Chapter 52

I burst out laughing, Ethan must be joking, he couldn't be serious.

He and I just started having s*x not up to a week ago, there was no way I was pregnant so soon.

"I can't be pregnant" I stuttered, doing the maths in my head, It just couldn't be, the little biology I learned in high school coming to me like lightning.

"Please tell me you're joking," I pleaded my heart beating so fast, I couldn't be pregnant for Ethan, not with everything going on right now.

"I just can't be" I found myself repeating those words.

"A baby, I can't bring a baby into this world for you, I am too young and you are too old," I said staring at the floor and shaking my head.

"What would that even mean, what would people say, I can't be a single parent, I can't be with you forever" The overthinker in me took over.

I found myself blabbing, words I wouldn't normally say to Ethan, things I worried about when I thought about a future with Ethan.

It took me a second to calm down, and when I did I realized h