Losing My Cool

Alexander's POV

Coming to Columbia was the one of the most hardest things I have had to do. I have had to face the fact that I might not back home alive but as I told my father, I had no choice in the matter, though at the time I hadn't thought about the danger I was in. It was when I was on the plane on my way to Columbia when it got to me. I didn't even have a strategy but all that I knew was that I had to find a way to get myself out of the situation Berner has put me in.

It also hit me that I just kidnapped a young boy and crossed a line I swore I would never cross. Right now that boy is held up in the middle of the ocean. I didn't want to do this but I feel like I don't have a choice in the matter, above all of that, I thought about what would my wife think if she knew the kind of man I really am. I kissed her and it felt good. I wanted to do it again and again but I can't help but feel like a fraud.

Especially since I remember what happened between the two of us years ago. Whe