*Tristan*
Finally, she is standing in front of me, her small gloved hands folded tightly in front of her. With her this near to me, I can see clearly now that her eyes are the most beautiful blue. No, more than blue. Violet. I have never seen anything like them. I imagine them smoldering with heated passion, darkening, gazing at me in wonder as I deliver her pleasure such as she has never experienced. An easy task if she has indeed never known a man’s touch.
But just as I have no use for mistresses, I also have no desire for virgins. I have not been innocent in a good long while. I have no interest in innocence. It is a weakness, a condition to be exploited, a quick path to ruin. It holds no appeal.
She holds no appeal.
I rethink the words in an attempt to convince myself of their truth. But as her eyes burn into mine, I am left with the realization that she is not only innocent, but very, very dangerous. A silly thought. I could destroy her with a look, a word or a sarcastic laugh. And in destroying her, the tiny bit of soul that remains to me would wither and die.
It is an unsettling realization, one I do not much like at all.
I watch her delicate throat work as she swallows, her breasts rising with the intake of a long breath as though she is building up her courage.
“I don’t believe we have yet spoken”. She finally says.
“No”. I answer.
She gives me a small smile. “May I inquire regarding your name ? The other gentlemen were kind enough to introduce themselves”.
“But then I am not kind”. I point out.
Two tiny pleats appeared between her brows. “Why would you say something like that ?”
“Because I am honest, at least”. I tell her.
“But surely you have a name. Is it a secret ? Do you steal children from their beds ? Rumpelstiltskin perhaps ? I would be hard-pressed to see you as Prince Charming”. She muses.
Fairy tales. She has been brought up on fairy tales, and she seems to have no awareness that she is wading through a nest of ogres.
“Come on. It can’t be that horrible of a name. I would like to call you something”. She says softly.
I consider suggesting Beelzebub, something to unsettle her, send her scurrying away, but for reasons I can’t fathom, I simply say. “Rafe”.
“Rafe”. She repeats in her smoky voice, and a fierce longing fissure through me with an almost painful prickling. “Is that your title ?”
I shake my head slightly. “No”.
“Are you titled ?” She asks.
Perhaps she isn’t as innocent as I had thought. She wants to ensure that she is well cared for, and is going to be particular about whose bed she warms. I suppose I can’t hold that against her. She is on the hunt for a man to please, one who will serve as her protector. She has a right to be picky.
“No”. I finally answer.
“I see you’re a man of few words”. She is chewing on her lower lip, which serves to plump it up and darken its red hue. I wonder how often she has been kissed. Has she ever let a man press his mouth to hers ? Has a man ever touched her skin, trailed his fingers along her high cheekbones, folded his rough hand around her neck, and brought her in close ? “What are your interests ?”
I try to hold back a dark smile. “None that would amuse you”.
“You might be surprised”. She says, still smiling.
“I doubt it. I’m a rather good judge of character”. I tell her.
“A quick judge it would seem. I’m left with the impression that you don’t think very highly of me”. She says softly.
I slide my gaze over her, admiring the curves, the dips, and swells. I can’t deny that she is a beauty, but she would require a certain … gentleness and care, neither of which is in my repertoire of behavior. “I have not yet decided on the matter”.
“Unfortunately, I have, I am afraid. I don’t believe we would be well suited. I hope you won’t take offense”. She says pushing her chin slightly out.
“I would have to actually care about what you thought to be offended. I don’t”. I simply say.
She opens her mouth …
“Everly, you’re done here”. Her brother says as he grabs her arm and begins roughly ushering her toward the door.
Almost tripping over her small feet encased in satin slippers, she appears to be attempting to shake off the alpha. She is gazing over her bare shoulder at me as though she is determined to have the final word, but she is no match for her brother's strength as they both disappear through the open doorway.
It is some minutes before Littlefoot returns. I am surprised his sister doesn’t barge in behind him. No doubt he has convinced her not to, convinced her to lay low so as not to discourage any of the Alpha’s from having an interest in her.
“All right, gentlemen”. Littlefoot says, rubbing his hands together. “Does anyone wish to bid on her ?”
So that is how he is going to handle the matter, I muse. I don’t know why the manner in which Littlefoot is proceeding causes a chill in my bones. The girl means nothing to me. It might prove interesting to see what sort of value the other alpha places on her. Especially if I can determine a way to use that knowledge to my advantage.
“I say, Littlefoot”. Alpha Ekro sneers, “I’ll give you five hundred quid for her, but I’ve a mind to examine her first and ensure she is a virgin as you claim”.
A round of raucous laughter accompanies the vulgar suggestion. I suspect those who laugh the loudest are striving to cover the fact that they are not quite comfortable with the direction in which the evening is going.
“By all means, each of you may examine her”. Littlefoot says callously as though he is offering little more than a mare for purchase. “Then I shall entertain further bids”.
“Excellent. I’ll go first, shall I?” Ekro and Littlefoot heads for the door.
I envision Ekro’s pudgy sausage-like fingers traveling over her silky thighs, ripping at her undergarments, shoving into …
“I’m taking her”. I can hardly recognize the words that burst from my mouth with such authority that Ekro and Littlefoot stumble in their tracks, while the other alphas gape at me.
Snow Moon Castle, WolfshireWinter 1864 Tonight is the night we were supposed to die. Instead, we will make love to our wives. But for now, in the late wintry afternoon, we sit upon our horses, at the top of the rise, looking down on Snow Moon Castle. The castle looms in the distance, its frost-covered stone walls shimmering as the sun begins to set. The frigid air bites at our cheeks, and our breaths create clouds of steam as we take in the sight before us. From our vantage point, we can see the remnants of the tower that had served as our prison so many years before. Stephan, with a determined look in his eyes, has been slowly tearing it down, his sledgehammer against one brick at a time. The once imposing structure is now a mere skeleton of its former self, a testament to the resilience and defiance that had brought us to this moment. "Difficult to believe it's been twenty years". Raphael says, his voice filled with disbelief and a hint of nostalgia. The years have left their m
*Everly* Tristan carries me up the steps. The door opens. Laurence bows his head slightly as we walk past. "Welcome home, my Beta, my lady”. My lady. I almost laugh. As Tristan begins climbing the stairs, I say. "Who would have thought the illegitimate daughter of an Alpha would one day be a lady ?" "You were a lady the moment you were born”. He says softly. "You once told me I was ruined the moment I was born”. I point out. He gives me a sheepish grin. "That was before I knew you. I was a foolish man then”. Not so foolish, I think. Cautious, rather. Not daring to care for anything that he might lose. He lost me once. He will never lose me again. The door to his bedchamber is open, and he sweeps me inside, kicking the door closed behind him. When he sets me on my feet, I knock aside his hat and run my fingers up into his hair. "Oh, I have missed this, missed you”. "Mary and her silly rules about respectability”. Bracketing his hands on either side of my face, he looks at me ser
*Tristan* Studying my reflection in the mirror, I tug on my light gray waistcoat. It takes an inordinate amount of time to dress these days. My hand has healed but the mobility in it isn't what it once was. Dr. Grimley set the bones together as best as he could. I'm grateful for that, at least. I haven't lost my hand completely, and I'm learning to write with my right. In retrospect, I suppose I could have told Grimmock from the outset that I was left-handed, so he would have broken the right, but I'm familiar enough with the man's torturous ways to know that a time would come when I would have signed anything the man put before me in order to stop the pain. And I would be damned before I gave the man anything that belonged to Eve or to Mick, for that matter. So damned I am. But not as much as Grimmock. During the three months since my rescue, I have found myself spending more time with my brothers, and I wonder why I had resisted being in their company for so long. Late into th
*Tristan* The boxing room is more shadows than light, but then it usually is. Most of the light focuses on the ring where Alpha Ekro stands, as he keeps glancing around at the other men surrounding the roped-off area. I called the meeting, and invited Ekro into the ring. It seemed like he was going to decline the invitation until Mick ushers him in with a gentle prodding and the lifting of the rope. Splints keep my left hand immobile and it's far from being completely healed, but I can pack quite the punch with my right. I wonder if Ekro recognizes the significance of the group of men who are in attendance. If any of them realize why they have been singled out for this particular lesson. "Don't keep us in suspense, Tristan. What's the meaning of all this ?" Ekro asks. "Beta Rafe". I correct him. He looks at me with confusion. "Pardon ?" "Not Tristan, but Beta Tristan Rafe. That's how I should be addressed". He huffs lightly. "I didn't think you cared much for your heritage".
*Tristan* They come for me and take me back to the almost empty room, placing me in the chair at the table, securing me to it. This time Grimmock is sitting too, scrawling on the paper. "When I'm finished here, you will just sign it as best you can”. He says. "Then your hell will be over”. I doubt it. I have not gone mad with the binding. I simply pretend that they are Eve's arms, wrapped around me, holding me close, as she whispers words of encouragement. All will be well, everything will turn out fine. Lies. I can survive on lies. So could a boy. "Do you already forget that I write with my left hand?" I ask. "I don't forget anything. I did not forget how you blackmailed me”. He lifts his gaze and stares pointedly at me, with one eye closed and the other hard and accusing. "I did not forget how you turned my own lads against me. Even those who owed me coins stopped fearing me, thought you were keeping watch over them”. I won't go so far as to say that I was keeping watch over
*Everly* As I follow Manson down the hallway, with Raphael and Stephan behind me, I realize how differently I view this residence now. Once I considered it my home, but I understand now that it was my father who made it a home, not the walls, the portraits, the furniture or the decorative pieces, although there seem to be far less of those now. I wonder how many items Orley has sold to relieve his debts. When we walk into the library, Orley jumps out of his chair and hurries around his desk. “My Alpha, Beta Raphael, sirs, this is an unexpected surprise”. I can't help but notice how he ignored me. “You know Miss Everly, do you not ?” The Alpha asks. Orley's face turns mottled red. “Yes, of course”. “You would be remiss not to greet her as well”. Stephan says in a tone that is clearly a demand. He gives me a perfunctory nod. “Miss Everly”. “My Alpha. May I say that you are not looking well these days ?” He had lost weight, much like me after the death of my father. His skin ha