Chapter 107

When the food arrived Liam and I started eating without talking.

 Not one of us spoke and we just ate quietly.

 I, on the other hand, just bent over my food and put it in my mouth and swallowed it violently.  The surroundings are very quiet and it seems that even the chewing of food can be heard.

 We shouldn't have opened a topic like that before and ignored the problems we face.

 “Why are you so quiet?”  my hand stopped in a series of mouthfuls as Liam suddenly spoke.  "Did I make you uncomfortable?"

 I lifted my gaze to her and found her worried eyes.

 "Are you upset?"

 I shook my head slowly at his question.

 “No”

 I’m not mad at him, and whatever he says.  I just don’t know how I feel.  I don’t know what I should use or what the decision will be.