LOGINLENA
I don’t know why I agreed to this.
Maybe it was guilt, maybe obligation, maybe the tiniest thread of hope that I was wrong. That my mom’s mystery man wasn’t who I thought. That fate wasn’t so cruel it would play this kind of joke on me.
But deep down, I knew.
From the moment she called him incredible, successful, handsome, a shiver of recognition ran through me. My gut screamed the truth I didn’t want to face. Still, I got dressed anyway, standing in front of my closet like I was suiting up for war.
And it was war—against my own heart.
By the time I pulled up to the restaurant she’d chosen—an upscale place with valet parking and white tablecloths—I already wanted to run. My stomach twisted, my palms damp. The hostess smiled brightly as she led me through the maze of soft lighting and clinking glasses, every step making my pulse pound harder.
Then I saw her.
Vivian Carter, my glamorous, eternally put-together mother, perched at a corner table in a silk blouse that probably cost more than my rent. Her hair was styled, her lipstick perfect, her expression smug in that way only she could pull off.
And across from her—
I stopped breathing.
Roman Wolfe.
He was dressed in a dark suit, the kind that looked tailored to his broad frame, and his gaze lifted at the exact moment mine did. Our eyes locked, and I swore the room tilted.
I knew him instantly. The man who had kissed me like I was the only woman alive. The man whose ring was still on my finger, hidden under a sleeve. The man I’d married in a haze of laughter and bad decisions.
And now, my mother’s fiancé.
“Lena!” Mom waved me over, beaming. “Finally. I was starting to think you wouldn’t come.”
I forced my legs to move, each step heavier than the last, until I reached the table. My voice scraped out, brittle. “Hi, Mom.”
She stood, air-kissing my cheek before gesturing between us like a magician unveiling her grand trick. “This is him. Roman Wolfe. My future husband.”
I felt sick. My chest constricted, a thousand memories slamming into me all at once—the vows, the way his hand had held mine, his voice calling me his wife.
Roman didn’t flinch. He didn’t betray a flicker of recognition. His face was calm, composed, maybe even cold. But his eyes… oh, his eyes gave him away. Dark, burning, steady on me as if to say, I know exactly who you are.
“Lena,” he said smoothly, his voice sending a shiver down my spine. “It’s good to finally meet you.”
Finally meet me.
Like we hadn’t already met in the most reckless, intimate way possible. Like we weren’t bound by a piece of paper sitting in some drawer in Nevada.
I pasted on a brittle smile, praying my mom couldn’t hear the frantic hammer of my heartbeat. “Nice to meet you too.”
Mom sighed, clasping her hands together, practically glowing. “Isn’t he perfect?”
I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. My throat was tight, my palms trembling under the table.
The waiter appeared, rattling off specials, and I latched onto the distraction like a lifeline. I ordered the first thing on the menu, not even hearing what it was, just desperate to keep from looking at Roman. But it didn’t matter. His gaze burned into me the entire time.
Every nerve in my body screamed with awareness.
My mom chattered on about how they’d met—some charity gala, of course—and how Roman had swept her off her feet. I barely heard a word. My mind kept circling back to that night in Vegas, to the way he’d whispered mine against my skin.
And now my mom was calling him hers.
I wanted to scream.
Instead, I kept my mask firmly in place, nodding at the right moments, pretending to be fascinated by their story while fighting the bile rising in my throat.
Halfway through the meal, Mom excused herself to the restroom, leaving me alone with him.
The air thickened instantly.
I kept my eyes fixed on my water glass, my pulse skittering. He didn’t say anything at first, just sat there, watching me. The silence stretched until I couldn’t stand it anymore.
“Why are you here?” I hissed under my breath, low enough that only he could hear.
Roman leaned back in his chair, utterly composed, his expression unreadable. “The same reason you are. Your mother invited me.”
My jaw clenched. “You know that’s not what I meant.”
His lips curved, but it wasn’t amusement—it was something sharper, darker. “I’m here because fate has a sense of humor. And because, Lena…” His voice dropped lower, velvet and steel. “I’m not letting you run again.”
My stomach flipped violently. Heat surged through me, anger and fear and something I didn’t want to name.
“You can’t be with her,” I whispered harshly. “This is insane.”
He tilted his head, eyes never leaving mine. “What’s insane is you thinking you could just walk away and pretend none of it happened.”
I gripped my napkin so tightly it tore. “We were drunk. It was a mistake.”
“Was it?” His tone was soft, but it cut like a blade. “Because I remember you looking me in the eye and saying yes. I remember you choosing me.”
I shook my head, panic clawing at my chest. “Don’t. Don’t do this.”
Before he could respond, Mom returned, all smiles, oblivious to the storm raging under the table. She slid back into her seat and reached for Roman’s hand, and my stomach twisted as I watched him let her.
But his eyes—his eyes never left me.
The rest of the meal passed in a blur. I laughed when Mom laughed, I smiled when I was supposed to, but inside, I was unraveling. By the time dessert came, my nerves were shredded.
When we finally stood to leave, Mom hooked her arm through Roman’s, glowing with pride. “Isn’t he wonderful, Lena?”
I swallowed hard, forcing out the only word I could manage. “Yeah.”
Roman’s gaze flicked to mine, a silent challenge burning there. A promise.
And as I stepped out into the cool night air, my chest constricted so tightly I could barely breathe.
Because this wasn’t over. Not even close.
And when Roman finally moved—his hand brushing deliberately against mine as we walked out—I knew with bone-deep certainty that my world was about to shatter all over again.
LENAI didn’t plan to stay the night.I told myself I would check on Billy, make sure he was stable, then go with the kids. That was the logical thing to do. The responsible thing.But logic hasn’t exactly been steering my life lately.Ava offered to take the children back to her place. She said it gently, like she knew I was being pulled in too many directions at once.“I can handle them,” she insisted. “They’ll be fine with me.”Before I could answer, Roman stepped in.“I’ll take them,” he said calmly.Ava looked at him, surprised. I looked at him too.“It’s late,” he added. “They’re exhausted. Let them sleep somewhere familiar.”Familiar.The word hung between us.The children were already leaning toward him without realizing it. Isabella had slipped her hand into his. Nathaniel was standing closer to him than to me. Benjamin was staring up at Roman with that quiet curiosity he always had.I saw it clearly in that moment.They missed him.Not in a dramatic way. Not in tears.Just i
LENAThe door opened slowly, almost cautiously. I turned, half-expecting Ava with the kids. But it wasn’t her. It was Billy. He stood there in a hospital gown, one arm in a sling, a bruise darkening along his jaw, a nurse hovering nervously behind him like she wasn’t sure she should’ve allowed this. For a moment, no one spoke. Roman froze beside me. I felt my pulse in my throat. Billy looked from me to Roman, then back to me again. Not angry. Not shocked. Just… aware. “I figured,” he said quietly, his voice still a little rough, “if we’re going to keep having important conversations, we might as well stop doing them separately.” My heart squeezed painfully. “You shouldn’t be out of bed,” I said automatically, stepping toward him. The nurse sighed behind him. “Five minutes,” she warned before stepping away down the hall. Billy gave her a small nod and then walked slowly into the room, each step careful but steady. Roman straightened. For two men who technically had no r
I stepped out of Billy’s hospital room feeling like my heart had been carefully opened and rearranged. His words were still echoing in my mind. You don’t erase Roman to love me. And you don’t erase me to love him. You just decide where you belong. I wasn’t sure if that comforted me or terrified me more. I walked slowly down the hallway toward the cafeteria, where Ava had taken the kids. I could already imagine Isabella asking too many questions, Nathaniel pretending to be brave, Benjamin clinging to Ava’s hand. I turned the corner. And stopped. There he was. Roman. Standing a few feet away from me like he had been there all along. For a second, I forgot how to breathe. He looked different. Not physically—he was still perfectly put together, dark coat, steady posture—but there was something softer in his expression. Less guarded. Less certain. “What are you doing here?” I asked before I could stop myself. He didn’t answer right away. He just looked at me like he was confir
LENA I wasn’t supposed to come back. That was the whole point of leaving. I had told myself I needed distance. Space. A clean line between my old life and whatever I was trying to build. But seven days after we arrived at the beach house, I found myself gripping the steering wheel again, driving in the opposite direction. Back. The kids were in the backseat, quieter than usual. The excitement of the beach had softened into something more watchful. They could sense when something was wrong, even if I tried to hide it. “Are we visiting Daddy Billy?” Isabella asked gently. I glanced at her in the rearview mirror. “Yes,” I said. “Is he still sick?” Nathaniel asked. “He had an accident,” I replied carefully. “But he’s awake now.” Benjamin hugged his stuffed bear tightly. “Is he going to be okay?” The question felt too big. “I hope so,” I said honestly. The drive felt longer this time. Maybe because my thoughts were louder. Ava had kept me updated every day. The first two day
LENAThe first morning at the beach house, I woke up before the kids.For a few seconds, I didn’t remember where I was.The ceiling was different. The air smelled faintly of salt and wood instead of the clean, polished scent of the villa. The sound that replaced distant traffic was softer, rhythmic.Waves.I lay still, listening.I had been so worried before coming here. Worried that I was being reckless. That I was dragging my children into uncertainty just because I couldn’t sort out my own heart. I kept imagining things going wrong—the house not being safe, the neighborhood being unfriendly, the kids feeling lonely or confused.But as I walked into their small shared bedroom and saw them tangled together in sleep, faces peaceful, I felt something loosen inside my chest.Maybe this wasn’t a mistake.When they woke up and realized we were actually at the beach, the house filled with laughter so quickly it almost felt unreal.“Mommy! I can hear it!” Isabella shouted, pressing her ear
IVYThe morning I decided to leave, the house felt unusually quiet.Not because the children were calm—they never were—but because my heart had already made the decision before my mind could catch up.I stood in the living room, staring at the packed suitcases lined up neatly by the door. Three small ones for the kids. One medium for me. Isabella was the first to notice.“Mommy?” she asked, her eyes landing on the luggage. “Are we going somewhere?”I forced a gentle smile. “Yes, sweetheart.”“Where?”Nathaniel walked in behind her, frowning slightly. “Why are the bags here?”Benjamin trailed after them, rubbing his eyes.I knelt down so I could look at all three of them.“We’re going on a little trip,” I said.“A trip?” Isabella’s face brightened for a second. Then confusion replaced it. “Is Uncle Billy coming?”The question hit softly but directly.Nathaniel looked at me carefully. “What about Daddy Billy?” he repeated.Benjamin’s lower lip trembled slightly. “I want Daddy Billy.”M







