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Chapter 29
Lizzy
If someone asks me about the one time in my life that I truly enjoyed or lived the most? It would be this week and not all those years I spent in college learning about chocolates because even though it is my passion it doesn’t give me the sense of security that spending my time with Markus does. For once, I wasn’t scared to give Markus and me a chance, it could be a very spontaneous decision and it might back fire at any given time but what is life without a few risks anyway? It was a Saturday when I got to meet his brother and mind you, it was not a very good first impression and I think that memory will haunt me for the rest of my glorious life.
The morning sun light peeked from the curtains and spread all across my face, this is annoying. I groaned and put out a single hand to see if Markus was still in bed, surprisingly he wasn’t. So, I dragged myself out of the bed and made my way to the bathroom to get rid of my crocodile
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LizzyTwo fucking days! It’s been two days since we last saw each other, and my nerves are all over the place. I want to trust him, and I do but it’s just a lot more complicated than that, the need to see him every day is too strong. When Wednesday slides by and I don’t get a text from him, I freak out. His office is around ten minutes away from my shop, he’s always been coming to ‘me’ since the beginning of this relationship.I sigh, ‘I need to make the first move this time’ I say to myself and leave my shop around lunch time. I close the security doors and flip the sign board to ‘closed’. I make my way to our favorite Chinese takeout place and carry our parcel while I walk towards his office. I stand there gawking at the pristine building of Markus’s company “Blue Space”, the company logo stands tall at the top of the building, gleaming in the sunlight.The bui
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Lizzy“Here we go” the lady says, when we stop in front of large mahogany doors. This is the only cabin made out of wood on the whole floor, everything else is made out of transparent glass. The name plate on the door reads “CEO” and I smile looking at it.“If he starts yelling at you, I’m out of here” the receptionist warns, I give her a bright smile and she knocks at the door with her knuckles three times. We wait for exactly five seconds before his frustrated voice booms through the door “what is it that you guys want now” I flinch and the lady beside me flinches too, he is quite loud and irritated, I hadn’t heard him like that before the stupid lady beside me smirks and I roll my eyes.She then goes to open the door and speaks through the small gap “sir, there’s a lady here who wishes to speak to you” I hear Markus sigh and mutter an irritated “fuck” be
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