LOGINI never meant to give myself to the devil. Two weeks later, I walked down the aisle in white…and found him waiting at the altar. Zayden Romano killed my groom. Took his place. Made me his wife to destroy my father. He calls me leverage. A pawn. His revenge. But the way he pins me down at 3 a.m and takes over every inch of me doesn’t feel like revenge. It feels like obsession. He’s the monster I’m supposed to hate. So why am I begging the devil for more?
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I wasn’t supposed to be home this early. The diner had been dead all afternoon, just two truckers nursing cold coffee and a drunk who kept calling me “sweet cheeks.” My manager shrugged and told me to clock out at six. Fine by me. My feet were killing me, my head was splitting, and all I wanted was to fall face-first into the couch and let Micah rub my shoulders until I forgot how much I hated my life. I climbed the three flights of stairs to our tiny apartment, already tasting the cheap wine we kept in the fridge. I was smiling like an idiot, thinking maybe tonight I’d finally let him go further than second base. Three years of “waiting till marriage” felt less romantic and more stupid every month. The door was cracked open. But I didn’t think anything of it. I pushed it slowly. The living room was dark except for the flicker of the TV nobody was watching. And suddenly — I heard a woman’s high, breathy moan leak down the hallway, followed by the unmistakable wet slap of skin on skin. My stomach dropped straight through the floor. I told myself it was p**n. It had to be p**n. Micah watched it sometimes when I was at work. Normal guy stuff, right? Then I heard her voice, sweet and fake-innocent, the same voice that used to call me “bestie” while stealing my clothes. “Yes, Micah… right there… oh fuck, you’re so much bigger than—” I knew that voice. I walked down the hallway like I was walking to my own execution. The bedroom door was half open, just enough. And there they were. Micah, my Micah, on his knees behind Stacy, my best friend since I moved to America. Her fake blonde hair stuck to her sweaty back, mouth open in a perfect O, moaning his name like it belonged to her. He had one hand fisted in her hair, the other gripping her hip hard enough to bruise, pounding into her like the bed was on fire. I must have made a sound, because his head snapped up. His eyes met mine, and for one single second I waited for shame but I didn’t get it. “Bella?” He didn’t even stop moving. “You’re home early.” That was it. Not “I’m sorry.” Not “This isn’t what it looks like.” Just “you’re home early.” Something inside me snapped clean in half. Stacy finally noticed me. She shrieked, scrambled for the sheet, and clutched it to her chest like I was the intruder. “Bella, wait—” I laughed. It came out ugly and cracked. “Don’t bother.” Micah pulled out, still half-hard, and reached for his boxers like we were discussing the weather. “Baby, listen—” “Don’t call me baby.” My voice didn’t even sound like mine. “How long?” Stacy’s fake tears started. “It just happened, I swear—” “How. Long.” Micah shrugged. “A couple of months. You’re never here, Bella. A man has needs.” A couple of months? I looked at the bed we picked out together. The sheets I washed last night. The pillow I cried into when my dad cut me off. I looked at Stacy wearing my favourite pink silk nightie, the one I’d been saving for a special night. I looked at Micah, the man I gave up my family, my name, and my future for, and felt nothing but hate. “Enjoy each other,” I said, calm and cold. “Hope she was worth it.” I turned and walked out and then….they chased me. “Bella, wait!” Stacy’s bare feet slapped the hallway. “Bella please wait, okay? It was a mistake!” I spun around so fast she almost crashed into me. “A mistake?” My voice cracked. “You’ve been fucking my boyfriend for months and you say it was a mistake?” Micah tried next. “You’re overreacting—” “Screw you.” I slammed the apartment door so hard the frame shook. Outside, the night air slapped me awake. I had twenty-three dollars in my purse, a half-dead phone, and nowhere to go. Because I’d burned every bridge for him. I walked until my legs gave out, then climbed into my beat-up Camry and locked the doors. The backseat became my bed. Leftover fries from the diner became dinner. I sat there in the dark, replaying every lie Micah ever told me, every time I defended him to my father. I used to be Isabella Mendoza, heiress to Mendoza Enterprises. Private schools, bodyguards, a black Amex with no limit. I gave it all up because Micah said he loved the real me, not the money. So I changed my last name on every form. Took a waitress job. Moved into his shitty one-bedroom. Told my father I’d rather be poor and happy than rich and trapped. Dad warned me. “He’s using you, Isabella. When he’s done, he’ll spit you out.” I didn’t listen. Now here I was, eating cold fries in a parking lot, mascara running, virginity still intact because I wanted to “wait for marriage” like an idiot. My phone buzzed with texts from Micah. “Baby, I’m sorry.” “It didn’t mean anything.” “Come home so we can talk.” I stared at the screen until it went black. Then I scrolled to the one contact I swore I’d never call again. The line rang twice. “To what do I owe this call, Bella?” My brother’s voice was calm, amused, and a little cold. “I thought you were done with the Mendoza name.” I swallowed the lump in my throat. “I’m ready to come home.” Silence settled between us. “You sure?” he finally asked. “Because Dad’s not gonna throw you a welcome party. You humiliated him.” I nodded to myself, even though he couldn’t see me. “Yeah. I know. I don’t have anywhere else to go. And I’ll face whatever consequences.” There was a pause, then a smirk in his tone. “Alright then, lucky for you, I just happen to be in Chicago for the last night.” Raf said. “Pack your bags. You’re coming home.”Bella’s POVI woke up wrapped in warmth.For a moment, I didn't move. I just lay there, my cheek pressed against something solid and warm. The steady rhythm of a heartbeat beneath my ear. The weight of an arm draped across my waist.Then I remembered.Last night.The confession. The kiss. The way he had held me like I was the only thing keeping him alive.His lips brushed the back of my shoulder in a lazy kiss.“Buongiorno Bella,” he murmured, voice rough with sleep.I smiled despite myself. “Good morning.”He pulled me closer, turning me in his arms until we were face to face. His green eyes were soft in the morning light, his hair messy, his lips curved into a rare, genuine smile.He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to my forehead. Then my nose. Then my lips.I giggled against his mouth. "You're in a good mood.""I have reason to be." He kissed me again, slower this time. "You're here. You're mine."I pulled back slightly. "I've always been yours. I was just too stubborn to admit
Bella’s POVI took in a deep breath before I finally stepped out from behind the hedges. Zayden looked different tonight. He was dressed in all black. He looked angry yet calm at the same time and his eyes were hardened that if looks could kill, I would have dropped dead by now.“What are you doing out here Bella?” He asked.“I got your package.” I raised the box.His gaze glanced toward it then back to me. “Good.” He said. “Keep it!”Then he turned to walk away. “Please don't walk away when I’m talking to you.” I went after him. “Bella…” he said, not stopping. “I’m really not in the mood tonight.”“Are you ever in the mood, Zayden?”He didn’t answer me. He just kept walking, back into the house, down the hall, up the staircase and into his room. He tried to shut the door behind him but I stopped it and went in after him. I held the box up. “These are Marco’s fingers aren’t they?”“Yes.”My chest tightened. “How could you?”“How could I what?” He said, nonchalant.“How could you
Bella’s POVSleep never came.I lay in bed for what felt like hours, staring at the ceiling while my thoughts refused to quiet. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him standing beside my bed.“Bella… if you’re awake, I want you to know I’m sorry.”The apology should have comforted me.Instead, it only made everything more confusing.With a frustrated sigh, I threw the blanket aside.“I can’t do this,” I muttered.Gianna, who had been arranging fresh flowers near the window, looked over immediately.“Bella, everything okay?”I nodded. “I want a bath please.”“Of course.”Within minutes, the large marble bathtub was filled with steaming water scented with lavender and jasmine. Chiara helped undo the buttons of my dress while Gianna gathered fresh towels.The warm water wrapped around my body the moment I stepped inside.For the first time all day, I allowed myself to breathe.Neither maid spoke much. They quietly washed my hair while I scrubbed away the tension that seemed to cling to ev
Zayden’s POVThe whole villa was chaotic. Men ran from all angles, securing every possible escape route.The place was on full lockdown until I had Marco squirming and pleading for mercy at my feet. I sat on a wooden chair in a secluded room far from the main house. I looked at my watch. It’s been over forty minutes since Nico had left to look for Marco, yet he hadn’t returned.Suddenly the doors burst open…Nico and two other men held Marco by both hands. He was tossing and shoving, looking dishevelled. Like he tried to escape but was caught and beaten down.“Let me go!” He yelled. “Get your hands off me.” What’s going on? I’ve done nothing.”Nico pushed him to the chair opposite me, binding both his hands by the side of the chair.He looked up at me. “Boss…what is happening? These men came to attack me. I’ve done nothing. Please just tell me what is going on.”I stared at him. Observing quietly. Not saying a word yet.“Marco,” I said finally.His eyes turned softer. “What is it?”I
Bella’s POVThe maid was still standing in the hallway when I stepped out.I raised my brows. "You waited for me?""Yes, Mrs Romano. I am to take you to the breakfast room. Since you are new here and may not know where it is.""Okay," I said. "Lead the way."We walked through the villa, past hallwa
Zayden’s POVFinally, I’d done it.I had satisfied my darkest desire — making Isabella Mendoza my wife.It wasn’t an easy feat. In fact, this had to be the most challenging thing I’d ever done. Lives were lost for this to happen. Blood had been spilled. But yet here we are.I walked down the aisle
Bella’s POVLucia lay beside me on the bed, her head propped on her hand, looking at me with those eyes that always saw too much."So," she said, breaking the silence. "It doesn't matter who you get married to tomorrow… I'm still the maid of honour, yes?"I blinked at her. Then I laughed. A real la
Bella’s POVI woke up in a dark room, on a soft bed. Although I didn’t know where I was. My head pounded and my limbs felt weak. And then I remembered —The black sedan, the men, being shoved into the car like I was packaged goods.I stood slowly, squinting my eyes, trying to find an exit. There was
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