LOGINTrent’s voice came through the tiny speaker like a finger sliding down the inside of my spine.
“Hi, Mia.” The words were casual, almost cheerful, like he was greeting a neighbor. Like he hadn’t been carving fear into our days one message at a time. Like he hadn’t turned Liberty’s bakery into a stage and my hospital into a hunting ground. On the phone screen, he stood on Dawson’s porch under the harsh wash of the motion light, hands in his pockets, head tilted toward the camera with the lazy confidence of a man who had never been told no and made to respect it. And beside me, Dawson’s entire body turned to stone. The warmth that had been wrapped around my waist a moment ago vanished. His arm lifted away, his muscles going tight and corded as if his body had decided it was back in a place where mercy got you killed. His breathing changed, shorter, sharper. His gaze didn’t blink. AThe note sat on the back door like a held breath.A white rectangle taped too neatly to the glass, as if whoever placed it had taken their time, had wanted us to picture his fingers smoothing the edges, pressing adhesive down with patience.I stood several feet away, heart hammering, while Dawson stayed between me and the door like the space itself could be weaponized. Liberty hovered near the kitchen island with her phone in a death grip, eyes bright with fear she refused to let spill.“Police are on their way,” she said, voice thin.Dawson didn’t look at her. His gaze stayed fixed on the paper.“Don’t touch it,” I murmured, more to myself than anyone.Dawson nodded once, sharp, controlled. “I won’t.”But his hands flexed at his sides like his body disagreed.The camera notification still glowed on his phone screen, the back yard feed replaying that hooded figure moving like a shadow with purpose. The way he’d looked up at the camera, like he’d wanted us to see he wasn’t afraid of be
Morning came with the taste of metal in my mouth and the dull ache of vigilance behind my eyes.The kind of ache you get when you’ve been holding your breath for hours, forgetting that oxygen is not a luxury, it’s a requirement.Dawson slept late, which felt like a small miracle and a quiet cruelty. Miracle, because his body had finally accepted rest. Cruelty, because I knew it was borrowed, paid for with my presence and the careful way I’d kept my own fear silent.I lay awake beside him, listening to the soft rhythm of his breathing, watching the line of his jaw in the half-light. He looked younger in sleep, as if exhaustion stripped away the years and left the boy I’d known underneath. But the scars didn’t disappear. Neither did the tension that lived in him like a second skeleton.I thought of Trent on the porch. The wave. The way he’d spoken my name like he was tasting it. Somewhere out there, he was awake too, planning, rehearsing, enjoying t
Trent’s voice came through the tiny speaker like a finger sliding down the inside of my spine. “Hi, Mia.” The words were casual, almost cheerful, like he was greeting a neighbor. Like he hadn’t been carving fear into our days one message at a time. Like he hadn’t turned Liberty’s bakery into a stage and my hospital into a hunting ground. On the phone screen, he stood on Dawson’s porch under the harsh wash of the motion light, hands in his pockets, head tilted toward the camera with the lazy confidence of a man who had never been told no and made to respect it. And beside me, Dawson’s entire body turned to stone. The warmth that had been wrapped around my waist a moment ago vanished. His arm lifted away, his muscles going tight and corded as if his body had decided it was back in a place where mercy got you killed. His breathing changed, shorter, sharper. His gaze didn’t blink. A
The ride back to Dawson’s house felt like traveling through a world that had shifted half an inch off its axis. Same streets. Same stoplights. Same dull winter trees lifting bare branches toward a sky that looked tired of being gray. But everything carried an aftertaste now, like fear had touched each familiar thing and left fingerprints behind. Dawson drove with both hands on the wheel, knuckles pale with restraint. He didn’t speed. He didn’t run lights. He was calm in the way a storm is calm when it’s still deciding where to break. I sat in the passenger seat and watched the rearview mirror too often, my pulse jumping at every car that lingered behind us for more than a few seconds. My body felt like it belonged to someone else, someone hunted, someone newly aware that safety was not a guarantee but a negotiation. “I should’ve walked out there,” I said quietly, unable to keep the bitterness from my voice. “I should’ve see
Morning didn’t arrive like a blessing.It arrived like an interrogation light, thin, pale, and unforgiving, sliding through Dawson’s curtains and laying its questions across my skin.I hadn’t slept.Not really.I had lain there while Dawson breathed into the first real rest he’d had in what felt like a lifetime, his arm warm around my waist, his face softened by sleep the way stone softens under water over years. I’d listened to the quiet rhythm of him and tried to pretend the world outside the bed wasn’t sharpening knives.My phone sat face down on the nightstand like a poisonous thing.I saw you go in.The message kept repeating in my head, each time tightening the wire around my ribs.Someone had been outside.Someone had watched me walk into this house.Someone had watched me become close to Dawson in a way I hadn’t even admitted to myself yet.I stared at the ceiling until my eyes
Liberty chose a baking show the way she chose men: loudly, impulsively, with unearned confidence.“This one,” she declared, remote pointed like a wand. “It’s the holiday episode. People cry over ganache. It’s art.”Dawson sat in the armchair, posture straight, hands clasped, watching the TV like it might attack him if he blinked. He’d changed into sweatpants and a dark T shirt, but the softness of the clothing didn’t soften the vigilance in his bones.I sat on the couch beside Liberty, close enough to feel her warmth, but far enough that I could pretend my life wasn’t shifting under my feet.The house held three of us now, three heartbeats, three sets of breath, and it felt… different. Not safe, exactly, not yet. But less hollow. Less like a place that only knew how to wait.Liberty shoved a bowl of popcorn into my lap. “Eat.”“I ate dinner,” I protested weakly.“You ate trauma,” she corrected. “Now eat salt.”D







