He didn’t even glance at the teacher, his eyes went straight to me, and the corner of his mouth lifted. That half-smirk I’d seen exactly once before, in the dark, when I hadn’t known who he was.
I could practically hear the whispers passing between desks. Evans Thorpe in our class? The same Evans who didn’t take this subject, who made a career out of skipping lectures?
“Mr. Thorpe,” Mrs. Carter said, “Find an empty seat and try to act like you’re here to learn.”
He pushed off the doorframe and strolled in like he owned the place, slow enough for his figure to brush mine as he took the empty seat behind me. My heart skipped a beat. God, he still had that sweet intoxicating scent of jasmines that made me feel lightheaded.
My eyes widened in panic as heat crept up my cheeks.
No. Absolutely not! This couldn't be happening. He didn’t even take Literature. I knew because I’d memorized every class to avoid both him and Atlas. So what was this sudden switch in the middle of the term?
Mrs. Carter continued, “because this is an accelerated course, Mr. Thorpe will require extra support. As our top-performing student in Literature, Tamine Jordan has been assigned as his tutor.”
My stomach dropped.
The class erupted into muffled laughs, whispers ricocheting around me.
“Oh poor Tamine…”
“If I had the opportunity to tutor Evans Thorpe, he'd be learning more than just Literature.”
“She’s so lucky…”
“You’ll arrange your own study sessions, but I expect visible improvement in his grades before the term ends,” Mrs Carter carried on like she didn't hear them.
Evans didn’t even try to hide his satisfaction. He leaned forward, his breath hitting the sides of neck as his smooth velvety voice dripped into my ears.
“Looks like we’ll be spending a lot of time together, sunshine.”
I spent the next thirty minutes thinking of excuses as to why I couldn't tutor Evans. As soon as the bell rang, I bolted to Mrs Carter's desk.
“Mrs. Carter, with all due respect…” I started, already trying to pull together something about my ‘packed schedule.’
She held up a hand, barely looking up from her gradebook. “I know what you’re going to say, Miss Jordan, and no, this isn’t optional.”
“But…”
She sighed and finally gave me her full attention. “The administration wants Mr. Thorpe to pass this course. He’s… behind.” She tapped her pen against the desk. “And by behind, I mean dangerously close to repeating the year. His counselor said Literature is his weakest subject so we’re giving him intensive support.”
My jaw tightened. Weakest subject. That was rich, coming from someone who didn't even have the subject listed in his schedule.
Mrs. Carter leaned in slightly, lowering her voice like she was sharing something confidential. “Between you and me, he specifically agreed to join this class instead of another elective because he thought he could… ‘manage the workload.’” Her tone suggested she didn’t quite believe that. “But I think he’ll respond best if someone his own age explains the material.”
My stomach twisted. “And that someone has to be me?”
“You’re our top Literature student. It’s a compliment,” she said briskly.
Behind me, I caught the sound of low, hushed laughter. When I glanced over my shoulder, half the class was still lingering, exchanging knowing looks.
“Bet she’ll be in his lap by next week.”
“She acts like she hates him, but we all know how that ends.”
“Top student? More like top pick for Evans’s next fling.”
I didn’t even need to guess what they were thinking. That I was stupid and naive. Was playing hard to get while secretly enjoying the attention and other stuff. But the truth was that tutoring Evans Thorpe was basically ripping my bully-free ticket in Blackridge to shreds as both he and Atlas, although opposite sides of the coin were the heartthrobs of Blackridge. They attracted everything, even the insects, I dare say.
And then there he was, leaning against the wall near the door like he had all the time in the world, watching the exchange unfold with an unreadable expression.
When Mrs. Carter dismissed me, I grabbed my bag and made a beeline for the exit, but Evans stepped into my path.
“So,” he drawled, eyes glinting, “when do we start?”
I swallowed. “We don’t. I’m busy.”
His smirk deepened, like my resistance was the most amusing thing he’d heard all week. “Funny. Mrs. Carter said otherwise.” He tilted his head slightly, lowering his voice so only I could hear. “And if you’re wondering why I’m here, let’s just say I’ve got unfinished business.”
The way he said it made my pulse stutter. I didn’t know if he meant with Literature… or with me.
“I don't care what business you have, Evans. I'm not tutoring you,” I said quickly and walked away as quickly as I could to my next class.
I couldn't concentrate. All I could think about was the deep shit I found myself in. Last night was Atlas, this morning Evans. What more did the universe have in store for me?
Soon, it was lunch break and I thought I could finally get a break. I picked up my bag containing the sandwich I made this morning. I was heading to the roof when I saw the cheer squad heading towards me.
I assumed that they were heading for the cafeteria so I tried to make myself invisible by walking close to the wall.
They stopped suddenly and I tried to tell myself it didn't concern me in anyway.
“Is that her, Emilia?” I heard suddenly and froze. Emilia? Since when did she become a cheerleader?
“Yes,” I heard her shaky voice.
Almost immediately, they all turned to me. Their leader, the Queen bee, Charlotte Hart stepped forward in her cute little cheer outfit.
She was the typical attractive airhead blonde. A bully for no reason and of course, the only one amongst Atlas' numerous playthings, who believed she deserved the title of girlfriend.
/Evans/I have heard how about how rumors spread fast at Blackridge and here I am experiencing it firsthand.This was wildfire.By first period, everyone already knew.By second, they had twisted it.And by lunch, I was the villain of some story I didn’t even write“She slept with both brothers.”“She was with Evans when Atlas found out.”“No wonder she got that tutor deal, she was tutoring him in bed.”Every whisper hit like rock. The looks were not subtle either, even the smirks, raised brows, girls pretending not to stare. Guys elbowing each other like this was the drama they had all been waiting for.I kept my head down, my jaw tight, my hands shoved into my jacket pockets as I walked down the hallway. But inside, I was seething. Not at them. At her.Charlotte Hart.Of course it was her.I saw her smirk in the cafeteria yesterday, that sick kind of satisfaction when the news dropped. And the way Atlas had looked at me afterward, like he was ready to rip my head off.He cornered me
/-Tamine-/ By Monday, Blackridge wasn’t a school anymore. It was a damn circus. Phones were out before the first bell, faces lit by the glow of screens, whispers darting faster than the PA announcements. I knew before I even opened my locker that Charlotte’s plan had worked. Because my name was already trending on Blackridge’s unofficial gossip page: “Tutor or temptress? Top student caught cozy with Evans Thorpe” The blurry picture of me and Evans from the bleachers was plastered everywhere, captioned with hashtags I wanted to crawl into the floor and die over. #TeacherPet #ThorpeToy #ScandalQueen My hands shook as I shoved books into my bag, trying to breathe past the pressure in my chest. “Wow, guess we know how she got that A in Lit,” someone muttered behind me. “Must be nice, climbing grades and hockey players at the same time.” “Bet she tutors him real good.” Laughter stung my ears, sharp as glass. I slammed my locker shut and spun around looking straight a
/-Tamine-/Blackridge was more of a jungle.Not because of the sports teams or the endless hierarchy bullshit, but because people like Charlotte Hart was in it.And now, her eyes were on me.The whispers hadn’t died since the cafeteria showdown. Everywhere I walked I felt them, eyes peering into my back, mouths half covering their smirks. Evans declaring me “his girl” didn’t help me at all, Atlas storming in and demanding to talk didn’t help and me snapping like a lunatic definitely didn’t help.By Monday, I wasn’t just a girl trying to survive senior year. I was gossip’s newest chew toy.“Trash always finds its way into the spotlight,” Charlotte cooed one morning as I passed the cheerleaders’ table. Her voice was sweet, but her smile was venomous.I ignored her. Rule number one: Don’t feed the sharks, hence they have the strength to bite you.“Didn’t you hear?” Emilia said weakly more like a whisper, almost like she regretted opening her mouth. “She’s tutoring Evans now. Guess that’
/-Tamine-/If only hell had a hallway, it would look exactly like this blackridge’s Corridor. Phones being raised. Whispers buzzing. Atlas and Evans facing off like gladiators, with me in the middle as the prize no one asked to be.And me? All I just wanted was for the ground to open and swallow me whole, nothing else.“Tamine,” Atlas said again, soft this time. It was his voice from before, before Emilia, before the lies began. The voice he used when it was just us, when he would sneak me into his car and hold me until the world outside didn’t exist.Oh God, I hated that my chest still tightened at the thought of that.Evans’s arm tightened around my shoulders, pulling me closer, like he could sense the crack in my armor. His body radiated heat, steady, unyielding. “She is with me,” he repeated, louder this time, his eyes locked on Atlas.The air between them was electric, so sharp it scraped against my skin.I needed to breathe.“Enough guys,” I muttered, shoving lightly at Evans
/-Evans-/Her lips were swollen from the kiss, pupils blown wide, chest rising fast.I knew I should have stopped there.It was my intention to stop there.But when her hands clutched my hair and her breath trembled against my mouth, something in me moved.I kissed her again, this time rougher, deeper, like I have been starving and just realized what I was starving for.She gasped, and I took it, pressing her back into the mattress, my knee sliding between her legs. The sound she made was half gasp, half broken moan which almost undid me.Her body arched up against mine like it was instinct, like no matter what her head screamed, her body had already chosen.“Evans…” she whispered, breathless. My name on her tongue made heat surge through my veins.“Say it again,” I crooned against her throat, my lips trailing down the sensitive skin just beneath her jaw. She shivered, nails biting into my shoulders through my hoodie.“You’re insane,” she muttered, but it came out shaky, betraying her
/-Evans-/I don’t lose focus. Not on the ice, not in the gym, not in life. But I noticed that ever since that cafeteria showdown, Tamine Jordan had been a distraction getting under my skin and I have been unable to push her out.I tried to no avail to shake off the image of her standing up to Atlas, her voice trembling yet firm, eyes blazing with fire , refusing to be pulled like a rope in a tug-of-war. The way she glared at me after, cheeks flushed, chest heaving , I would be lying if I said I wasn’t replaying that in my head..But what stuck the most? She hadn’t denied him. She hadn’t said she didn’t want either of us.And that? That drove me crazy.Practice ended late, the rink empty except for me dropping slap shots into the net long after the rest of the team had hit the showers. Each shot I delivered was harder than the last, motivated too by the thought of Atlas showing up in her life again, trying to stake a claim he obviously did not deserve.By the time I finally was done,