MasukLENA
I don’t know why I agreed to this.
Maybe it was guilt, maybe obligation, maybe the tiniest thread of hope that I was wrong. That my mom’s mystery man wasn’t who I thought. That fate wasn’t so cruel it would play this kind of joke on me.
But deep down, I knew.
From the moment she called him incredible, successful, handsome, a shiver of recognition ran through me. My gut screamed the truth I didn’t want to face. Still, I got dressed anyway, standing in front of my closet like I was suiting up for war.
And it was war—against my own heart.
By the time I pulled up to the restaurant she’d chosen—an upscale place with valet parking and white tablecloths—I already wanted to run. My stomach twisted, my palms damp. The hostess smiled brightly as she led me through the maze of soft lighting and clinking glasses, every step making my pulse pound harder.
Then I saw her.
Vivian Carter, my glamorous, eternally put-together mother, perched at a corner table in a silk blouse that probably cost more than my rent. Her hair was styled, her lipstick perfect, her expression smug in that way only she could pull off.
And across from her—
I stopped breathing.
Roman Wolfe.
He was dressed in a dark suit, the kind that looked tailored to his broad frame, and his gaze lifted at the exact moment mine did. Our eyes locked, and I swore the room tilted.
I knew him instantly. The man who had kissed me like I was the only woman alive. The man whose ring was still on my finger, hidden under a sleeve. The man I’d married in a haze of laughter and bad decisions.
And now, my mother’s fiancé.
“Lena!” Mom waved me over, beaming. “Finally. I was starting to think you wouldn’t come.”
I forced my legs to move, each step heavier than the last, until I reached the table. My voice scraped out, brittle. “Hi, Mom.”
She stood, air-kissing my cheek before gesturing between us like a magician unveiling her grand trick. “This is him. Roman Wolfe. My future husband.”
I felt sick. My chest constricted, a thousand memories slamming into me all at once—the vows, the way his hand had held mine, his voice calling me his wife.
Roman didn’t flinch. He didn’t betray a flicker of recognition. His face was calm, composed, maybe even cold. But his eyes… oh, his eyes gave him away. Dark, burning, steady on me as if to say, I know exactly who you are.
“Lena,” he said smoothly, his voice sending a shiver down my spine. “It’s good to finally meet you.”
Finally meet me.
Like we hadn’t already met in the most reckless, intimate way possible. Like we weren’t bound by a piece of paper sitting in some drawer in Nevada.
I pasted on a brittle smile, praying my mom couldn’t hear the frantic hammer of my heartbeat. “Nice to meet you too.”
Mom sighed, clasping her hands together, practically glowing. “Isn’t he perfect?”
I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. My throat was tight, my palms trembling under the table.
The waiter appeared, rattling off specials, and I latched onto the distraction like a lifeline. I ordered the first thing on the menu, not even hearing what it was, just desperate to keep from looking at Roman. But it didn’t matter. His gaze burned into me the entire time.
Every nerve in my body screamed with awareness.
My mom chattered on about how they’d met—some charity gala, of course—and how Roman had swept her off her feet. I barely heard a word. My mind kept circling back to that night in Vegas, to the way he’d whispered mine against my skin.
And now my mom was calling him hers.
I wanted to scream.
Instead, I kept my mask firmly in place, nodding at the right moments, pretending to be fascinated by their story while fighting the bile rising in my throat.
Halfway through the meal, Mom excused herself to the restroom, leaving me alone with him.
The air thickened instantly.
I kept my eyes fixed on my water glass, my pulse skittering. He didn’t say anything at first, just sat there, watching me. The silence stretched until I couldn’t stand it anymore.
“Why are you here?” I hissed under my breath, low enough that only he could hear.
Roman leaned back in his chair, utterly composed, his expression unreadable. “The same reason you are. Your mother invited me.”
My jaw clenched. “You know that’s not what I meant.”
His lips curved, but it wasn’t amusement—it was something sharper, darker. “I’m here because fate has a sense of humor. And because, Lena…” His voice dropped lower, velvet and steel. “I’m not letting you run again.”
My stomach flipped violently. Heat surged through me, anger and fear and something I didn’t want to name.
“You can’t be with her,” I whispered harshly. “This is insane.”
He tilted his head, eyes never leaving mine. “What’s insane is you thinking you could just walk away and pretend none of it happened.”
I gripped my napkin so tightly it tore. “We were drunk. It was a mistake.”
“Was it?” His tone was soft, but it cut like a blade. “Because I remember you looking me in the eye and saying yes. I remember you choosing me.”
I shook my head, panic clawing at my chest. “Don’t. Don’t do this.”
Before he could respond, Mom returned, all smiles, oblivious to the storm raging under the table. She slid back into her seat and reached for Roman’s hand, and my stomach twisted as I watched him let her.
But his eyes—his eyes never left me.
The rest of the meal passed in a blur. I laughed when Mom laughed, I smiled when I was supposed to, but inside, I was unraveling. By the time dessert came, my nerves were shredded.
When we finally stood to leave, Mom hooked her arm through Roman’s, glowing with pride. “Isn’t he wonderful, Lena?”
I swallowed hard, forcing out the only word I could manage. “Yeah.”
Roman’s gaze flicked to mine, a silent challenge burning there. A promise.
And as I stepped out into the cool night air, my chest constricted so tightly I could barely breathe.
Because this wasn’t over. Not even close.
And when Roman finally moved—his hand brushing deliberately against mine as we walked out—I knew with bone-deep certainty that my world was about to shatter all over again.
LENAThe morning sun filtered through the curtains, casting soft beams across the room. I stretched, savoring the calm that settled over me. There was a peace now, a stillness that had once felt so foreign. The past was no longer lurking, threatening to undo everything we had worked for. Roman was still asleep beside me, his breathing steady and deep. For the first time in what felt like forever, I didn’t feel the weight of the world on my shoulders.I slipped out of bed quietly, careful not to disturb him. As I moved through the house, I noticed the little things that spoke to our new reality. The fresh flowers on the kitchen counter, the small stack of books on the coffee table—ours. It felt like we had built this home from the ground up. Not just the house, but our lives.The kids were already awake, their laughter spilling from the living room. I smiled to myself, listening to their carefree voices. They had found their rhythm again, and with it, so had we. It wasn’t perfect. Ther
LENAThe sun was setting on a quiet Sunday evening, casting warm hues of orange and pink over the backyard. Roman and I sat side by side on the wooden swing, our fingers loosely intertwined. The kids were playing on the lawn, their laughter echoing in the air. It felt... peaceful. Something I hadn’t experienced in a long time. The past few months had been a journey—one full of growth, healing, and hard decisions. But now, sitting here with Roman, the children’s laughter in the background, I could feel that we had finally reached a place where we could breathe.Roman turned his head slightly, his eyes meeting mine. "This feels different," he said quietly, his voice almost as soft as the evening breeze.I nodded, looking over at the kids as they chased each other around. "It does. It feels... right."It wasn’t perfect. Life never was, but this moment—this quiet evening together—felt like we were slowly weaving something new from the fabric of our past. We weren’t the same people we were
LENAThe sound of footsteps echoed in the quiet streets as we walked side by side. It was early in the morning, the sun barely peeking over the horizon, casting a soft golden hue across the neighborhood. The streets were still empty, save for the occasional jogger or early riser making their way to start the day. The air felt crisp, fresh—full of possibility.Roman's hand brushed against mine, and I turned to look at him. His face was relaxed, the lines of tension I had seen so many times over the years slowly starting to fade. We had been walking like this for a while now, not saying much, but somehow knowing exactly what the other needed."Do you remember this place?" Roman asked, his voice low, almost like a whisper to himself.I glanced around. The park where we used to take the kids when they were younger, the trees now taller, the benches slightly worn, and the grass greener than I remembered. It looked almost the same, yet everything felt different. This place, these memories,
LENAThe silence between us felt heavy, yet comforting. We stood there on the porch of the beach house, the salty breeze ruffling our hair as the waves gently lapped at the shore. It was the kind of evening that felt like it belonged to another life—one where things were simpler, or at least more certain. But nothing was simple now. Not anymore.Roman stood next to me, his arm casually resting on the railing. His eyes were distant, tracing the horizon as the orange hues of the setting sun stretched across the sky. I could see the tension in his posture, the way his jaw clenched every now and then. We hadn’t really spoken much today. It wasn’t that there was nothing to say, it was just... the air between us was thick with things we both knew but hadn’t dared to voice."Do you think we’re doing the right thing?" I asked softly, breaking the silence. My voice barely reached above the sound of the waves, but I knew Roman could hear me. His head turned slightly toward me, his gaze soft but
LENAThe morning light filtered through the curtains, casting a soft glow over the kitchen as I made breakfast. The smell of pancakes filled the air, and the kids were already scattered around the table, their laughter echoing in the room. For a moment, everything felt calm—normal, even—but I knew it was anything but. The shifts in our lives had been profound, and today was going to be one of those moments when we’d have to face the new dynamics.Roman was sitting beside me, flipping through a newspaper, his fingers absentmindedly tapping the edge of his coffee cup. His presence was still a bit surreal, even after all the time that had passed since we made our decision. He was here, fully present, but so much had changed—most of it for the better, some of it still uncharted."Is today the day for our adventure?" Isabella’s voice broke through the peaceful quiet of the morning, her wide brown eyes sparkling with curiosity. She was already dressed, her hair in a messy ponytail, and she
LENAThe day had arrived—the day I had to face the weight of my past, the day I would finally confront the echoes of a life that had haunted me for years. I stood in front of the mirror, staring at my reflection. It felt like a lifetime ago when I had stood here, unsure of who I was, afraid of what would happen if I allowed myself to choose my own path. But today, I wasn’t that person anymore.My mother, Vivian, was no longer the figure who controlled my life. She was in jail, a consequence of her own making, her past finally catching up to her. Yet, despite everything, the grip she had on me had lingered, even after all this time. And it wasn’t just her physical presence that I had to break free from—it was the legacy of her influence, the way she had shaped my relationships and my identity.I hadn’t spoken to her since her arrest, but today, I was finally ready to speak the words I had held inside for so long.Roman had been nothing but supportive. He understood how difficult this w
LENAI didn’t sleep. I couldn’t.Vivian’s last words kept echoing in my head, circling around and around until I felt sick.Roman’s life depends on it.What did she mean? What had she done? What was she planning?I didn’t tell Ava anything except that I needed to go out for a while. She tried to st
LENAThe moment Roman said we needed to talk, my heart sank.I didn’t know why.Maybe it was the tone.Maybe it was the way he looked at me, almost like he was apologizing before even speaking.He sat down on the edge of the couch, elbows on his knees, hands clasped tightly. I stayed standing for a
LENAI woke up to the cold side of the bed.No warmth. No scent of Roman. No faint rumble of his breathing beside me.Just the quiet hum of the house and the distant chirping of birds outside the window.I blinked at the ceiling for a long moment, my mind taking a second to remember the mess of las
LENA I didn’t sleep at all. Not even a minute. I kept staring at the ceiling, listening to the soft breaths of my three children across the baby monitor and the quiet, steady exhale of Roman sleeping beside me. Normally, the sound of his breathing calmed me. Tonight, it only made my stomach twis







