RYAN
“No! Stop!” I roared, stepping in front of Bella before any of Ricardo’s men could make a move. “She didn’t do anything wrong.” Ricardo arched a brow. “She’s a doctor,” I continued. “You said I needed to recruit someone for the hospital, right? That’s exactly what I was doing.” Ricardo lifted his head slightly, then, without a word, he started walking toward me with slow, calculated steps that sent my pulse hammering. Closer. Too close. I clenched my jaw as he stopped just inches away, so near that I could feel his breath ghosting over my face. My heart pounded, not out of fear, but something else. Something I couldn’t even name. Ricardo chuckled lowly. “You’ve got balls, Ryan. You think you’re smart, don’t you?” My throat tightened. Oh, God. Had he figured it out? Did he know the real reason I was here? The silence stretched between us, and I was waiting for the worse to happen. But then, Ricardo smirked. “I know you’re just trying to recruit your little girlfriend to work for me.” A sharp exhale left my lips. Oh, thank God. That wasn’t where he was going with this. “Well,” I said, forcing my voice to stay calm, “you never specified what kind of people you needed.” Ricardo’s gaze flickered toward Bella. He studied her for a moment before turning back to me. “Is she even capable of working for me?” Bella’s whole body was trembling. The gun was still pointed at her, her breath coming out in uneven gasps. But when Ricardo asked again, she swallowed hard and nodded. “Y-yeah.” Ricardo’s smirk widened. “Good.” Then, after a beat, he shifted his head. “And will you be able to cope with me fucking your boyfriend in front of you?” The air in the room shifted. Bella stiffened. My vision went red. What the fuck… “That’s enough,” I snapped before Bella could even process what he had just said. “You…” Before I could finish, Ricardo lifted his gun and fired into the ceiling. The sharp crack of the shot sent Bella flinching, her breath hitching as she clutched my arm. Ricardo turned his icy stare on me. “If you open your mouth one more time, Ryan, the next bullet goes into her skull.” My entire body locked up. I clenched my fists so tightly that my nails bit into my palms. Every fiber of my being screamed at me to tear him apart, but I couldn’t move. Not with Bella standing there, frozen in fear. Ricardo turned back to her, completely unbothered. He studied her for a second, then signaled with a flick of his fingers. “Answer me.” Bella’s lips trembled. She was shaking so badly that I wanted to reach for her, to pull her behind me… but I knew better than to push Ricardo right now. “N-No, I… I don’t mind.” Ricardo grinned, satisfied. Then, with a snap of his fingers, he turned on his heel and strode toward the door. His men followed, filing out like they hadn’t just threatened to put a bullet in Bella’s head. The door slammed shut behind them. Silence. For a moment, neither of us moved. Then, Bella let out a shuddering breath and collapsed onto the couch, her hands gripping her knees. I crouched in front of her, my hands cupping her face. “Bella, baby, look at me.” I exhaled sharply, pressing my forehead against hers. “I’m so fucking sorry.” She clutched onto me, her fingers curling into my shirt, trying to anchor herself. “Ryan…” Her voice broke. “What the hell have we gotten ourselves into?” ************** We had barely settled into the building when I realized I couldn't let this slide. Bella hadn’t spoken to me properly since Ricardo and his men left. She’d barely looked at me, answering my questions with short nods and muttered responses. The distance between us was growing, and I couldn’t start with this… not when she was the only one I could rely on here. I ran a hand through my hair, exhaling sharply. No. I couldn’t be treated like this. Ricardo might be in charge, but I wasn’t some low-level pawn he could toy with. If I was going to survive here long enough to find out who was responsible for my mother’s death, I needed to establish some boundaries. And I needed to talk to Bella… really talk to her… but that wouldn’t happen while she was still shaken up. I pushed up from the edge of the bed, heading for the room. Before I could get to his door, one of the gang members blocked my path. He was tall, built like a tank, with a tattoo crawling up the side of his neck. His dark eyes swept over me, full of suspicion. “Where do you think you’re going?” I met his stare evenly. “I need to talk to Ricardo.” His expression remained blank. “And who the fuck are you?” I clenched my jaw, keeping my temper in check. “The newly allocated doctor.” He let his gaze drag over me, sizing me up. For a long moment, I thought he’d turn me away, but then he stepped aside. “Go.” he growled. “But don’t waste his time.” I didn’t bother responding. I strode past him, my fists tightening at my sides. I didn’t care if Ricardo was the leader of this operation. He wasn’t going to treat me like I was nothing. I knocked twice, my knuckles rapping sharply against the heavy wooden door. A beat passed before Ricardo called out, “Enter.” Pushing the door open, I stepped in to find him pacing the room, phone pressed to his ear, his face twisted with frustration. “I don’t care what it takes,” he snapped. “Fix it, or I’ll find someone who can.” A pause. Then, with a final growl of irritation, he ended the call and tossed his phone onto the desk. To my surprise, as he turned to face me, his lips curled into a smirk. “Ryan,” he drawled, gesturing for me to come closer. “Good to see you.” I didn’t move. “I have rules if you want me here.” His smirk widened. “Rules? Interesting. Go on.” I stepped forward just enough to meet his gaze head-on. “I need to be respected.” Ricardo raised his brows, and then he let out a chuckle. “Respect?” He leaned back against his desk, crossing his arms. “No, actually. I don’t respect just anyone.” His words weren’t surprising, but they confirmed what I already knew… this conversation was going nowhere. Fine. I exhaled, turning on my heel. If he wasn’t going to listen, I’d stop wasting my time. From now on, I’d handle things my way. I took one step. Then another. Before I could take a third, a sudden blow struck the back of my neck, sending a sharp jolt of pain down my spine. I stumbled forward, my vision blurring for half a second. “No one turns their back on me.” Ricardo spoke calmly as he massaged his fists. That was it. I had enough. Without thinking, I spun around and threw a punch, my fist slamming into his face with a force that sent him staggering back against the desk. Oh God… what had I done?RYANThe smirk vanished.The air in the room shifted, thick with tension.Ricardo wiped the corner of his mouth, checking for blood. Then, slowly, he looked up at me.And then, he grinned.“Well,” he mused, cracking his knuckles. “Now we’re talking.”I clenched my fists at my sides, my pulse hammering. Every instinct screamed at me to stay on guard, to be ready for whatever he had planned next. But instead of lunging at me, Ricardo leaned back against his desk, “I like it,” he said, lifting his head. “Didn’t know you had that in you.”I gritted my teeth. “Don’t try that stunt with me again,” I snapped, my voice sharper than I intended. “I’m here to help, not to be your damn punching bag. I’m your damn doctor, and you need me.”Ricardo’s smirk didn’t waver. If anything, it widened. “Need, huh? That’s a strong word.”I rolled my shoulders, pushing down the frustration bubbling inside me. “Well, if you don’t, why did you ask me to stay?”Ricardo didn’t reply, instead he studied me for a
RYANRicardo's breath came out in a sharp laugh, but it broke off into a groan when I added another finger. "Fuck…"I leaned down, my lips brushing his ear."You're gonna take it. Just like I did."Then I pushed inside him.Ricardo's back arched, a ragged curse tearing from his throat. His hands flew to my arms, his nails digging in, but I didn't stop. Couldn't stop. The heat of him, the way his body clenched around me… God… it was intoxicating.I set a brutal pace, my hips slamming into his, the desk creaking beneath us.Every thrust dragged a broken sound from him, every snap of my hips made his fingers tighten on my skin."You…" His voice was strained."You've been thinking about this, huh?"I gripped his jaw, forcing him to look at me. "Shut up."He laughed, breathless, but it turned into a moan when I angled deeper, hitting that spot that made his legs tremble.The power was dizzying.This was what I wanted. Not just the pleasure, not just the friction… but the control. The way h
RYANI was just about to collapse into bed, feeling really exhausted, when the blaring of a siren shattered the silence.I bolted upright, my pulse spiking. What the hell?Footsteps pounded through the house, doors slamming, voices shouting. Something was happening. Something bad.Then… bang, bang, bang… a fist pounded on my door.“Doctor! Open up!”My stomach twisted. Shit.I hesitated for half a second before yanking the door open. One of Ricardo’s men stood there. “Ricardo sent for you,” he said, breathless. “One of our warehouses is under attack. We’re going in to fight, and he needs you there in case anyone gets injured.”My blood ran cold.Go with them? To a shootout? Where people would actually be bleeding out in front of me?Oh, hell no.I forced a shaky breath, trying to keep my panic in check. “I… uh… I can’t go alone,” I stammered. “I’ll need someone to assist me.”Before the guy could argue, I spun on my heel and rushed toward Bella’s room. I banged on her door, practicall
RYAN I fumbled for gauze, pressing it against Rafael’s leg. He hissed sharply, his hands gripping the seat so tightly his knuckles turned white.Oh, God. I was going to kill him. I was actually going to kill him.“Stop being dramatic,” I muttered, hoping he couldn’t hear the terror in my voice.Rafael let out a weak chuckle. “Says the guy shaking like he’s the one bleeding out.”I forced a breath, pressing the gauze harder to stop the bleeding. “I’m just making sure I do this right.”“You better,” Rafael gritted out. “Because if I die in this van, I swear I’ll haunt your ass.”Great. Now I had two ghosts threatening me tonight.I needed to wrap this up. Fast.I grabbed the bandages and tightened them around his leg, my stomach twisting at the sight of blood seeping through.This wasn’t right.I wasn’t right.I didn’t know if I was doing this correctly, and if Ricardo found out…I swallowed. No. Focus on keeping Rafael alive first.“Is he stable?” one of the men demanded.I forced a n
RAFAELI smiled as Ryan walked out, the door clicking shut behind him. Perfect. The pain in my leg was nothing compared to the satisfaction humming through me. I had planned this… every second of it. The gunshot, the blood, the panic in Ryan’s eyes as he fumbled to save me. And it had worked. I exhaled, leaning back against the pillows, my fingers tracing the bandages on my thigh. I had shot myself. Intentionally. Just to get closer to him. I exhaled, tilting my head back against the pillow. What the hell was wrong with me?I’d done a lot of reckless things in my life. But shooting myself just to have a reason to be near someone? That was a new low… even for me.And yet… I didn’t regret it.I wanted him to touch me. I wanted him to worry about me. And now? Now, he would. Ricardo wanted Ryan as a puppet… a tool to control, to use. But I didn’t. I didn’t want to break him. I just wanted… Him. His attention. His hands on me. I didn’t care that he had a girlfri
RYANI didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know what the fuck to do. This wasn’t supposed to happen. Getting close to Rafael was part of the plan… gain his trust, dig for information, find out if he was the one who ordered my mother’s death. But this? This wasn’t just close. This was reckless. This was dangerous. This was stupid. Lucas would lose his shit if he found out. And Bella… fuck, Bella. But Rafael’s fingers were already on my belt, his eyes dark with something that made my pulse spike. Tell him to stop.That’s what I should’ve done. That’s what I needed to do. But then his hand slid lower, and…Fuck. I sucked in a sharp breath as Rafael’s fingers curled around my dick, his thumb dragging over the tip in a slow, deliberate stroke. My jaw clenched. I should’ve pushed him away. I should’ve. But I didn’t. Instead, I stood there like an idiot, my hands fisting at my sides, my body betraying me with every ragged breath. Rafael smirked up at me, hi
RICARDORyan’s eyes narrowed. “Excuse me?”I leaned against the door, crossing my arms. “You heard me. Why the hell were you both a doctor and a stripper?"Ryan scoffed, shaking his head. "Because I can do whatever the fuck I want."My brow arched, my lips pressing into a thin line. "You were saving lives by day and taking your clothes off by night? Sounds like a contradiction.”He crossed his arms over his chest. “You done prying into my life?”I shrugged. “Not quite.”His jaw tightened. “Well, I am.”I closed the distance between us. “I’m still waiting.”“For what?”“For you to strip.”Ryan let out a sharp, humorless laugh. “Not happening.”I arched a brow. “You’ve done it before.”“Yeah, and I’ll do it again,” he shot back, stepping closer. “But not for an ingrate like you.”My smirk deepened. “An ingrate?”Ryan jabbed a finger into my chest. “Yeah. You. Always acting like the world owes you something. Newsflash, Ricardo… nobody does.”I caught his wrist, gripping it just tight eno
RYANI looked up, my breath still heavy, just in time to see Rafael lower his gun. The man who had been sent to kill me dropped to the floor, clutching his bleeding leg and groaning in pain.What the hell was happening?My heart pounded against my ribs as I pushed myself upright, my body still tense from the shock. Rafael’s dark eyes locked onto the man writhing on the ground.“Who sent you?” Rafael’s voice was eerily calm.The man groaned, pressing a shaking hand against his wound. “I-I don’t…”Rafael took a step closer, the gun still aimed at him. “I’ll only ask once more.”The man whimpered, his body trembling. “It wasn’t your brother.”My blood ran cold.Ricardo.I clenched my fists, my breath unsteady. If it wasn’t Ricardo, then who…Rafael lifted his head. “Then who?”The guy swallowed hard, sweat beading his forehead. “It was... it was Matteo.”The room fell silent.Rafael let out a low chuckle, shaking his head. “Matteo?” he repeated, as if the name itself was amusing. “Ricard
ELENAI looked at Rafael, and for a split second, the disgust I’d been suppressing twisted inside me like bile rising up my throat.Almost everyone in this godforsaken house reeked of secrets… rotten motives, false loyalties, and buried truths so deep they thought no one would dig them up. Ricardo with his obsession for control. Marco, pretending to be harmless while cloaked in shadows. Bella, hiding behind silence and feigned concern. Even Rafael wasn’t left out.I forced a breath, composing myself before the emotions showed on my face. I had to stay sharp.Rafael was still staring at me, waiting.“It’s Marco,” I said flatly.His eyes widened. “What?”His thoughts screamed louder than his voice;Who the hell was this girl, and how did she know it was him? See her here spouting nonsense.I almost laughed. Idiot. He didn’t even try to hide his disbelief.I forced a small smile instead. “Yes. Marco. It’s him.”He opened his mouth, probably to challenge me again, but I turned away. “Com
RAFAELI tried to stand up, but the room tilted violently around me."Damn it," I muttered, clutching my head as a wave of dizziness nearly knocked me over. I collapsed back onto the mattress, groaning as a sharp pain exploded at the back of my skull.What the hell?I sat up slowly this time, blinking through the blur in my vision until the outlines of my room came into focus.Wait… this is my bed.How did I get here?And then it hit me.Ricardo.His men.He really ordered them to knock me out?What the actual hell is wrong with him?I reached back and touched the throbbing spot behind my head, my fingers coming away sticky with half-dried blood. A growl rumbled in my throat.Ryan.My heart leapt.Shit… Ryan.I swung my legs off the bed, ready to jump up and storm out…And froze.There was someone sitting by the window.A woman.She was perched on the armrest of the sofa, legs crossed, staring out into the garden “Who the hell are you?” I snapped, still too disoriented to filter my to
RYANRicardo didn’t answer me.Instead, he turned slightly and snapped his fingers at one of the guards standing by the door."Bring in the chef," he barked, and that made my stomach twist tighter.A few seconds later, the door swung open again and in rushed a woman in a white chef's jacket, her hands trembling, her eyes darting between me and Ricardo like she already knew she was standing in the middle of a war zone."Tell him," Ricardo growled. "Tell Ryan exactly what you told me."The chef swallowed hard, wringing her hands."I…" she squeaked, then cleared her throat and tried again."Yesterday, while I was taking Ricardo's dinner up to his room... Ryan stopped me in the hallway."I stiffened."What?" I said sharply, but she didn’t even glance at me."He said..." she continued, voice shaking, "he said Ricardo had ordered something special for the night. That he… Ryan… had made changes to the meal based on Ricardo's new preference."She squeezed her eyes shut for half a second, as i
RYANThe crack of it echoed off the sterile walls.My head snapped to the side from the force of the slap.I let out a low whistle under my breath, slowly turning my face back toward her."What the hell do you take me for, Ryan?" she spat, her chest heaving."You think I'm some replaceable toy you can just toss aside when you're bored? You dare bring a replacement for me right under my nose?"Her voice was shaking with anger, I kept my face unreadable, even as my jaw tensed.She jabbed a finger into my chest. "I’m done playing by your rules. You hear me? I'm going to Ricardo. I'm telling him everything I know."A slow, dangerous smile crept across my lips."Okay, you're free to do that.” I said casually.Bella’s eyes widened, thrown by how calm I was."Yeah," I said, leaning down a little so we were eye-level. "Go ahead, Bella. Run to Ricardo. Tell him everything."I let the words hang for a beat, then added. "And when you do, I'll make sure he knows that you were the one who installe
RYANThe shrill ring of my phone jolted me out of sleep.Groaning, I slapped around blindly on the nightstand, knocking over a half-empty water bottle and a pack of gum before finally snagging the vibrating device.I squinted at the screen, my brain still foggy.Elena.Who the hell is Elena?Oh. Right.The doctor.The pretty lady with perfect aim who I somehow convinced yesterday to work for me.I thumbed the green button and pressed the phone to my ear."Yeah?" My voice came out rough and groggy."Hey," Elena said brightly. "I’m at the gate."For a second, my brain struggled to compute what she meant.Gate? What gate?Then it clicked.The building."Shit. Uh… right," I mumbled, sitting up and scrubbing a hand over my face. "Give me a sec. I’m coming."I ended the call and let the phone fall onto the bed beside me.For a moment, I just sat there, blinking into the dim light of my room, still half-asleep and fully stunned.She actually came.She actually agreed.Even after I told her s
RYAN"Marco," I said, "I don't trust him."Ricardo frowned, looking confused. "What are you talking about?"I sat up a little, rubbing the back of my neck. "I don't know exactly. It's just... I've been seeing some weird behavior lately. Feels off."Ricardo let out a short laugh, shaking his head like I was being ridiculous. "You're overthinking it, pretty boy. Marco’s been with me for years. Him and Matteo... before Matteo decided to be a backstabbing little shit."He chuckled again, but softer this time. "I can vouch for Marco. Or maybe it’s just his cold-ass demeanor. He’s always been like that. Makes you feel like he's planning to kill you in your sleep when he’s really just deciding what sandwich he wants."I gave a tight smile, but inside, my stomach twisted.Oh, if only you knew, I thought grimly.If only you knew who Marco really is… what he really wants from you."Alright," I said, forcing lightness into my voice as I stretched my arms overhead. "If you say so, bossman. But I
LUCAS"WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?!" I roared, sweeping my arm across the table and sending everything crashing to the ground… glasses, plates, bottles, papers… all of it. Shattering, splintering.I grabbed the edge of the table, slamming it again, my chest heaving like I couldn't fucking breathe.How?How the fuck did this happen?We were ready. We had the numbers. We had the fucking plan.And still...Dead.Most of them fucking dead.The ones that survived? Barely breathing.Matteo...Matteo was hanging by a fucking thread in some hospital bed, and I didn’t even know if he was going to wake up.My fists smashed into the wall before I could stop myself.A loud crack.Pain shot up my arm, but I welcomed it. Needed it.Blood ran down my knuckles, dripping onto the floor, but it barely registered.Where the fuck do I start?Where the fuck do I even start picking up the pieces?I pressed my forehead to the cold, cracked wall, my chest shaking, rage burning a hole straight through me.And th
RYANI shifted onto my elbow, smirking down at him."You know what would really even the score, pretty boy?"Ricardo raised an eyebrow, still catching his breath."Oh yeah? What’s that?"I grinned slow and wicked."You. Naked."His eyes widened… just for a second, before he gave a low chuckle, like he hadn't expected me to say that out loud.Like he should’ve known better."Strip for me," I said, voice dropping to a growl. "Now."Ricardo’s mouth parted slightly, surprised, but the spark in his eyes said he wasn’t about to say no.He held my gaze as he hooked his thumbs into the waistband of his pants and slid them down, revealing everything.I sat back, savoring every damn second.God, he was gorgeous.Ricardo, the fucking Mafia boss, all ruthless and cold outside these walls, but here…with me…he was pliant.I reached over to the nightstand, pulling out the black silk rope I’d hidden there earlier… a little surprise I hadn't been sure I'd get to use tonight.Ricardo’s eyes moved to
RICARDOI cracked my eyes open and stared at the ceiling, feeling... good.Better than good.For the first time in what felt like forever, there was no fever crawling under my skin, no fog clouding my head.Just... me.Me, and this ridiculous, giddy feeling fluttering in my chest like a damn teenager.I grinned to myself, stretching lazily across the bed.Today was the day.Ryan had promised… a real show.And God, after everything, I couldn't wait to see him strip just for me.I grabbed my phone off the nightstand, my thumbs fumbling a little with excitement as I pulled up Ryan’s contact and hit call.It barely rang once before he picked up."Morning, pretty boy," Ryan's voice came through the speaker, still thick with sleep and low enough to make my toes curl. "You okay?""Better than okay," I said, my grin widening. "Feel like a goddamn superhero."Ryan chuckled, and the sound sent a shiver down my spine."I'll be there in a few minutes," he responded. "Sit tight for me.""Wasn’t pl