even letting me enjoy my brief relief, two different men, largely built like the last ones, approached the table and started unbuckling the straps around my body.
They yanked me off the table and started dragging me back down the hall.
They went to the opposite side of the hallway that Nathan was on and opened one of the heavy doors. With no remorse, they threw me to the ground in my cell and left me in the dark.
I didn't even look around me and take in my surroundings. My head felt heavy with exhaustion as I closed my eyes tight and willed the darkness to take me.
It was a miracle I actually fell asleep.
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There was a small crack in the wall, shedding some light in the room when I woke. I hoped that meant I was on the edge of the building, not next to another room. The crack let minimal light in the room, but it was still more than I had before. I looked around me to take in my surroundings now that I was a bit more rested. My determination was slowly diminishing. I don't know how long I've been here, but I know it's been a while. Every day it's the same thing. They drag me out and strap me to a chair, torture me while Nathan makes a mess on the TV screen, then right before I pass out, they send me back to try and sleep it off.
Oh gosh, please no, I silently prayed. Please, she can't be..I couldn't finish that thought. If I let myself think it, that would make this situation real. And there is no way this can be real. I pushed myself over to my mother and crumpled with her to the shining linoleum. Blood started to pile under her and it wasn't until then I realized she must have been shot. Her light shirt was soaked right in the center of her chest. The stain was almost black with lighter red around the edges of the dark circle.
The sun had just started to peak over the horizon as we pulled up to a motel in the middle of nowhere. I was utterly exhausted, which must have been obvious with my awful driving. Regardless, every hotel I suggested along the way got me a growl from Nathan. Finally, after three hours of driving, Nathan reluctantly agreed to a hotel. I wasn't sure if it was because he actually thought it was safe or if he was starting to feel sorry or me. I pulled the grumbling machine up to the front of the hotel and cut the engine. I pushed Nathan into the backseat during the ride, overcrowded with his massive size spilling into the driver's seat. I reached back in the glove box for search of some means of paying and saw a small pile of money. Not a lot, but if spent rig
I woke with a start, bolting up in bed. I saw motion in my peripheral vision and cowered into a headboard behind me, ready for an attack. Nathan stood, in wolf form, in the middle of the bed, taking up most of the space. The mattress was sunk in heavily under his massive weight, struggling to keep this horse up. I let out a loud, unstable breath. It sounded more like a gurgled cry, and it was then I noticed the moisture on my cheeks. I raised my hands, angrily swiping at the unwelcome tears. Nathan watched me warily, as if I would break down any moment now. I let myself believe I was stronger than that and stared back at Nathan, defying his unspoken statement.
I still remember the last time I saw my mother. I was eleven, just entered middle school. I laid in bed that night, unable to sleep when I heard the shouting. Mom and dad were arguing again. It seemed to happen quite a bit around that time. Lucy and Shawn were just born, and I loved sneaking in to watch them sleep. I was overjoyed to have a sister in this house of boys. I pictured us doing all the things I was deprived of as a kid and couldn't wait until she was old enough to do her nails. Having nothing else to do at such a late hour, I crawled silently out of bed and crept down the hall from Mom and Dad’s aggressive voices to my siblings’ room. Liam and Jonatha
I sat idly on the hard mattress, staring down at my thumbs, trying to process everything that was going on. I have never felt so overwhelmed in my life, but at the same time, I felt as though my life was starting to piece together. Gosh, even my feelings were jumbled up. I felt the mattress sink as Nathan’s massive size jumped up on the bed. Although I offered him clothes, he refused to change back into human form. His huge, dark wolf blended into the darkness of the room. The sun had almost fallen down; it was barely peeking over the plain, plunging the world into darkness at only six o'clock. He scooted closer up the bed to me and rested his large head on my thigh. I
The second I stepped out of the room, I felt paranoid. All this action hasn't been good for my nerves, and now that we were technically fugitives, I felt even more worried than normal. I all but ran over to the car and threw in the bag before opening the back door and letting Nathan in. I yanked open my own door and twisted the key in the ignition, sighing in relief as it rumbled to life. Pressing down on the gas, I swerved out of the parking lot and pulled back on the highway. “You could have changed to at least help me with the driving,” I mumbled, frustrated at his adamant disagreement with changing back to human form.
I reached the pump and popped the cap off the side and lifted the pump. The numbers on the machine were still from the last purchase and I waited patiently for the man in the station to add my money to the pump. I would stay here all night if it meant I didn't have to go back in to see those guys. I tapped my foot on the ground, waiting for the numbers to reset, but nothing happened. I looked over at the backseat at Nathan and he looked back at me expectantly, as if waiting for me to go back in there. I sighed and placed the heavy pump down before turning to go back into the small building. I w