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Chapter 32
Markus
The following week is going to be a nightmare, with the launch party just a week away I don’t think leaving office is possible which means that much less time to spend with her. But it’s fine, we have all our lives to spend it with each other. Monday morning arrives and the whole office is in a frenzy, the venue, the guest, the freaking lights, everything needs to be finalized and who better than the CEO himself. I love the tech part; I really do but all this other shit gets to my nerves. I don’t leave the office that day, not until 2AM in the morning, and I can’t exactly go banging at her door at this hour. She is my escape from this technical world, something that keeps me sane and going. Now, it is just plain empty without her, I texted her earlier telling her that I was busy and couldn’t make it today. I don’t want her to feel abandoned or feel worthless as if I used her for sex, I need to get things straight wit
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Lizzy“Here we go” the lady says, when we stop in front of large mahogany doors. This is the only cabin made out of wood on the whole floor, everything else is made out of transparent glass. The name plate on the door reads “CEO” and I smile looking at it.“If he starts yelling at you, I’m out of here” the receptionist warns, I give her a bright smile and she knocks at the door with her knuckles three times. We wait for exactly five seconds before his frustrated voice booms through the door “what is it that you guys want now” I flinch and the lady beside me flinches too, he is quite loud and irritated, I hadn’t heard him like that before the stupid lady beside me smirks and I roll my eyes.She then goes to open the door and speaks through the small gap “sir, there’s a lady here who wishes to speak to you” I hear Markus sigh and mutter an irritated “fuck” be
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