Alexander's POVI don't know what pisses me off the most between the fact that my wife is doubting that I can bring back our son safely or the fact that she is actually okay with me marrying another woman. I also know that I am not happy about the fact that someone like Tatiana would actually cause me so much stress. I have heard on much more powerful man take me on and I have busted them all. I am at a point in my life where I feel like I am completely useless because I seem to have failed to protect my family. I believe that this is really my fault, it is just like Ella said to to me that this would not be happening if she was not married to me. It is a hard pill to swallow but I have unintentionally put her in danger in more times than one and I am afraid that this won't be the last time I do that. Being with me is dangerous to her and I guess that a better man would walk away from all of that but I can't, I am probably not even the man she deserves but what can I say? I am a man
Ella's POVI thought that I could it, that I could stand by and watch while the love of my life goes off to marry another woman, to be fair this is what I told him to do, I said that it is what I want. I signed the divorce papers, I told him to marry her but I had no choice, I had to do what I had to do to get my son back. The PI has told me that she can't find anything on Tatiana, especially her real name which is what we needed the most. I know it for a fact that she is hiding something and that whatever it is big, I have to find out what her secrets are. This is a dirty game and I am willing to swim in the mud with the pigs. I have been sitting here thinking that I was cursed and that my love with Alexander was cursed and then I realised that Tatiana is doing this because she doesn't think that I am a threat to her. She thinks that I am weak and that is why she is doing this. I haven't been able to find a lot about Tatiana, especially things about her past. I don't even know wher
Tatiana's POV" Yes... Yes... Right there don't stop..." I moaned in pleasure as Dustin took me from behind on the dining table. He was giving it to me hard. We have been doing this for weeks and I don't think that I can ever be able to stop, tomorrow morning I am getting married to Alexander. I am finally getting everything that I want, so why am I doing this with Dustin right? Well that is the thing, I also don't know we keep on carrying like this considering the fact that we can't stand each other. We don't like each other at all. We go through the same thing all the time. I have been keeping Ella with my mother but she had just had about enough of the child always asking for his mother, she slipped something into his juice and it knocked him out, she dropped him off here and now I had another problem I needed to solve, which is why I called Dustin over to my place. I put him in charge of Ella's brat and told him to take care of him till morning when I will be getting married to
Alexander's POVThe hour is finally upon us. I have never failed at anything as much as I have failed to save my son, I thought that I would have found him by now but it seems like I actually have to go through with the wedding. I am not even sure if I have the strength to do it. I woke up with one helluva a hangover and to be honest, I feel like getting drunk again. I did not have a bachelor's party but I drank till I passed out. I don't remember much about last night but this morning it feels like my life is about to end.I have been tracking her movements hoping to see what is that she gets up to, I was actually hoping that she would lead me to where my son was but that has not happened, all I have ever seen is her busy with the wedding preparations, she was actually treating like it was a real wedding when every part of my fibre wants to tear itself into a thousand pieces. How am I going to be able to pretend to love this woman? Jack was right when he said that this was my doing.
Ella's POVWe have signed a deal with the devil and now I am beginning to second guess everything that I have agreed upon. I thought that I could do this, that I could actually handle standing on the side and watch the man I love marry this evil woman. I am still not over the fact that the man has been keeping dark secrets from me. I didn't know that he was a sadist, I mean it would explain a lot about him. I suppose being in the business he is in, something like this is bound to happen. I hate that he didn't tell me about that part of his life, I have been talking to Michelle and she has been telling me a lot about the man who goes to Harvey's club. She told me that her husband was abused as a child, he was sodomized by someone his family trusted and that it scared him mentally for a long time. She said that they had to go through a lot of therapy for him to be able to even talk to her about the whole ordeal. I can't even begin to imagine what I would do if someone did that to my o
Alexander's POVI arrived at the church and parked outside, I couldn't bring myself to go inside because I know that today I will have to do the most difficult thing I have ever had to done and that is to do something I didn't want to do. I cannot believe that I allowed myself to be played by Tatiana. I don't know why she would do this to me after all that I have done for her. A few weeks before my father announced that I was to wed Ella, I was with her. I had taken her on as a sub and for years she has been the perfect sub but I was leaving the club for good. When you take on a submissive it is pretty much like marriage, as long as they are yours you are bound to protect them and I have done that fort her, I have given her all that her hearts desired, that will also include the modelling gigs, they were all because of me, I know people in a lot of high places and my recommendations are always the first to be considered and so I put a good word for her and she got into in the industr
Tatiana's POV**** Ten to eleven years ago. ****" What is this on your wrists? Lacey I am talking to you?" My mama said with a southern accent. " It is nothing mama..." I said and pulled down my cardigan. I marks on my wrists, I can't tell her where or how I got them because she would lose her mind if she knew. " Lacey Gwendolyn Jones I won't ask you again, it is that boy isn't it? He did this to you didn't he?" She asked me. She was talking about Gary, we have been together for three years now. He is the love of my life. I am a big girl and no guy ever looked at me twice let alone tell me that they love me, all except for Gary. Everyone thought that we were wrong for each other. Gary was a bad boy, a little older than me but I didn't mind. He has been with a lot of girls but since he has been with me, he hasn't been with anyone else. I thought that it was a joke in the beginning, I mean how can the most popular guy in school be attracted to litterally the biggest girl at school.
Alexander's POVThey say that when life throws lemons at you, you make lemonade. I suppose that is what one should do in this world but I don't see how to make lemonade with these lemons. I feel like I have lost control of my life, like I was a puppet being pulled by the strings and I hate it. I keep on praying that everything goes according to plan because this might actually be the last chance I have been given to bring my son back home where he belongs.I have spent the entire week trying to find a way out of marrying Tatiana. I have a problem with people who force me to do things I don't want to do and this morning I was faced with that dynamic again when I found myself having to take the most hardest decision I could ever make. I do not want marry Tatiana, I have made that known from the beginning, I have no intentions of spending a year being married to this woman, I have the woman I love, the one I already married and I was not about to let her go. I was willing to go through