The Unexpected

Ella's POV

I remember when I went back to college knowing very well that I was pregnant. I wish I can say that I was happy but it was truly the most horrible time of my life because I knew that I couldn't keep my baby and that kills me inside slowly every day. I have always wanted what was best for my child and at that point I felt that it would be best for him to be raised my two people who were willing to give him something I could not, that would be a loving home.

I honestly didn't know how much I would love to be your mother because right now the only thing I can think of is my children and doing what is best for them. for me that means that I have to make some difficult decisions and one of those decisions has deciding to give Alexander another chance. He has hurt me a lot these last few months but I am hoping that we could works things out for the sake of our children.

I know that my situation is not an ideal one and to be honest it is a bit confusing. I told Isabella that I wa