FAZER LOGINHe breaks our kiss, hands stilling on my thighs.
I lock gaze with him, seeing how dark and dilated his pupils have turned.
He’s panting just as I am. His face is frozen—an expression of shock I don’t miss.
My body trembles, but I shake my head weakly, letting him know I can’t.
He withdraws his hands quickly.
But as my arms go around his neck, he grips my waist, lifting me suddenly.
“I don’t…”
His lips press against the soft swell of my chest. My heart kicks hard, my words melting into an inhale.
I coil in pleasure, releasing a deep breath as my head drops.
“You’re a fantastic kisser.” He murmurs, breathy, hands shaking on my waist.
The compliment sends a curl up my stomach. But it’s the kisses he keeps pressing that steal my brain cells. They’re soft, intentional—like he’s memorizing the shape of me.
“A-Alexander…” My voice is barely mine, thin and trembling.
His grip at my waist firms, his breathing settles, and he gently sits me back in his lap.
“Let’s take our time getting used to each other,” he says as he pulls me close, voice deep and uneven.
My eyes stay closed, my chest pounds. Strength eludes me.
“You good?” He questions while stroking my back with gentleness.
But my head is blank. I drag in his scent, letting it permeate my senses.
Minutes pass.
And by the time my body calms, I’m still in Alexander Thorne’s arms, on his lap, in his penthouse.
The realization that I’ve just kissed the man who’s been passing through my mind from January up until last week starts to sink in. It’s heart fluttering.
I’ve never been kissed so recklessly. So beautifully.
He’s calm. Too calm, still stroking my back. His breath moves softly against my hair.
My mind drifts to my parents, and guilt settles in my chest, squeezing. If they were to find out what I’ve just done, my punishment would be worse than getting grounded for weeks.
But it’s been eight long months.
Since I got back from London last month, I’ve been hoping to run into him at least once, been looking forward to next week when I will see him again, unfailingly.
Shy, I fold my lips and shift in his embrace.
And there it is again—sharp. Firm.
His chest jerks. A controlled, involuntary twitch.
I slowly peel myself off him.
“What is it?” He asks, calm as ever.
I just stare, unable to utter what I felt.
“Do you find them uncomfortable?”
Them?
I search his eyes. “W-what’s that?”
“What’s what?” A teasing smirk curves on his lips, left brow lifted.
“On your…”
The words die in my throat.
He raises his brow higher, waiting, knowing.
Then, “What do they feel like?” His hands slide to the small of my back in slow warmth.
My cheeks flame.
And he lets out a soft chuckle. “You know what they are, Soph. That’s why you’re turning all red.”
I drop my gaze because he’s staring too intensely. But then I see it—the faint raised outlines under his shirt. Impossible to unsee.
“They’re my nipple rings.”
My breath fractures. My eyes lock on his chest, refusing to move.
Silence. Thick and stuffy.
Suddenly, the bell chimes.
But I’m paralyzed in place, glued to him, eyes fastened where metal should not be. Outlines I didn’t notice earlier. Outlines I couldn’t possibly have noticed, because he’s a man I’ve only ever seen in suits.
“That must be Garvey with your clothes and dinner,” he murmurs.
His nipples are pierced?! Pierced!
And my boobs kept brushing against… them?!
My imagination goes feral immediately. My heart trembles.
“Your father is calling, Sophia.”
But all I hear is: Nipple rings. danger. And who the heck is this freak I’ve just let kiss me?!
“Sophia?” He calls.
I snap out of my daze. My eyes lift from his chest, away from those outlines.
“Your father?”
“What?!” I jolt, already crawling off him.
“Come here,” he drags me back fast.
I lose half a second of air as I’m forced back in his lap.
“Don’t go until I say so.” He says, tone hoarse, eyes darkening.
My body stills. I stare, swallowing hard without knowing why.
“It’s just you and me here…” He takes my chin, teasing a sinful smile as he leans in. “Where are you running off to?”
I shut my eyes, folding, only for him to kiss my nose. It tickles.
The bell rings again.
I open my eyes to see how calm he remains, holding his phone.
My father’s name floats on the screen.
“Should I answer it? Your call.”
I stare at it until it stops ringing. Heat knots in my chest. The heat of guilt.
My eyes shift to his. They’re filled with delicious rebellion.
The bell rings longer this time.
And in a few seconds, the door clicks open and slams shut.
“Alexander, I should get up,” I murmur, not liking the idea of being seen like this—in his lap, wearing his clothes, and probably looking disheveled. Even if it’s just his chauffeur, whom I don’t know.
He releases his grip on me.
“Alex?!” A voice suddenly echoes. A familiar voice.
I wheeze, locking my eyes back with Alexander’s.
“Dimitri.” He voices my thought, eyes rounding for a second.
Oh my god.
I fly off him in a flash, rolling onto the floor.
Why is Dimitri here?
“Alex?! Where are you, Man?” Dimitri yells, getting close.
I scramble to my feet, grabbing my slippers, trembling with fear.
“In there.” Alexander hisses, pointing to a dark space.
I run on the tips of my toes.
“Hey,”
I look over my shoulder to see him throwing my purse.
I catch it surprisingly and keep running for my life and sanity.
My clothes!
But it’s too late.
I catch a glimpse of Dimitri before I slip into the dark room.
My chest thuds rapidly as I lean against the wall. I press a hand over my mouth, stifling my quick breaths.
“I keep forgetting to change my passcode,” Alexander greets.
“Hey, Man! Why didn’t you come get the door?”
It grows silent for a moment, then Dimitri speaks:
“I’m interrupting something. Am I not?”
No response.
“I saw a pair of Manolo Blahnik heels at the door… are those her clothes?”
I palm my eyes, praying silently.
“You’re being nosy, Man,” Alexander responds dryly.
“Because you’ve never brought a woman into your penthouse.”
What?
“And it looks like you’ve been up to no good,” Dimitri adds.
“I’m always up to no good.”
I hear them slap their hands together.
“You didn’t inform me of your coming,”
“I did. You were probably busy getting all… Wow! Is she someone we know? I’m so curious—”
“Don’t you have a wedding to plan, Dimitri?”
“You invited her into your space? God, Alex… this is - this is new. Is she in here somewhere?”
The bell chimes.
“Is that her?” Dimitri is unrelenting.
My eyes roam in the dark, sweat prickling my skin. I listen to their slippers hitting the ground.
“That’s Garvey.”
“That means she’s here!”
“Why are you so nosy? You’re not drunk.” Alexander evades confirming anything.
“Being mysterious again, huh?” Dimitri murmurs.
He says nothing.
I hear their retreating footsteps. Then Dimitri continues,
“I’m marrying Lena next week—”
“For the THIRD time. Don’t tell me you’re nervous?”
“You swore never to get married, so you’ll never know how it feels…”
I slowly slide down the wall to crouch, releasing my mouth and a long breath. Their voices get muffled and fade.
Alexander swore never to get married?
My heart races. My mind is processing a lot at the same time. A lot about Alexander and how pathetic I feel hiding in here.
I recall the call I had with Dimitri in January, after he sent me a cropped photo of Alexander and me from the party on New Year’s Eve.
He’d asked if something was going on between us. I’d said no. Next, he asked if I liked Alexander.
I’d barely answered when he said, “Alexander is not the type of man you’d want. Stay away, Sophia.”
Sophia’s POVI shudder in shock, watching him light the cigar with a soft click. I’ve never been this close to a man doing something so… intimate.But he’s going to touch me?? Where?He brings the cigar to his lips, eyes fixed on me. The ember glows. He leans back, exhaling a slow cloud that curls like mist around us. It mixes with his cologne, and I nearly sway from the scent.I stare, unable to peel my eyes off dangerously dark eyes.He takes out the cigar and smokes in my face, “You go first… I’ll go second.”Go first?I’m going to… touch him?My head feels dizzy.“I’m going to smoke through it, so satisfy your curiosity.” He adds before putting the cigar back in his mouth.He suddenly claps, and the lights go out. Total darkness folds around us, velvety and charged with everything wrong. A cold settles on me, and I hear my heart drumming. Before I can think, he takes my right hand, guiding it to his… chest.My lungs seize at the feel of tiny barbells.He exhales tobacco, chest j
Sophia’s POVAlexander’s calmness fills the elevator like gravity. I stare at my reflection against the panel—blonde hair secured in a neat bun. Teal dress, perfect. He slowly holds my hand and locks our fingers with gentle possessiveness. Then he meets my gaze in the panel, looking at me like I’m already his. It feels undebatable.My breath flutters.The first and last time I was here was by chance. This time, it’s by choice. Whatever happens to me is all on me. Ding.The 69th floor.And the elevator doors open.I clench my free fist as I follow beside him.The drive here was quiet. Nothing surprising; his silence does all the speaking. We’re waiting until marriage. He told me that himself, yet it feels like I’m walking into dangerous storms I don’t understand.“Eleven, eleven, two…” he mutters as his fingerprint gets scanned. I look at him.“That’s my passcode.” His passcode?“It’s the same for the private elevator.”I give him a nod, committing it to memory.The door clicks
Sophia’s POV⁓August 25, 2025: Dimitri & Lena’s Wedding Day⁓It’s exactly one week since my failed attempt at running away. One week since my second and best kiss ever. One week since I got reintroduced to Alexander Thorne as his fiancée. And one week of receiving large rose bouquets from him daily. It’s a garden in my bedroom.I didn’t get scolded as he promised. I remained at home, mostly in my bedroom, being the good and praiseworthy daughter as usual, of course, after my mom confirmed my non-existent boyfriend didn’t take what I should be saving for my wedding night with Alexander.My parents—my mom especially—believe he’s the best man any woman can ask for. She counts me the luckiest and herself the luckiest mother. He could do no wrong in their eyes.In my eyes, I’m not sure yet.Because he’s looking at me now from across the room, and the look in his eyes tells me he wants to do everything wrong to me. His gaze pins me, dark and unyielding, despite the happiness floating in
Sophia’s POVHe’s got nipple piercings, a back half-full of tattoos, smokes cigars, swore never to get married, but says he’s marrying me in October.I’m the first woman he’s invited into his penthouse and bedroom, he kisses like a sinner, and promises to show me things I can’t handle yet. He lies well, too.Just the perfect red flag. From the corners of my eyes, I watch him type on his iPad.All covered up in a navy blue suit. You can’t tell what’s underneath or in his head.He’s returning me home. My dad went in search of me and found Layla’s friend still lurking around the street of our home. According to Layla’s friend, ‘my boyfriend’ helped me down the wall, and I ran off with him. I’m grateful he went with ‘boyfriend’ instead of describing Alexander.I turned my phone on while waiting for him in that dark room.Alexander said he informed my father this morning that he’d found me at some apartment. I don’t know if I’m dying today or if I’m lucky that my night with Alexander g
Alexander Thorne’s POVPhone in hand, I tap on the steering wheel, eyes fixed on the line-up of cars in my private garage. My mind is elsewhere.Dimitri left thirty-five minutes ago. I sent Garvey home, too, but I’ve been seated inside this car, waiting.Dinner for Sophia and her new dress sits on the passenger seat beside me.My fist clenches tight around my phone. My patience is wearing thin, but I don’t have a choice. I unlock my phone and stare at the text I was forced to send because this inattentive Psycho wouldn’t pick up my calls. I delete the text after some seconds.My phone vibrates all of a sudden.Caller ID: PsychoI immediately pick up. “Why didn’t you answer your phone? Is what I pay you not enough?” “My apologies, Mr. Thorne. Was at a seminar. No phones were allowed.”Exhaling deeply, I put a hand on my head.She’s silent. It tells me she’s read the text. “Have you deleted it?”“Of course.”I nod, dropping my eyes to the luxury shopping bag containing Sophia’s cloth
Sophia’s POVHe breaks our kiss, hands stilling on my thighs. I lock gaze with him, seeing how dark and dilated his pupils have turned. He’s panting just as I am. His face is frozen—an expression of shock I don’t miss.My body trembles, but I shake my head weakly, letting him know I can’t. He withdraws his hands quickly.But as my arms go around his neck, he grips my waist, lifting me suddenly.“I don’t…”His lips press against the soft swell of my chest. My heart kicks hard, my words melting into an inhale.I coil in pleasure, releasing a deep breath as my head drops.“You’re a fantastic kisser.” He murmurs, breathy, hands shaking on my waist.The compliment sends a curl up my stomach. But it’s the kisses he keeps pressing that steal my brain cells. They’re soft, intentional—like he’s memorizing the shape of me.“A-Alexander…” My voice is barely mine, thin and trembling.His grip at my waist firms, his breathing settles, and he gently sits me back in his lap. “Let’s take our time







