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After the Fire

Penulis: Jovik
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Ariana’s POV

I didn’t cry when the video leaked. I didn’t have to, neither did I break anything or throw the phone across the room like women in movies do. I just… sat there. Quiet and still. I was burning on the inside.

The motel walls were thin. I could hear the couple next door laughing over some sitcom. The world hadn’t stopped, even though mine had turned upside down. Again. My body was still. But my thoughts—God, my thoughts were wild.

The world had seen me at my most vulnerable. Half-naked. Mouth open in a gasp, hands tangled in Luca’s hair, my skin flushed with pleasure, my eyes closed like I trusted him with everything. Because I did and now… the world knew it.

*******

Luca was pacing. He hadn’t said much since the video dropped, but I could tell he blamed himself.

“This is my fault,” he muttered for the fourth time that hour.

“No,” I said, my voice flat. “It’s mine.”

He stopped. “Ari—”

“I didn’t leave you and Daniel when I should have. I didn’t stop seeing you when I knew I
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