LOGINHe breaks our kiss, hands going still on my thighs.
I lock gaze with him, seeing how dark and dilated his pupils have turned.
He’s panting just as I am, looking unusually unsettled. His face is frozen—an expression of shock I don’t miss. My body trembles, but I shake my head weakly, letting him know I can’t go further than kissing.
He withdraws his hands quickly.
“I don’t…” I start to say, but as my arms go around his neck, he grips my waist, lifting me. His lips press against the soft swell of my chest. My heart kicks hard, my words melting into an inhale. I coil in pleasure, releasing a deep breath as my head drops.
“You’re a fantastic kisser,” he murmurs, his hands unsteady on my waist.
The compliment sends a curl up my stomach. But it’s the kisses he keeps pressing that steal my brain cells. They’re soft, intentional—like he’s memorizing the shape of me.
“A-alexander…” My voice is barely mine, thin and trembling.
His grip at my waist firms, his breathing settles, and he gently sets me back in his lap.
“Let’s take our time getting used to each other,” he says as he pulls me close into his warmth, his voice deep and uneven.
My eyes stay closed, my chest pounds against his. Strength eludes me.
“You good?” He questions while stroking my back with gentleness.
But my head is blank. I drag in his scent, letting it permeate my senses.
Minutes pass. And by the time the adrenaline fades, I’m still in Alexander Thorne’s arms, on his lap, in his penthouse. The realization that I’ve just kissed the man who’s been passing through my mind from January up until last week starts to sink in. It’s heart-fluttering.
I’ve never been kissed so recklessly. So beautifully.
He remains calm, still stroking my back. His breath moves softly against my hair.
My mind drifts to my parents, and guilt settles in my chest, squeezing. If they were to find out what I’ve just done, my punishment would be worse than getting grounded for weeks.
But it’s been almost eight long months.
Since I got back from London last month, July, I’ve been hoping to run into him at least once and have been looking forward to next week when I will see him again, unfailingly.
With warm cheeks, I fold my lips and shift in his embrace. And there it is again—sharp. Firm.
His chest jerks. A controlled, involuntary twitch.
I slowly peel myself off him.
“What is it?” he asks, calm as ever.
I just stare, unable to utter what I felt.
“Do you find them uncomfortable?”
Them?
I search his eyes. “W-what’s that?”
“What’s what?” A teasing smirk curves on his lips, left brow lifted.
“On your…”
The words die in my throat.
He raises his brow higher, waiting, knowing.
Then, “What do they feel like?” His hands slide to the small of my back in slow gentleness.
My face flames.
And he lets out a soft chuckle. “You know what they are, Soph. That’s why you’re turning all red.”
I drop my gaze because he’s staring too intensely. But then I see it—the faint raised outlines under his shirt. Impossible to unsee.
“They’re my nipple rings.”
My breath fractures. My eyes lock on his chest, refusing to move.
Silence. Thick and stuffy.
Suddenly, the bell chimes.
But I’m paralyzed in place, glued to him, eyes fastened where metal should not be. Outlines I didn’t notice earlier. Outlines I couldn’t possibly have noticed, because he’s a man I’ve only ever seen in suits, looking all polished.
“That must be Garvey with your clothes and dinner,” he murmurs.
His nipples are pierced? And my boobs kept brushing against them.
My imagination goes feral. My heart trembles with brand-new fear at this edgy personality of his. I would never have thought.
“Your father is calling, Sophia.”
But all I hear is: Nipple rings. Danger. And who have I just let kiss me?
“Sophia?” He calls.
I snap out of my daze. My eyes lift from his chest, away from those twin outlines.
“Your father?”
“What?!” I jolt, already crawling off him.
“Come here,” he growls softly, his arms winding around my waist to drag me back.
I lose half a second of air as I’m forced back in his lap.
“Don’t go until I say so,” he says, tone hoarse, eyes darkening.
My body stills. I stare, swallowing hard without knowing why.
“It’s just you and me here…” He takes my chin, teasing a sinful smile as he leans in. “Where are you running off to?”
I shut my eyes, coiling, only for him to kiss my nose. It tickles.
The bell rings again.
I open my eyes to see how calm he remains, holding his phone.
My father’s name floats on the screen.
“Should I answer it? Your call.”
I stare at it until it stops ringing. The guilt in my chest knots tighter. My eyes shift to his; they’re filled with delicious rebellion.
The bell rings longer this time.
And in a few seconds, the door clicks open and slams shut.
“Alexander, I should get up,” I murmur. I can’t let his chauffeur see me like this—in his boss’ lap, wearing his clothes, and probably looking disheveled.
He releases his grip around me.
“Alex?!” A voice suddenly echoes. A familiar voice.
I wheeze, locking my eyes back with Alexander’s.
“Dimitri,” he voices my thought, eyes rounding for a second.
Oh my god!
I fly off him in a flash, staggering on the floor.
Why is Dimitri here?
“Alex? Where are you, man?” Dimitri yells, getting close.
I scramble to my feet, grabbing my slippers as I tremble.
“In there,” Alexander hisses, pointing to a dark space.
I sprint on my tiptoes.
“Hey.”
I look over my shoulder just in time to see him throwing my purse. I catch it against my chest by pure reflex and keep running for my life and sanity.
My clothes!
But it’s too late.
I glimpse Dimitri before I slip into the dark room.
My chest thuds rapidly as I lean against the wall. I press a hand over my mouth, stifling my quick breaths.
“I keep forgetting to change my passcode,” Alexander greets.
“Hey, man! Why didn’t you answer the door?”
It grows silent for a moment, then Dimitri speaks: “I’m interrupting something. Am I not?”
No response.
“I saw a pair of Manolo Blahnik heels at the door… are those her clothes?”
I palm my eyes, praying silently.
“You’re being nosy, man,” Alexander responds smoothly.
“Because you’ve never brought a woman into your penthouse.”
What?
“And it looks like you’ve been up to no good,” Dimitri adds.
“I’m always up to no good.”
I hear them slap their hands together.
“You didn’t tell me you were coming over.”
“I did. Texted. You were clearly occupied, getting all… Wow… is she someone we know? I’m so curious—”
“Don’t you have a wedding to plan, Dimitri?”
“You invited her into your fortress? God, Alex… this is - this is new. Is she in here somewhere?”
The bell chimes.
“Is that her?” Dimitri is unrelenting.
Feeling pathetic, my eyes roam in the dark, sweat prickling my skin. I listen to their slippers hitting the ground.
“That’s Garvey.”
“That means she’s here!”
“Why are you so nosy? You’re not drunk.” Alexander evades confirming anything.
“Being mysterious again, huh?” Dimitri murmurs.
He says nothing.
I hear their retreating footsteps. Then Dimitri continues, “I’m marrying Lena next week—”
“For the THIRD time. Don’t tell me you’re nervous?”
“You swore never to get married, so you’ll never know how it feels…”
I slowly slide down the wall to crouch, releasing my mouth and a long breath. Their voices get muffled and fade.
Alexander swore never to get married?
My heart races.
Then, why the marriage arrangement with me?
I recall the call I had with Dimitri in January, after he sent me a cropped photo of Alexander and me from the party on New Year’s Eve.
He’d asked point-blank if something was going on between us. I’d said no. Next, he’d asked if I liked Alexander. Before I could even ask why, Dimitri’s voice turned serious.
“Alexander is not the type of man you’d want to be entangled with. Stay away from him, Sophia.”
Sophia’s POV“Hannah is my sister…” He speaks again.I touch my glasses, hesitating on picking them up. But I need to see his eyes. I need to see what they say. Hopefully, he lets me see through his usual armor.With the back of my palm, I wipe my eyes and slowly put on my glasses again. “She might not believe it, but I would kill for her if I have to…”I sniffle, still stopping my tears because they don’t stop falling.“If… if a guy did to her what I did to you–” He exhales a shaky breath and meets my eyes with unsteady, glassy eyes. “He’d be six feet under. I’d put him there with my bare hands.”His jaw clenches, his brows twitch, and a broken sound comes out of him, “But that’s what I did to you.”My heart shatters all over again. I slip my fingers underneath my glasses, covering my eyes as uncontrollable tears gush out.“No excuse… no words will ever be enough to absolve me of the wrong– evil I’ve done to you. If I could put myself six feet under, I would do it a million times… b
Sophia’s POVEverything I did last night flashes in my head, especially my hands touching below his belt and my shameless plea to have my nipples… Oh, God. What a silly girl.The heat of shame is pushed to my cheeks. I keep my head down and bite my bottom lip.“Look at me. Come on,” he repeats, taking a step closer.I shake my head.“I guess you want me to leave.”“No,” My head flips up fast, eyes meeting his again.My heart races. I’m fully aware of my glasses and the way his eyes stay glued to my face. He’s so handsome tonight. His face glows—the face I kept kissing.I even kissed his piercings!For the love of God! Sophia?!I want to avert my gaze, but he stretches his free hand to me.Slowly, I take it. And I’m pulled close.In a second, my head is against his chest, and his arm shifts low, wrapping around me.My eyes close as I melt into him. My body remembers, and my mind replays how close we were last night. So close… and intimate. Our lips even touched again.Without thinkin
Sophia’s POV“How do you feel now?” One of our live-in maids asks while she cleans up my room.“Terrible.” I croak under the sheet as my head spins, and the weight of a building weighs on my back. My skin is reddened and itchy from wearing the corset for so long.“You’ll feel better soon,” she encourages and goes about her duty quietly.I hope so. I really hope I feel better. This hangover is after my life. I puked all over my bathroom floor in the middle of the night and have felt so sick since then. It’s 03:00 P.M., but I’m still unable to pull myself out of bed.Ava told me Alexander carried me inside last night. That’s how wasted I was. I recall none of it. The last thing I remember is waking up to pee and running off because I thought I was going to pee on myself. I can’t believe Alexander is teasing me about it. I thought he’d be upset. I remember everything I did to him, and I’m so freaking embarrassed.I lost one of my contact lenses and found the second one stuck to a nipple
Alexander’s POV Voices fly over my head. My lawyers strongly oppose going forward with the deal, while Mr. Rose’s lawyers apologetically explain their oversight and give a million-and-one reasons why we shouldn’t back out of the deal.Mr. Rose sits nearby and has tapped my thigh at least twice now, meeting my gaze with the most apologetic and shameful gaze.I can only respond with a forced smile, phone in my hand.So far, the only positive has been that it’s just one regulatory flag, not two or many as we’d thought. But unfortunately, this drawback is not as easy as I thought it would be. Because of the review, the deal will be delayed without a doubt. And after going through the numbers, the reports, and how much it would cost my company and possibly my personal pocket, it’s even more stupid to have to rethink. There’s no way to postpone the wedding; it’s either I back out and save myself and my company the headache of this mess, or shoulder someone else’s baggage for absolutely no
Penelope’s POV (Psycho)“You can judge me if you want. I’m used to it…”I shut my big mouth quickly. “I would never judge you, Mr. Thorne… I’m just… taken aback. That’s all.”He shrugs. “It’s okay if you judge me. I deserve it… I did terrible things to her.”A muscle twitches in my face.Terrible things?He uncrosses his legs, rakes all ten fingers through his hair, and grips his forehead, letting out a groan. I sit up, wondering what’s happening to him. My heart races.“I can’t reverse anything I’ve done to her. And it kills me every day…” He exhales as he lifts his head. Then he meets my gaze. “Sophia is a lovely person that I never should have been with… I was…”He looks down again. His breath is shaky. His hands are shaky. He stretches a hand and picks up the glass of water to gulp.“Take your time… It’s okay…” I mutter, clenching my fists in distress.He sighs deeply and swipes a hand over his face, crossing his legs again. “Something drove me…” He chokes up and drops his hand
Penelope’s POV (Psycho)“Mr. Thorne?” I call softly, putting my hands together.He stares at me, but his gaze seems distant, his pupils dilate, as if he’s blanked out.“Mr. Thorne? Mr… Thorne?” Still no answer. No blinking. Nothing.He’s shut down.For the first time ever. For the first time in my career.Tears sting my eyes as my hands begin shaking. It’s my first time experiencing a client shutting down during therapy. I’ve heard about it, read about it, watched videos about it, but I’ve never experienced it myself.I take deep breaths and slowly ease out of my seat.You’ve got this, Penelope. You’ve studied hard for a day like this.Heart racing fast, yet I move toward him.He’s unmoving, eyes still glued to my desk as if I’m there, but I’m right in front of him.And carefully, I lean over to where his fingers are perched on the sofa. I tap the back of his palm and call softly, “Alexander?”He blinks and shifts his eyes to me, finally. His blinking doesn’t stop. And with every bl
Sophia’s POVAlexander’s calmness fills the elevator like gravity. I stare at my reflection against the panel—blonde hair secured in a neat bun, my teal silk skater dress falling perfectly—a 360-degree improvement from the last time I was here.He slowly holds my hand and locks our fingers with gen
Sophia’s POV⁓August 25, 2025: Dimitri & Lena’s Wedding Day⁓It’s exactly one week since my failed attempt at running away. One week since my second and best kiss ever. One week since I got reintroduced to Alexander Thorne as his fiancée. And one week of receiving large rose bouquets from him daily.
Sophia’s POVHe’s got nipple piercings, a back half-full of tattoos, smokes cigars, swore never to get married, but says he’s marrying me in October.I’m the first woman he’s invited into his penthouse and bedroom; he kisses like a sinner and promises to show me things I can’t handle yet. He lies ef
Alexander Thorne’s POVPhone in hand, I tap a slow rhythm against the steering wheel, my gaze fixed on the pristine lineup of cars in my private garage. My mind is elsewhere.Dimitri left thirty-five minutes ago. I sent Garvey home, too, yet I’ve been seated inside the darkness of this car, waiting.







