Adonis~
I stood by the side, watching as Lola looked around the piece of art sitting diligently on the wall, throwing questions to the curator who by the smile on her face is more than glad to answer.
My breathe hitched slightly when she looked at me, a smile tugged on her lips before she looked away.
I’m whipped, aren’t I?
It’s been like this for years, for so long and god knows it’s been torture keeping my feelings together. Liam would always ask me to confess my feelings to her but how? She hates me and I don’t know why. Okay. Maybe I do know why. In an attempt to cover up my feelings for her, I’ve been nothing but a douche bag and I know it. How else was I supposed to control my feelings around her? My b
Lola~A groan escaped my lips as I struggled to open my eyes. I felt hot all over, not hot hot but more like fire hot. I licked my lips but could taste the crustiness on them, sitting up so I could get up but instead I was attacked by a wave of dizziness. I don’t remember feeling this bad yesterday. There was no warning and now I’m here feeling like shit.I inhaled deeply and got out of bed, reaching for the wooden chair by my side and thankfully I had that to support me. I felt my knees immediately growing weak as soon as I got up from bed.—why did I have to fall sick now?— I groaned and walked towards the bathroom, splashing the cold water against my face and slowly looked up at the mirror. I look like shit.
LolaIt’s been hours since Adonis left. Well, he left in the night after making sure I was okay and would be able to sleep well on my own. After making sure I ate, used my drugs and even had my bath. Weird isn’t it?Adonis would do that much for me?I could only watch as he fretted over me, making me wonder why the hell I was feeling so many things for him at the same time.It’s been hours since he left, hours since I’ve been laying on this bed but couldn’t sleep. What exactly am I feeling?This is exhausting.I shut my eyes close, trying to push out the thoughts of
Lola~The clattering of cups coming from the kitchen was the only thing one could hear in the apartment. I stopped crying minutes ago but could feel an headache coming.Adonis was kind enough to prepare tea for me even though I asked that he doesn’t.“Here you go and stop thinking so much, you have your thinking face on.” He tells me, I didn’t miss the underlaying teasing in his voice.“I’m sorry.” I muttered, holding unto the cup tightly, I couldn’t bring myself to look at him so I instead set my gaze on the tea. “Why are you apologizing? You didn’t do
Lola~It’s been two weeks.Two weeks of me ignoring everyone and that includes Chloe.I know. It’s wrong to ignore her after everything she’s done for me, especially now that her wedding is coming up in less than three weeks but how am I supposed to behave when I see him? He’s always with them and I can’t bare seeing him now.After what happened with Damien and I. I didn’t think it would be so easy to let loose of my heart and actually fall in love with Adonis. There’s a reason I’ve ignored and denied my feelings till the end before and now I can see why. I should have let things be the way it
Lola~I wiped my sweaty hands against the plaid of my jean. Nervous was an understatement of how I felt. I sat down in my car, outside the coffee shop, my nerves felt like it’s as going to explode. It took a lot of self-talk to get here. I’m right out here, trying to get my shit together even though it’s past five pm. It’s thirty minutes past five and Adonis is in there, waiting for me.You can do this, Lola. I inhaled deeply and got down from the car. Shivering slightly when the cold wave of air hit me. I should’ve brought a jacket or scarf along but no. I was too nervous that I
Lola~I couldn’t keep off the smile that kept making its way to my lips even as I walked into the computer nor could I stop reminiscing about last night. Chloe was right. communication really did wonders.I sipped the coffee I had in my hands, placing my ID card against the monitor and got into the building. “Lola!” I heard someone yell out my name which is highly unusual. Turning around to see who it was, I smiled.“Jasper.” I called out his name, taking note of how fast he was breathing. “Did you run?” I asked, confused as to why when he nodded“I wanted to catch up-to you, you didn’t come to work yesterday and I was worried.
Lola~The clock dinged, telling me it was time to get the hell out of here and go home, something I couldn’t wait to do.I was already done with my work for the day and didn’t have new ones especially since Mr Callus didn’t come in. I picked my phone, bag and car keys, making my way out of the office after making sure I locked all files into the boards.“Oh, you’re leaving so early?” I heard someone say from behind, making me pause, turning to see who it was.“Oh Pam, yeah. I have to leave now. Is everything alright?” I asked in my work voice, watching her eyes flicker thoughtfully for a moment. “No, we were going to have a drink and i thought I’d invite y
Lola~Hot.I woke up feeling so hot which was terribly unusual for me, I tried moving my leg but it was caged. All the memories from last night came rushing in. I turned to see Adonis sleeping beside me, his arm on my waist and his leg caged mine. I couldn’t resist the smile that made it’s way to my lips. He looked so darn cute sleeping there, his mouth slightly ajar, snoring cutely. He drew me closer to him “It’s creepy to stare.” He says, his morning voice was to die for and I’m not even joking. I realized he was awake even though he hasn’t opened his eyes. I giggled, trying to get out of his really tight hold “You aren’t going no where, baby.” He say