Chapter 66: Xavier.

I tell her about my life.

It's relieving having someone to talk to when you aren't sure of yourself, and right now I feel like that.

I've shut down my end of the connection with Janette so what she does with my father is privy to only her and him right now, but I still tell Lycia that it affects me.

I tell her it makes me feel anger, and shame, at the fact that she'll never see me the way I had hoped she would one day come to.

I always hoped that one of these days, my father would kick me out of the pack and I would seek out Janette.

I would tell her I like her and that I want her to be mine. Of course, that would be after we cross over, suffer a defeat in the battle for our kingdom and return to our lives in the human world, but I still expected it. That when we came back my father would banish me from the pack and hand over the mantle to someone else.

I wanted Janette to warm up to me more...

"But now she's banging your dad isn't she?"

I turn on my bed, only feeling the blankets an