‘He knows my name?!’
My body goes icy cold.
In my head, millions of conflicting ideas take flight. Immediately I get a grip, I dash in like a lunatic, and slam the door shut.
I secure the lock and press my back to the wooden door. My heart is pounding in my chest.
‘Who are you?’
I still can't get any words out.
‘Is it James?’
‘No. James never smelled this good. He was always a mix of ginger and sweat. He used his excuse as a bar owner to never clean up.’
‘Then who?’
I don't have any friends in the city. I moved away from home just to get my shit together. Not having the time to think straight, I ensure the door is locked over and over again.
Next, I close the windows, and sit up in bed, frightened. My shirt is literally soaked with sweat. The night is still fresh, and I am about to pass out from anxiety.
‘Call the damn cops! What if it's a false alarm?!’
Slowly, I lose grip of consciousness.
I don’t know how long I passed out, but a text from my phone startled me.
‘Cleaning request from Jax Harper. 10 AM prompt. 789 Oakwood Drive, Suburbiaville, CA- Boss.’
Jax is our company’s richest client. Hence, his requests are only handled by our boss. He has tons of buildings scattered in the city and every time he seeks our services, it’s always in a different apartment.
My eyes peel off the phone and fall on the box from last night. After work, I’ll go straight to the station and make a report.
Morning brings along a sense of peace. I take a quick shower and dress in simple blue jeans and a black shirt, and my hair carelessly falls around my shoulders. I carry my cleaning supplies and the box, then shut the door behind me.
My phone buzzes. It’s my boss.
“Miss Tessa, I suppose you're on your way.”
I flag down a cab and slip in the backseat. “Yes, sir.”
“Good. You know what to do. I’d hate to entertain any queries.”
“Of course, sir.”
The call ends.
I soon arrive at his estate. The huge golden gate automatically opens, revealing a mansion equivalent to heaven. It’s made of marble and rare stones. The middle area has transparent glass and there is a fine pool atop.
An advanced lady in a neat uniform walks in my direction. We meet in the middle.
“Miss Tessa?”
I nod a reply.
“This way.”
She leads me inside and briefly narrates what’s needed of me. As the house is mostly deserted, the rooms are dusty.
Set to work, I plug in my earphones and tone out of reality. Moved from one room to another until I lost count; it took about six hours to clean the entire house.
My bones snap. My muscles burn. My head feels light.
I walk down to the living room where the lady from earlier is.
“I’m done. I have to go.”
She grins sheepishly. “Not so fast, honey. You’ve done a really good job and should be rewarded.”
“Thanks but…”
“My boss wants to see you. This way, please.”
I walk behind her as she navigates through the back of the house. It’s equally breathtaking. The garden is neatly groomed, there’s a game house at the extreme, and the vast land is covered in artificial greens.
On a stool at the well-erected bar, there’s a tall man in a sleeveless shirt that gives off his thick biceps and tattoos and ripped shorts that expose his long hairy legs. His back is to us.
“I’ll leave you now.”
She signals for me to hurry along and turns to walk away.
I double my pace, too tired to entertain anyone. A few inches more, I stop. My heart resumes beating hard.
That scent…
I can detect it anywhere.
Wait…
He doesn’t give me the time to process my thoughts as he turns to face me. He looks sophisticated, with eyes hidden in dark designer shades, jaws hard as a rock, and small, thin lips.
I push my thoughts to the back of my mind and hurriedly close the distance.
“Good day… Uh, Mr. Jax.” I stammer.
The scent…
Is this a coincidence?
In silence, he pushes over a glass of milkshake.
My mouth waters, but my mind is still in a state of frenzy. “Uh… Thanks, sir, but I…”
Ignoring me, he pumps in whipped cream and a drizzle of foreign honey. The yummy goodness melts into the mix, leaving a beautiful sight.
His jaws harden.
Against my will, I curl my fingers around the glass and take a sip.
Damn!
My tastebuds burst with the yummy flavors. And it’s just as cold as my body craves.
He pushes a bundle of hundred-dollar notes over to me.
My eyes bulge at the note, not sure if my broke ass is playing pranks on me. When I blink and look again, the bundle of about fifteen notes stack together still remains beside me. The drink goes the wrong way, causing me to cough and spill the milky liquid all over the well-polished bar surface.
“I… I’m sorry, sir. It’s not intentional.”
My shaky hands reach to wipe his shirt, but he pulls back.
Still silent, he brings out a napkin, cleans the drop off his bare arm, and hands it over.
His silence speaks volumes. I can’t see his eyes, but I’m too self-conscious. I haphazardly brush off the mess, and look up to express my shock.
“This too much, sir…” Silence. “I'm sorry, but I can't accept it.”
What I hate the most is the feeling of being indebted to men.
“You've already paid for the services and our company's policy kicks against taking tips.”
Lies. All lies.
With a short bow, I scramble out.
The next stop is at the Police station. Once the officer on duty is less busy, the receptionist signals for me to come.
“The last office by your left.”
I nod thanks and hurry along.
A chubby lady in her uniform drums her fingers on the fine mahogany desk. She lowers her spectacles and scoffs.
“You mean to say that someone leaves a jacket worth fifty-five thousand dollars to stalk you?” Her fingers play with the price tag.
Her question leaves me dumbfounded. Is it a compliment?
“What's the worth of stalking?” I demand, quite irritated.
“Did you see his face?”
“No,” I repeated my ordeal, hoping she would listen this time.
“How long has this been going on?”
“Last night.” My tone is flat. "I've noticed the odd pattern of him thoroughly cleaning my house whenever I'm away." Once I spill, it clicks.
It's him! It has to be! Until his appearance, I've never recorded anything of such.
"You're saying that a man stalks you to clean your house and leaves a luxury jacket later?" Following my nod, she heaves a sigh like I wasted her precious time. “Young lady, if it persists, call the emergency line.” With that, she presses the bell.
Angry to my bones, I walk out of the station, cussing out loud.
“I wonder how people like her get employed. Nasty ass… shit!”
A hard figure accidentally bumps into me.
The box drops on the tarred road. I gasp, too anxious.
He’s wearing a hoodie with the cap thrown over his head. His hands dip in his pockets…
The scent!
Goosebumps creep along my skin.
As if he didn’t just hit me, he takes the sharp bend.
Acting on impulse, I run after him, my small legs pounding on the hard floor.
Emptiness.
He's gone.
My eyes scan the quiet street, but I still can't find him.
‘He isn't far gone.’
I double my pace and run down the quiet lane. The farther I go, the more scared I get.
‘What if this is a bloody trap?’
Without thinking twice, I turn and run back to the junction. I'm this close to running wild.
‘Is my mind messing with me?’
I need to leave here immediately. I grab the box, and there's a small note beneath it.
‘See you tonight, Tessa.’
*** ***
10 PM.
I hit the last nail on the wood, securing it to my window. The two woods form a firm cross.
Next, I double-check to make sure the door is locked. My phone is at the bedside, with the emergency line on speed dial. My body is covered in thick sweat by the time I finished. Done with a quick shower, I sit up in bed, naked as always. My eyes widen, too scared to bat a lid.
Ticking the calender or fucking myself is the last thing on my mind.
The soft creaking of my door jerks me up, shaking off the last shred of sleep.
‘He is here.’
12 AM
Instantly, I pick up my phone, and dial the number.
Not reachable.
All of a sudden, my network bar is terribly empty.
‘Oh, god.’
A wave of panic attacks hits me.
Dumping the phone in bed, I hurry over to grab the first thing I can touch; a frying pan. Not satisfied, I add the spatula lying around.
My shaky legs hurry over to the door and I hide behind it, counting to the time he’d open. The scent grows stronger in seconds.
Three. Two. One…
With the speed of light but the force of a toddler, I aim for the intruder's skull.
A firm hand grips my wrist and flips me as easily as a toast. He slams me to his hard frame and his coarse palm presses flat on my bare belly.
What the fuck!!!
I’m naked!!!
The shocking realization makes the weapons drop from my hands.
He leans lower, assaulting me with his strong intoxicating cologne. His steady breath strokes my skin, and the rough feel of his mask grazes my ear.
“Sit.”
Tessa Morris“Easy, mama.” Jax presses me in a smoldering hug, purposely rubbing his bulge all over my waistline. His arms curl around my breasts, smacking them against his chest. He palms one and squeezes, then releases it and squeezes again. He slips my nipple between his fingers and scrapes it with his finger. Not even the thin fabric can save me.I scratch the wall and squeak like a mouse. My nipple feels soar, but fuck! It’s a good pleasure. I’m still trapped above my head. “I’ll unwrap you in layers, and this will be the last thing I devour.” A loud slapping sound follows the spanking that drops on my ass. It bounces to his rhythm and leaves me with a shrill cry. I mumble incoherently, unable to stop the sting on my now red ass.“I will try to be gentle, mama… for you.” He rubs the spot he spanked in a tender caress. “I’ll try not to break you, even if I did…”Without warning, he flips me over to face him, tramples in my space, that he’s all I breathe. “I’ll put every fucking
Tessa Morris‘I hope you wake up soon, mama. The island is void of sunshine.’ The sweet note is the first thing I wake up to. It is soaked in his cologne, the same one that started this mess. I suppress a smile. I haven’t forgiven him yet. Besides the vintage note, a pretty bouquet of fresh roses sits. My eyes dart to the shell vase, but the rose in it has already withered. ‘Stop smiling, Tessa! Argh!’ I hold back my grin for the sake of my nagging mind. The last item on the bed is a pretty cool blue dress with a sinful slit. It’s so pretty, so damn pretty and I can’t help but imagine how much trouble he went through to get it. “Your charms won’t work, monster.” I sigh and pick up the last note on the dress.‘Let me treat you right, my queen. Breakfast at Tiffany’s, 8 AM.’The suppressed laughter rips out of my mouth. Oh, god. Not only is he crazy, he’s a nutcase. It’s barely 7 AM. I roll out of bed and do my morning routine of brushing my teeth and enjoying a cool bath. Agains
Jax Harper‘You’re a good monster. Her favorite monster.’My lips mumble the words, and I try to register them in my head, but the only thing that clicks is the image of her wet puppy eyes, her terrified frame shaking in my grasp.“Fuck!” I slam my fist to the wall in a full-blown rage. My bones snap, and I can feel my knuckles shatter. Blood pools beneath my skin, forming a red scar.I’m now in my room, living with the consequences of my actions. The well-decorated master bedroom can’t save me from my mind. I hurt her.I broke her.And damn! I hate myself for it. Take her around the world, make her giggle as I whisper sweet nothings to her, refine her so that James will hate himself forever for leaving such a rare gem… Not make her cry! If anyone had done it, I’d make him suffer terribly so that he’d wish for death instead. Now the tables are turned, and I will be hypocritical to spare myself.The only time I’m permitted to hold her like that is when I fuck her when she permits m
Tessa MorrisDeep throaty groan. Intense pain. Gross darkness. These three words perfectly describe my whole life. My eyelashes clap firmly, the scream caught up in my throat escapes as a weak groan, and pain spreads through my body if I as little as move a limb, something feels off. My hands are not mine! In swift action, my eyes shoot open, taking in all that's before me. It's Monster's room, except that it's quite dark and the only source of light is channeled on me. My limbs are tied to the four edges of the king-sized bed, and there's a gag locked in my mouth.Monster! The eerie event before I passed out floods my mind like a tsunami. Waves of panic attacks sweep through my guts. It feels like I'm dissolving into the sheets. ‘Oh, god, Tessa!’ My nagging brain bolts to life. ‘You need to freaking find a way out.’ ‘I'd very much appreciate your help, thanks!’ I fire shots at it. What it seems like I need at the moment is a miracle.My lips purse and I puff out air, then slowl
On the day I should heal, I get brutally scarred. Not only is he a freaking arms dealer and a serial killer, he's Jax, fucking Harper! Now it all makes sense, the constant request for me to clean his numerous houses may just be a way to profile me. I cringe. Hate and irritation consume me to my bones. My irrational part, which he owns like a zombie, is now aware of the brewing danger. What if this is a trap?Like I'm trapped in the middle of his game? My legs whip around and take to their heels, yielding to the adrenaline surge. I run blindly, murmuring strings of prayer as I ascend the stairs. I miss a step and kick the hard steel. A sharp bolt of pain jabs through my spine. A whirlwind of electric trickles in my bones. My leg goes numb. “Fuck.” My hands clasp my mouth as I block a loud cry. A sob is trapped in my throat. I blink back tears, hoping to clear my vision. ‘RUN, TESSA!’ The voice returns, louder and colder. ‘Run like your life depends on it… Run like a freaking g
A skimpy black lace dress is draped over the table, next to a small box. It's the only reminder I need for what today is. Excitement creeps along my skin, leaving me with a tingly sensation. A goofy grin plaster across my face. Good heavens!I lazily roll out of bed and walk over to the box. In my usual fashion, I'm naked. Even though a part of me was scared last night, after his request to tape me, I still left the windows open. A bouquet. A tape. A note. Monster.I chuckle. He's such a jealous bug. This freshly picked bouquet is bigger and finer than yesterday's. A fancy black rope pulls them in a bundle. “Hmmm,” I sniff and hum, letting the sweet smell fill my lungs.My small hands reach for the cute black recording tape. My mind screams within my chest, scolding me to come to my senses. I know what it means if I ever click the green button. Like he set me up to burn, he had handed me the match to set the fire that'd consume me. Dominant and manipulative. ‘You won't do it,
Something doesn't feel right… My body freezes in place. I'm on a freaking island in the middle of the Indian Ocean! “I see someone misses me,” he gives his small, charming smile, and slips his phone into the pocket of his pants. I force a smile. It feels like my heart will jump out of my mouth. Before you blame me, he's all shades of perfection. I can't tell what it is about him that pulls me to him without effort.“Tell me,” his hands curl around my waist, and he gently rocks me to his frame. “How much do you miss me?”I feel blood pool beneath my skin and clog beneath. I'm going hot for a man I should push into the ocean and flee to safety. My lips pout at their own will. My body has a way of betraying me when it's about him. “Speechless, huh?” He chuckles and leans in to press wet kisses along my neck. “You smell so, delicious.” He moans against my skin. I hold my breath and try not to gasp from his kisses. When he nibbles the soft flesh beneath my chin, I suck in cool air
From a million miles above the ground, I watch the city shrink into a small segment on the world's map. No matter how I strain my eyes, I can't make out my house or the church… Everything is a blur. I'm on top of the world! A big grin plasters across my face. I'm this close to screaming out loud. Frankly, I've never been to the Maldives, never had a decent vacation until him…I recline back in my seat and turn to face him. Just like me, his belt straps him to his seat. He smiles. Wrinkles line the side of his eyes regardless of the mask. He looks charming still.“Is there something on your mind?” I smile and nod to his question. “With you, I always have something to say.” His long fingers drum on his thigh. Then he looks at me again, eyes inviting me to something more. “I hope they are all good.”I heave a soft sigh. Without thinking through my actions, I damn the consequences and unbuckle my belt, then latch onto him. My ass grind against him, kneading him beneath me, and fe
My cheeks are cherry red with embarrassment. I avoid the wide eyes of everyone and keep adjusting my dress as guilt gnaws in my chest. I stand beside Ella and her groom, and the chatterbox ladies. Slowly, I turn to steal a glance at my tormentor. He relaxes in his seat, so unbothered. When our eyes meet, he squeaks.The hell! “By the power bestowed upon me, I announce you husband and wife!” The pastor’s declaration makes the guests burst with excitement. I refocus on the couple.“You may kiss your bride.” There’s a hint of amusement in his tone. Peter and Ella have a blissful moment. We dance behind them as they walk outside of the building. Ladies rally around the bride, ready to catch the bouquet. I’m in front of them, with the three musketeers beside me. Somehow, their words creep into my head, and they eye me as if they know I'm diving for it. ‘Damn them and go for that bouquet!’ My brain scolds me. I’m floating in my thoughts when something rough smacks my face and lands o