LOGIN“I’m pregnant too.” Sonia, my husband’s girlfriend said to me with a voice lifts with theatrical innocence. “Chase doesn’t know yet,” she continues casually. “I wanted to wait till the divorce is finalized. That way everyone will know I didn’t need to trap him with a baby… like you did.” There it is. The knife twist. Her eyes glitter with triumph as she walks out. I open my tote bag. The divorce agreement slides out easily. A thick stack of paper demanding my complete surrender of any claim to the Warren empire. In exchange for freedom. The woman who fractured herself trying to build a family out of dust is gone. I slide the signed documents into the top drawer of Chase’s desk. Let him find it. Let him choke on it.
View MoreThe plastic chair in the maternity ward is a special kind of hell.
I’m fairly certain the chair was designed by someone who hates pregnant women.
I remember sitting there with both hands pressed against the heavy curve of my stomach, trying to breathe through the pressure in my ribs when the baby kicked again.
Sharp little jabs. Like it already had opinions about the world.
But at that moment, this baby is the only thing I had left of the woman I used to be.
That Natasha could outmaneuver CEOs in a boardroom and negotiate million-dollar mergers before finishing her first espresso.
This Natasha is swollen, exhausted, and sitting alone in a hospital hallway.
I’m just a body.
A vessel.
A stain on the Warren legacy, if you ask my husband.
The air in the hallway shifts suddenly.
It’s strange, but when you spend years around someone like Chase Warren, you start to recognize the disturbance he causes when he enters a space.
He doesn’t just walk into a room.
He annexes it.
I look up, already knowing what I’m going to see.
And sure enough—there he is.
Chase stands at the reception desk, tall and perfectly composed, wrapped in a charcoal suit that probably costs more than the annual salary of the nurse who checks my vitals every week.
He looks exactly the way the business magazines describe him.
Powerful. Untouchable.
For one stupid second, my heart actually jumps.
I think—maybe he came for me.
Maybe he finally decided to show up for one of my appointments.
Then my heart goes cold. Because he isn’t alone.
The girl clinging to his arm is young. Too young.
Beautiful in that effortless way that makes people turn their heads without realizing it. Willow-thin, bright, wearing a cream-colored sundress that shows off a waistline I haven’t seen on myself in three trimesters.
She looks up at him with open adoration.
And Chase—
Chase smiles back.
Not the polite public smile he uses for shareholders.
A soft one. The kind he has never once given me.
Her fingers trail along the expensive wool of his sleeve like she belongs there. Like touching him is something she does all the time.
Watching them together, I have the sudden, sick realization that this woman is emotionally closer to my husband than I’ve ever been.
I’m still sitting on that miserable plastic chair, trying not to stare too openly.
Across the hall, the glass partition reflects my own image back at me.
Swollen ankles.
Tired eyes.
A face that makes it very clear this pregnancy has not been kind to me.
Who can believe that only eight months ago, I was the CFO of Warren Global?
I was sharp, brilliant, indispensable, the only person Chase trusted to handle the volatility of the European markets.
Then Chase and I had a reckless one-night stand and I was pregnant.
Then we had a simple wedding that felt less like a romantic milestone and more like a corporate merger gone wrong.
Chase believed that the baby was a trap I had sprung to secure my position in his world.
As if he hadn’t been the one who made the first move.
As if he hadn’t been equally responsible for the lack of protection.
As if my lifelong ambition had always been to abandon a brilliant career and a fortune of my own just to become his downtrodden wife.
His family doesn’t bother hiding what they think of me.
To them, I’m simply an incubator.
My only value is the Warren heir growing inside me.
To appease them, I stepped down from my position, traded my office for a nursery.
And somewhere along the way, I let myself be worn down into this softer, smaller version of the woman I used to be.
I kept telling myself the sacrifice would be worth it.
That eventually Chase would soften.
That one day he might look at me the way he used to when we were still partners instead of husband and wife.
But all the efforts I put in only bring me to this moment…
The girl notices me staring. Her eyebrows draw together in a delicate little frown. It’s almost convincing.
She leans closer to Chase, her voice dropping to a whisper that carries very easily across the quiet hallway.
“Why is that pregnant lady staring at you?” she asks. “Darling, do you know her?”
Chase turns his head. His gaze lands on me with no flicker of recognition or guilt.
“I have no idea who that woman is,” he says. Calm, smooth and completely empty.
The words don’t land like a punch. It’s more precise than that. More surgical.
Like a scalpel cutting away the last layer of self-delusion I’d been clinging to.
Because the truth is, part of me had still been hoping.
I thought maybe once the baby arrived, something would change.
That if I played the role of the quiet, dutiful wife long enough, Chase might eventually remember the woman he once trusted.
Apparently not.
A nurse steps forward holding a clipboard. “Sir, a family member needs to sign the authorization for Miss Sonia’s scan.”
Chase doesn’t hesitate. He takes the pen and signs for his mistress with the same decisive, arrogant stroke he uses when authorizing a hostile takeover.
Then he wraps an arm around Sonia’s shoulders and guides her toward the double doors.
So careful, so protective, so tender. A level of attention he has never once offered me.
For a moment, humiliation burns hot in my chest.
But the feeling fades faster than I expect.
“Mrs. Warren?” the nurse asks softly. Her eyes are full of the kind of pity that makes my skin crawl.
“Where is your family member? Is he coming to sign your release forms?”
I push myself to my feet.
The movement is slow—pregnancy makes everything slow—but for the first time in months my spine feels steady.
“I came alone,” I say.
My voice sounds different now. It sounds like the voice I used to use in boardrooms. “And I’ll sign for myself.”
I take the pen.
Chase Warren thinks he can erase me. But he’s forgotten who I was before I became his wife. I was the only one who could challenge him. The only one who knew where the armor was thin.
I am Natasha Kelly.
And I am a shark.
Before this baby takes its first breath, I will have my independence back.
(Natasha)Brenda never calls me. Brenda emails. Brenda schedules.So when Brenda's name lights up my phone in the middle of the afternoon, I know it's bad before I answer."Chase collapsed in the board meeting."Her voice cracks."They've taken him to St. Jude's. They suspect it’s a cardiac episode."I don't remember the drive.I remember parking badly, and a security guard starting to say ma'am, you can't stop there, and me rushing past him like he didn’t exist.They can have the car towed, I don’t care.St. Jude's keeps the cardiac cases in a corridor the color of weak tea, and that's where I run out of forward motion.They won't let me in.He's being assessed. Please take a seat, ma'am. Someone will come and talk to you as soon as there’s news.I sit, fighting the urge to push past everyone and go to Chase’s bedside.James finds me there.I sent him a message, hoping he’d be able to use his doctor clout to give me answers they’d otherwise be withholding.He lowers himself into the
(Chase)The board meeting has been going an hour and I've stopped hearing words.That's the first thing I notice.Someone's presenting numbers, mouth moving, and it won't resolve into meaning. It's just sound.I haven't slept right in weeks.The nights are all the same.When Lily isn’t with me I work past midnight, then lie in the dark running tomorrow on the ceiling, and get up again before dawn.It's been like this ever since the company was handed back to me.I had the best intentions about striking that work-life balance this time around, but I can’t help feeling I have something to prove.Mostly that I’m much better at this job than Mason.And mostly I want to prove that to Natasha.On top of that Lily's teeth is coming in.And I spend most nights tossing and turning, wondering if I’m using the right approach in trying to win my wife’s heart.Slow and careful.It’s the one thing I've made myself not rush, but what if that’s the wrong way to go about it and I lose her?Every night
(Sonia)"Cut," Liam says, for the ninth time, in a voice he learned off YouTube."That was good. That was really good. Can you do it once more, but with your soul?""This is my soul, Liam. You're looking at it. Adjust your expectations.""Your soul's incredible. I just want more of it."We're shooting on a rooftop somebody's cousin technically owns, in LA heat that's turning two dozen croissants into a public health concern.Liam brought the croissants.Liam always brings croissants. It’s like a tic.There are four people on this crew, and he packed enough pastry for forty and a belief in his seven-minute short film that should be studied by scientists.He's in a denim jacket.It's ninety degrees.He's worn the wrong coat every day I've known him, and I've stopped expecting the sun to win that argument.The whole roof smells like hot tar and a mish-mash of fruity vapes.Apparently everyone in film school vapes and they all prefer different flavors.It’s giving me a headache."Why am I
(Natasha)I asked Julian weeks ago how sick his wife was.He handed me a magic trick instead of an answer.Said she was magnificent, changed the subject, the way he does when the truth is load-bearing.So tonight I’m circumventing him for his own good.Taylor may think he’s still in love with me. I know that’s not true.He’s going to lose the woman he really loves soon, and I want to be prepared so I can clear my schedule in time to be there for him.I invite Taylor to my place for a drink, because I want to see what she does when the audience is only me.She arrives with a bottle of something expensive and tells me my townhouse is aggressively tasteful.Which from her is a compliment and an insult holding hands.We have one drink.She's funny.She does an impression of Julian ordering wine that’s so accurate I have to set my glass down so I don’t choke to death on the contents of my glass.But I'm not just watching the show.I'm watching the spaces around it.And the spaces are wrong












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