تسجيل الدخولNikolai“Hey… careful, baby.” I immediately rushed to his side, helping him remove his hoodie.He gave a faint smile as his head slipped from the hoodie.“I can handle myself, Nikolai.”“I highly doubt that.” Leaning closer, I couldn’t resist his delightful lips as I pecked them softly. “I need you to sit your ass down and stop moving around, baby. The doctor said bed rest and optimal rest.”He groaned, rolling his eyes as he circled his hands around my waist, leaning closer into my embrace.And fuck. I love it.I love it when he initiates intimate contact.“You’re sounding too much like a husband worrying about his pregnant wife.” He smiled brightly.“Well, you can’t blame me if I have a cute little boyfriend who refuses to sit his ass down and rest.” I scolded.“It’s been two days since I was discharged, Nikolai. I’m fine.”Gosh.Will it kill him to actually listen?I brought my hand up to his face, tilting his head forward a bit.“I know you think you’re fine. But just let me do th
Bl chapter 121Nathaniel Furrowing my brows, I frowned, hearing some voices.“Tell the cops he’s resting.” The familiar voice of Nikolai made into my hearing.What cops?Pushing down the sleepiness hurling in my bones, I slowly fluttered my lashed.“That’s happening?” I yawned, snuggling into Nikolai further, as I tried stabilizing my vision.“It’s nothing baby, you can go back to sleep.” He smile pretty, gently rubbing my cheeks.Humming in bliss, I leaned against his touch-“The cop would be needing his statement, Mr Nikolai…. And besides, he’s already awake.” Redness crept into my cheeks, as immediately I tried scrambling away from Nikolai’s arms, completely in awe that we aren’t alone. Nikolai’s grip on my waist tightened, his jaw locked in a dangerous line as he tried to block me from their sight.“He’s not talking to anyone,” Niko snapped, his voice a low, lethal growl aimed at the nurse. “Get them out.”Before she could speak, Officer Karl and Officer Griffin pushed roughly
NikolaiI saw the hurt on his face.I felt it too.And somehow, I know how it feels. For starters, I have a shitty, selfish bastard as a father.“Baby…” I called softly, careful to keep my tone gentle.He sniffed, and I noticed how he was fighting back his tears.“You can cry it all out—”He pulled me closer, burying his face into my lower abdomen.My chest tightened once again.He sobbed loudly, and I fucking hated this.I hated seeing him cry. I hated seeing him so fucked up and hurt.Weaving my fingers through his hair, I tried my best to stay calm for him.He needs me.“It’s going to be okay, baby.”He shook his head, pulling away slightly. “It’s not going to be okay. Nothing is going to be okay…”Tears streamed down his pretty face. Those damn eyes were glassy and wet. And as fucked up as it sounds, I should be the only one who brings him to tears.“Shhh…” I cradled his face in my hands, gently wiping away his tears.“She hates me, Nikolai… she fucking hates me now.”“She doesn’t
Nathaniel“No…” I barely whispered.Tears were already blurring my vision as the mother I had called my mother kept yelling.“This is the life you so righteously abandoned your brother and me for, huh?”I shook my head. “Please stop.” I gripped Nikolai’s arm tightly, wanting to bury the pain.“You’re a disgrace to me, Nathaniel! A huge disgrace! I regret the day I gave birth to you.” She held her stomach, causing my heart to squeeze even tighter.I felt Nikolai glance at me as my lips trembled, unable to even face him.“And you…” She eyed Nikolai coldly, like he was some worthless piece of trash, unworthy of her presence, when it should have been the other way around.“I should have known better. I should have known that the reason you gave me money was because my son was cheaply whoring himself out for you—”“SHUT THE FUCK UP!” Nikolai yelled.His voice was so loud that my breath halted for a second, leaving me stunned to my core.He was losing it.My mother’s eyes widened, seemingly
NathanielMy head hurts.And my eyes feel oddly heavy.Like I had been sleeping—Whatever fuzzy thoughts lingered in my head died down immediately when my gaze landed on him.Nikolai.His head rested against the bed, our hands visibly woven together.My throat tightened, as though my breathing was being restricted.The sight of him…His messy hair partially covered his face as I felt his soft breaths brush against our intertwined hands.And though I stared at him…It brought back a rush of unpleasant memories.Him choking me.My pleading for him to stop.Tears blurred my vision.He didn’t stop.Neither did he care about my feelings.I just can’t…I carefully tried pulling my hand away from his, not wanting any physical contact. It only filled my mind with those… unpleasant memories.He slowly stirred awake before I could successfully pull away completely.“Baby…” His voice came out rough.I blinked, frozen and genuinely confused about how to react.Should I yell at him?Blame him or s
NikolaiI swallowed hard.Finding two cops outside, along with a doctor.The cops’ gazes immediately angled to me.My jaw tightened as they leaned off the wall, approaching me.“Mr. Carrington?” the blond officer asked.I nodded.“I’m Officer Karl, and this is my colleague, Officer Griffin.” Saying this, Karl brought out a notebook and pen.I felt the other officer, Griffin, giving me a stern, hardened look.“We have some questions for you concerning Mr. Lockwood. Firstly, what’s your relationship with him?”I felt the lump in my throat growing along with the voices in my head, which got louder.“Boyfriend…. He’s my boyfriend.”And then I saw Griffin giving me a dirty, cringe-worthy look of disgust.“Boyfriend? Like, you both are in a romantic relationship?” Karl asked further, seemingly wanting to get a clearer picture.“That’s what he said, Karl. It’s obviously a romantic relationship, right? Unless it’s something even more sick,” Griffin stated.Okay, it was obvious he had a proble
NikolaiMy chest hurts.And I just can’t explain the feeling properly.Probably it started when Nathaniel told me to leave, or when I clearly saw the pain in his eyes, begging me to leave.He couldn’t even stand my presence, and that thought had something hard choking me.Eventually, I slowly backe
NathanielPlating the creamy pasta and salad, I sighed, shaking my head.“Can you quit the staring? You’re creeping me out.”When I turned slightly, I found Nikolai seated there, his gaze completely fixed on me. Unmoving. Intense. Like I was the only thing in the room worth looking at.I had to bre
NathanielWeird.What’s he doing in an ice cream shop?He doesn’t actually seem like someone who’s up for these kinds of things.I stood, frowning hard as I watched Professor Leo hurriedly walk out.My phone vibrated in my hand again.I answered the call, sighing heavily.“Hi……” I said, clutching h
NathanielI was completely flushed with embarrassment, especially with Nikolai who had his fuck me eyes downright staring at me.He urged again, pushing the fork towards my lips, “Eat up baby.” And then he leaned to my ear, “I need you all strong and healthy if you’re going to take up my dick and t







