ログイン⚠️”BDSM, abuse, master-slave relationship, graphic…”⚠️ Illegitimate daughter, unwanted by her own family, Avelyn is sold off to settle her father’s debts in place of her sister and lands in the arms of the city’s most dangerous man. Her heart already belongs to someone else, yet she must survive one year under his roof without surrendering her body… or her soul. Can she resist the pull of temptation when her enemy becomes the only man who can save her? This is a dark romance. You have been forewarned⚠️ Now swipe like a good girl
もっと見る~ Avelyn ~
I’d gotten used to the cold. Not the kind that creeps through your skin, but the kind that settles into your bones. The kind that tells you, over and over, that this room? This life you desired. It was never meant for someone like you. My room sat at the far end of the estate, past the servant quarters but still below the family wing, as if even the walls didn’t want to associate with me. It didn’t have a heater, and winter wasn’t polite. I wore two sweaters to sleep and pressed my feet against the base of the lamp just to feel something close to warmth. So when the door slammed open without a single knock, I flinched. The maid Marcie or Maisie or whatever stood there, arms folded, eyes rolling like I was the burden she had to carry through life. “Your father wants you at dinner.” I blinked. “He… what?” She scoffed. “Don’t make me repeat myself.” And then she shut the door. Hard enough to rock the foundations of the basement. I just stood there, confused. In all my years in this house, never once had I been asked to join them for dinner. Not birthdays, not holidays, never. Was this real? Maybe it was finally happening. Maybe, just maybe, my father, Miguel Elvan, CEO, king of appearances and master of disappointment was finally ready to acknowledge me. Even if just for one night. I scrambled to my closet. Nothing fancy. I didn’t own fancy. I pulled out the least-wrinkled dress I had, twisted my silver-blonde hair into a loose braid, and checked the mirror. Still looked like a ghost of the family name. But I had hope. God help me, I still had hope. The dining hall was warm. Lit by a chandelier that probably cost more than my entire existence. My father, his wife Lilian, and their daughter Laura were already seated, glasses clinking, forks moving. No one looked up. I hovered near the entrance. “Good evening—” “What took you so long?” Miguel barked, not sparing me a glance. I opened my mouth, then closed it. I’d literally ran. The maids must’ve delayed his message on purpose, again. I looked to one of them in the corner, and sure enough, there was that smug little smile. I lowered my eyes. “I’m sorry.” “Sit.” I did. My hands were shaking under the table, but my heart was light. Maybe I’d eat with them. Maybe I’d be seen for the first time in my existence but Miguel didn’t even wait until I picked up my fork. “We have a situation. A debt that needs to be paid.” He announced. I nodded slowly. “Okay…” “You’ll help us, won’t you, Avelyn?” My heart jumped. He said my name. The second time. In ten years. I straightened. “Yes. Of course…Father” a small smile leaked from my lips. He looked at me for the first time tonight. “Don’t call me that.” “…Sorry.” He exhaled like I’d ruined the air. “But if you do this for me, I’ll acknowledge you. Fully. As my daughter.” I felt it again. That warm flicker of hope. This was it. This was the moment I’d wanted since I was a kid, watching him walk past me without a glance. Since I was five and still thought if I cleaned well enough, behaved well enough, maybe he’d smile at me like he did with Laura. “I’ll do anything,” I said quiet, but clear. Miguel sipped his wine. “There’s a powerful man, he’s dangerous and owe him. He asked for my daughter… as payment.” I blinked slowly. Laura kept eating like it didn’t concern her. “You’ll take her place,” he said. “What?” “It’s just an auction. Nothing dramatic. You’ll be fine.” He cleared his throat and dug into his stake like he just uttered the most natural thing in the world. “No. You said he asked for your daughter. I’m not even—” “You ungrateful child!” He snapped, eyes darkening like a grey storm. Now, that’s the expression I’m used to, not the fake smiles. “After everything I’ve done for you, you won’t lift a finger to help this family?” I stared at him. He never put me in the family register. Never gave me the name Elvan. Called me the help’s mistake behind closed doors. Told people I was a distant cousin’s child staying with them temporarily. But now I was his daughter? Now I was currency? “I won’t go.” His hand slammed the table so hard the glasses jumped. “You forget your place!” He roared. “No—I remember it too well.” I spat but he picked up a napkin and cleaned his mouth and stared me dead in the eyes as he muttered. “The daughter of a whore.” Lilian gasped like an excited two year old, her manicured hands flying over her mouth in style. Laura looked up for the first time, smirking like she’d been waiting her whole life to see me fall apart. And I did. But not the way they expected because… I laughed. A small, broken sound at first. Then bigger and wilder. I laughed because it was all a joke. A cruel, twisted joke. It had to be. All these years, I held on. I cleaned floors they dirtied. Ate scraps off plates I wasn’t allowed to touch. Hid my bruises. Bit my tongue. All for this? To be sold? “You don’t get to speak about my mother,” I said, standing. My chair scraped backward. My voice shook, but I didn’t. Miguel’s face darkened. “She was a whore.” “She was a maid,” I hissed. “One you drugged and forced. And you told the world she seduced you. You killed her. And now you’re going to sell me and pretend you’re the victim?” His face twitched. “She died with your shame rotting her soul. And you think I’ll let you do the same to me? Sell me like some bargaining chip?” SLAP. His hand cracked across my face before I saw it coming. I hit the ground hard but my body was numb to the pain. My ears rang instead. “You insolent girl,” he spat. “You’re nothing. You were never supposed to exist.” Tears stung my eyes, but I didn’t cry. He stood over me. “Take her.” Two guards stepped forward. “No—please! Don’t—!” “You owe me this,” he said coldly. “For the food in your mouth. For the roof over your bastard head.” “You said when Kyle comes back for me, I’d be safe. You promised!” He turned his back. “Promises mean nothing when you have no value.” Tears streamed down my face, burning like acid I looked at Lilian. Laura. Even the maids. No one spoke. They watched me like I was a reality show and maybe I was. The bastard child whose mother died and had to call the people who despised her the most…family. “I hate you,” I whispered. “I hate the blood you gave me!” Miguel nodded and the guard behind me raised his hand. I felt a sharp pain of my neck and everything went black.~ Avelyn ~ The next thing I knew my back was against the wall of the suite. Xander’s pressure against me was immediate and total, his lips claiming mine with the kind of certainty that left no room for hesitation, not that I had any. His mouth moved like he’d been thinking about this through every course of that dinner, every loaded glance, every second of that insufferable composure he’d worn like a weapon all evening.I kissed him back with everything I had. Not that I had much of anything right now. I couldn’t with his scent knocking out my reasoning. His hands found my waist and wrapped it, found my jaw and gripped it, found my hair and filled his palm with a fistful. He was moving like he couldn’t decide where to settle and had chosen everywhere simultaneously and I felt the wall solid behind me and him solid in front of me and the combination of both was making it very difficult to remember that I was a person with thoughts.“Xander—”“Don’t.” His voice was low against my mou
~ Avelyn ~I stared at the sky. At the ring. At him. Xander Sterling on one knee with an expression that had shed every layer of composure and was simply, entirely open in a way I had never seen from him before and might never see again.“I know what we’ve been,” he said, quietly. “I know what I was. What I put you through.” His eyes didn’t leave mine. “I’m not asking you to forget it. I’m asking you to let me spend the rest of my life making it right.” A breath. “You and Ciara. That’s all I want. That’s everything.”The city hummed below us. The drones held their formation. The candles moved in some invisible current of air.I nodded.I was aware I was nodding with a frequency and enthusiasm that was not entirely dignified but I could not locate my words so nodding was what was available to me and I committed to it fully.Something moved across his face. Relief, maybe, or the particular expression of a man who’d been holding his breath for longer than he’d admitted to himself. He too
~ Avelyn ~I didn’t know what Xander was planning this time. But I knew it was deliberate on his part. I’d asked twice and received the same response both time. A look that communicated that the question had been heard and would not be answered so I’d stopped asking and spent the better part of the week in a state of low-grade anticipation that I refused to call nerves.It was nerves.The women arrived at four.Three of them, professional and efficient, with more equipment than I owned in my entire bathroom. They set up in my bedroom with the quiet competence of people who did this regularly and knew better than to ask unnecessary questions, and then they got to work.I sat in the chair they’d positioned by the window and let them.That was the strangest part. Normally I’d have something to say, some observation, some deflection, something to fill the space. But I sat quietly while hands moved through my hair and someone else opened a case of jewellery and a third laid out a dress o
~ Avelyn ~Shopping with Xander was an experience I was wholly unprepared for.It wasn’t that he was difficult. It was that he was thorough. Every aisle, every option, considered with the same focused attention he’d given Ciara an hour ago. He picked things up, examined them, made decisions with the quiet efficiency of a man who was accustomed to being right.He also kept putting things in the cart that I hadn’t asked for and then moving on before I could object, which was a technique I recognised and deeply resented.“She doesn’t need that,” I said, for approximately the fifth time.“She might.”“She’s not going to need a cashmere blanket, Xander.”“You don’t know that.” He defended“She’s going to spit up on it within forty minutes of—”“Then we’ll get another one.” He placed it in the cart and moved on and I stood there for a second before following, because that was the only available option.But there were also moments, small ones — where he’d stop and hold something up and lo
~ Avelyn ~The flight was quiet.Too quiet.Kyle didn’t sit beside me. He kept his distance like proximity might weaken his resolve. His men handled everything — documents, transfers, vehicles waiting at landing.No names were spoken.No real location was shared.Just movement.City after city diss
~ Avelyn ~It had been a month.Thirty-one days of ocean.Thirty-one days of waking up to the same silver horizon and pretending the stillness meant peace.Kyle wasn’t supposed to come.That was the rule. At least the unspoken one.No pattern, no attachment and no emotional lapses.Which is why wh
~ Avelyn ~The moment Kyle walked out of that room to meet Xander, something inside me settled.I can assure you, it wasn’t fear or panic. It was clarity.Men like them did not meet to exchange pleasantries. They met to measure dominance, to wound with words, to decide who would bleed next. And whe
— Xander —By the time I returned to the estate, the snow had covered most traces of the night’s chaos.Men were still clearing debris from the courtyard. The marble steps had been scrubbed, though faint stains lingered in the grooves if one looked closely enough.War always left residue.I walked
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