I waited a few minutes to see if Nate comes out of the bathroom. But there was no sign he was going to come out anytime soon. My clothes were inside the bathroom. So I walked to the door and knocked on it.
“Nate, come out. They all left. You can pack your things and leave now,” I said. I didn't get any reply. But then I heard a faint sob and my heart twitched inside my chest. He is badly hurt. Maybe I should let him cry now.
I walked back to my suitcase and took another pair of shirt and shorts, quickly getting dressed in them. After that, I started unpacking my stuff.
It was almost 8 Pm when I finished arranging everything and made my bed. Nate has still not come out of the bathroom. I guess he should come out by now. That's enough time now. Maybe he isn't coming out because he is afraid I would do something to him. Or what if he did some not so funny business inside there? If something happens to him, I would be the one responsible.
I quickly walked to the door and knocked on it. “Hey Nate, What are you doing inside there?” There was no reply and I was feeling a bit nervous. “You know, you can come outside. I won't beat you,”
Again there was no reply and I literally started panicking. “Nate, are you sleeping? you are there right?” I asked knocking again. Then I heard a faint groan and I left a relieved sigh.
“Come out dude. What are you doing there? It's late. Don't you want to go to your new room? Ahmm..I arranged my things and prepared my bed myself. You don't need to do that. You now come outside. I promise I won't do anything to you. I may even walk you to your new room,” Still there was no replay and I was starting to feel a bit annoyed. Why does he have to stay inside there even after I said I won't do anything?
“I'm not c..coming out. I'm g..going to c..complaint to the p..principal,” Nate then said in a husky voice from inside.
“Then you are so dead, Nate,” I said. “Don't do foolish things. You know Tony's uncle is the dean of this school,” I didn't simply say it for fun. That's true and Tony is literally the apple of his eyes, no matter whatever he does. Nate is gonna be in real trouble if he does something like he said. Nothing came from him in replay. Anyway I was relieved that he was alright.
“Hmm..so, do you have any plan to come out?” I then asked. He kept silent. “Okay then, sleep inside the bathroom. I will switch off the lights for you. Sleep peacefully,” I said annoyed.
“N..no..no..d.don't,” Nate cried. I already switched off the light. He didn't scream. But some sounds like sobs, hiccups or panting noises started coming from the inside after a moment.
“Haha..are you trying to scare me?”
I chuckled. I got no reply but loud pants and sobs came instead. I guess he is being so childish right now. He doesn't need to act like my six year old sister. I waited some time for him to finally stop his little acting. But it didn't stop. I was now starting to feel nervous. 'Is he really afraid of dark?', I quickly switched on the light. But the pantings still didn't stop.
“Hey..Hey..Nate, open the door. What happened? Are you afraid of the dark? Please open the door. Hey don't panic, just open the door,” the panting continued making me panic inside. “Nate..please. I won't do anything to you....please just open the door,”
He was now panting violently. I didn't wait one more second. I hit the door with all my strength and it broke open. I was utterly shocked to see a hyperventilating Nate, curled into a ball in a corner of the bathroom hugging his knees to his chest. Tears are flowing down his cheeks and his glassy blue eyes revealed how panicked he was.
I ran to him and fell on my knees in front of him. “Hey..Nate.. don't panic. It's okay. Shh..it's okay..calm down,” Nate still didn't stop panting and shivering that I hugged him in an attempt to calm him down.
“A..Alex...Alex,” he panted out. I could hear his heart thudding fast at a vigorous rate. He shivered uncontrollably at my touch. Me hugging him didn't seem to calm him, so I immediately pulled away
I was panicking and sweating profusely. I didn't know what to do to calm the boy. At last, I picked him up from the floor and quickly made my way to the bed I just made, while he squirmed in my arms not able to breathe.
I gently placed him on the bed, supporting his back on the headboard. He looked nauseous and dizzy and he tried to cry out loud. “Hey..Nate..please don't panic. Look, we are here. You are all good and safe. I won't do anything. Please Nate, breathe in and breathe out..please do it. Nate..c'mon,” I encouraged him.
Nate started following my instructions. He tried to take a shallow breathe and I encouraged him and breathed along with him maintaining eye contact. “Nate..yes..! like that. You are doing good....take a few more deep breathes,”
Nate continued to breathe along with me as tears left his eyes freely. I felt very bad for what I did to him. I cupped his face and continued to encourage him to breathe. “Nate Calm down, okay?”He nodded and ruggedly breathed in and out along with me. I felt his breathing slowly coming back to normal.
It took almost five minutes for him to calm down and bring back his heartbeat and breathing to normal. All the while I encouraged him and breathed along with him.
Nate's POV I blink my eyelids thrice before slowly opening them to the morning sun rays peeking in through the creamy white curtains in the room, tickling my eyes. As I try to move a little, a heavy weight locks me back into place. Soon arms curl tightly around me with a small groan. I smile and close my eyes once again, enjoying the warmth of Alex's body against my back and his arms curled tightly around my waist, his hip and legs curved in the same angle as mine, pressing them against mine. Alex always holds me like this, providing me all the warmth I need. Without opening my eyes, I squirm and try to turn around. Alex loosens his hands a little, letting me turn around and place my head in the crook of his neck. Once I stop squirming after finding a comfortable position for my head in between Alex's neck and shoulder, he again tightens his hug. Being warm, inhaling Alex's fam
I look at Ethan once more before slowly sitting up and crawling out of the bed. I walk to the table and take my phone which was lying there. I unlock it and quickly goes to the gallery, searching for one of Alex's pic. I find a close-up pic of Alex and walk back to the bed just to once again compare Ethan's face with Alex's though I know there's no point in comparing him with my dead brother. It's just a coincidence that he looks somewhat like Alex and I shouldn't be this bothered. But I can't help but compare them. After looking back and forth at Ethan's face and Alex's pic, I decide to snap a few pics of Ethan. He is still sleeping peacefully so he won't know. Maybe I will show it to Anna and tell her about him. She would be as shocked as me. I slowly crawl on the bed without making any sound. I tap the camera icon and quickly snap five or six pics of Ethan's sleeping face from different angles. Then I sit there for some more time obse
Ethan's P.O.V The hour before lunch, history rolls around. I take my seat in the center of the second last row as none of the four jerks are with me during this hour to my greatest relief. But history is not a subject of my interest. So again I can't relax during this hour. And during my hours of interest like English and science, any one of those bitches will be there to annoy me. Amelia is the one whom I dread the most and she shares three classes with me. While I'm getting my books out, I notice Nate rush in through the doors. His eyes lock with me for a moment as he scurries to the back of the classroom. He nervously looks around me, probably to see whether my friends are with me and when he figures out I am alone, he takes his seat behind me. I don't turn around or look at Nate. Because the people in this class would be secretly watching me, especially girls and if they see any interaction be
Nate had already sat down at that empty desk. I saw him biting down on his bottom lip as he kept his gaze on the table. Maybe he saw us coming to him through the corner of his eyes. Soon Amelia slams her fist on his table. He shivers a little but doesn't lookup. “Didn't you hear us?” Amelia asks. Nate again doesn't reply or lookup. “Are you deaf too?” Tony asks. “No he isn't. He could hear us properly yesterday,” Kevin says. “Or did he go deaf after getting those blows from us?” he laughs. “No chance for that,” Amelia says. “Hey stammer boy, go buy us lunch and bring it to our table.” Nate finally looks up. “I don't have m..money,” he says. Tony chuckles looking at him. “Well we knew a scrawny kid like you have barely enough money to buy lunch for yourself,” he takes his wallet out of his pocket and throws some
" can I come in ? ", I ask him." Uhmm..okay.", he nods and moves from the door, letting me walk in." You didn't go to class after noon ?", I ask as it is strange he already reached here and changed his clothes. The bell had only rung a few minutes ago." No, I didn't. It t..took me some time to w..wash out all that sauce. And then I didn't feel like g..going.", he replied." Nate, I am sorry.", I said feeling guilty all over again." Then I g..guess, you will've to tell me s..sorry everyday.", he said. He is right. Probably I will have to tell him sorry every day. And there's no point in saying sorry after not trying to help him. Not only that I didn’t help him but also I stood along with those people who bullied him and laughed at him. " You can sit.", he says pointing at the two chairs. I nod and take a seat on one of the chairs while he goes and sits on his bed." You don't h
Nate’s POVI finally get up from my seat and slowly walk out of the Physics classroom. I look on either sides of the door and make sure there is not many people in the corridor before quickly stepping out and rushing down the plethora of stairs, not wanting to gain anyone's attention. The end of the day bell has rung almost ten minutes before. But I was sitting in the classroom waiting for everyone to leave.Yesterday also I did the same and I could safely reach my dorm without anyone calling me to them or bullying me on the way. I don't want to stutter in front of a group of people and humiliate myself or want to be in a situation like I was in last day.I stopped placing my books and things in the locker. Because you know, locker room is always the place were people like me gets bullied. So why invite bullies myself when I can avoid it ?And as soon as the lunch bell rings, I'd rush out of the campus and go to a
Ethan stands in front of me with a boyish smile, flashing his perfect white teeth. He is so tall, maybe 6'1 or 6'2. Because I am already 5'9 and he is taller than me. Alex was only 6 feet then.Ethan has a plastic bag hanging from his right hand while he has a notebook under his left arm pit and a blue pen tucked in his plane black shirt's pocket. His pale blue jeans aren't ripped."Hey", he says lowly." Hi. Come inside.", I say quickly stepping aside. I don't want anyone to see him here. He nods and walks in shutting the door behind.I follow him as he walks to my desk and places his book and the plastic bag on it. The bag I guess contains something to eat. Great if be brought me food. Because breakfast and lunch are the only food I have after coming here. I often feel hungry at night and when I feel hungry, I can't sleep." Were you about to go outside?", Ethan asks whilst walking to my bed and slumping himsel
" Why are you staring at me ?", Ethan asks whilst writing, without actually turning his face or looking at me. I quickly look away. Shit ! He caught me. And I had promised I won't look at him." I'm s..sorry.", I utter." It's okay. I don't mind it. Probably you are thinking about your best friend.", he says." Ahm...y..yeah."He places his pen down and looks at me. " You can see me as a friend."" Uhmm..okay. R..read the next question.", I say blankly. I definitely can't see him as a friend or trust him so soon.Ethan sighs. " Let's take a small break. We already wrote 20 questions." " o..okay."" Can we talk something?", he then asks. " What ?"" What happened yesterday when I asked you whether you had lunch ?"" N..nothing."" No. Something happened. Tell me.", He insists, urging me to speak. " Ahmm..I-I just...nobody actually car