Pain weighed my eyes down. I felt someone turn me on my back and the pain zapped across my whole body as a pair of strong arms lifted me. I was a wolf. An Alpha's daughter, but still I didn't have a wolf's fast healing abilities. I was latent. My wolf was basically non-existent.
When my eyes fell open, I was being put in the backseat of a car. I could smell something very masculine and hot. As I was still being arranged in the backseat, I pinched an eye open again, but for the briefest moment, I saw a sardonic smile on the stranger's face. It was gone the next minute, but I wondered if I was seeing things. Maybe the pain had made me delusional. He was also very beautiful, but I couldn't watch anymore of him as a dreamless sleep took me.
•••
I woke up in a very unfamiliar environment a while later. My body felt battered but much better. I wondered if it was from the whipping, then I gasped. Slowly, it hit me. A car had run me over. The last thing I remembered was being put in the backseat of a stranger's car. A beautiful stranger whose smell was intoxicating.
The room I woke up in was richly decorated and very masculine. Deep chocolate tones and burgundy coverings made it up. I glanced around, taking in the opulent surrounding. How had I ended up in such heaven? Was I dead already?
I felt the softness of the beddings underneath me. I'd never lain on anything this soft before, or this large. The bed itself was huge, and it seemed to spread out to large corners of the room. The soft blankets and sheets on the bed could swallow me.
My head rested on soft pillows the entire time. I tried to get up but immediately, I laid back down in fear as the doors of the bedroom pushed open. A man came in. The same man. He walked in, stopping a few feet away. His smell caught me again.
His gaze locked with mine and his eyes narrowed like a predator's as he walked the length of the bed. Reaching its edge, he rested his tall, broad length against the bedposts.
Then he continued staring at me, folding his thick arms across an impressive chest. The light from the little lamp on the small bedside table caught the man's face and my breath caught in my throat. He was the most beautiful man I had ever laid eyes on.
This stranger sat on the bed and reached out to touch me. His hand felt cool against my skin as he skimmed his fingers over my bandaged forehead and cheek.
"How do you feel now? Better?" He asked, imploring with his eyes.
I nodded against my better judgement. I still felt a dull throb of pain around my body, but nothing serious. If I said I was still in pain, he would stop touching me. I didn't want that.
"How many fingers am I holding up?" He asked again, holding up three of his fingers.
"Three." I croaked.
Quickly, he offered me water from the bedside table, and I drank. Feeling even better after downing the glass. I decided to ask what had been in the back of my mind since I woke up.
"Where am I?"
"My house, Beautiful. I was the unthinking fool that ran you over. I hit you with the hood of my car and your fall caused the bleeding from your head. I had to bring you here. One of my personal doctors came by earlier. You are in safe hands..." He finished.
"What did your doctor say?" I asked. "Will I be fine?"
"Yes. He said you will be after taking some medication and resting your body. It seems you've been through some things worse than the accident," he said, trailing one of the whip marks on my upper arm.
I realised only then I was dressed in what looked like a makeshift hospital gown. It was just a man's chequered shirt with the arms cut so they were really tiny sleeves.
I drew my arms to my chest on instinct, shielding myself and hiding the marks.
So, yeah…I was worried, frightened and crazily aroused. Probably not the trifecta of emotions I should have felt, but this man was already evoking all three from me in just seconds.
He stood up. "I've made us both dinner. Are you up for eating in the dining room or should I bring you dinner in bed?"
Intrigued, I opted to have dinner with him so I could see more of the place and maybe get a bearing on where I was and who he was. I nodded and tried getting up on my own. Immediately, I felt dizzy. My hand flew to my bandaged head as I winced, staggering. The man rushed to my side, slipping a hand around my waist and holding my hand gently while leading me.
His touch on me was soft, and it raised goosebumps on my skin. He was so close to me, so close. I was on the verge of dying, yet his hard body pressed up against mine was all my mushed brain could think about.
He led me out of the plush bedroom and to the wide open dining area downstairs. The squares of most rooms making up the ground floor were all open. One room blended into the other. There were no doors downstairs. At least from what I could catch sight of already.
We stepped into the dining room and he led me to a chair, pulling one out and helping me sit. I watched as he turned around and went to dish out dinner. As he returned, I took a good look at his face with the lighting from the oil chandelier above me.
Up close, this guy was absolutely mouthwatering, even more than he was in the dimly lit bedroom. From his translucent brown eyes, alight with interest, to his chiselled jaw and that sensuous, always smirking mouth. His black hair was cropped close to his head, but I could see bronze-and-gold glints in the short strands, and I guessed he spent a lot of time outdoors, perhaps running in the woods.
When I ate the first bite, an intense pleasure sparked through me as I chewed quietly. It was the first time in a long time that I sat at a dining table to have a meal and have such good food. I felt like I was in heaven. He finished before me, wiping his mouth with a napkin and turning to look at me. I met his eyes once, but I averted my gaze from the intensity I had discovered in his. I wondered what it was I had just seen. Interest, perhaps. The kind that would make him want to ravage me in his bed.
Mentally, I smacked my face at the thought, feeling heat creep up my neck.
How could someone this good-looking ever show interest in my sorry self? The girl who was abandoned by her own father. I was truly delusional.
"What is your name?" He asked suddenly.
I gulped. "Faye."
"Faye." With that deep, sensual timbre, he rolled my name off his lips as if tasting it in his mouth. I loved the way he said my name.
"A beautiful name for a gorgeous girl," he said, slipping on a vague smile as I blushed furiously.
I stopped eating. If he said anything more, I might actually choke on my food. My heartbeat was already erratic against my ribcage.
He crossed his arms over his chest, and I found myself transfixed by the way the material of his shirt strained over his thick biceps. I swallowed hard, but I didn't have to wonder why I was drooling over this man so badly. His looks alone inspired all these wickedly dirty thoughts.
Fuck…I mumbled.
"Did you enjoy it?"
I raised my eyebrows in question.
"The food."
I cleared my throat. "Oh, yes, I did. It was wonderful. Thank you."
Beyond wonderful even. I had human contact as I ate on a dining table. He didn't know how ecstatic that made me.
"I'm sorry for hitting you with my car, Faye. Harming you wasn't my intention." He reached out and ran a hand down my left arm. I was shocked by how much I liked his skin touching mine. I was even more shocked as I realised I wasn't the slightest bit afraid of this man. A man I didn't know.
"I'm Nathan," he said, reading my mind. "Pleased to meet you, Faye. I'm at your service."
I blushed again, glancing away, but he wouldn't let me. He pulled my face back with the finger underneath my chin. This time, I was sure I saw interest in his eyes.
"You have very flawless skin. I couldn't help noticing that when I changed you out of your bloodstained clothes."
So he'd removed my clothes and had seen my body. Well, that made sense. I couldn't see anyone else here with us. I was still figuring that out when I heard his voice again.
"Come, I'll show you around if you're up for it, Faye."
I got up, enjoying his attention way too much to say no to the offer. I realised earlier on that I was in a glasshouse. The rooms were all large open spaces that translated into designs with large openings, full-height windows and sliding glass doors which brought the outdoors in.
The structures are framed entirely by glass walls, completely exposed to the surroundings. His place had an unparalleled view where it sat. I couldn't quite see everything because it was already dark outside. The ground floor had a bar, home cinema and a summer living room, the dining room connected to the large kitchen, all framed by clear glass walls that connected to the poolside terrace.
Just looking round the house made me feel awed. People actually lived like this, I marvelled.
Just then, he came to a stop behind me where I stood looking outside the window at the dense bushes. I could feel the heat from his body and I knew if I leaned back just a little, I'd be resting on his broad chest. It took a lot to stop myself.
"Faye," he said my name softly, causing a shiver to run through me.
He gripped both arms and brought me to his chest. The top of my head barely brushed against his chin. I'd realised he was a lot taller than I'd first thought. I was powerless to resist anything he had in mind. Gosh, I was too far gone in this heaven.
"Faye, I want to grant you a wish. Anything. I'd feel better if I could do something for you."
I turned in his hold, completely wide-eyed as I asked. "Anything?"
He nodded once.
I felt the tears coming, but I fought them, not wanting to cry in front of Nathan. Yet I couldn't help it. The thought of home made me miserable.
"I don't want to go back." I heard myself say. "That's where I got these marks from. Home. They don't want me there. Help me."
I looked at him through the sheen of tears, welling in my eyes. He observed me with close attention and something so close to care. I had never felt anyone care for me ever and so I thought I was mistaken.
He pulled me to him, fully embracing me as he placed his lips to my ears, "Anything you wish for, Faye. I'll do anything, and I promise you, home will never find you."
I whimpered in his hold, ecstatic even though I worried it was all too good to be true.
He wiped my eyes gently with a napkin. Then he pulled me with him, leading me down a hallway to a part of the ground floor I hadn't yet seen. We stopped before large double doors when Nathan told me to wait. He'd just be a minute.
He opened the doors and went in, headed for a far desk. I still looked around from where I stood at the doorway, understanding that his study was off limits. Speaking of his study, it was huge. Books were lined neatly on the wall-to-wall bookshelves that ran the walls of the study. Finally, I noticed a huge portrait hanging right behind his desk.
An eerie feeling slinked up my spine at the sight of it. It was a portrait of a black rose. The same one I had seen right after his car had run me over.
Nathan stepped out of the study and the look I gave him was obvious. Fear"What, beautiful?""There's a portrait of a black rose in your study." I glanced at it, then at him. "What does it mean?""It's just a painting, Faye. Might as well fill the space with something, right?" he said, raising a brow at me. I fell silent, not wanting to talk about it any further. He had said it was a portrait, purely for aesthetics, and I would believe him.We went up the stairs and he led me to another room, a different one from what I'd been lying in earlier. "Here. I prepared another room for you. I had you in the other one because you were unconscious and I wanted to monitor you. But this room is decorated with lighter colours. Softer tones for you, I guess."So that had been his room. I wondered how to tell him I wanted to sleep in his room with him. I liked the darker shades. And I wanted to lie on the bed with his fragrance on it. "I'll be back at intervals to check on you. But you should ge
I shut the door after the gorgeous lady had gone, sliding to the cold floor as I trembled softly. How had she known my name? I wondered as I sat there, worry creeping up on me. She'd called my name. In full at that. She'd known I was an Eastwood. No one here should know. I'd only told Nathan my first name, Faye. I chewed at my nails as I wildly scavenged through my thoughts, checking to see if I'd said anything about my father. Maybe, I reasoned, I might have mentioned to Nathan about my family when I was still in pain. Said something. He'd have asked me if there was someone close to me, a relative he could contact to come get me. He would have, right? I raised my head as I nodded to myself. Of course. That's the only way he could have known my father's name, too. Maybe he has even checked them out.Only he already promised me I wouldn't have to go back, so that's why I'm still here. But the lady, I thought again. Remembering how she'd said my name in warning brought out the goosebu
I woke up on the cold, bare floor. I opened my eyes and saw that I was still in the dark room. I had been in here long enough that I didn't know the time. If it was still nighttime or morning already. The closet walls were all lined with shelves and huge storage spaces. There was no window in sight. The air conditioning is extremely high. The entire room was far too cold. How long was I asleep for? My head hurt like hell. I could feel my body throbbing. I'd cried for a while until I saw that he really wasn't coming back. I'm well used to sleeping on the cold floor down in the basement back at home. It isn't something I hope to continue with Nathan. I sigh wearily. Everything felt hot and sweaty, it was painful to breathe. I held my face in my hands and closed my eyes tight. There was no way this was happening. I really shouldn't have brought up the girl. I slowly got up from the cool floor and walked towards the doors. Rubbing my arms and trying to get some sort of feeling back in
NATHAN I stared hard at Carol. Wondering what I'd do with her. We were in the pack meeting room. And she was standing a few feet in front of me, a stubborn pout on her face as she sulked in the middle of the large study. I leaned forward in the huge chair I was sitting in, just in front of the fireplace. I dropped my forearms on my thighs, stapling my fingers together as I observed her grimly. She'd gone and done it again. "Carol." My voice is barely above a whisper. Nothing. No movement or reply. Just the sound of her laboured breathing. She didn't even twitch. It was like she had turned into stone. "Look at me when I talk to you." Her head snapped up to look at me. For the first time since she arrived in the room. "Now explain yourself." I ordered, sending her a hard look. She straightened out her shoulders and huffed with an incredulous tone, like she couldn't believe I was doing this. "I only went to see what the girl looked like, Nate. Nothing else." I leaned back in
FAYE I moved forward slowly, staring at the TV. The girl was standing behind me, but I no longer felt her as I struggled to breathe.“He’s looking for me.” It’s all I muttered as I stared at the paused screen of the news report.“Who?” the girl questioned from a million miles away as I stumbled and walked in uneven steps across the room, closer to the TV.I reached out my hand as I neared the image that can’t be true, but is. My fingers trembled when I slowly pressed them onto the screen. My breaths fractured and filled the room.If my father was looking for me so publicly, would Nathan still want me with him? And if they found me with him, wouldn't they make me go with my dad, since he was my biological parent?I shook my head. I didn't want to go with him. I didn't want to go back. And I was eighteen already. That meant I could make my own decisions free of parental control or permission. A rush of panic seized me again as I realized I was considering the matter too simply. My
FAYE"The look on your face as you say that. You believe I'd give you back?" Nathan looks at me quizzically, jaw locked and expression cool. I lowered my eyes, not knowing what to say in answer to his question.He strolled towards me in long-legged strides. He bent to pull me up, standing with his arms around me. I gulped as I breathed in his spicy masculine scent, already feeling tongue-tied. He pulled me with him upstairs, bringing us to a standstill in front of one of the full-length mirrors in the closet. He pulled a box out of his slacks and I watched in stunned silence as he pulled out a diamond necklace and held it to my neck. Flipping my hair tenderly to the front as he pulled the necklace round my neck and clasped it. I let out a shaky breath as I fingered the exquisite necklace. It was a solitaire diamond necklace. I only knew what it was because I'd seen it when my step mom had requested it from my dad."It's beautiful." I whispered, turning around to look at him. He w
NATHANI opened my eyes slowly, my eyes immediately getting used to the shadows of the room. Glancing over at the window, I could tell it was almost dawn. Time to get a move on if I would make it back to Manhattan early enough for the pack meeting. I could hear Faye's soft breathing beside me. Heard her heart thudding softly. I couldn't sense her wolf or smell anything that said she was one. Weird. I knew she was latent, but this was truly horrible. I had to wake her wolf.I went to get out of bed, glancing over at her bare skin. The sight of tiny stripes of whip marks on her pale skin made me growl in furious anger. He'd almost ruined all of her skin. I refused to think of what the marks on her skin reminded me of. I got up, my hard on reminding me of the night before. Faye was truly mine now. In every sense. I'd had to be softer than I knew myself to be capable of. That had surprised me. And I hadn't taken my pleasure. Also, something I'd never have done.I walked into the ensuit
FAYE We're back at the glasshouse the next day and I can tell that something is different with Nathan. He seemed less attentive and his face had lost all warmth. He didn't give me any soft smirks, nor did we talk much on our drive back to the house. Something happened while he was out the other day, I could tell. I wanted his attention and his touch badly. I needed some sort of assurance. After I'd seen that picture frame, my whole mind was in turmoil. Nathan didn't wear any ring on his hand, and maybe that meant he wasn't married anymore. Despite that, I realized how little I know about him. The pain I'd felt when I'd seen that picture frame. My chest hurts just remembering it. I love him, and yet I don't know him. In fact, if I thought hard about it, I only knew his name and now, I knew he was married before. I sat up on the bed as Nathan emerged from the bathroom. "There's an award ceremony tomorrow night. It's supposed to be an honorary event." I nodded, listening to wha