LOGIN~ Avelyn ~
I woke up to voices. A man and a woman speaking in hushed tones just a few feet away. “She’s from a good lineage. Prestigious, they said. Elvan family. CEO’s daughter.” “Elvan’s illegitimate daughter,” the woman corrected, tapping something on a clipboard. “She’s here to pay off a debt, not for prestige. But look at her platinum hair, delicate build… I doubt they fed her but she’ll sell well.” Sell. I forced my eyes open. My surroundings blurred, but slowly sharpened into white lights, lace drapes, mirrors lined with bulbs, girls fixing their makeup or giggling as if tonight wasn’t a parade of chains wrapped in glitter. Workers brushed hair, strapped heels, pinned gauzy fabric in place. And me? I was already dressed when I looked down on myself. A flowing sky-blue chiffon draped over my body in delicate layers, almost translucent. It shimmered under the lights like water. But it didn’t hide anything. My thighs, my chest, my arms were bare. Framed in gold cuffs, neck rings, a delicate belt at my waist that jingled when I moved. My hair fell around me in soft platinum waves, shimmering under the lights. I looked like a goddess someone caged for a show. “She’ll go as The Jade of the Show,” the woman announced with finality. The man scribbled the name on a list. I sat up finally, my body still sluggish. My mouth opened but no sound came out. What would I even say? I’m not supposed to be here? That’s a lie. This was always the ending I was heading toward. I was just too stupid to see it or maybe I pretended to ignore it. Time passed like I wasn’t even in it. Girls got called out one by one. Laughter, gasps and music echoed faintly beyond the curtains. The other girls seemed excited. Not one looked my way like we were in this together. I wasn’t one of them, clearly. I wasn’t anything, really. A hand gripped my arm suddenly. “You’re next.” I stood or tried to. My legs were trembling but it wasn’t from fear, but because I hadn’t eaten since breakfast. They led me to the edge of the curtain. The woman with the clipboard looked “Look pretty, darling. These men pay more when they think you’re fragile.” I bit my tongue hoping the pain would keep me grounded for what I was about to face. My ill fate staring at me like a fever dream. But the taste of hope still clung to the back of my throat, and I hated myself for it. The curtain parted and blinding light instantly hit me in the face. The stage was round and elevated with a white platform like I was some prize car to be flaunted. Surrounding it was an amphitheater-like room, layered with velvet chairs and eager, faceless men holding numbered paddles. I couldn’t see their faces. Just the hunger in their posture. I didn’t look away. I let them stare. Let them gawk. Their opinions meant nothing to me now. Because as I stood there in heels I didn’t choose, with gold wrapped around my body like I was nothing more than an expensive dish, all I could think was… This is what I get. For believing him. For thinking, just for a moment, that maybe I was his daughter. “If you do this for me, I’ll acknowledge you.” Hah! His words echoed, rotted, shattered inside my skull like a haunting dream. I closed my eyes to savor the taste of pain but all I could do was cry and so I cried. Not soft, not polite. It was ugly, broken in sobs. The kind that came from the soul. I cried because I remembered how I scrubbed the floors of his estate at nine years old, hoping if I did it perfectly, he’d call me “darling” like he did Laura. I cried because every stolen glance, every ignored birthday, every time he turned his face when I entered the room. I still loved him through it all. Still wanted his approval like it would make the pain make sense. Love was a cruel thing indeed. So I cried because my mother died protecting me, and I lived every day trying to be worthy of that sacrifice, only to be sold like livestock to pay off the sins of a man who never saw me as his. And I cried because I hated myself for crying. The crowd murmured in excitement. I heard them. “She’s crying already.” “Won’t last a day.” “Delicate little thing.” “Perfect.” Like they were discussing flavors on a menu. Someone laughed, calling me the siren in chains. Another man said something about how he wanted to see those tears every night, how rare platinum was, how much he’d pay to own it. I dropped to my knees not because I was weak. But because my legs gave up. Because the weight of believing was heavier than any chain they could ever put on me. And still… I didn’t look away. I didn’t beg and cower away. I let them see me cry. I let them watch the damage of what love and hope did to me. Because if I was going to be sold like a myth, I’d make damn sure they knew I wasn’t broken by them. I was broken by someone I loved. Someone I hoped would love me back. “Shall we begin the bidding at one hundred thousand?” the announcer said, bright and cheery like this was a fashion show. Men lifted paddles. One after the other. A few voices rose above the crowd. “Three hundred thousand.” “Half a million.” “A million!” Cheers of excitement erupted. Until…A voice stilled the air. It was low and unbothered with a dead calmness that could stop a storm. “One hundred million.” Silence dropped like a guillotine. Even my crying seized the moment he spoke. I froze. My head turned instinctively toward the back of the room. I couldn’t see a face, just a figure, seated at the highest row, slightly leaned forward in a sharp black suit. The lights made it impossible to see anything else. But I could feel it. An overwhelming presence words couldn’t describe. Eyes like knives cutting across the distance. And a voice like winter slipping down my spine. In that moment, I knew one thing. I wasn’t bought. I was claimed.~ Avelyn ~I didn’t tell anyone I was leaving and that alone felt like rebellion.The mansion had always to felt like a sealed box and I was sick of how quiet and controlled it was. Every step watched even when no one was visibly present. Since the title shift, the rules had loosened in appearance, but I wasn’t naïve enough to think that meant freedom. It only meant the leash had gotten longer.I dressed carefully. A black turtleneck that brushed my jaw. Long sleeves. Thick pants. Clothes meant to hide everything I didn’t want seen and everything I didn’t want explained. My reflection looked calm enough. My body didn’t feel calm at all.The collar marks along my neck burned faintly beneath the fabric. My wrists were tender. My lower back ached every time I shifted my weight. There were places I didn’t even want to think about yet. Sitting was uncomfortable. Walking took effort. Breathing too deeply reminded me of things I wasn’t ready to replay.I could have called a doctor. Could’ve
~ Avelyn ~The news didn’t come from Xander.That should have been the first warning.I was sitting on the edge of the bed in the room that was apparently mine now, staring at my phone without really seeing it, when there was a knock. Not the casual kind. The kind that came with posture and timing and the certainty that whatever followed would not be optional.A maid stepped in after my permission, eyes lowered like always.“Ma’am,” she said. The title still sounded wrong. “Master Xander requests your presence this evening.”My jaw tightened. “Requests?”She hesitated for half a second. “He asked that you be informed first.”Informed. Of course.“Informed of what?” I asked, already bracing myself.She clasped her hands together. “There will be a gala. In Milan. Two nights from now.”I stared at her. “And?”“And you will be attending,” she added. “With him.”There it was.I let out a breath through my nose, slow and deliberate. “Is this another one of those things where I’m meant to sm
— Xander —The call came before the sun cleared the estate walls.Dominic was already in the study when I arrived, tablet resting against his forearm, posture straight, expression neutral. He waited until I took my seat. He always did. The men who survived around me learned patience early.“Kyle moved again overnight,” he said. “West corridor. Roman territory.”I didn’t react. I poured coffee instead, slow, deliberate.“So they’re still hiding him,” I said. “That means he’s bleeding.”Dominic nodded. “He is. The gunshot wasn’t clean. He collapsed twice during relocation.”Good.Pain made people careless.“How long before they realize keeping him costs more than trading him?” I asked.Dominic glanced down at the screen. “They already know. They’re just deciding who they want to anger more. You, or their own allies.”“They’ll choose wrong,” I said calmly.I reached for the phone on the desk and dialed without announcing the number. The council liked to pretend hierarchy existed among us
~ Avelyn ~I woke up alone.That was the first thing my body registered before my mind even caught up — the absence. The other side of the bed was cold, untouched, like no one had ever been there at all. For a brief, disorienting second, I wondered if I had imagined everything. If the night had been some elaborate fever dream stitched together by exhaustion and fear.Then I tried to move.Pain answered immediately.Not sharp, not sudden, it was the dull, widespread kind that settled deep into muscle and bone, like my body had been worked over and then abandoned. My shoulders protested when I shifted. My thighs burned faintly. Even the simple act of sitting up felt like dragging myself through resistance.I hissed quietly and leaned back against the headboard, letting my head fall against the cool wood. The room was silent. Too silent. No movement, no presence, no sign of him anywhere.Of course he was gone.Xander never stayed for aftermaths. He never hovered. He never explained. What
~ Avelyn ~Since I signed up for this, I should live through this. I told myself. I wanted it quick and done with but Xander had other plans. I could tell he enjoyed the thrill of the moment like a predator savoring his prey before consuming it whole. As expected, his hands didn’t spare me any dignity as his fingers slowly ran down my right hand, leaving goosebumps trails that mocked me. I didn’t move an inch, the heat emanating from his body was enough to ground me in place. All I tried to do was stable my heaving chest while his hot breaths fanned my nape from behind. With his palm gripping my shoulders he leaned in and planted a kiss in the dip of my neck. I found myself closing my eyes instinctively as his lips lingered, grazing in a slow torturous motion as though any moment from now he would grow fangs and bite my neck off. He didn’t. His mouth grew hungrier, steal more kisses faster than I could breathe. I flinched the moment the wetness of his tongue touched me. I could t
~Avelyn ~What just happened?My brain failed to catch up with how fast things escalated. I had it under control, I was enduring it. At least I believed I could. But that was before I became a panting mess in Xander’s bed, crawled before the monster in front of me. The look on his face right now made me wanna puke. He didn’t even have this expression when Kyle was shot and I thought that was the height of his satisfaction.I watched him take one more step until his knees hit the edge of the bed but I wasn’t concerned about that. No, something far more cynical caught by attention. The jingle of the items in his hands stole my breath.There was a collar and cuffs, then my gaze moved to the whip in his right hand, wasn’t that used for animals?My eyes shot up at once and his eyes looked like they’d been locked on mine for a long time watching me process the situation. I wonder if the fear in my eyes gave him unimaginable pleasure.“You’re sick.” I breathed indignantly. He leaned in







