MasukTHIS BOOK CONTAINS EXPLICIT CONTENT 🔞 I never meant to give my virginity to the devil. Two weeks later, I walked down the aisle in white…and found him waiting at the altar. Zayden Romano killed my groom. Took his place. Made me his wife to destroy my father. He calls me leverage. A pawn. His revenge. But the way he pins me down at 3 a.m., spreads me open, and growls “mine” while I come apart on his tongue doesn’t feel like revenge. It feels like obsession. He’s the monster I’m supposed to hate. So why am I begging the devil for more?
Lihat lebih banyakBella’s POV
I wasn’t supposed to be home this early. The diner had been dead all afternoon, just two truckers nursing cold coffee and a drunk who kept calling me “sweet cheeks.” My manager shrugged and told me to clock out at six. Fine by me. My feet were killing me, my head was splitting, and all I wanted was to fall face-first into the couch and let Micah rub my shoulders until I forgot how much I hated my life. I climbed the three flights of stairs to our tiny apartment, already tasting the cheap wine we kept in the fridge. I was smiling like an idiot, thinking maybe tonight I’d finally let him go further than second base. Three years of “waiting till marriage” felt less romantic and more stupid every month. The door was cracked open. But I didn’t think anything of it. I pushed it slowly. The living room was dark except for the flicker of the TV nobody was watching. And suddenly — I heard a woman’s high, breathy moan leak down the hallway, followed by the unmistakable wet slap of skin on skin. My stomach dropped straight through the floor. I told myself it was p**n. It had to be p**n. Micah watched it sometimes when I was at work. Normal guy stuff, right? Then I heard her voice, sweet and fake-innocent, the same voice that used to call me “bestie” while stealing my clothes. “Yes, Micah… right there… oh fuck, you’re so much bigger than—” I knew that voice. I walked down the hallway like I was walking to my own execution. The bedroom door was half open, just enough. And there they were. Micah, my Micah, on his knees behind Stacy, my best friend since I moved to America. Her fake blonde hair stuck to her sweaty back, mouth open in a perfect O, moaning his name like it belonged to her. He had one hand fisted in her hair, the other gripping her hip hard enough to bruise, pounding into her like the bed was on fire. I must have made a sound, because his head snapped up. His eyes met mine, and for one single second I waited for shame but I didn’t get it. “Bella?” He didn’t even stop moving. “You’re home early.” That was it. Not “I’m sorry.” Not “This isn’t what it looks like.” Just “you’re home early.” Something inside me snapped clean in half. Stacy finally noticed me. She shrieked, scrambled for the sheet, and clutched it to her chest like I was the intruder. “Bella, wait—” I laughed. It came out ugly and cracked. “Don’t bother.” Micah pulled out, still half-hard, and reached for his boxers like we were discussing the weather. “Baby, listen—” “Don’t call me baby.” My voice didn’t even sound like mine. “How long?” Stacy’s fake tears started. “It just happened, I swear—” “How. Long.” Micah shrugged. “A couple of months. You’re never here, Bella. A man has needs.” A couple of months? I looked at the bed we picked out together. The sheets I washed last night. The pillow I cried into when my dad cut me off. I looked at Stacy wearing my favourite pink silk nightie, the one I’d been saving for a special night. I looked at Micah, the man I gave up my family, my name, and my future for, and felt nothing but hate. “Enjoy each other,” I said, calm and cold. “Hope she was worth it.” I turned and walked out and then….they chased me. “Bella, wait!” Stacy’s bare feet slapped the hallway. “Bella please wait, okay? It was a mistake!” I spun around so fast she almost crashed into me. “A mistake?” My voice cracked. “You’ve been fucking my boyfriend for months and you say it was a mistake?” Micah tried next. “You’re overreacting—” “Screw you.” I slammed the apartment door so hard the frame shook. Outside, the night air slapped me awake. I had twenty-three dollars in my purse, a half-dead phone, and nowhere to go. Because I’d burned every bridge for him. I walked until my legs gave out, then climbed into my beat-up Camry and locked the doors. The backseat became my bed. Leftover fries from the diner became dinner. I sat there in the dark, replaying every lie Micah ever told me, every time I defended him to my father. I used to be Isabella Mendoza, heiress to Mendoza Enterprises. Private schools, bodyguards, a black Amex with no limit. I gave it all up because Micah said he loved the real me, not the money. So I changed my last name on every form. Took a waitress job. Moved into his shitty one-bedroom. Told my father I’d rather be poor and happy than rich and trapped. Dad warned me. “He’s using you, Isabella. When he’s done, he’ll spit you out.” I didn’t listen. Now here I was, eating cold fries in a parking lot, mascara running, virginity still intact because I wanted to “wait for marriage” like an idiot. My phone buzzed with texts from Micah. “Baby, I’m sorry.” “It didn’t mean anything.” “Come home so we can talk.” I stared at the screen until it went black. Then I scrolled to the one contact I swore I’d never call again. The line rang twice. “To what do I owe this call, Bella?” My brother’s voice was calm, amused, and a little cold. “I thought you were done with the Mendoza name.” I swallowed the lump in my throat. “I’m ready to come home.” Silence settled between us. “You sure?” he finally asked. “Because Dad’s not gonna throw you a welcome party. You humiliated him.” I nodded to myself, even though he couldn’t see me. “Yeah. I know. I don’t have anywhere else to go. And I’ll face whatever consequences.” There was a pause, then a smirk in his tone. “Alright then, lucky for you, I just happen to be in Chicago for the last night.” Raf said. “Pack your bags. You’re coming home.”Zayden’s POVThe drive back home was quiet.Mainly because I was the only one in the car.I had left Nico back at the warehouse to clean up the mess and handle whatever still needed handling.I have to admit, tonight came as a shock to me.Everything I thought I knew — I didn’t.Alejandro had been working for Hiram all along and the cargo I burned? It belonged to him.Hiram Moretti.The ghost everyone feared but nobody saw.And now I finally knew the truth.Hiram was the one who killed my family.Alejandro was just the coward who pointed him in the right direction.I gripped the steering wheel tighter.For years I thought some nameless cartel had ordered the attack.I never imagined it was him.A dark chuckle left my throat.Well, I killed Matteo. So Hiram could consider us even.Though somehow I doubted he would.When I got home, I parked the car in the driveway and stepped out. The cold night air hit my face immediately, but it did nothing to cool the anger sitting inside me.The vi
Zayden’s POVBella was still on my mind. Annoyingly so.I adjusted the cuffs of my shirt as I walked through the underground parking garage beneath one of my buildings.Her words kept replaying.“I will never give myself to you.”I scoffed.Women said many things when they were angry.Bella especially.She could barely look at me without reacting.Barely stand near me without shaking.Yet somehow she expected me to believe she felt nothing.Ridiculous.I unlocked my car and slid into the driver’s seat.The engine had barely started when my phone vibrated.“What’s up, Nico?” I answered.“Where are you?”“I’m on my way. Give me some time.” I replied.“Alright then.” He hung up. I gripped the steering wheel tighter. Trying to get her out of my head.I didn't have time for this. A girl's petty feelings couldn't distract me from what needed to be done.Twenty minutes later I pulled into an empty industrial district on the edge of the city.I parked the car and stepped out into the cold ni
Bella’s POVHis mouth was on my neck.Hot. Slow. Intoxicating.I gasped as Zayden’s lips dragged down my skin, leaving a trail of fire. His hands gripped my waist, holding me in place while his tongue traced the curve of my throat. I tilted my head back without thinking, giving him more access.“Zayden…” I breathed. “Yes!”He didn’t answer with words. He answered by moving lower, kissing the centre of my chest, then lower still until his mouth closed over my breast.His tongue swirled around my nipple before he sucked it hard into his mouth. A sharp moan tore from my throat. My back arched off the bed as pleasure shot straight between my legs.His hand slid down my stomach, fingers parting my thighs. One thick finger pushed inside me without warning. I was so wet it slid in easily, curling deep, stroking that spot that made my toes curl.“Oh fuck…” I whimpered. “Two fingers please.”He sucked harder on my nipple, biting gently while he put another finger inside me and pumped faster. T
Zayden’s POVI was preparing to meet with Nico when a firm, heavy knock came at my door. I didn’t need to open it to know who it was. “Come in darling,” I said with a smirk.Bella barged in as always, her eyes blazing.Her hands firm by her side, her knuckles curled into a fist.“What is it now?” I said. “You have that look on your face when you're about to go all out on me.”“How could you?” She snapped.“How could I what?”“How could you let me think the worst about Lucia?” She asked, stepping closer. “This is about Lucia?” I scoffed. “Then the word you should be looking for is ‘thank you’.”“Thank you?” “You’re welcome.” I smiled.“This is not funny, Zayden.” She snapped. “What’s the problem, Bella? Two nights in a row and all you want to do is fight me.”“You had Lucia here the day of our wedding….the night of our wedding.” She paused, taking a deep breath. “And you never thought to tell me.”“For good reason,” I said quietly. “And what good reason could that possibly be?” “
Bella’s POVI had waited for everyone to fall asleep before I begged Rosa to help me sneak out of my house. I told her I was going to see Lucia. I needed to clear my head and talk to someone who could understand.She looked at me with something like pity in her eyes but she helped me either way.“I
Bella’s POVI woke up to sunlight bleeding through the curtains, my body still aching in my shoulders and cheeks as a result of my father’s anger.The first thing I did was grab my phone.No new messages. No missed calls.Nothing from Zayden.I stared at the screen, thumb hovering over the voicemai
Bella’s POVLucia walked barefoot across my floor while I sat on the carpet, phone in hand, frantically researching “how to stop your wedding.”I threw the phone down in frustration and leaned back against my dresser.“I told you you weren’t going to get anything useful on there. The internet is la
Zayden’s POVI took a slow drag from my cigarette, watching her from across the table while she processed my last words.Her fingers tightened around the fork.Good.She’s listening now, really listening.For a long moment, neither of us spoke. The silence stretched thick and heavy, filled with gho






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