"No! I can't be, no!" As I yelled, my eyes shot open.
I looked around and it was all dark but Irvin wasn't there. It was all a dream, a horrific nightmare. Upon bending my head down, I saw my hand on my belly.
"Am I?" I whispered, tears sprung down my eyes. I didn't want to welcome a new life when my own life was in the mess. But then why was I feeling so happy in my broken heart?
Why did I want to keep this baby so bad? I was not in a state to make such a decision. Life is so unfair; you have to make decisions that you want to take sometimes. I wanted this baby, but I would be forced by the world to abort this baby.
It was another thing If I got pregnant by someone else, it would have been easy to make a decision, but the baby being Ryker’s, I was so broken.
I washed my face, feeling terribly scared. There was no way I could hide this news and this pregnancy from Ryker and skip the gym at the same time. It was all my mistake, I w
“Oh, and I am not the one who bullied everyone because I was insecure about myself. Oh, and you dare accuse me of sleeping with him, didn’t you all want to do the same?” I yelled at the top of my lungs this time. They were watching my face silently and confused.“What? Have nothing left to say?” I shouted while maintaining my rage and posture as a few lines of frown were drawn over my forehead.“Honestly, this place and you guys were the worst people I have ever met.” I didn’t just stop there, “Go ahead, such his d*** all you want, because I don’t give a damn anymore.” I stated loudly and then the girls gasped not at my words but at Ryker, who had heard everything from his apartment’s door.The girls lowered their eyes and marched to their respective rooms. Ryker took a few steps to make himself visible to me. There were no emotions on his face while I was raging like an angry beast. W
"I have to, I wanted to Kath." The sudden change in his tone caught me off guard. He lowered his face and after taking a pause, he lifted his eyes only to make me gasp in surprise.He had tears in his eyes; I could sense he was guilty of betraying me in the past. It was actually not that bad to see someone actually wanting to redeem himself.“Thanks,” I uttered, grabbing a toast to calm down the volcanos inside my stomach that had been growling during the wrong times.“So, what is the plan?” he inquired while taking a big bite from the waffles.“I wanna get a job, and find a room with a less troublesome roommate,” I answered his query and indulged myself in the food again. I didn’t even realize he was still watching my face.“Why do you need to work?” His words confused me and I stared at his face blankly for a moment before giving him a look which indicated that he faile
"Yeah! Make up your mind, calm yourself down because we are kissing, we are having our first official kiss tonight." He smiled to himself and then ran a hand through his hair.I didn't want to give any reaction to make him attempt anything at that very moment even though I was shivering in my skin."Ok--okay!" I forced a smile which shocked him."So, you are fine with it?" he tilted his face and with his eyes wide open, he watched my face with happiness and surprise."Yes! I mean, it's not like somebody is ready to do anything for me." even though tears filled my eyes, my smile remained intact on my lips to deceive him into thinking I didn't plan on escaping him."Good, I'm happy you got my point. I'll leave now and go meet Meesha or she will start suspecting me and go crazy." He looked around the darkroom, I was curious to know what he was planning to do, "I'll lea
“Kath! I didn’t think you will willingly--,” I hushed him again and this time, I held his hand and placed it on my thigh as I rested my foot on the couch. He was half leaning back on the couch, his eyes shone as he gently roamed his hand on my inner thigh, making me close my eyes and moan.He grabbed my skin gently while making a way towards my private, but before he could reach, I stepped back to shock him even more. He was watching my face in confusion, I, then lifted my shirt and taking it off, I threw it his way.It landed straight on his face as his jaw hung open in amusement. It was a scary situation, but the look on his face made me think if he really ever had s*x before. He was watching me like it was the first time he was seeing a girl in a bra.That was my time. Just when he was busy examining my body with a confused look on his face, I forced a chuckle to get his attention.“Are you okay?” even though I wante
I found him watching me and scanning me with a smile on his face, I wondered what he was thinking."What was your name again, Kathrine?" He narrowed his eyes, resting his head on the pillow and trying hard to think of my name."It's Kathleen and I'm praying that you are not Jamie." I rolled my eyes, my anger doesn't seem to fade away. I had just survived a possible abduction and this dude over here was giving me anxiety. I was gonna run away of he turned out to be Jamie."I won't say it was funny, but if you keep trying to, you will eventually sound funny one day." his stupid self-muttered, I eyed him angrily and looked at the bed on the other side of the wall. It was a small room overall with one bathroom and one of the beds was settled in one corner of the room and the other bed on the other side of the room.So, he wasn’t Jamie? Then who was he and why was he here naked? And where the hell was Jamie?"Where is Jamie
Comment: Isn’t it weird that he said on his insta story that she is a cheater?Comment2: Sounds like an abusive relationship to me.Comment3: Wasn’t there a girl on the job that tried to steal him?Comment4: For everyone asking about that girl, I think they have fired her.My heart skipped a beat, I was forced to read the replies under this comment and the investigation they had done fu*** me over.Reply 1: How do you know that?Commenter: They only fired one girl, has to be that girl.Reply 2: I agree with you. That’s why they are back together now that she is gone.Reply 3: I hate Homewreckers.I couldn’t take this torture anymore. At this point, everybody else had moved on but me. I turned out my phone’s screen and laid down again. My back was hurrying, my stomach was growling, yet all these reasons couldn’t convince me to leave the building and get myself some food.I
I went back to the apartment that day very happy. Having one success after so many failures felt so damn good."Roy had left you food on your bed," Jamie mumbled, putting on her jacket and heading out of the apartment.It was sweet of them not to act like I don't exist. I changed into my pj's, and sat on the bed, eating the food. So thanks to everyone around me, I was able to save money that was supposed to be spent on the food,The next two days were extremely peaceful, the owner was a very nice person. He would share hilarious stories of his customers and childhood for hours, literally making me laugh until I was in tears and that day was nothing different."And then the customer picked up another pot a--" as he was carelessly laughing, the door slammed closed. We looked at the way to the glass door an
Three days went pretty wasted, I didn't get the job anywhere and the thought of being pregnant was killing me. I hadn't decided what I wanted to do with this pregnancy and the time was running out. And that was another reason I was pretty exhausted. I sat in the bed and scrolled through Ryker's Instagram, which was pretty loaded these days. He has been pretty active on social media, he never checked up on me. Somewhere back in my mind, I refused to believe he never developed feelings for me. It could be this or that he was good at playing these games.