Bennett's pov
I had left Ryder and was currently pacing around a secluded side of the lush forest, a place I rarely came to except I was seriously disturbed. Ryder was sending everyone home and dismissing our close acquaintances who were still conflicted as to what had just happened. Was it a joke? They asked. And I actually wondered, I mean....the moon goddess may have just decided to toy around, like Ryder had said. So then why was I still feeling like I needed to see Storm, no....fuck no, this bond wouldn't get the better of me. The trees around me blurred into a wall of green, but the ache inside me sharpened with every second that passed. I could hear noises, cracks of branches and snaps of twigs, but I couldn't focus on them. I wasn't weak. I wasn't some sick idiot about to throw away my pride because of a stupid cosmic mistake. Storm was the enemy. He had always been the enemy. And yet here I was, pacing like a rabid dog because my wolf couldn't stop yelling the words 'mate'. I kicked at a rock, sending it clattering into the underbrush. "This is bullshit," I muttered. But even as the words left my mouth, my feet were already moving, not back towards the party where Ryder was probably managing the gossip, not deeper into the woods, but towards where I could feel him. Lucas Storm. I caught his scent before I saw him, leaning against the rock. I sneaked up on him from behind, ready to land a punch of my own to convey my frustrations, when, He turned, grabbed my wrist, and then punched me square in the face. "Fuck!" I growled and grabbed my nose, he held my shoulder and attempted to land another punch to my face when I grabbed his shoulder and jacked him. He was heavier than I remembered, so we ended up flipping over. We hit the ground hard, a tangle of limbs and curses. The impact was felt on my spine, but I didn’t loosen my grip. Storm snarled under me, teeth bared like a feral beast. I answered with a growl of my own, the bond between us crackling like a live wire. "You son of a bitch," he spat, shoving at my chest. I slammed him back down, pressing my forearm against his throat. "You're such a pain in the ass?" I hissed, my face inches from his. He buckled under me, "Get off me," he growled. "Were you stalking me?, I am the only one who comes here." His lip curled. "Don't flatter yourself." I shoved him again, my wolf snarling just beneath my skin. "You expect me to believe it’s a coincidence that you’re standing right where I can feel you like a damn itch I can't scratch?" He smirked, bloody and defiant. "You're the one who came looking for me." I growled low in my throat and grabbed a fistful of his shirt, hauling him up so we were nose to nose. The scent of him hit me like a sledgehammer, wild, intoxicating, like woodsmoke, rain, and something.....coffee-ish. I immediately used a hand to pinch my nostrils. "Doing that won't block out my scent, Bennett. Burning this bond to the ground will." I let go of him with a gasp. "Saying that I reject you to your face isn't as easy as you think, Storm. If it was, then I would've done it immediately." "What?" He mocked, "are you afraid of going insane for a little while till the bond wears off completely?" I nearly slapped him into factory reset. "My coronation is in a few days, I cannot take the seat as Alpha when my head isn't in the right place. If we don't properly break this bond, it'll cost me a lot." "I don't care," he shrugged and chuckled. "I, Lucas Storm, re-" I knocked him unconscious. ~(An hour later). I kept pacing around, slightly worried because for a minute there, I thought I killed him. I had accidentally put extra force in that blow. But the idiot was nearly about to ruin me. He stirred finally, groaning like the dramatic idiot he was. I crossed my arms and glared at him from a few feet away. If he tried to jump me again, I'd knock him out properly this time. Storm sat up slowly, rubbing the back of his head, his hair a tangled mess. "You hit like a fucking truck," he muttered, wincing. "Good," I said flatly. "You should've let me finish the job so that we can all put this joke behind us," he grumbled, hauling himself to his feet. "If you reject me without preparations, heck, if any of us reject each other without proper preparations then we are both fucked. We'll lose our minds literally." I snapped immediately. Storm scoffed, brushing dirt off his shirt like I hadn't just warned him about losing his damn mind. "I am already losing my mind, maybe that's better than whatever this shit is," he muttered. I took a step closer. "We aren't full adults yet, you wouldn't last two hours, Storm. You’d claw your own throat out before you even made it back to town." He rolled his eyes, but there was tension in his shoulders now. He knew I wasn’t lying.. "Whatever," he grunted. "We should just do it now. Get it over with. Before you start crying about your coronation." I bared my teeth in a mock smile. "Keep running your mouth, and I’ll make sure you attend it from a hospital bed." He smirked. "Might be the only way you’ll get through it without tripping over your own dick." "You're talking about my private parts, Storm. I cross the line at that." I made a disgusted face, hoping that he didn't assume that just because a cosmic mistake had been made that I was suddenly feeling comfortable contemplating the other team. I was and still am a very straight man, irrespective of whatever. If I ever wanted to slide between legs, then it would be ones that possessed soft, supple thighs. And I would be on top.BENNETI flopped on my bed, my phone in hand, the same way I’d been for the past hour. Scrolling, refreshing, and glancing at my last message to Lucas.{You good? You’ve been quiet.}Which was left on read.No reply.Not even the little “typing…” bubble that usually popped up.That was weird.I knew Lucas was one to ghost especially when he was spiraling. But even then, he’d send some one-word reply like “Fine” or “Busy” just to shut me up.I sighed and tossed the phone onto the nightstand, rubbing my face. I’d spent the afternoon downstairs with my mom, trying to distract her from the migraines, the visits from the healers and witches, and all the pain she was trying so hard to smile through. I thought checking on Lucas later would be fine.But now… something felt off.Just as I sat up again, thinking of calling instead, my bedro
*Trigger warning: Self-harm and suicidal thoughts is mentioned in this chapter.*LUCAS’S POV.I locked the door the second the guards shoved me back inside my room.My stomach was already twisting, bile scratching up my throat before I even reached the bathroom. I dropped to my knees, my fingers gripping the toilet seat as I threw up everything in me.My lunch from the previous day, liquid and whatever pieces of myself and my soul were left.The stench of cum mixed with bile in my throat made me gag harder.I didn’t care that it was the third time today that I was throwing up, I needed to feel empty. I needed to feel… something that wasn’t this crawling filth under my skin. After a few minutes, I managed to haul myself from the floor and face the sink. I scrubbed my mouth so hard with my toothbrush that my tongue became numb.I got into the shower and turned the water to scalding hot and let it wash my sins away, wash their filthy hands from me. I scrubbed so hard with my sponge. I
RYDER’S POVThere were days school felt like a blur, and then there were days like this where the tense atmosphere gave away the fact that it was going to be an eventful day.I dumped my bag on the table, half expecting Kael to stroll in with that half-smirk he wore when he had gossip or a joke up his sleeve or when he just wanted to get under my skin by flirting with me.But by the fourth period, neither he nor Lucas had shown up, and the thoughts in my head grew louder.“Bennett’s skipping today too,” I muttered under my breath, remembering the text from last night. ‘Spending the day with my mum. She’s not doing great.’ That made sense.But Lucas?Lucas was fine yesterday. Sure, he looked a little… off when he walked past me with Bennett to go see Bennett’s mum but he was fine enough to growl at me like his usual self.So where the hell was he?The question stuck in my throat until the principal walked in at the end of fourth period and gave that strained, too-neutral smile of his.
*Trigger Warning: Chapter contains detailed description of physical and sexual assault.*LUCAS'S POV.When I stepped in, the house was semi-dark; the only light was shining from the sitting room. My boots thudded against the marble floor louder than I intended as I approached the staircase.Thoughts of my outing today with Bennett and his mum flashed through my mind and I couldn't help the smile that pulled at the corner. Of my lips.“Lucas.”My father’s intimidating voice invaded my thoughts. I froze.He stood at the edge of the hallway, dressed in black slacks and a deep green shirt. His eyes blazed with cold disdain, arms crossed tightly over his chest.“Where were you?” he asked.“School,” I said, carefully. “I had a project—”“Don’t lie to me.”He moved quickly and before I had the chance to get away from him, his hands closed around my wrist with bruising force as he yanked me forward. I didn’t resist.I didn't have the strength to fight him off.“Training started three hours
BENNETT’S POV The car was quiet for a long time after we pulled away from the restaurant. Just the low hum of the engine and the occasional sound of tires rolling over old asphalt. I had one hand on the wheel, the other one resting on my thigh, fingers twitching with nerves I didn’t want to name. My Mum finally broke the silence. “He’s good for you, you know.” I didn’t have to ask who she meant. “Mum.” “No, listen,” she said, angling herself slightly in her seat. “Lucas is kind. A bit reserved, yes. But he’s steady. He sees you.” She paused, her voice soft. “And you’ve always needed someone who sees past your control.” I chuckled under my breath. “You make me sound like a tyrant.” She smiled faintly. “You’re a little bit of one.” The streetlights washed over her features, making her look both young and painfully tired. I glanced at her from the corner of my eye. She was leaning against the window like her bones had finally gotten too heavy to carry. I exhaled a
BENNETT’S POVThe scent of grilled meat and fried something-that-smelled-amazing wafted out from the diner’s kitchen as I leaned against the counter, waiting for our orders to be packed up. I checked my phone. No messages from Lucas. Not that I expected any. He sure must be having a swell time with my mum for him not to be cursing me over the phone. There were messages from Avery. She has been calling and texting nonstop since our last tutorial. I had been avoiding her in school too but I was going to have to tell her off soon.Unless I want a murderous Lucas on my hands. He has been aggressive and possessive since that night.I drummed my fingers against the metal edge of the counter, glancing out the glass window just for the hell of it and then I saw the last person I expected to see around here.My jaw tightened as my brows furrowed.