Se connecterNathanielMy breathing turned hard as my eyes widened out of their sockets.Squeezing on Nikolai’s hand, I shook my head, whispering, “You can’t possibly do this, Nikolai.”I don’t know what fucked-up thing is going on in his head, but I can’t allow him.Hockey is probably the only thing he finds joy in doing.“What did you just say?” his father snarled, and it seemed like the man would rather murder Nikolai than allow him to quit.Resting his back lazily, he shrugged. “I quit hockey.” He repeated, and the words echoed loudly.His father’s already flaming face boiled even more.I shook my head. “You can’t do this, Nikolai.”“Yeah, Nikolai, listen to your petty boyfriend. You want to quit hockey?” his brother snickered. “Seems like all this love nonsense is playing with your brain, that you now think you can do anything.”“And the fucking nerve of the imbecile! Not only did you break off the agreement with the Pakhan! But you also want to quit hockey!”I shrank, gripping tightly on Nik
NikolaiI felt Nathaniel’s grip tighten around my hand.Gently, I eased his palm against mine.“Calm down, baby,” I whispered for only him to hear.Grey was obviously glaring, probably deciding whether or not he should put a bullet in my head.“I fucking asked you a question. What’s he doing here?” My father’s gaze shifted to Nathaniel.“I brought him here because he’s an important person in my life.” My expression remained cold.“You fucking—”Grey’s words were interrupted by Pakhan Volkov.“Let the boys be, Grey.” He smirked, and there was something deceptive about it that didn’t sit well with me.My father looked like he was about to boil over with rage.Anya flashed a welcoming smile, though I couldn’t say we were on good terms.Then there was Liam, maintaining his ever-calm aura. His face barely twitched with any sort of expression.I felt Nathaniel stiffen beside me, and I fucking wanted to put myself in the dock for making him feel so disrespected.Gripping his hand in mine, I
NathanielA soft nudge woke me up.Blinking slowly, I saw a smiling Nikolai staring at me.I frowned, yawning loudly, still very much feeling the sleepiness weighing down my system.“Did I really sleep that long? Because it feels like I barely got an hour of sleep.” I covered my mouth, yawning even louder.He ran his fingers through my hair, gently pushing it away from my face.“Not at all, baby.”And for some reason, I sensed the change in his tone. It was like he was trying his best to act normal.“What happened, Nikolai?”I asked, not bothering to overlook it.He threaded our fingers together before bringing my hand to his lips, carefully kissing each of my fingers.Something definitely happened, and him doing all this was his way of calming himself.“Nikolai.”Gently, I pushed myself up, locking eyes with him.Finally, he spoke.“My father wants me home immediately.”I blinked at him, undoubtedly hearing the slight tremor in his voice and the bitterness that had unintentionally se
Nikolai“Hey… careful, baby.” I immediately rushed to his side, helping him remove his hoodie.He gave a faint smile as his head slipped from the hoodie.“I can handle myself, Nikolai.”“I highly doubt that.” Leaning closer, I couldn’t resist his delightful lips as I pecked them softly. “I need you to sit your ass down and stop moving around, baby. The doctor said bed rest and optimal rest.”He groaned, rolling his eyes as he circled his hands around my waist, leaning closer into my embrace.And fuck. I love it.I love it when he initiates intimate contact.“You’re sounding too much like a husband worrying about his pregnant wife.” He smiled brightly.“Well, you can’t blame me if I have a cute little boyfriend who refuses to sit his ass down and rest.” I scolded.“It’s been two days since I was discharged, Nikolai. I’m fine.”Gosh.Will it kill him to actually listen?I brought my hand up to his face, tilting his head forward a bit.“I know you think you’re fine. But just let me do th
Bl chapter 121Nathaniel Furrowing my brows, I frowned, hearing some voices.“Tell the cops he’s resting.” The familiar voice of Nikolai made into my hearing.What cops?Pushing down the sleepiness hurling in my bones, I slowly fluttered my lashed.“That’s happening?” I yawned, snuggling into Nikolai further, as I tried stabilizing my vision.“It’s nothing baby, you can go back to sleep.” He smile pretty, gently rubbing my cheeks.Humming in bliss, I leaned against his touch-“The cop would be needing his statement, Mr Nikolai…. And besides, he’s already awake.” Redness crept into my cheeks, as immediately I tried scrambling away from Nikolai’s arms, completely in awe that we aren’t alone. Nikolai’s grip on my waist tightened, his jaw locked in a dangerous line as he tried to block me from their sight.“He’s not talking to anyone,” Niko snapped, his voice a low, lethal growl aimed at the nurse. “Get them out.”Before she could speak, Officer Karl and Officer Griffin pushed roughly
NikolaiI saw the hurt on his face.I felt it too.And somehow, I know how it feels. For starters, I have a shitty, selfish bastard as a father.“Baby…” I called softly, careful to keep my tone gentle.He sniffed, and I noticed how he was fighting back his tears.“You can cry it all out—”He pulled me closer, burying his face into my lower abdomen.My chest tightened once again.He sobbed loudly, and I fucking hated this.I hated seeing him cry. I hated seeing him so fucked up and hurt.Weaving my fingers through his hair, I tried my best to stay calm for him.He needs me.“It’s going to be okay, baby.”He shook his head, pulling away slightly. “It’s not going to be okay. Nothing is going to be okay…”Tears streamed down his pretty face. Those damn eyes were glassy and wet. And as fucked up as it sounds, I should be the only one who brings him to tears.“Shhh…” I cradled his face in my hands, gently wiping away his tears.“She hates me, Nikolai… she fucking hates me now.”“She doesn’t
NikolaiMy chest hurts.And I just can’t explain the feeling properly.Probably it started when Nathaniel told me to leave, or when I clearly saw the pain in his eyes, begging me to leave.He couldn’t even stand my presence, and that thought had something hard choking me.Eventually, I slowly backe
NathanielPlating the creamy pasta and salad, I sighed, shaking my head.“Can you quit the staring? You’re creeping me out.”When I turned slightly, I found Nikolai seated there, his gaze completely fixed on me. Unmoving. Intense. Like I was the only thing in the room worth looking at.I had to bre
NathanielWeird.What’s he doing in an ice cream shop?He doesn’t actually seem like someone who’s up for these kinds of things.I stood, frowning hard as I watched Professor Leo hurriedly walk out.My phone vibrated in my hand again.I answered the call, sighing heavily.“Hi……” I said, clutching h
NathanielI was completely flushed with embarrassment, especially with Nikolai who had his fuck me eyes downright staring at me.He urged again, pushing the fork towards my lips, “Eat up baby.” And then he leaned to my ear, “I need you all strong and healthy if you’re going to take up my dick and t







