Chapter 137 - Started on the Wrong Foot

Joy welled up in her heart watching Ethan change their son's nappy. All the grievances she felt when he said he didn't want a child were all erased.

"Why did you tell me you weren't ready to have a child?" Moriah asked while she watched him cradle their son in his arms.

With a remorseful face, Ethan looked at Moriah. "Our marriage started off on a wrong foot and I was insecure and jealous with Shaun and the thought of having a child will worsen the situation. Moreover, I was afraid that I wouldn't be a good father."

Moriah leaned her head on his shoulder. "But I can see that you're a good father. What made you think you would not be a good father?"

Ethan sighed. "Before I was born, mom and dad's marriage was struggling and it became worse when I was born and that was the time my dad was lulled by his best friend and got him drunk. Dad was muddled - headed, slept with her and she got pregnant. He blamed me that their marriage became worse because mom had no time for him." Ethan held